LOGINI saved his life... and he destroyed mine. Charlie was Elara's first love ever since childhood, but he never looked at her with love. She pulled him back from the edge of the death, but all he believed that it was her younger sister, Lily, who saved him and from that moment, his heart belonged to her and, Elara was a mere substitute in her own story. An accident left Lily paralyzed... and Elara became the villain in everyone's story. Ever since, Charlie looked her with hatred. One day, Lily vanished in thin air with no traces, and Elara had to carry all the blame. But the nightmare had just begun. Months later, a drunken Charlie mistook her for her younger sister.... and forced her into a marriage built on resentment and revenge. She became his wife, but only in name --- trapped in a cold, merciless life where love was replaced with cruelty. When things started getting better, Lily returned claiming him back, and Charlie had never move on. So, Elara decided to walk away with nothing but divorce papers and a secret growing inside her. She rebuilt herself from the ashes of her broken past, growing stronger into a Phoenix, untouchable with time... until one day Charlie realized the truth. Too late for seeing her again. Too late for learning who actually saved him. And Too late... he fell in love.
View MoreThe day Lily came back....was the day Elara understood she had already lost everything.
No one said this to her, but the mansion, once unbearable and cold was suddenly alive again, filled with laughter, hurried footsteps, and a warmth that had never once existed for her. Servants smiled. The air felt lighter as she came back.
Lily.
Her young sister.
His one true love, and Elara realized that she was a mere substitute in her place, and nothing belongs to her, not even her husband.
The storm began the moment Lily came back, not just outside but inside her life too.
Thunder cracked across the sky violently. The rain lashed against the glass window panel of the mansion.The wind howled throughout the night, rattling the silence that had once lived there.
But the situation inside her life was even worsen.
Elara stood at the top of the staircase, her fingers gripping the cold railing so tightly that her knuckles turned white, as she saw the scene unfolded.
Charlie stood at the centre of it, his usual cold composure shattered. Those same eyes that had only held indifference towards her, were radiating warmth. She had waited all her existence to witness the same warmth for her. Her life was based on hopes, which broken the moment Lily came back.
"Lily...." His voice broke, just slightly but audible enough for her.
Elara felt something inside her chest cave in.
She had never heard him sounded like that, atleast not for her. Not once, not even a day ever since they were married. Tears started building in her eyes. She know that he had never loved her.
Lily looked fragile, delicate, standing there like a ghost returned to life, and Charlie looked at her like she was everything.
Like she had always been everything for him.
Elara swallowed hard, her hand drifted unconsciously to her stomach. A small act of protection. Her stomach hiding a secret she hadn't spoken aloud, neither to him nor to any other.
Her periods had always been late, but now it has turned into weeks, and deep down she already knew.
It was a child.
His child.
But how can she tell a man, who never loved her, and only wanted to make her life miserable. She can't. She doesn't want to risk the life of small soul growing inside her.
Her fingers pressed lightly near her abdomen, as if she could protect it from the world already turning against her.
Below Charlie stepped closer to Lily, smiling with love, his gestured were delicate. "You are... really back."
Lily smiled faintly, her voice soft and sweet, like it was coated in sugar." Did you miss me?"
Miss her.
The word echoed in Elara's mind like a cruel joke, but reality of her life.
Charlie let out a breath that sounded like he had been holding for years. " Every day."
Every days, she devoted herself to him, give him every reason to love her back, the way she did to him. Alas! His love was never for her.
He lunged forward, embracing Lily into a tight hug, like if he doesn't she may disappear again, leaving him forever which he can't afford now.
Elara felt suffocated! She took a deep breath of resentment.
That's it.
Elara closed her eyes.
Because she knew, in that moment, there was no place left for her in his world. The owner of his heart was back and she was a mere replacement.
****
The divorce papers placed in front of her that night. The sudden sound broke her from delusion, to reality. The gestures were painfully polite, as if they weren't dismantle what little remained of her life.
Elara sat across from Charlie in his study, the dim light casting shadow across his face. His brooding face was looking firm. He wasn't angry or conflicted, but he looked...certain.
"Sign it," he said.
Elara looked at him, for an explanation or atleast a hesitation, but they were none.
She stared at the papers, her vision blurred slightly with tears. "You couldn't even wait for a day?"
Charlie's jaw clenched and he looked very ardent, not even emanating any expression. "There's nothing left to wait for."
Her lips trembled seeing his indifference, atleast for once he behave human with her, but he never. She forced herself to look at him. "We're still married."
"Not in any way that matters."
Those words pierced her heart, breaking it into tiny pieces. It felt heavy, suffocating. But does any of those things matters to him?
No.
Every day or night spent together, even for a day, he treated him like his wife. Never.
All lies.
Elara let out a quiet, broken laugh. "Of course... because she's back now, you won't need me."
He didn't say anything just looked at her while taking a deep sign as if words swallowed inside his mouth.
His silence was answer enough.
That's silence hurt her more than anything he could have said.
She looked down at her belly, it was almost non-existing. Her hands slipping into her lap slowly, instinctively rising back to her stomach.
He didn't notice.
"I...." Her voice faltered. For a second, she almost tell him that there is a child.
His child.
But the words died in her throat.
Because what would it change?
Would he looked at her differently? Or love her?
For him, the child would be another burden, another mistake tied to her.
