LOGINZEVIAR
I shouldn’t be thinking about her. That was the first thing I told myself as I drove through the city. I was driving too fast and I knew it. Darius would’ve commented on it if he were in the car, would’ve told me to slow down, and reminded me that no amount of speed would change what had already happened. But he wasn’t here, and I didn’t slow down. The city lights blurred past me as my grip tightened on the steering wheel. She was human! The thought kept circling back. It was sharp and irritating, like a loose wire I couldn’t tape down. I felt her body react when I touched her. I felt something was wrong inside me. That wasn’t supposed to happen with humans. Ever! Zayn, my wolf, stirred at the back of my mind. “You felt it.” “All I felt was pain,” I said under my breath. “On her. That’s all.” “You’re lying.” “I’m being rational.” “You’re being afraid.” I scoffed quietly and changed lanes. “Watch it.” The memory hit me again without permission. Her body was burning under my hands. The way she cried. The way she collapsed like something inside her had been unlocked. That wasn't an attraction and it wasn't a coincidence either. And I hated that I didn’t have an explanation yet. My phone buzzed. I answered without looking. “What’s the report? ” I asked. Darius didn’t bother with pleasantries. He never did when things were serious. “The fire started at the back of the stage. Electrical fault is the official story. But unofficially? It doesn’t sit right.” “It never does,” I said. “The Security footage went offline for four minutes,” he continued. “Just right before the fire spread. The sprinklers took time before coming on and the emergency exits were jammed.” I frowned. “That doesn’t happen by accident.” “No,” Darius agreed. “And since it was your fundraiser, everyone’s being extra careful about what they say.” “My name doesn’t make negligence disappear,” I said flatly. “True,” he replied. “But it does make people nervous.” I pulled into traffic, my jaw tightening. “And how many casualties?” “Four were confirmed dead, twelve critical patients and more are still being admitted.” I said nothing. “And her?” Darius asked carefully. I knew who he meant. “She was breathing when they took her,” I said. “Barely.” Silence stretched between us for a second. “Do you want me at the hospital?” he asked. “Yes,” I said immediately. “Meet me there.” “On my way.” The call ended, and I drove faster. I pulled into the hospital parking lot and killed the engine. For a moment, I stayed there, staring through the windshield. I had organized that fundraiser. I went through every detail, cross checked every guest list and every safety check that had been handed to me. I approved them all. This wasn’t some distant tragedy on the news. This was mine! The hospital felt like organized chaos. Doctors and nurses rushed around while families mourned. The air smelled of antiseptic, fear, and blood. I followed the signs toward emergency care, each step was a struggle. People stopped to stare and whisper. I hated hospitals. A nurse at the front desk looked up, her eyes widening slightly. “Mr Knight?” “Yes.” I replied. “We’ve been expecting you,” she said quickly. “This way.” Of course they had. Darius joined me halfway down the hall. He already discarded his suit jacket and had on a tight expression. “You alright?” he asked quietly. “I’m fine.” “You don’t sound fine.” I glanced at him. “You sound observant.” He huffed. “You dragged a woman out of a burning building and passed out with her in your arms. Forgive me for noticing.” “She collapsed,” I corrected. “ And I caught her.” “And blacked out.” “That part is irrelevant.” Darius raised a brow but didn’t push. The nurse led us to a room at the end of the hall. The automatic doors slid open, and there it was again. The warm and soft scent of vanilla. It wrapped around me instantly, tightening in my chest, pulling at something deep and distant within me. “Mate.” “No,” I said under my breath. Darius looked at me. “What?” “Nothing.” Zayn growled low. “You know it’s her.” “She’s human,” I replied internally, firm. “This is not happening.” “The bond doesn’t care.” “Well, I do.” “That’s her,” the nurse said. Her voice snapped me back to the present. “Lyra.” The name landed heavier than it should have. She lay still on the bed. Lyra. I took a step closer to her. She looked smaller than she had in the fire. She was bandaged in most parts of her body and she looked pale. Too pale. She was connected to machines that hummed softly, like they were afraid to disturb her. A doctor entered behind me, adjusting his glasses. “Mr. Knight,” he said. “I’m Dr. Hale. And I've been overseeing her case.” “How bad is it,” I asked. He hesitated. “She suffered smoke inhalation, internal trauma from falling debris, and severe shock. We stabilized her, but her condition is… unstable.” “Define unstable.” I said while observing her pale face on the bed. She looked lifeless. “Her vitals fluctuate without a clear cause. Her heart rate spikes, then drops. And the sedatives aren’t responding the way we’d expect.” “Can she survive surgery?” “We don’t believe surgery would help at this stage.” I looked at Lyra again. Her chest rose shallowly. “How long does