LOGINJason's POV
I knew things were getting out of hand when Coach benched me at practice. Actually benched me. Me, Jason Monroe. I stood there with my helmet in my hand, my mouth wide open, while Coach barked at some sophomore to sub in. It was humiliating. Yeah, my grades were terrible. But since when did that matter? I was Captain. Star goalie. MVP three seasons running. This town had my face on every banner, every billboard, even on that weird cereal box they sold at the local grocery store. Kids begged me for autographs after games. Grown men asked for selfies. So, one D in a few subjects, and suddenly I was public enemy #1? My parents weren't helping at all. Simon, the left winger, had worse grades than I did. Yet he was still on the ice because of his dad's money. I was sure his father cared less about his grades. But my dad was acting like the world was ending just because I wasn't a straight-A student. I told Mom outright when she suggested a tutor that I didn’t need an overachieving know-it-all shoving flashcards in my face. Clearly, she didn’t get the memo. As I lounged shirtless after my latest guest had been shown the door, Mom came back talking. "No more girls, Jason. Don't test me. This time, I mean it. You will be good to Aria. She's here to help you." Aria? I blinked, glancing toward the fireplace where two girls stood awkwardly. The one with pink hair grinned at me. I winked—yeah, she had the whole troublemaker vibe. My kind of fun. But I couldn’t say the same about the other girl. She was smaller, dressed in oversized sweats that practically swallowed her whole body. Was this Principal Bennett's daughter? The one meant to tutor me? Cute. Real cute. But don’t get it twisted. I don’t do cute. Never have. My type was flashy blondes and girls in preppy short skirts. The ones who weren't afraid to show some skin. The ones who knew who I was and made sure I knew they knew. And she didn't fit in any of the category. Her eyes didn’t light up like the others. Not even a slow once-over. She didn’t even seem impressed that I was shirtless. Most girls would’ve been blushing or stammering. "So," I said, clearly amused, "you're the bad influence." I narrowed my gaze at the pink-haired girl. "She prefers the term 'best friend.' I'm Lily," she said cheerfully. "Jason," I replied. Lily laughed, flipping her hair back. "Yeah, I know you. Star goalie? Captain... You're impossible not to know." Damn. Now that's my kind of girl. I threw on a charming smile for Lily and shifted my attention to my mom. "Aria, Lily... this is Jason, our son." "So this is the genius I’m supposed to bow down to?" My eyes landed on Aria. Mom let out a small, exhausted sigh and handed Aria a folder. "These are his class schedules and recent test results. I figured you could go through them and set a plan." "I don't need a babysitter," I cut in. Mom's lips thinned. "Jason..." "No, seriously. We talked about this, Mom. I told you I don’t need a tutor following me around with a stick up her..." "Enough. It's not your decision to make, so you should be happy your father and I are doing this." She turned to Aria and Lily. "I'm so sorry. He's... difficult lately." “No kidding,” Lily muttered under her breath. "Aria, maybe you and Jason can sit and talk. Get to know each other. Lily, would you mind coming with me to grab those tutoring materials from the study upstairs?" Lily hesitated, her gaze shifting to Aria, who gave a subtle nod. Go, I got this... Maybe? Once they were gone, it was just me and her. I dropped onto the couch again, this time stretching my arms wide across the backrest as I watched her. Brown curly shoulder-length hair, grey eyes, and small lips? I couldn't deny that she was attractive. But then she still hadn’t said a word. Was she mute? "Let me guess," I drawled, "you’ve already got your flashcards alphabetised and your planner colour-coded?" She didn’t respond. She was too busy pulling the folder open and flipping through the pages. I scoffed. "Seriously? You're gonna stand there like I didn't just insult you?" "I've been called worse," she finally muttered. Thank God. At least she could talk. I didn’t have to learn sign language to communicate with her. "Yeah? Daddy's a principal, right? Explains the straight posture and the whole uptight energy. Bet you call him 'Sir' at home." I knew exactly what I was getting at. I was hoping to strike a nerve and see how far I could push her. "First of all," she said, finally looking up from her folder, "my dad being the principal doesn't reflect on me. And second, I’m not here to be your friend, nor am I here to be your fangirl. I’m here because your parents asked for help." I clapped my hands slowly. "Wow. You’re tough." She inhaled through her nose. Had I gotten through to her? I sincerely hoped so. "Look, I don’t care if you hate tutoring. I don’t care if you hate me. But you want to play hockey again, right? You want to go to college and go pro?" My jaw twitched, and I didn’t say anything. "Then shut up, take the damn help, and let’s both get through this. We don't have to like each other." I stared at her for a long moment. "You talk too much." She ignored my comment, pulled out the placement tests, and dropped them onto the coffee table. "Start these tonight. I'll come back tomorrow to see where you're at." "Sure," I replied sarcastically. "Can't wait." I watched her walk away, and when she was out of sight, I hurled the tests across the room and groaned. My life was a complete mess.LILYWhen I hear my name, I stop walking. It's a lot different hearing your name and seeing the actual person that's saying it than just thinking if it were really who you want it to be. Alright, that doesn't make any sense. But that's it. Nothing makes any sense at this point as I stare at the person who has just called my name. Aria. Arianna Bennett. Granted, I haven't seen my best friend since... since I left her living room. It's been so long and at the same time, not that long at all. I mean, it's almost nine months and at the same time, it doesn't feel like nine months.Oh my God. What the hell is she doing here? No, no. That is not the right question to ask. How did she get here? Or rather, who told her where to find me? Fuck. I have so many questions swirling in my head at this point.I don't even know what to think. Or how to feel, or what to do. We didn't exactly leave things off on the right foot months ago. I'm not sure if she misses me, or if she's forgiven me.But
