LOGINELARA
I recognized those golden eyes instantly… They looked a whole lot like the one in my dream… And that fact frightened me… How could I have possibly been dreaming of a creature that I didn’t even know existed? With shaky hands, I reached for the switch, omitted the red light switch, and turned on the warm one to be able to get a closer look at the creature. The first thing I noticed when the lights came on was the chains binding him to the wall… thick, massive chains. I would need both hands and all the strength I can muster to be able to carry a small fragment of that chain. It could be used to anchor a ship. Slowly, my eyes followed the chain to the creature… It was tall…impossibly tall. Its claws were long and sharp enough to tear through human flesh without much effort, its body covered with hair, though it did nothing to hide the marks, covering its body. Several lines ran across its body where incisions seemed to have been made and sealed again imperfectly. IV lines fed into his arms, and monitoring wires traced along his body before disappearing into the humming machines stationed at a careful distance. I studied his face, wolfish, undeniably so. The snout, the claws, the tail curling slightly behind him. And yet I couldn’t bring myself to call him a wolf. He was far too large, far too big in the most fascinating way possible. And why, in God’s name, does it look like it’s smirking? “Dr. Elara?” I gasped, spinning to my left. Two other researchers stood in the room with me, both covered in full-body protective masks. I hadn’t even heard them come in, or perhaps I’d simply forgotten the rest of the world existed the moment those golden eyes found mine. One look at them told me everything. They were terrified. Their breath came in shallow, controlled bursts, and they had positioned themselves at a careful distance, hands hovering instinctively near the weapons strapped to their thighs. “Animals can sense hostility,” I said quietly, more warning than conversation, before turning back to the creature. He was watching me. Not them, me. With an attention so focused and unhurried that it almost felt personal. And yet, strangely those golden eyes made me relax. Maybe because I had seen them every night for weeks, in dreams I couldn’t explain and couldn’t escape. Whatever the reason, I felt myself relax, almost involuntarily. He seemed to notice. His head dipped slightly, and then he inhaled slowly, a deep growl rumbling through his chest. From the corner of my eye, one of the researchers shifted. The creature didn’t even flinch in that direction. Didn’t spare them so much as a glance. It was as if they didn’t exist to him, as if I was the only one in the room worth acknowledging. My fingers tightened unconsciously around the tray I was carrying. I should be afraid of this monster before me, everything about this situation demanded me to be, but what I felt instead was… Drawn. I was drawn to the creature. I took a step forward even before I could realize I was moving. A small sound followed, metal moving… The chains, which meant the creature moved too. “Hold position!” one of the guards said sharply and I froze. The creature stared at me curiously, then tilted its head. Could it be wondering why I stopped? I took another step forward and another and the chains moved again, its body leaning forward, just slightly as far as the restraints allowed. The distance between us closed and the air around me grew thicker. Setting the tray down on the floor, I reached out, my finger trembling slightly, probably speaking out for the side of me that thought I was crazy as I reached out to touch the creature. Due to its large size, I could only reach his legs, so I stroked one of it gently, watching his reaction to know if he hates it. He let out a small grunt, followed by a sigh. That’s a good sigh, I guess… My finger went over to the scar on his leg and I traced my finger over it, feeling my chest tighten… Why inflict such a wound on a living creature? This animal looks calm, so nothing justifies these scars all over his body. “This must have hurt right?” I whispered, craning my neck to look at the creature and I found those golden eyes already staring at me. “I’m so sorry…” He grunted, almost sounding offended. “What?” I asked with a slight smile, stepping back to pick up the tray and he whimpered at the loss of contact. “You don’t want me apologizing?” He grunted again. Still smiling, I lifted the tray to let him know I came bearing food, but something unexpected happened instead. For a brief moment, I felt a strange warm sensation sweep through my body, making my skin feel a bit itchy. I had to halt to take a deep breath and figure out what’s going on with me, but dark spots dotted my vision. I wobbled, the tray slipping off my finger and crashing to the floor. Suddenly, the alarm went off, barely audible at first. I blinked rapidly, my legs feeling weak as I crumbled to the floor. "What is going…on…wi” “System glitch,” I heard one of the researchers say. But the word felt wrong. It doesn’t feel like something was wrong with the system, it felt like something was wrong with me! The lights flickered once. Twice. The golden eyes never left me. My head grew heavy… too heavy… “Hey_” a voice said, but it sounded too far. The creature moved again, closing in on me, though not violently. Despite the restraint, despite the chains that should have held it immobile, it leaned forward, far too close to be considered possible or… Safe. My breath hitched, and the last thing I saw before darkness consumed me were those golden eyes staring at me directly in the face.FenrirOh.Kate followed closely behind him, but more slowly and with her hands tucked tight into the pockets of her hoodie. She was looking at the walls like she expected a thousand more spiders to jump out at her."Morning," Damon grunted, stopping next to the three stone-faced wolves. Then he leaned against the wall, pointing the broom toward the ceiling. "Where's your mate? I need to have a chat with her.”I raised an eyebrow. What for?“Her friend has an issue with the local wildlife. I had to escort a harmless reptile out of her window just now." He said.Nothing about his words striked me more than the use of reptiles. Who uses reptiles in words these days? I quickly closed the door behind me because the noise could easily wake Elara up."It was a venomous snake, Damon," Kate snapped, crossing her arms tightly over her chest. She looked at the three wolves who were glaring at her now. I wondered why though. Interesting… was it because she was human or she wasn't worth their gaz
