LOGINMaera froze as a sharp intake of breath from the other maidens followed. “Forgive me, my lady, but that… that won’t be possible,” She said, carefully choosing her words this time. “You cannot approach his Majesty unless summoned.”
Fenris scoffed. He can’t be serious, can he… really? Only one way to find out. Lillia thought as her brows arched. She rose from the bed. “I wasn’t asking.” This time Maera raised her gaze, and silence stretched. Lillia could see her fingers curled at her sides, knuckles whitening. Her gaze flicked with mixed emotions. Her expression hardened and fell at the same time, almost as though an inner battle was being fought. “My lady,“ Maera said at last, voice low, strained. “This is not customary.” This time, Lillia could almost sense terror in her voice and see fear in her eyes. Her assistants' bowing figures shrunk. The air was palpable, but Lillia was not about to back down because of a ruthless dictator. She lifted her gaze and stared down at Maera, not pleading nor demanding. Waiting. A long breath shuddered out of Maera. Something in her expression shifted. Resignation? Perhaps, or the quiet acceptance of consequence. “As you wish,” she said finally, gesturing with a bow. “Luna.” When Lillia reached the training court, the guards stiffened, mixed reactions flashing briefly across their faces, but maybe it was the way she walked or perhaps, the quiet authority clinging to her like a second skin, but none of them stopped her. When she entered the court, heat struck her first. Then the smell of iron, sweat and scorched earth, framed by towering stone pillars etched with ancient sigils of Clan Wolfsbane. Royal banners hung high above, pristine and untouched by the violence below, but the ground told a different story; and at the centre of it, stood Regaleon. Five massively built warriors circled him, muscles corded and glistening with sweat. Their grips tightened around blades and spears. Those without weapons had their claws out, as they moved as one, a practiced formation designed to overwhelm, corner and kill. But Regaleon dismantled them all, one after the other. He dodged an attack, breaking a wrist afterward. A knee followed, crushing down brutally. One of the warriors surged at him with a double dagger, but Regaleon redirected his movements easily, the dagger’s hilts slamming into bone. One by one, they fell hard, gasping and broken. Lillia’s breath caught before she could stop it. Her instincts recoiled, Fenris stirring uneasily beneath her skin, hackles rising. Yet, beneath that unease, something else flickered; an unwilling awareness of his power. Of how easily he commanded violence, and how natural it is to him. This is what rules Wolfsbane? Fenris murmured darkly. Regaleon straightened, rolling his shoulder once, as though the fight had been little more than a stretch. He wiped blood from his knuckles with the back of his hand. Then he turned. When he saw Lillia, the fury in his eyes was immediate. The warriors froze mid-breath. The guards at the perimeter snapped to attention. Behind Lillia, the maidens went rigid. Maera’s breath audibly caught, her fingers curling into her skirts as colour drained from her face. “What,” Regaleon said coldly, “is she doing here?” The temperature dropped along with his words. Maera swallowed hard. Her knees hit the ground with a sharp crack as she bowed, her forehead nearly touching the stone. “My King, please forgive us. It is all my fault—” “Take her away.” His voice cut through hers without effort. “Now. And do not repeat this mistake.” Lillia felt it then, when she watched the maidens in her chambers, heard the sharp crack from Maera’s sudden action. She felt the terror in the training court even stronger as she watched the source dismiss her, and her existence, as he turned on his heels. “No!” Something in Lillia snapped. Every head except Regaleon’s turned instantly. “I am not done yet.” She continued, her fingers digging into her palms. Regaleon’s gaze returned to her slowly and deliberately. It was lethal in its calm. “You will not speak, unless spoken to.” “I have every right to, and will speak.” Her voice shook, but she held her ground. Practically forced herself to. “You have been nothing short of disrespectful, dismissive, and rude to me. Yesterday, you left the joining celebration without explanation, humiliating me before your people. I made a request to you last night. One which you dismissed and ignored, just like you ignored my presence today." You sent your spies, and even a third to maltreat and observe me. Lillia walked forward to Regaleon with that thought in mind, not breaking her gaze from him. She stood beside the still kneeling Maera. “I will let them go, and forgive you for it,” she said flatly. “However, there is something I will not let go, and that is my request. You owe me that, at least, as my husband.” A low, humorless laugh slipped from him. “You think yourself owed anything, consort?” That word was a blade. A painful reminder of how he saw her, as well as her standing in Clan Wolfsbane. “Since you have suddenly become defiant, why don't I show you what you are owed?” He drew his sword immediately and pointed it at Maera. “For every defiance you put on, it will be on the failure of your maidens to properly educate you.” Without another word, he lifted his sword, steel cutting through the air steady and precise as Maera’s eyes widened in pure terror. Move. Fenris roared inside Lillia’s skull. Lillia didn't think. She stepped forward, fast, reckless, placing herself between Regaleon and Maera. The blade came down. The last thing Lillia remembered was pain exploding through her, white-hot and blinding. The force knocked the air from her lungs. She felt herself falling, she saw the cliff again. The world tilting violently, stone rushing up too fast. Before an all-too-familiar darkness claimed her, she felt Fenris fury ripping through her consciousness, feral and unrestrained. Then... nothing.Hello, I know this chapter was painful to read. It was painful to write too. Please don't lose faith in Lillia. This fall matters, and it is not the end of her. Thank you for staying with her. Also, for reaching this milestone with me. XOXO...
