Mag-log inMENODORA’S POV
The opportunity came faster than I anticipated… On the night that changed everything, the air felt similar to the night that I was born. The tension and uneasy watching, almost like the forest was waiting for something, but at the time, I wasn't sure what it was waiting for. I just finished an unsuccessful hunt, my breath is coming out in shallow painful pants and my heart drums a frantic rhythm against my ribs. For some reasons that I cannot fathom, the air feels heavy and the metallic tang of fear lingers at the back of my throat. “Something is terribly wrong…” the quietness of the forest puts me on edge, even the wind has stilled. My claws tingle beneath my skin, my shift threatening to overtake me once again. “Not now please…” I whisper, my fingers curl inward and my claw-nails dig deep into my palms, creating little red crescents as I fight hard to keep my shift in check. The feeling only grows stronger, something is out there calling out to my wolf or maybe trying to warn her of impending danger. “ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHH,” a blood-curdling shriek rings through the trees, piercing through the stillness of the forest. My legs suddenly lose coordination with my brain, totally refusing to propel me forward as I stay rooted to the same spot, my heart drumming a frantic beat between my ribcage. “That voice…,” I let out a painful gasp. I know that voice, in fact it's a voice everyone is familiar with. It belongs to the Alpha's sole heir. Without conscious thought, I am already moving forward in the direction of his voice, my legs guided by pure instincts and all the while conscious of the fact that something ancient is stirring awake within me. “Too late…too late…too late,” I chant like a mantra when I finally reach the clearing. I smell it before I even see him, that rich tangy iron scent of blood, clinging heavily to the back of my throat and causing my whole body to shake uncontrollably. “Run!" my instincts scream at me but my legs remain fixed to the same spot. My eyes roam his body that lay in the centre of the clearing, his chest gaping open and his ribs split wide as though whatever killed him had clawed right through him. From his wounds flowed a crimson torrent that turned the earth beneath him into a thick clinging mud that drank his life force away, feeding it to the trees instead like he was an offering made to the forest gods. With a deep inhale, I let my feet sink into the muddy earth, trusting my feet to guide me against my fears. “Oh-" a ragged breath escapes my lips as I stand over his body. His body is carved with a number of claw marks, but something about them feels unsettling. Looking down at my own fingers, it comes to me immediately. “No…,” I stagger backwards for the umpteenth time tonight “no…that's not possible…”, but the truth stares me right in the face. The claw marks are exactly shaped like my claws…jagged and unstable. “Over there, he's over there." My head immediately whips in the direction of the voices. Warrior after warrior burst through the clearing, they're too many and everything is moving too fast for me to keep up with. Their eyes land on the body that still lays on the ground and slowly, like the pull of a tide coming in, their focus is pulled away from the body and settles on me like dust on an abandoned armchair. The silence that follows is deafening, almost similar to the moment just before glass shatters. “I…didn't…do…it,” I stammer, shaking my head in disbelief at how I have quickly become a prime suspect in a murder I have no idea how it even happened. “You're here right now and you want us to believe that?" That is all it takes and the accusation that were only thoughts in their minds begin to take shape. The accusation hangs heavy in the air, like a blanket placed over my face to suffocate the life out of me. “I didn't do it, I swear," I try again, my voice comes out louder and shrill with desperation, but my words fall on deaf ears. The attention that lay upon me heavily like a mask is now turned to the body that lay on the ground and the warriors slowly begin to examine each mark with painstaking patience. Without looking at the body, I know what they're seeing because for the past half hour, I stood over the same body, examining the same lines till I could tell the difference in the length and width of each of them. “The marks are similar," I hear one of them, the closest to me, whisper to his other colleague, before he turns and looks at my fingers now folded in front of me. “The curse has finally caught up with us," I hear another whisper, glancing in my direction before quickly glancing back to avoid being affected by whatever plagued me. “She did it…” "I DIDN'T DO IT,” I scream, my voice cracking through the silence like the whip of a horse. "I literally just got here…" that is partially a lie, but they didn't need to know that I have been here for more than half an hour now. “I heard a scream and came rushing to see…” "Silence!" My words are immediately cut off by the command that comes from between the trees. All eyes turn in the direction of the voice and the crowd parts to allow the Alpha step through the clearing with the members of the Moon Council on his heels. His presence is overwhelming and suffocating, making the space feel smaller than it really is and his gaze is calculative and chilling in a way that turns my blood into ice. His eyes flicker to the body for a split second and his features are overtaken with grief before he straightens his back, his entire being filled with raw determination.MENODORA'S POV As we start to descend carefully down the steps like contraptions, towards the city, movements start to stir below. The people, more than a dozen of them, emerge from their homes, gardens, workshops…everywhere I turn to look, I can see people coming out. None of them shout or even look like they may be panicking. Instead, they fix their gazes on us, watching us with part curiosity and part wariness.Everywhere I look, there are men, women and even little children. Their clothes are like nothing I have ever seen before. It is woven with threads in the shade of silver, cream and deep forest green. Some of them have streaks of silver strands woven naturally through their dark hair even when it appears that they look young. Some of them also carry varying marks across their skins…marks that glow and shimmer softly under the sunlight.None of us spoke and their eyes locked on ours with a bright and unblinking sheen, like a pair of headlights in the dark…only there are so ma