FenrirA garden snake? I snapped my head at Elara, hoping she didn't hear something like that. I knew she was just a recently turned wolf, but that wasn't enough to be confident in her calming abilities.Thankfully, Elara was still asleep.“It's just three inches long. Stop climbing on the wardrobe.” I could hear the absolute irritation in Damon's voice.What were the both of them doing in the same room, anyway? "I don't care if it’s a worm, Damon. Kill it or I am setting this entire mattress on fire.”Okay… wow. I let out a long, slow breath, running a hand through my messy hair. I hadn't even been awake for up to a minute and this was it. The four of us were of a different world, dropped into a world that was only mythical. It was only normal that the adjustment process was clearly going to be a disaster.A soft sound drew my attention back to the front of the room.Someone was knocking at the door. I slid out of the bed, loving when my bare feet hit the ground. The ground was surp
Fenrir “Thank you for researching with me. At least I’m not completely useless here.”Then she turned to the crowd. “Please, call me Elara. And this man here is my mate, Fenrir.”I blinked. How was she not afraid? How was she not shaken by everything that had happened to her?“Great. I’m going to take a step back now,” Kate muttered, shuddering.I glanced back to see her and Damon pressed against the dark metal gate, keeping their distance.Kate’s pen hovered over her notebook. “Imagine this… there are thousands of them. And they think Elara is a queen.”"She is a queen, Kate," Damon muttered. His hand slowly drifted to his gun, even though he knew three bullets meant nothing against an army. He cleared his throat when he caught my stare. "Well, Alpha… our group of four just got a lot bigger. What’s the plan?"Exactly what I needed to hear.I stepped forward, pulling Elara with me. The wolves immediately parted, forming a wide path toward the large building at the center. I looked do
Fenrir"Welcome home, Alpha," a deep voice rang out from somewhere within the crowd.That was… unexpected.Elara squeezed my hand tighter. When I looked up at her face, it lit up in a way I had never seen before. Was she really that proud to hear him say that? "Fenrir," she called softly. "Did you hear that? They called you Alpha."Oh, I heard it quite well. Of course, I heard the man call me a fucking Alpha when he knew nothing about me.“Say something, Alpha,” Kate gritted out, plastering an awkward smile on her face. “This is getting awkward.”I understood exactly what she meant.The entire yard had gone completely still, waiting for me to respond to the wolf greeting. I knew the kind of looks they were giving me; I could practically smell their reverence from afar.But I couldn’t bring myself to say a word. What if this was a test… or a setup? Not long ago, I was a nobody, betrayed by everyone who knew me: Captain Reeves, Henri… Everyone I knew in my old life died at my hands.Ev
FenrirTwo seconds passed and nothing happened.Three, four…More passed and nothing happened. The gold light I expected did not shine nor did the pods open with a hissing sound. The giant gray wolves inside the pods didn't move an inch.“Em, I love our hands joined together, baby… but nothing is happening.”I slowly turned towards Elara who had her lower lips wedged in-between her teeth. She looked so sexy this way, eyeing me with pure seduction. And the term of endearment she used…I blinked. “Okay.”“Stop giving yourselves ‘I want to fuck you eyes' and find a way,” Kate whispered under her breath. I pulled my hand back and a cold feeling hit my chest. Beside me, Elara looked up at me but this time, her eyes were full of confusion. She was still holding her breath, waiting for the miracle to happen, but nothing happened.We were missing something."Why isn't it working?" Elara asked, glancing around. She looked at the pod and then back at my face. "You said the instinct told you it
FenrirThe underground forest was completely quiet and I had a feeling that the weird ceiling light was what kept the trees alive. I kept my hand flat against the smooth surface of the largest sleeping pod, waiting for something to happen again, but my focus wasn't entirely on the wolves resting inside. My eyes shifted to my side, watching Elara. She was breathing fast, and her fingers twitched once every two seconds. What was bothering her? Even without her telling me, I could smell the scent of her skin changing… from a sweet scent to a metallic smell that only me, her mate could detect. Her body was working extra hard, causing her heart to thump twice as fast as normal.She is anxious. A deep, protective instinct quickly settled into my chest. A woman carrying my baby should not be this anxious because it could only mean that the baby was draining her strength.How did I even know that?Before I got the blue medicine from the facility, my thoughts were always muddy. When my wo
ELARAMy feet slammed hard against the soaked forest ground as I ran as fast as my legs could carry me. The rain had only just stopped, leaving the earth muddy and covered with shallow puddles, but I did not slow down or try to avoid them. Water splashed around my ankles each time my foot struck th
ELARA~~~~~~He stared at me.A face I didn’t recognize, and yet those eyes. Those golden eyes. I knew them. I will always recognize them in a room full of thousands.It was as if the creature from my dreams had simply borrowed a human face. Or maybe my mind had given him one on purpose, to make it
ELARA I felt hands on me, as if I were being carried by some group of people. Groaning from the stabbing throbbing in my head, and the soreness all over my body, I tried to open my eyes, but it felt heavy at first. Slowly, I was moved, followed by the feeling of the cold marble on my thighs.
ELARA"…from the pitch blackness, bright golden eyes emerged, groaning slowly at me, his groans forming words that sounds so much like…Mine…~~~A sound woke me up before the dream could finish.I shot upright, chest heaving with rapid, shallow breaths, my comforter twisted uselessly around my leg