she have?” I asked. Dr. Hale swallowed. “We don’t know. Minutes. Hours. We’re doing everything we can.” Zayn stirred again, uneasy. “You’re letting them fail her.” I ignored him. Focusing my attention solely on the doctor. The doctor continued, unaware. “Even if she survives, recovery will be long and complicated.” I looked at Lyra again. She didn’t look strong enough to overcome the complicated part. “Can I stay?” I asked. He nodded. “For now.” Darius shifted uncomfortably behind me. “You don’t usually do this.” “I organized the fundraiser,” I replied. “This happened under my watch.” “That’s not why you’re here.” I ignored him. All of a sudden the monitor stuttered. Once. Twice. Then it flattened. “Cardiac arrest,” someone shouted. The room exploded into movement. Hands were suddenly everywhere. Nurses rushed in from both sides. Someone pushed a tray closer. The doctor stepped forward, already pulling on gloves, his voice was fast and controlled as he called out instructions. I didn’t move. Lyra lay there, completely still. No rise in her chest. No flutter. Nothing. For a second, my mind refused to accept it. I had seen death before. I’d caused it. I’d ordered it. I’d lived with it. But this felt different. “Clear,” the doctor said. Her body jerked hard when the shock hit her. But, nothing changed. “Again,” he ordered. Clear. Her body arched again, then fell back against the bed like it had no strength left to fight. Still nothing. My chest tightened. Not out of fear, but something heavier. The realization that for once, there was nothing I could do. Zayn slammed against my mind, furious now. “She’s slipping. Do something.” “They’re doing it,” I snapped back, but the words felt hollow even to me. Another nurse checked her pulse and shook her head slightly. The doctor’s jaw tightened. His movements were still calm, but I could see it now. Hesitation and doubt. He looked at me like I was just another man standing helpless at the edge of the bed. “Mr. Knight,” he started carefully, “if her heart doesn’t respond…” I didn’t hear the rest. All I could see was her face. The warmth I’d felt earlier was gone and her scent was slowly slipping away. No. I stepped closer to the bed without realizing I’d moved. “This isn’t acceptable,” I said quietly. The doctor blinked. “Sir-” “She does not die here.” Something inside my chest cracked. Not loudly. Not all at once. Just enough for anger to seep through. At them. “You’re losing her,” Zayn growled. “You’re letting them lose her.” “They’re human,” I shot back. “This is all they can do.” “And you?” The question hit harder than it should have. I looked around the room. At the people. At the machines. At the careful distance they all kept now, like they were already preparing to give up. That was when I felt it. The shift. It didn't come from her. But from me. The doctor opened his mouth again, probably to say something final. But before he could, I cut him off. “Clear the room.” Every head turned toward me. “Mr. Knight,” the doctor said slowly, “we can’t-” “Now.” The nurses hesitated. While the doctor held my gaze for a long second, clearly weighing his options. Then, reluctantly, he stepped back. “Everyone out,” he said. One by one, they moved. The door slid shut behind them. Now it was just me and her alone.LYRA The arena throbbed with noise. Not the hushed reverence of the moon's ascent, but something rawer, the sound of hundreds of people grappling with something they couldn't categorize. I stood on the stone floor, my human form a stark contrast to the expected, and let the cacophony wash over me, refusing to budge. Across the vast expanse, Morgana’s wolf watched me. A creature of darkness, immaculate and immense, the culmination of a decade of her training, poised and composed even now. Her amber eyes, carrying the same calculated intensity as her human face, tracked my every move. She waited, attempting to decipher my intent. Fair enough, I thought, as I was still trying to unravel it myself. “Sky,” I whispered, reaching for the warmth in the back of my mind, a fragile ember that had persisted since the confines of the cell. “I know you’re not fully back. Not yet. But stay with me. Whatever you’ve got. Just… stay.” “...here,” came her voice, faint, ethereal. It was enough. The
ORION The arena hummed with a different kind of energy at 7pm. It wasn't louder, not exactly. If anything, the crowd had hushed, settling into that particular quiet that comes when everyone knows they're about to witness the culmination of everything. Torches, lit as the sun dipped below the horizon, cast a warm glow across the stone floor. Above, the sky bled from grey to the deep, velvety blue of early evening, pricked by the first hesitant stars. The moon was ascending. I felt its presence, a tangible pull that resonated through every wolf in the stands, an ancient instinct that predated pack law, that spoke to the very core of our being. Rhys stirred within me, more keenly aware than he had been all day, drawn to the surface by the same primal force that had always called to us. I gripped the barrier, forcing myself to breathe. Beside me, Zeviar mirrored my stance, hands pressed flat against the cool stone, jaw tight, his gaze locked on the imposing iron doors at opposite ends
