LOGINNARA
I woke up with a dull ache in my head, my eyes throbbing heavily. The room felt unfamiliar until I remembered that I hadn’t spent the night in my matrimonial room. Placing one foot at a time, I managed to get out of bed, trying to keep myself steady. The room spun around me the moment I took slow steps toward the huge, floor-length mirror opposite the bed. Looking at the woman in the reflection, I could barely recognize myself anymore. Dried makeup coated my features, heavy bags sat beneath my eyes, and my face looked extremely pale. The bed stretched behind me, its sheets scattered as though I had spent the entire night making love on it, but in reality, my sleep had been plagued with nightmares of my new husband. Tears threatened to spill as I remembered how he had slapped me last night for addressing myself as his wife and daring to touch one of the portraits of his late wife. Subconsciously, my fingers brushed my cheek as I struggled to hold back my tears. What good would it do to wallow in sadness and self-pity? I could either stand here crying all day about my fate or clean myself up and face whatever this family had to throw at me. With that in mind, I took a deep breath and ambled out of the room, heading for my matrimonial bedroom. Pushing the door open, I was met with an empty space. Quickly, I searched the closet, hoping the chauffeur had already moved my clothes there yesterday—which he had. Taking out a floral gown, I moved into the bathroom to freshen up. Minutes later, I sauntered out with a towel wrapped tightly around my body, only for the door to be pushed open and Jared to step inside. At once, my breathing froze, and cold swept through my body. I clutched the towel tighter as he stared at me, his expression hollow. “Next time, change in the bathroom before coming out,” he said simply before stepping back outside. I heaved a sigh I hadn’t even realized I was holding and quickly dressed up. Was this what my life had become? I wished Mike could see the hell I was already wallowing in. Holding myself back from breaking down again, I walked out of the bedroom and made my way downstairs toward the kitchen. As I passed a few housekeepers, I could feel their heated gazes on me. I could already tell there would be gossip flying all over the house and the entire estate, about my marriage to Jared. Taking a deep breath, I kept walking until I reached the kitchen. My eyes wandered around, taking in the expensive cutlery and kitchen utensils. The aroma of food filled the air. Two staff members hurried past me, murmuring incoherent greetings as they turned off the induction stove and began arranging plates and utensils for breakfast. I had intended to prepare breakfast myself, but clearly there was no need, it had already been taken care of. “Mrs. Wilson…” That name. Was I really Mrs. Wilson, or just the shadow of a dead woman? “Breakfast is already ready. In the next two to five minutes, it will be arranged on the dining table,” one of them informed me. I nodded and ambled out of the kitchen. To my surprise, the living room door pushed open and Jared’s mother and aunt walked in. What were they doing here? While his mother wore a cheerful smile, his aunt’s face held a sharp, judgmental expression. Her eyes swept over my outfit from head to toe, as though assessing whether it met her standards. She was an extremely nosy woman, and I silently wished our paths wouldn’t cross too often in this estate. “There she is, our brand-new bride,” his mother said warmly, walking over to hug me. I stiffened at first, my body tensing at the sudden display of affection, before slowly relaxing and returning the hug. “Good morning, Mum and Aunt,” I greeted, mustering the most respectful tone I could, my smile carefully polite. “Good morning, my dear. You look well. How was your night?” his mother asked. I simply nodded. “A nod? That’s all? Are you a lizard?” his aunt scoffed, stepping closer. Her gaze burned against my skin. “No, I didn’t mean it that way,” I quickly apologized. “Then speak. You have a mouth for a reason, young lady. Use it, and stop nodding like a lizard,” she snapped. My cheeks burned with embarrassment as a few staff members passed by. I knew they had heard every word. “Let the poor girl be,” his mother intervened gently. “She’s still settling into the house. I’m sure her night went well, and they did the needful…” Her gaze returned to me. “You did do the needful with your husband, right?” Oh God. They were asking if we had consummated the marriage. But we hadn’t. My heart dropped to my stomach as a thousand thoughts clashed in my head. How could I possibly explain that I hadn’t even slept in the room because my husband wouldn’t acknowledge me as his wife? He had slapped me just for saying it aloud. “Well? Don’t keep us waiting,” his aunt pressed. “Did you consummate your marriage last night?” Without thinking, cornered by their intense stares, I nodded frantically. “Yes. We did.” Wide smiles instantly spread across their faces, and I released a breath of relief. At least this would divert their attention for a while. “I told you they would,” his aunt said smugly. “Jared isn’t foolish. He understands the importance of an heir, and this girl will definitely give us one.” “I had my doubts, but Nara, you’ve made me so happy,” his mother said softly, cupping my cheeks. “Now, let’s eat, shall we? Breakfast seems to be ready.” “Yes, of course,” I replied. I led them to the dining area, pulling out their chairs and serving their plates. I ate in silence while they chatted about household shopping, disciplining lazy staff, upcoming events, and other trivial matters. Then suddenly, I noticed a familiar figure approaching the stairs, and my heart sank instantly. Jared. Wasn’t he supposed to have left for work? His eyes locked onto mine as he descended the stairs, his expression dark and hollow. I quickly looked away and focused on my food. “Oh, Jared, good morning,” his aunt said sweetly, her earlier harshness completely gone. “How are you?” So she was cruel to everyone else, but just not him. He gave a brief nod and pulled out a chair at the far end of the table, beginning to eat. “We stopped by to check on how you both are faring,” his mother said. “Nara has been a wonderful hostess so far.” His gaze lifted slowly to meet mine before he turned to his mother. “Well, I’m glad she has at least some sense of how to behave,” he scoffed. Excuse me? My brows furrowed in disbelief. He had the audacity to insult me in front of his mother and aunt. I hadn’t asked to marry him, so why did he despise everything I did? Swallowing my anger, I kept eating in silence, forcing myself to stay composed. “We chose well this time,” his aunt said proudly. “Very soon, we’ll be blessed with an heir, a son.” I almost choked on my food. Oh God. Please don’t let her say it. “What?” Jared asked, slowly setting down his cutlery. “Jared, my boy, no need to pretend with us,” his aunt continued cheerfully, oblivious to the tension. “Nara told us you consummated your marriage last night. I’m certain she’ll soon be pregnant and give you the son you deserve.” It felt as though my world shattered beneath me. My heart pounded violently as my appetite vanished completely. Slowly, my eyes lifted to meet Jared’s once more. The anger burning in his eyes was unmistakable.32NARAThe kitchen was warm and the garlic had been going long enough that the whole room smelled like something actually worth coming home to.I stood at the stove stirring slowly, keeping my eyes on the pot, keeping my voice easy and light.