Charlie exhaled impatiently, as if he has something more urgent to look for than his own wife. "Elara, don't drag this out, otherwise it will be more difficult for you."
She took a deep breath.
As if this wasn't her life unraveling in front of her, as if she hadn't already given him everything she had.
It was bitter.
This was it.
Her fingers trembled as she picked up the pen. Tears slipped silently down her cheeks, but she didn't wiped them. She didn't want him to see them, but it never go unnoticed from him.
But does he care?
No.
Instead, she signed slowly carving the last piece of herself away. This is the end of something which never truly begun. When she was done, she pushed the papers toward him.
Charlie glanced at them brief, then nodded satisfactorily.
Satisfaction.
That word haunt her.
Elara stood up, her legs unsteady, but she refused to fall. Not in front of him. Not anymore!
"Goodbye, Charlie," she whispered.
He didn't respond, not even glanced at her. He never care to look at her.
That night, Elara left the mansion quietly and no one stopped her. For him, she signed his freedom back to him, but for her, she lost her everything. The world outside was cold and unknown for her. She lowered her gaze, her voice barely more than a breath.
"It's just us now..."
She and her child.
Charlie didn't know he has committed sin by breaking an innocent heart. He has to suffer terribly. Even condemnation for seven lives won't be enough.
Across campus, Charlie stood beneath the old oak tree waiting for Lily to pick her for home. When she approached, he noticed how exhausted she looked. According to Charlie, Lily suffered the most. Her eyes had lose the spark and happiness after that incident. She looked deeply affected and puzzled. Little did he know, how great actress she was. “You didn’t have to come,” he said quietly, I was coming to your classroom anyway. “I wanted to.”For a while they simply walked. Neither seemed eager to break the silence. He didn't want to hurt Lily more after whatever happened. He was very concerned for her. He had never imagined anyone except her and she meant so much to him. Finally Charlie decide to spoke. “I keep thinking about that night." Lily lowered her gaze in dejection. They were holding hands, still her eyes were staring at the grasses beneath her shoes. Charlie could sense her saddeness so as a gesture, his hands tightened more around her fingers giving a sign of assurance.
The campus was unchanged. The same old stone pathways wound between the academic buildings. The same bell echoed across the courtyard. Students hurried from one lecture hall to another with coffee cups in their hands and unfinished conversations following behind them.Only Elara felt different.She walked through those corridors with measured steps, clutching the strap of her bag a little tighter than usual. Sleep had abandoned her long before dawn, leaving behind heavy eyes and an aching heart. The gala had ended few days ago yet it already felt like a distant nightmare that refused to release its grip.As she crossed the courtyard, familiar voices drifted through the crisp morning air. They stopped the moment she approached.It wasn’t deliberate cruelty. It was something more than that. It was hesitation. Earlier, atleast noone hesitated to approach her but now, people looked awkwardly distant. Students lowered their voices and exchanged uncertain glances, then looked away as if pr
The Winter gala ended long before it should have ended, leaving everyone astonished at the same time. The People gathered started murmuring more about Elara than the event.Everyone seeks attention in their life, to be the centre of others discussion once in while. But Elara didn't. She never wanted to get noticed by others and especially for something like this. However, everyone thought that Elara crave attention, that's why she did this intentionally. But noone could understand that Elara was as oblivious as them. It was someone else who tried to play with her emotions and tried to defame her, but noone could understand her agony. Everyone just took pleasure in others' misery. In a matter of time, her hardwork for this event gone in vain. Still, the music played somewhere softly in the background as the waiters continued serving dinner. This time, it was the school's reputation which was injured, so they did whatever they could to divert other’s attention. But only as if it was as
The betrayal stole the remaining air from her lungs. She felt suffocated. Her heartbeat raced so rapidly. She felt devastated. Around her, the ballroom continued unraveling those pages. The crowd contined to question them, while whispering and shock evident on their faces. But Elara barely heard any of it.Because suddenly none of that mattered. Noone existed for her to matter. Because only Lily mattered.Only the look in her eyes. It was cold and unapologetic as if she had no resentment for whatever she did. She looked very certain, as if she was very adamant to her decisions and she was fully aware of whatever she did. Suddenly, everything became clear of it own. Way more clear to hurt. Those copies of her diary entries being circulated among people who were so unrelated to it just because, to humiliate her. To downgrade her before everyone. Those strangers looking at those pages as if her emotions were a piece of joke or amusement for them. It had never been an accident. It
This was just one special evening. The Hughes residence was decorated beautifully as it was hosting one family dinner. Basically, it was one of Victoria’s tatric to bring families more closer so that they can bring future opportunities for both, Lily and Charlie to be together. A cozy sitting arra
Charlie looked at her quietly for another second before speaking again. "You are different when noone else is around." The words made her heartbeat falter. Her heart almost skipped a beat. Out of habit, she looked at him slowly while Charlie's expression had softened in a way she had never seen i
When Elara reached school at morning on the present day, she found her bench empty. Her bestfriend, Suzanne was absent today. And somehow, the absence followed Elara everywhere. She felt quite dull, being introverted she didn’t have much friends and, due to that her whole day seemed more quite and
Later that night, the house had fallen silent. Everyone had fallen into sleep, the house felt peaceful like never before. Elara stood alone in the kitchen under the dim yellow light pouring herself a glass of water while exhaustion settled heavily through her body. The fever still lingered stubbor












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