Chapter 12

I didn’t mean for it to happen.

The goal was to follow her around, shift into my human form, fake bump into her, introduce myself, and hope against hope she’d want me.

Never in a million years would I have guessed she’d be turned on by my wolf form.

When I first lurked around her apartment and she saw me the second time, she was more startled than scared. Then she’d just looked at me. I wanted to look away but my body wouldn’t let me.

I was hypnotized.

She couldn’t look away either.

The more open she was to me, the more the magnetic pull that draw me to her got.

I stepped closer to the building. She went away.

For a moment I thought she’d abandoned me.

Why would I think that?

She’d then walked back and thrown a painted rock at me with the words “live. Laugh. Love,” and a sunset.Corny.

She then went back instead, and this time, I knew it was to fetch something else for me.

It filled me with excitement.

She threw a tennis ball.

Really a tennis ball?

When I didn’t run to fetch it, she cooed and called me a good doggie. I loved when she called me good doggie. It made my inside warm. The pack must never know about this, I thought embarrassed.

I had someone approach from behind. I’d heard him come but he smelled way more dumb than threatening, so I hadn’t bothered to hide.

Then he fucking put his paw on me.

I didn’t want to hurt him—mean to. I honestly thought he’d say hi to her, probably marvel at the sheer size of me, maybe look horrified and move on.

But no.

He seemed like the kind of person that loved to invade other people’s spaces, and always had something to say about everything. But that wouldn’t happen with me. No one touches the alpha.

I scared him a little and then afraid to look at her reaction, I ran back into the forest.

I could hear her in his apartment, tending to his wounds, touching his flesh instead of mine. I didn’t even hurt him much. Just scratched him to teach him a lesson about boundaries.

But there he was , soaking up all her attention, enjoying the tender feel of her fingers against his skin.

It should have been me.

Their conversation was about me. Him doing most of the talking, her just listening. I heard her reprimand him about believing in prehistoric creatures.

Funny, he was actually right.

I was a hybrid of Epicyon Haydeni and human.

I chuckled.

It was dark already. The moon was full, and so were my mating senses. Yet Aurelia didn’t come to my mind.

Lyanna did.

I loved the sound of her name in my mind. Lyanna. As much as I hated that Paul man, I loved him for saying her name.

Lyanna.

Lyanna Darkhowl.

It had a nice ring to it.

No. Aurelia Everwyn Darkhowl. The tiny voice reminded me.

My mood fell at the thought of Aurelia.

No I loved her. She was my mate. Lyanna was just a detour.

It wouldn’t hurt to take this detour and go back home to Aurelia, clear minded. Who knew, maybe she’d be the key to me and Aurelia’s sex life finally getting back online.

As she walked through the building, I saw her through the stairway window with a shotgun.

My mood deflated at the realization she’s brought it as a defensive weapon against me. I didn’t want her to fear me or think I’d hurt her.

Then she looked through the stairway window and saw me lurking in the shadows.

I was alert again.

She’d gone to her window and watched me. She occasionally went back instead and I’d turn my eyes to the moon in adoration. She took six trips on and off her window, as if to check if I was still there.

I know I should have gone away and not scared her further.

But for some reason, I couldn’t leave her.

What if another man came by, I thought, a jealous lump taking hold of my throat.

The more she came to stare at me, the more I felt the heat of her need increase.

She was getting turned on by me. In my wolf form. I was sure of it from the way she was looking at me.

I was excited in a way I’d never been before. She was turning me on as well.

The more turned on she became, the more I stepped closer to her building, in hopes she’d eventually outgrow her caution, and invite me in when I got to her window.

Even from here I could smell the wetness forming in her cunt.

I wanted to taste it.

I kept coming closer, hoping to get more of the scent.

I was horny and I wanted her as much as she wanted me.

Wolf or human. I didn’t care.

She abruptly closed the blinds. She felt twisted for wanting me like this, I could tell.

It made me harder.

Then I’d heard her touch herself.

Twice.

Even if she had closed the window blinds, I could still hear her.