“So how long have you both been working here?” I asked. “In this house.”The younger maid looked up from the vegetables she was chopping and smiled. “Three years for me ma.”“Almost five for me,” the older one said from across the counter where she was arranging the side dishes.“Almost five.” I nodded like I was just making conversation, just filling the silence. “So you were both here before I came. When it was different.”“Yes ma,” the younger one said.I stirred again to let a few seconds pass.“What was it like?” I asked. “Before.”The younger one’s knife slowed down barely.. Just enough that I noticed.The older one kept moving the dishes around the counter with the dedicated focus of someone who had suddenly found the task extremely impor
BETHANYI couldn’t stop thinking about what Ophelia told me.I sat on my sofa with my legs pulled under me and just replayed the whole thing. The tea, the sitting room, the way she had leaned forward like she was letting me in on something everybody else was too blind to see.That marriage is hollow.I said it out loud just to hear how it felt.“That marriage is hollow.” and It felt good.Those pictures had genuinely scared me. I’m not going to pretend they didn’t. Jared and Nara walking into that gala hand in hand, his body turned toward her, every blog in the city running with it like they had just discovered the most beautiful love story of the year. I had sat in my living room and felt something cold move through me that I hadn’t felt in a long time.But Ophelia words was all i needed now.. She knew Jared, she knew what was performance and what was real and she had sat across from me and told me plainly that what the world was seeing was not what was actually happening behind clos
The car rolled to a stop and the chauffeur came around to open the door.Nara stepped out first, one hand gathering the hem of her dress, as the night air hit her face while she just stood there for a second and breathed.“God, I’m tired… Who knew smiling could hurt this much?” Nara cursed under her breath.The gala had looked beautiful with its fine attention to fancy details, candlelights a d women wearing dresses that probably cost more than most people’s yearly rent. But none of that mattered once you were standing in the middle of it.It was just a draining circle of smiling, shaking hands, saying the right things and more smiling. Her feet still ached from the heels, and her cheeks felt sore from holding the same polite expression all night.Jared came around the car and they walked inside together, neither of them speaking. The house was quiet with the staff already settled for the night, just the sound of their footsteps through the corridor and up the stairs.In the room Nar
NARAI had been giving Jared the cold shoulder for days now.Not in a dramatic way, not in the way where I slammed doors or refused to cook or made scenes.. I was too tired for any of that. I just… stopped. Stopped eating with him at the table, stopped making conversation when we passed each other in the hallway, stopped trying. I did everything I was supposed to do, I prepared his meals, I kept the house running, I managed the staff, I showed up in every way that could be expected of me. I just didn’t talk to him while doing any of it.I just couldn’t.. every time I looked at him I felt his hand in my hair again. Felt my knees hit the floor. Heard myself screaming and not recognising my own voice. I couldn’t just smile and sit across from him at dinner and pretend that didn’t happen. I couldn’t do it. So I stopped pretending.The gap between us had stretched even further than it was before. Which I honestly didn’t think was possible but here we were.On the days Jared went to work t
NARAThe house was quiet, so when I walked in and something felt off about it.. It felt too still and too heavy. I and Tristan had lost track of time and engaged in other outdoor activities after leaving the coffee shop. We even went to the movies.It was a beautiful and relaxing time. Steadying myself, I took a deep breath as I pushed the door shut behind me and turned around.. That's when I saw him in the living room staring straight at the door.. Jared.He was sitting forward with his elbows on his knees, the lamp behind him barely doing anything, and his eyes were already on me. Just fixed on me, like he had been sitting in that exact position for a while now and had been waiting for the sound of that door.“Hey.” My voice came out lighter than I felt. “I didn’t know anyone was still up.”He said nothing.I smiled a little, the awkward kind you make when you need to fill a silence that isn’t filling itself, and I turned toward the stairs.“Where are you coming from.” His voice ec
NARA DAYS LATER Folding laundry was not exactly how I imagined spending my afternoon but it was something to do with my hands and right now that was all I needed.. The house had been quiet since the breakfast incident and it wasn't the normal quiet at all, the kind where everyone is just busy with their own things. This was way different. It felt like I was an unseen ghost among everyone else.. The staff barely spoke to me anymore, they were not rude exactly, just oddly careful around me now.. They only gave short answers and quick nods.. Even the maids who used to chat a little while helping with dinner had gone quiet.. I didn’t blame them though.. In a house like this you read the temperature of the people above you and adjust accordingly. Jared on the other hand, went back to being completely cold. It wasn't the soft cold of recent weeks, where there was still a little warmth underneath if you looked hard enough. This was the old cruel version. He kept his eyes forward, wo