MENODORA'S POV "They know that you have finally come home." Those words settle over me like the softness of the first snow of the season. "They know that you have finally come home." The words echo through my mind, bouncing around the walls of my chest and refusing to take root.“This is not my home, I have no home!" I say, the words coming out sharper than I intend it to be."No?” Cassian asks, regarding me with the kind of patience you use when talking with a petulant child."Yes,” I reply, shaking my head. "This isn't my home. The only place closest to what felt like home for me was snatched too early. A small cottage where my mother hid me away from prying eyes…I never really understood her then, but now I do.”My eyes start to water again and I blink against the tears rigorously. “I still remember the way it smelled of cedar after every rainfall. My mother would sneak in whenever she could to avoid anyone knowing where I really was. There was a crooked fence she always promise
MENODORA'S POV Ancient trees climb up, stretch so far that they almost touch the sky. Their silver trunks are broader and larger than any buildings I have ever seen. Their leaves glow with a faint shimmer, like stars had found a way to be caught in the branches.Flowers cover the hillsides in different shades and hues of colour, some of which I do not even have a name for.The birds are just as breathtaking and awe inspiring as the landscape. They have long iridescent tails that shimmer and shine like a liquid pearl. Flying overhead, they sing a bird song unlike anything that I have ever heard before now. Far below where we're standing, gentle creatures grazed across a meadow that stretches on for endless miles. They seem so relaxed, without any care in the world. Some of them have antlers like those closely resembling that of a deer. Some have six legs…so unlike anything I have seen or heard of before.One of them must have sensed our presence. It lifts its head, antlers shimmering
MENODORA’S POVInside the mountain swallows whatever little light there is. The sound of stone grinding against stone echoes behind us until it is a deafening grating sound on our ears and then, there is nothing but silence around us. It is not the silence of an empty room or even the kind of silence that hits the forest before a storm. This is a silence that is pulsing, a silence that I can feel the breath of it…a silence that is watching.For a minute, I can't help but come to a halt. The passage ahead of us stretches endlessly for miles that do not seem to have an end. The walls around us glow with the same hues of gold, blue and white that glowed on the stones outside like a heartbeat pulsing beneath the walls. The light isn't bright enough to chase the shadows that surround us but it is enough to illuminate our path, as though the mountain itself knows exactly how much we need to see.Without a single conscious thought, gravity pulls my gaze…and my body…back to the entrance. My h
ORVAX'S POV The camp stirs before the first signs of sunrise begin to peek out of the clouds. We all speak in hushed tones, no one speaks too loudly, even the horses seem to sense the change in the air.Elira helps Menodora gather what little belongings she has…a folded cloak that one of the kind women in the territory gifted to her, the comb that the other stranger; that I just realized I haven't seen for a while, gave to her. There's also the small carved wolfe that I had once given to her as a gift on one of the nights I visited her…that night feels like a thousand years ago.Picking up the carving, she turns it over in her hands, probably thinking the same thing I am, before slipping it carefully into her satchel, a small unconscious smile playing on her lips. I watch her from my spot from across the clearing, she looks entirely spent, like a battery drained to a critical percentage.The tiredness isn't just physical alone though, beneath all that physical exhaustion is a spirit
ORVAX'S POV Silence, an invisible blanket spun from the fibers of twilight and fading breath, follows Cassian's declaration. It settles over the clearing like fresh snow, heavy and light at the same time.“It's best we leave now, just before dawn starts to take its hold upon us," he says again, his voice calm and collected in such a way that leaves no room for arguments. "Your territory is no longer safe enough to protect her…from herself and probably the enemies after her.”My eyes are locked on him, refusing to blink, with a gaze that feels almost physical. I'm not just looking at him though, I'm studying him, picking apart every micro-expression, anything that would help me better understand what is going on behind those eyes.The wind shifts through the trees, carrying the scent of the ash from the now dying campfire. Somewhere deep in the forest, I can hear wolves answering one another with distant howls, but even their voice is muted in comparison with the storm brewing in my m
MENODORA'S POVI refuse to rise to the bait he has thrown out for me, choosing instead to stay quiet and let the silence stretch between us like a drawn rubber band waiting to snap. My eyes are drawn to him and I can't help but watch him closely. He's still the same as before, totally unbothered a
MENODORA'S POVI stand at the edge of his offer, my toes curling over the precipice. I am holding my breath and contemplating if I dare to take the plunge even though every instinct in my body screams at me not to trust him.“After everything I have been through, it makes sense to not want to rely
MENODORA'S POV“No… that's impossible,” one of the council members says, but right before their very eyes, it is already happening.The first sight that catches my attention is the sight of my fingers, because extending from where my nails should be are now lethal-looking claws, long and sleek.“Be
MENODORA’S POV “What did he mean by the moon makes no mistakes?" My head spins from the pressure of trying to understand what his words mean. "The same moon that rejected me?! The same moon that never once spoke to me in my years of isolation?! Who is she to judge me now?!” Those are the words I w







