LOGINCarmen's povIllegitimate!“What did you mean by that?” I asked, my voice low and curious.Jade looked on the floor. “I am an illegitimate child, Carmen. You know Cayden is not the only one who was cursed.”“It all started with my mother, the moon goddess.” Jade let out a laugh, it sounded sad and mocking at the same time.“My mother was the moon goddess, adored as the progenitor of the werewolf pack. She was a true spirit and a goddess.”.“She was supposed to have a good life, a life filled with people who worshipped the very land she stepped on. However, she decided to fall for a common Beta in the werewolf tribe.”“The Beta and my mother fell in love and in a heated moment of passion when their hearts beat in sync, they…they rubbed their bodies together all night.”“Woah.” I could not stop myself from sighing in amazement. “Cayden's grandfather really had guts.”“A goddess is referred to as a goddess because she is supposed to be untainted and a saint. Her very name was considered
Carmen's pov“Bear the responsibility? Did Cayden ever sign up for any of these?” I snapped at Jade, my fury for that goddess I had never seen burned brighter than my hatred for Lana.You must be joking!No! The gods must be crazy.“Carmen!” Jade looked at me. “The gods are not to be blamed.”“Yeah yeah yeah.” I rolled my eyes at her. I hated her for being too weak and taking bullshit.What sort of a mother would do that to her own child? Certainly not me.“You keep whining and fawning over them,what did that get you? I bet they think you are a fool they can easily manipulate.”“That's not…. that's not what? Look at Lana and tell me that I am wrong! Lana does not bend over for them and she gets pardoned by all of them.”“Lana has broken more than ten serious laws. She believed the harbinger just let you do it, wiped out the entire royalty of the nightshade pack, made Cayden a cursed child, came back to life, destroyed her own pack, now she's trying to kill an unborn child and bring
Carmen's pov“No one has the right to judge me.” The arrogance and stubbornness was engraved deep in my soul. I could accept anything but not the disdainful and cruel voice of a god I am not even sure has eyes.I would never accept it,never!As I thought of it,I stepped again onto the stairway leading to the unknown. The weight of the two lives still hung heavily on my back like a burden I could never shake off.Burden?Good.Bad. With each step I took, at least one emotion that I had not felt before would pop up in my mind.Like a parasite, negative and inferior thoughts clouded my brain.The words that I should accept that I am wrong and admit defeat,stop climbing the stairs and be sentenced to a pit with no reincarnation kept dancing around my ears.“Why so afraid?” I laughed mocking at the electronic voice. “You dare me to start climbing. Now,I have started,you want me to stop?”“You probably did not think that I would hold on till now? You know,now I am really curious,what ex
Carmen's pov“Sit tight.” Lana gave me a mocking pat on my back. That part brought me back to reality.The ugly reality that I am stuck here and that I would probably die here.A place so abandoned and contaminated that my body would probably never be found.I clutched my stomach and leaned in protectively, as if I wanted to feel my baby.Tears welled up in my eyes as I touched my belly, the slight steady heartbeat of my baby resounding in my ears.As I thought of my Abby in regret, a face formed in my mind…Cayden's.For my baby, I felt sorry and disappointed in myself that I could not even bring him out safely to this world. I felt hatred for jade for bringing me back to life just to use me as a tool and I felt even more hatred and an urge to kill Lana who was about to kill my child.Worst, I hated myself for bringing my child into this world just to lead him to his death twice?However, for Cayden, I felt a soul wrenching pain. I felt more than disappointed in myself, I felt regret
Carmen's pov“Why are you doing this?” Her words did everything but make me happy.“Why are you angry?” Lana snapped at me, looking at me like I am an ungrateful person.“I'm making it in such a way that you get to leave this world as a family. You, Cayden and this unborn child of yours, isn't that good?”“It's bad enough that you don't even thank me but you dare to give me those horrible looks.” Lana sneered and walked away.“Get back here,” I screamed at her. Strength filling my blood and my limnds as I stood up and yanked Lana backward.I could see the deep-seated shock in Lana's eyes as I pulled back to myself. “You are not going anywhere, not until you explain just what you want to do.”“What's there to explain?” Lana pushed my hands aside, dusting her robe and she spoke.“I brought you here so that Cayden can chase you stupidly and cayden can also come here. When all three of you are present,I get what I want and you guys die, what's else do you want to hear?”“You are quite
Chapter 151Carmen's povLana grabbed a sharp knife from the desk that had appeared at one point.Her steps were quick as she reached me in an instance.“What are you doing?” I tried to move back. “Is it the time for me to die?”Unwillingness surged in my heart. Am I really going to die here?“Calm down.” Lana raised the knife innocently. “This would not hurt you, it would barely even leave a scratch.”As she said that, she slashed the knife on my palm and took my flesh blood.It hurts!Pain!That was the only sensation I could feel. It was not the normal pain that we feel when we get a cut on the palm, it was more serious like…like something deep in my soul was being torn from me.The worst part!The negative energy surrounding me prevented my wound from healing. It was just there,dripping blood on the floor wild open.“Sorry about that.” Lana apologized, no remorse on her face though.She clumsily tied up my palm. “I don't want you dripping blood all over the place,lest you die fro
Silas's povI watched the days go by as Ann learnt the dark arts and Lana watched from the side.No torture. No pain.The two girls just lived like an ordinary life, for a while, it almost felt like everything was normal… until the tenth day.An intruder came in.Gosh. She was so beautiful, somethi
Silas' povThud. Thud. Thud.That was the sound of my heartbeat syncing with my footsteps as I walked into Silvercrest.The disdainful looks of the servants were still hovering over me but I did not have the slightest bit of reaction.My legs led me straight to Chloe's room, my heart beating faste
Silas' povThe storm outside refused to stop. Dark clouds swallowed the skies above Silvercrest while violent winds battered the castle walls endlessly. From my office window, I could see the destruction stretching across the territory like a disease.My most furious memory however was Chloe. My fi
Cayden's povCarmen's screams tore through the night.It sounded like the awakening of a demon. No. Something far worse than that. The sound alone ruptured the ground next to me, separating Ann from me.The full moon above glowed violently now, enormous and crimson against the dark sky while monstr