LYRA The officiator's call for round two had barely faded when they arrived, precisely twenty minutes later. Two guards, their uniforms crisp, their pack colors stark against the dim light of the first aid tent. They stood framed in the entrance, a silent declaration of purpose that needed no words. Inside, a collective breath hitched. "Already?" Orion’s voice cracked, laced with disbelief. "Pack law," one of the guards stated flatly, his gaze sweeping over us. "Both combatants enter pre-shift containment three hours before the final round. No exceptions." "She just came off the arena floor–" Orion started, but Zeviar's hand clamped down on his arm, a quiet, firm pressure that silenced him before the protest could escalate. Zeviar's eyes met mine across the crowded tent, a silent question passing between us. "How long?" he asked the guard. "Five minutes," came the curt reply. Five minutes. The words echoed in the sudden stillness. Zeviar moved to my side, his hands cupping my face
LYRA The officiator's voice hadn't even finished before Morgana was moving. No pause. No circling. Not the careful, patient woman who had watched Morvaine work from the stands with her arms folded, and her face arranged into something unreadable. That woman had died the moment Morvaine turned to stone, and what had crossed the arena floor to stand opposite me now was something rawer and more dangerous than anything the trial's terms had prepared me for. Grief, wearing Morgana's face, with all of Morgana's training behind it. I moved left, lateral, the way Darius had drilled into me a hundred times in that courtyard, and felt the fractured ribs register every step with a specificity that was almost impressive. The first aid wrapping helped. Marginally. Enough to breathe through. Not enough to pretend two bones weren't sitting somewhere they weren't supposed to be. Morgana adjusted instantly, reading the movement before I'd finished making it, and the strike that came caught my shou
LYRA "No," I stated, my voice firm. Sera’s gaze was one I knew well – the pitying look doctors give patients who are stubbornly choosing a path they’ve already deemed disastrous. "Lyra. You have two fractured ribs, an unhealed laceration, and your healing factor is completely offline. Round two begins in–" "I know when it begins," I cut her off. "Then you know you can't–" "I said no," I insisted. Pushing myself up from the medical table sent a jolt of pain through me, more than I’d anticipated but less than I’d feared. I met Sera’s eyes, holding her stare. "I'm not stopping. Write that down somewhere if it helps you." Sera’s lips thinned, and she turned to Orion, who immediately raised his hands in surrender. "Don't look at me," he said. "I gave up trying to talk her out of things about four months ago. It’s a lost cause." The tent flap rustled open, and Zeviar entered, followed closely by Lucius and Ana. They all carried that charged energy of people who had been moving at full
ORION The silence from the bond had been a gaping hole for days, and I’d been doing my best to patch it up, stitch by stitch. It was the one thing no one seemed to notice, or at least, no one bothered to ask about. Not Zeviar, not Jaxon, not any of the council members who’d been circling this whole mess for weeks, drowning us all in reports and legal jargon and their carefully phrased anxieties. Nobody ever asked how Orion was holding up. Because Orion? Orion was always holding up. He was the one who’d shown up at Lyra’s chamber door, breathless, at midnight, having driven through the night the second he’d heard. He was the one who’d laughed in the face of isolation protocols, pack law, and every other barrier that stood between him and the people he loved. Orion was fine. Orion was always fine. Except I hadn't shifted in six days. Rhys had gone quiet the same morning the bond did. Not gone, but withdrawn in a way I'd never felt from him before. It was like he was sitting very st
LYRA *The Night Before* I couldn't sleep. I tried. I spent hours in bed, trying to quiet my thoughts while listening to Willow breathe from across the room, but It didn't work. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw them. My parents. The fire. Thorne's blood on my hands. The memories had been bac
ZEVIARIt's been two weeks.Two fucking weeks since I last saw her.I told myself it was necessary. That distance would give me clarity, help me think past the pull of the bond and make rational decisions about what came next.I told myself a lot of things. But none of them were true. I leaned ba
LYRA The ballroom was breathtaking. Crystal chandeliers hung from vaulted ceilings, casting warm light across polished marble floors. Tables draped in ivory linen lined the walls, laden with food and flowers. Wolves in formal attire filled the space—Alphas, Betas, council members—all glittering an
LYRA I couldn't feel anything. Not the leather seat beneath me. Not the low rumble of the engine. Not even the bond that had been screaming at me since I left Orion's office. Everything was numb. Zeviar hadn't said a word since we got in the car. He'd just opened the passenger door, waited for m







