LOGINShe has nothing left. Only a mountain of bank debts, a past that haunts her, and an ex-boyfriend who didn’t just break her heart—he dragged her into total ruin. He is the most powerful man in the country. Adem Sahenk is cold, calculating, and lethally attractive. But there is one dangerous detail: he is a married man. Defne Sabanci is no fool. She has felt her new boss’s burning gaze from day one—a look that scorches her skin and defies her morals. But desperation has a price, and when the threats from her past come knocking at her door, Adem offers her a way out that feels like a dream… and a nightmare. The proposal is clear: become my mistress. Adem promises her financial freedom, absolute protection, and the chance to become the woman she’s always dreamed of being. But in the world of the Sahenks, nothing comes for free. His only condition is as dark as it is intoxicating: she must be capable of leading him to ecstasy. Trapped between the need to survive and the desire for a man who doesn’t belong to her, Defne will discover that to reach ecstasy, she must first heal the scars of a love that destroyed her. In this game of power and seduction, there is only one rule: Love me or leave me… before we are both consumed by the sin.
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The first thing I noticed was the blood on my blouse. It was not much, just a thin red stain near the collar where my lower lip had split, but against the white silk it looked obscene, impossible to hide. I pressed two fingers to my mouth, tasted iron, and kept walking across the underground parking lot of Sahenk Tower as if my legs were not trembling inside my cheap heels. My phone vibrated again in my hand. Unknown Number. I did not need to answer to know who it was. Berat had called twelve times since I left the accounting floor, and each time I ignored him, the messages became uglier. Pick up, Defne. Then: You don’t get to disappear from me. And the last one, the one that had made me leave the elevator on the wrong floor because my vision blurred for a second: I found out where you work late. The parking lot was almost empty at that hour, nothing but polished black cars, concrete pillars, and the cold fluorescent lights that made everything look sickly and expensive. Above me, the tower still glowed with the kind of wealth that never slept. Inside those glass walls, men signed contracts worth more than my entire life while I stayed after midnight fixing numbers no one would thank me for. If I lost this job, I would not simply be unemployed. I would be finished. Fifty million lira. That was the number my parents had left behind before fleeing the country with stolen money, fake passports, and the last pieces of my dignity. Fifty million lira in debt, threats, lawyers, collectors, and shame. They vanished like ghosts. I remained, carrying their surname like a crime. Another vibration. Turn around. My breath caught so sharply it hurt. I stopped walking. For one stupid second, I told myself not to turn. I told myself fear was exactly what Berat wanted and that I was tired of giving men pieces of me just because they knew where to press. Then a hand closed around my arm and slammed me back against a concrete pillar. My folder fell. Papers scattered across the floor. “There you are,” Berat said, smiling as if we had met for dinner instead of in a half-empty parking lot at midnight. He looked almost handsome under the pale lights, and that made me hate him more. There had been a time when I mistook that face for safety, when I thought his jealousy meant love and his anger meant passion. I had been younger then, lonelier, desperate to belong to someone after my family broke apart. Berat had known exactly how to turn that hunger into a leash. “Let go of me,” I said, keeping my voice low because panic would only please him. His fingers tightened. “You’ve gotten brave.” “No. Just tired.” That made his smile fade a little. He leaned closer, and the smell of alcohol mixed with his expensive cologne turned my stomach. “You think working for Sahenk makes you untouchable? You’re still the daughter of thieves. You’re still drowning. One phone call from me and every creditor in Istanbul will know where to find you.” “They already know,” I whispered. “Because of you.” “Because you stopped answering me.” The simple cruelty of that sentence stole my breath. As if my silence was a crime. As if the punishment had been reasonable. He lifted his other hand and touched my cheek with false tenderness. I flinched before I could stop myself, and his eyes brightened. “Don’t look at me like that, Defne. I’m the only person who stayed when your parents ran.” “You stayed because you wanted something to own.” His hand moved from my cheek to my throat. He did not squeeze. Not really. He only rested his fingers there, light enough to deny it later, firm enough to remind me that he could change his mind whenever he wanted. “Careful,” he murmured. “A woman with your debt should learn how to speak politely.” For a moment, I thought about screaming, but the sound died before it reached my mouth. The garage was too big, too empty, too rich. Places like this were built to protect men like Adem Sahenk, not women like me. Then Berat’s gaze dropped to the scattered papers on the floor, and his mouth curved again. “Still pretending to be respectable?” I pushed at his chest. “Move.” Instead of moving, he caught my wrist and twisted just enough to make pain shoot up my arm. My knees almost gave out, but I refused to cry. I had promised myself I would never cry in front of him again, not after the last time, not after the night he locked me in his apartment and told me fear made me beautiful. “You owe people fifty million,” he said softly. “You owe me too. Maybe not in money, but we both know there are other ways to pay.” My skin went cold. “Take your hands off her.” The voice came from behind him. Calm. Deep. Controlled in a way that made the entire parking lot seem to shrink around it. Berat froze first. I felt it in his grip before I saw the reason. Adem Sahenk stood beside a black car a few spaces away, one hand resting on the open driver’s door, his dark coat falling perfectly from his shoulders despite the rain shining on the concrete behind him. He looked as if he had stepped out of another world, one made of silence, power, and things people like me were never meant to touch. My boss. My impossible, married, terrifying boss. “Mr. Sahenk,” Berat said, releasing me so quickly my arm dropped uselessly at my side. “This is a private matter.” Adem closed the car door with a quiet click. Nothing about him changed. Not his expression, not his posture, not even the measured pace with which he walked toward us. Yet Berat took a step back. “A private matter does not usually leave bruises on my employee,” Adem said. My employee. The words should not have affected me, but they did. Maybe because he said them as if they meant something. Maybe because I had spent so long belonging to debts, threats, and