LILYI thought I loved my babies while they were in me, but nothing, absolutely nothing, could have prepared me for the insane, all-consuming amount of love I have for them now that I can see them, hold them, feel their tiny breaths against my skin, and... I just can't let them out of my sight.It's overwhelming. The love, I mean. It's so crushing and soul pushing that I did cry for ten minutes after birthing Aurora and Asher. All I did the second day was stare at them. My babies are so perfect. I can't believe I made them. All those back-aches, the bizzare cravings, the nausea, the pains... I think they're worth it.Jace and Bailey are so excited and they haven't shut up about the babies since we got home. Cole is happy and congratuled Aiden and I. Tyler... Tyler is just Tyler. I can't read him. I don't really care how he feels right now, not in the way I used to. That sounded rude, even to my own ears. I do care, of course, but... I have more important things to worry about now than
LILYSix days.Six days ago, I was certain the world was ending in the hallway. Like... when the pain started, it just refused to go away. And then I heard shouting and then I couldn't feel my legs and Aiden was there and... Phew.Today, I'm standing in front of a hospital mirror, bracing my hands on the cool porcelain of the sink, and actually recognizing the girl looking back at me. She's Lily. With the bump. I look six months pregnant now. My skin is a bit translucent, and the dark circles under my eyes look like bruised thumbprints, but I’m upright.Yesterday, getting to the bathroom felt like climbing Everest with Aiden acting as my human crutch. My mom says I should take it one step at a time but... I felt useless just taking orders from Louisiana. I mean... all she adviced was rolling in bed, dangling my legs, sitting upright and stuff.I touch my abdomen, feeling the pull of the incision beneath the high-waisted mesh underwear. It stings. I’ve been coping by taking it one bre
AIDENLily used to lean on me all the time. I'd laugh and tease her about how obsessed she was. But today, I'm not laughing. Because... I think I'm the obsessed one. The weight of her leaning against me is the only thing keeping me grounded. It's a good thing that she's trying to be brave and talk through the pain. "Aria... she's good," I say. I try to focus on the conversation, to be the distraction she needs. "She's doing so well with Jemaya. And Jason... they miss you so much."Lily gives a tiny, pained smile, her eyes fluttering shut. "You have no idea how much I miss my best friend. And... Jemaya?" She raises a brow."Their little girl. God... you should see her. She's so..." I pause. "She's so good." My voice lowers. Fuck. I'm getting all sentimental and emotional."I want to see her." Lily mumbles. "She'll be the best big sister to our babies. Shushing her dolls so they don't wake up..." I stare at Lily. She's rambling. Her body goes rigid, her hand, which was resting loosel
LILYIt hurts.It fucking hurts. Nothing in this world could have prepared me for these stupid pains that I'm feeling. Sure, menstrual cramps can get worse some months but these... they get whole lot worse, then recede, then pick up, then... Fuck! I'm tired already.I hate it. I'm gripping the armrests of the wheelchair so tightly. I keep pressing my lips together like I can keep it in. Honestly, I don't know what the point is. Aiden is here. He apologized. He wants to be involved. He's just as caring as he was. He knows I'm trying not to scream because he's here. I'm trying so hard to make him think that I'm strong. I've survived without him for months and I can do that now as well.But another contraction roll through me and you know what it's like? It's like an invisible belt being pulled around my stomach. I press my lips together. Don't make a sound.Don't make a sound.I'm starting to care less about what Aiden thinks.Elizabeth walks beside me, one hand on my shoulder, whi
AIDEN"But... since you're here." She glances behind me, then sighs tiredly. "I don't know.. I'll need all the help I can get. It won't kill me to say that I..." She pauses, breathes in and out, then our eyes lock."Are you okay? Do you need to sit down?" I walk to her. The urge to touch her is huge, like all consuming. The urge to hold her and breathe her in is large. I just have to control myself and be there for her the way she wants me to. This isn't about me. It's all about her and I am not going to take this moment from her. I heave a sigh of relief when she lets me touch her hand and hold it. Her grip on mine tightens but she doesn't say a word. Staring at her face, I see it. So many hidden emotions that she's trying to keep hidden. She's in pain. She's not fucking okay. And she's trying to hide it?"Lily," I call."Mmmm," she hums, shutting her eyes and gripping my hand tighter."You're not okay. Come on, let's get you in the car. Are you... are you hurt?"She shakes her hea
Aria's POV"Makeup sex?" I stuck out my bottom lip in a pout, giving my boyfriend the full effect of my cutest kitten eyes.He tilted his head, the streetlights reflecting in his amused, dark eyes as he watched me. A slow, infuriatingly sexy smile played on his lips.I'd seriously give anything to
Aria's POV🔞🔞I didn't know how we got back to the car. I didn't know how we got in or how much space there was for me. I was half-sitting in his lap, legs resting awkwardly on the passenger seat.His mouth was on mine the next second. Fuck. It was hot. Jason knew how to kiss. I moaned into the k
Aria's POVIt's been six months since the hospital visit. And it's been a blur of college applications and Jason's hockey games.And, yeah, I know what you're dying to hear. Celeste had moved on, and Emily had handled the adoption arrangements with efficiency and discretion. The baby was due next m
Aria's POV"Why!!" I whined, a large frown taking over my face as Jason broke the kiss, holding me at arm's length, obviously enjoying this way more than he should."Because I want to be better." He says. When he says it like that, it's a pretty fucked up reason. It sounded like the most absolutely