Three days until Veil Night…The excitement surrounding Amelia’s recovery lingered long after the initial shock had faded, and with it, Lillia finally felt the wintry morning air in the warm embrace of her maidens. The cold forest was still shrouded in darkness, though faint traces of dawn had begun creeping across the distant horizon. For several minutes, the women remained exactly where they were, exchanging relieved smiles and embracing one another as though afraid the good news might somehow disappear if they let go too quickly. She had missed them.After everything they had endured since the joining ceremony, the moment felt almost unreal, because for once, setting Lillia’s situation aside; no one was in danger, and no one was in tears or panicking. No one was trying desperately to survive yet another deathly catastrophe. So, for the first time in days, they simply stood together and allowed themselves to be happy. Hearing a sudden movement, Lillia’s attention drifted beyo
Fenris’ wild gasp tore through Lillia’s consciousness as their bond surged violently back into place, the overwhelming flood of emotions crashing into her with such force that she instinctively clutched her chest. Her breathing became ragged almost immediately, each uneven breath struggling to steady the frantic pounding of her heart while fragments of the nightmare she had just escaped continued flashing relentlessly through her mind. Her hands flew quickly to her neck as the memory of Belial’s claws reaching for her through the haze remained painfully vivid. For several long seconds, she found herself staring blankly ahead, almost expecting the shadows around her to split apart and reveal those hollow eyes watching her once more. But instead, the familiar blue light from the blue fire greeted her, exposing the dimly lit canvas of Anubis’ tent that stood undisturbed around her while faint trails of smoke curled lazily upwards from an incense pot with still glowing ashes.She was ba
The only time she had felt something this chilling was beneath Azazel’s gaze. His glare in that pitch blackness had reduced her every emotion to pure dread. It had left her painfully aware of how unwelcomed and insignificant she was. Yet, even that memory was distant now, because then, at least, she felt unwelcome and insignificant; but this… this was different. Lillia felt suffocated by the overwhelming wave of animosity as though the fact she was living and breathing… no, her entire existence was wrong to begin with.The intense feeling settled over her slowly and completely, sinking through flesh and bones until it seemed to wrap itself around the very essence of her being. That stench, that unbearably putrid stench was hatred. Pure hatred. All the hairs on her neck stood with the coldness that washed down her body, drenching her in cold sweat. She could feel Fenris' wild instincts of survival kick in as she felt like a prey caught in a death trap, and her body was frozen. Fen
The disorienting icy impact was immediate. Cold seeped into her bones with the force of the waterfall driving her beneath the surface before the current dragged her downstream, and with it, pain shot through every injury on her body. For several terrifying seconds, all Lillia could do was allow the river to carry her while she fought to keep herself conscious. When she finally broke the surface, she sucked in a sharp breath and forced herself toward the bank, kicking and pushing until she crawled out of the river. Water streamed down from her clothes, soaking the ground she had stumbled on with momentary relief at finally being grounded and having her life in her hands again. Then, her sharp gaze swept the surroundings, and the first thing she noticed was the decay. The black corruption had crawled across the cliffs and devoured entire sections of the forest in the distance where they had initially ran from. It consumed everything it touched, leaving behind nothing but lifeless hu
Pain welcomed Lillia first when she came to. It seeped into her awareness before anything else, settling into every bruise, every cut and every aching muscle. The throbbing only intensified when she tried to move, disorientation washing over her as she pushed herself upright in the dimly lit cave.“Easy… easy Lillia, it’s alright.” A soft touch followed by a soft voice sounded beside her and familiarity seeped in. “Amelia?” Relief hit Lillia so suddenly it almost stole the rest of her breath. “It’s me.” Amelia smiled softly. “We got away. Are you alright? You passed out the moment we fell into the waterfall.”The mind space—the raging rapids—the entities—Amelia’s leg—Belial. Everything came slamming in all at once and Lillia’s eyes snapped wide open. “Your leg? Is your leg alright?” She watched Amelia gently move her dress, exposing black markings from the entity’s grip on her leg but other than that, the spreading rot was gone. “I am fine. Thank you Lillia.”Only when Lillia confi
Regaleon’s gaze settled on the folded parchment Shane had placed on the table. “What is this?” “The intel from House Blackwell was not the only message I received.” Shane answered quietly. “I’m afraid we may have a problem.” The amusement that had lingered within Regaleon’s dark eyes moments before, disappeared almost instantly, and his hand moved toward the parchment.Silver eyes have left the palace.The message was brief, yet the study fell silent like something had reached into the room and strangled sound before it could escape. So much that Shane felt it first… a tightening in his chest, and he shifted uneasily on his feet as the air around him solidified, pressing down with a weight that made it harder for him to breathe. Even the warmth from the fire felt distant as a sudden shiver worked up his spine. Regaleon did not look up. That was worse. His dark hair fell forward, veiling his expression as the air around him shifted, tightening the knot in Shane’s chest. When Re
Shane turned in disbelief, expecting fury, but the person being insulted did not seem the least bit bothered. Regaleon stood utterly still, exceedingly calm, as he watched and listened quietly. “How lucky,” another voice continued lazily, unaware of how near death stood to them. “He’d better enjo
Blue fire cracked in the dead of night, throwing jittering shadows across the walls of a tent that looked like it had withstood the tests of time. Animal skulls; foxes, wolves, and a few larger unidentifiable beasts hung from fraying cords, their hollow eyes catching the light like silent witnesse
“Lady Briar Rose Montclair.” Silence stretched heavily as Eva sniffed softly.Lillia stared into space recalling all the expressions, the smiles, the subtle conversations that felt insulting yet very relatable. She had felt pity for this woman because her words resonated with her experiences. Ev
She almost knew what Selene was about to say, almost like a premonition, but even after hearing it, she suddenly felt sick to her stomach. “Selene.” Lillia’s voice was dangerously low. “What do you mean it happened to you?” “It means I was also haunted,” Selene’s body trembled as she spoke. “I am