mistakes that even being called an employee sounded almost human. Berat laughed, but it came out thin. “You don’t understand. Defne and I have history.” Adem’s eyes moved to me. I hated the way I must have looked: torn blouse, bleeding lip, trembling hands, scattered audit reports at my feet like proof that I could not even fall apart neatly. “How much do you owe?” he asked. My stomach dropped. “Sir, please—” “How much, Defne?” There was no softness in his voice, but there was something worse than softness. Attention. Complete, merciless attention, the kind that stripped excuses from the air. I looked away. Berat answered for me. “Fifty million lira.” The silence that followed was so absolute I could hear my own heartbeat. Adem did not look shocked. Men like him probably heard numbers like that before breakfast. He only studied me with those dark, unreadable eyes, and for the first time in three years of working under him, I felt as if he was not looking through me. He was looking at me. “At eight tomorrow morning,” he said to Berat, “every debt tied to her name will be purchased.” Berat blinked. “What?” Adem stepped closer. “By me.” The world tilted. I stared at him, certain I had misunderstood, but Adem was not a man people misunderstood. He was too precise for that. “No,” I said, because it was the only word I still owned. “You can’t.” His gaze returned to me, and something dark passed through it, quick enough to miss but strong enough to make my pulse stumble. “I can.” Berat’s face twisted. “You think buying her debt means she’s yours?” Adem’s eyes did not leave mine. “No,” he said quietly. “That depends on what she agrees to.” My breath stopped. And in that moment, standing between the man who had ruined my life and the man powerful enough to rewrite it, I understood the terrible truth. Adem Sahenk had not saved me. He had found a price.POV DEFNEThe words settled over the room with suffocating weight.For a moment, nobody spoke. I could hear the rain against the windows again, softer now, almost distant beneath the violent pounding of my heartbeat. Enise remained standing near the bar with her glass balanced elegantly between her fingers, perfectly composed despite the fact that she had just shattered the fragile sense of distance I still had from the investigation surrounding my parents.Her father knew Kemal Yildirim.Not casually.Personally.I stared at her, trying to understand whether this coincidence was genuinely possible or whether I had unknowingly walked into something far more dangerous than scandal.“You knew him?” I asked quietly.Enise took a small sip of her drink before answering. “My father and Kemal served on the same investment board for several years. They were never particularly close, but they moved in the same circles.”Something cold settled slowly inside my chest.Wealthy circles.The same
POV DEFNEI had never understood before that a smile could feel threatening.Enise Sahenk stood inside the penthouse doorway with rain still clinging lightly to the dark fabric of her coat, her posture perfectly composed despite the situation unfolding around her. She was beautiful in the way certain women became beautiful after spending years learning how to survive inside powerful circles. Everything about her appeared deliberate, from the elegant twist of her hair to the controlled calm in her expression.And somehow, that calm terrified me more than anger would have.Her eyes remained on me for one long second too many.Not shocked.Not emotional.Observant.I suddenly became painfully aware of every detail about myself. Bare feet against the marble floor. Adem’s white shirt hanging too loosely against my skin. The bruises still faintly visible near my wrist.The silence stretching through the penthouse became unbearable.Then Enise looked toward her husband.“You could have warne
POV DEFNEEverything inside me went cold after those words.For a second, I could only stare at Adem while the rain battered the windows behind him and my pulse turned painfully uneven inside my chest. Berat had threatened me before—countless times, in countless different ways—but this was different.Because he knew exactly where to aim.My parents.The one subject capable of destroying what little stability remained in my life.“What does he mean?” Adem asked quietly.I looked away immediately.That alone was answer enough.The silence stretching between us suddenly felt unbearable. I could feel Adem watching me carefully, waiting, analyzing every flicker of emotion crossing my face. Most people looked at me with pity after hearing my surname. Adem looked at me as though every hidden thing simply became another piece of information to understand.And somehow, that was worse.“Defne.”His voice was calmer now, lower.“What is he talking about?”I wrapped my arms tighter around myself,
POV DEFNEEverything inside me went cold after those words.For a second, I could only stare at Adem while the rain battered the windows behind him and my pulse turned painfully uneven inside my chest. Berat had threatened me before—countless times, in countless different ways—but this was different.Because he knew exactly where to aim.My parents.The one subject capable of destroying what little stability remained in my life.“What does he mean?” Adem asked quietly.I looked away immediately.That alone was answer enough.The silence stretching between us suddenly felt unbearable. I could feel Adem watching me carefully, waiting, analyzing every flicker of emotion crossing my face. Most people looked at me with pity after hearing my surname. Adem looked at me as though every hidden thing simply became another piece of information to understand.And somehow, that was worse.“Defne.”His voice was calmer now, lower.“What is he talking about?”I wrapped my arms tighter around myself,
POV DEFNEThe blood drained from my face so quickly that I had to grip the edge of the counter to steady myself.For a second, I genuinely thought I had misunderstood.“Here?” I asked quietly.The head of security nodded once. “He’s demanding to see Miss Sabanci.”Every muscle in my body tightened
POV DEFNEFor a moment, all I could do was stare at the photograph.The image looked far more intimate than the reality had felt only seconds earlier. From that angle, with Adem standing close enough to touch my wrist while I wore his white shirt inside his penthouse after midnight, there was no in
POV DEFNEI stopped breathing the moment I read the message.For a second, the only sound inside the penthouse was the rain against the windows and the distant hum of the elevator carrying the doctor downstairs. Berat’s words remained glowing on the screen, ugly and intimate in a way that made naus
POV DEFNEThe room went completely still.I stared at the faded bruises on my arm as though they belonged to someone else. Under the warm kitchen lights, the marks looked older than I remembered, yellowed slightly at the edges but still visible enough for anyone paying attention to understand exact
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