She then drew the blinds and came back to give me her attention.

Slowly, maintaining eye contact, she squeezed her boob and pinched her nipple, I groaned.

She made sure I continued to watch as she pinched her nipples stealthily, as if afraid someone else would see her. If they did I’d rip them apart. This was only for my eyes.

She knew what she was doing. My little freak. I could feel my wolf cock twitch.

If only she was werewolf, I could have jumped to that window, fucked her hard until her voice was hoarse and her pussy raw, my cum dripping out of it lazily.

She then abruptly closed the blinds again and then her window too. It was final. She wasn’t coming back.

I wished she would come back to the window where I could see her and put on an another show for me.

I wanted to see her beautiful delicate manicured fingers gentle caress the wet folds between her legs. I wanted to watch as she slide her fingers inside the deep gorge that hid so far.

In. Out. In. Out, until she couldn’t take it anymore.

I wanted to see her clench her thighs against her fingers as she came hard.

For me.

I would feel my body heating up with need at this imagination.

It was time to change back to my human form and arrange a meeting somehow.

Before I could do that, I saw her leave that apartment complex in a non existent black silk dress after approximately forty minutes.

She’d changed from her granny attire and turned into a night vixen, on her way to lure men to their deaths.

I was filled with jealous for these imaginary idiots.

Where the fuck did she think she was going dressed like that. Heaven as my witness, I was the only man she would lure tonight.

I didn’t expect her to turn to the side of the building where the forest edge was.

She was coming to me.

Suddenly I felt self conscious.

What if I was hideous to her.

What if up close, she realized I was the dangerous apex predator, dumb foolish paul warned her about.

I retreated deeper in the shadows.

She stood at the forest edge searching.

She smelled of fear and desire. Her nipples were so taut against her dress as if looking for an escape. I need to taste them.

She entered deeper into the forest.

I retreated further.

But her cunt juices were flowing nonstop. The scent strong and intoxicating filling my wolf mind to the brim.

Her body was filled with oxytocin and adrenaline, and for some reason my body started mirroring hers.

I found myself walking closer and closer to her pussy, just so I could sniff from the source.

I needed my snout buried deep in her.

I heard her gasp and noticed my eyes had closed in pleasure and my snout was in between her legs.

I came up to my full height and saw her look at me with fear.

Then, I did something I’d never done before. Not even for Aurelia.

I fell at her feet in submission.

Slowly she lowered herself into a squat and touched me. Her touch invoked a spasm of pleasure in my body.

“You like that?” She giggled. The movement making the scent of her pussy juices stronger in the air.

My horniness took over and I pushed my snout—sharply—right back in her drenched cunt, making her fall over.

Heaven.

The soft folds even though the wet fabric, felt right against my nose.

This was home.

My tongue on its own accord, came out and lapped. Once.

Then I stood back to watch her reaction.

Lust clouded her eyes. She wanted more.

I came and lapped once more. She moaned so loudly. I liked that. She liked that even more.

She opened her legs wider. I groaned against her folds. The sweet taste of her juices felt like the fountain of life.

I wanted more. Her moans were like a soothing background melody.

I grunted and groaned as she came closer to climax. I wanted to use my tongue to tear her thong away and see how deeper I could go to get more of this sweet nectar.

But I didn’t because she came, her eyes rolled so far in her head I had to make sure she wasn’t having a seizure.

When she regained clarity, she buried her face in my neck, making me grunt in pleasure.

She wondered why I smelt like cologne.

Fuck.

This had never been an issue for me. I never thought I’d one day pleasure a human being as a wolf.

“This isn’t right.” She said.

Honestly I didn’t care. But it seemed to matter to her. What mattered to me was she’d opened herself to me.

Let me in.

She liked me.

I hoped she’d would like me in my human form.

When she left me alone in the forest, I followed her secretly. I wanted to see where she was going, or who she was going to meet in that barely-there dress.

She drove up to the local bar. Then she entered. I shifted back to my human form so fast and followed her to the bar. I’d be damned if any of those lustful motherfuckers touched what was mine.