Mag-log inIrina
Who touched my mate?" he growls.
I freeze entirely. I stare at the towering man in front of me, my heart thumping so hard I can feel it in my throat. "Your mate? No. That is impossible. I do not feel anything."
"You are an unshifted omega, Irina," he snaps. His blue eyes flash with a dangerous, predatory gold ring. "And you were just brutalized by an Alpha's rejection. Your inner wolf is in a state of absolute shock. She is buried too deep to feel the mating pull right now. But I am a Lycan. My beast knows exactly what belongs to me."
He steps back abruptly. The raw heat radiating from his tattooed chest vanishes, leaving me shivering in the cold room. He looks at the bloody bite mark on my neck with pure disgust.
"You think I want a broken toy?" he sneers. "It is a supreme insult to my rank. It is a disrespect to my entire bloodline. The Blackwood pack dared to send me another Alpha's discarded garbage."
"I did not ask to be sent here," I whisper. My voice is shaking badly.
"Shut up," he orders. He grabs a dark shirt from the back of a chair. "Do not expect anything from me tonight. You are not worthy of my bed."
He turns his back on me and storms out of the room. The heavy oak door slams shut behind him with a deafening crack.
I let out a shaky breath and slide down the cold stone wall until I hit the floor. I wrap my arms around my knees. I am safe. He has postponed the dreadful breeding ritual. A heavy wave of relief washes over my tired bones, but it feels hollow. I stay there on the floor, staring at the shadows on the ceiling as the silence in the room grows heavy. The terror slowly fades, leaving behind a hollow, agonizing ache in my stomach. I realize I have not eaten since before everything fell apart in the courtyard.
I push the bedroom door open quietly. The stone corridors are dark and empty. I creep down the grand staircase, following the faint scent of roasted meat and herbs to the lower level. I push open the wooden kitchen doors and see Greta looking up from a massive iron stove.
"You are not with the King?" she asks, her eyes widening in surprise.
"He left," I say quietly. "I am very hungry."
Greta nods quickly and motions to the other head maids. They rush around the kitchen, and within minutes, they place plates of roasted venison, fresh bread, and sweet fruits in front of me at the large wooden table. I sit down and eat like I have been starving for weeks. The food is warm and rich, but as I swallow a piece of bread, the memory of the courtyard slams into my mind. I see Xander's cold eyes. I see him wrap his arm around Cataline's waist.
A single tear slips down my cheek and splashes onto the wooden table.
"Crying over the fool who threw you away?" a voice asks.
I jump in my seat. A young man is leaning against the kitchen archway. He has the same dark hair as the King, but his eyes are a warm, inviting hazel.
"I am Alden," he says. He walks over and sits on the bench across from me. "I am the King's younger brother. Do not look so terrified. I do not bite."
"He rejected me in front of everyone," I whisper. I wipe my face quickly. "He broke my mother's locket."
"Then Xander Blackwood is an arrogant fool," Alden says simply. "But you need to be very careful here, Irina. My brother is not a patient man. The curse is tearing him apart from the inside. He is losing his mind."
"I know the rumors about him," I say.
"They are not just rumors," Alden says quietly. He leans forward. "His beast is wild. Eat your food and keep your head down."
I nod slowly and finish my meal in silence. I head back up to my room, but the heavy silk sheets feel wrong against my skin. I toss and turn, my mind racing. My throat feels painfully dry. It is an old habit from living in the attic back home, I always need water in the middle of the night.
I slip out of bed and into the hall. The castle is dead silent, but then a low, guttural snarl echoes through the corridor. It is coming from the West Wing. I know I should go back to my room, but my feet move on their own. A strange, magnetic pull drags me toward the dark corridor. I stop outside a set of heavy double doors that are slightly cracked open.
I peek around the wood and gasp.
The room is completely destroyed. Furniture is smashed into splinters. The King stands in the center of the wreckage, shirtless and looking completely distorted. He is in a feral state. His claws are fully extended, dripping with dark blood. The muscles in his back shift and crack as his Lycan beast fights to take over.
He snaps his head toward the door. His eyes are entirely black.
"What the hell are you doing here?" he roars.
I gasp and spin around to run. He is incredibly fast. He crosses the room in a blur and catches me before I can even take three steps. He slams me hard against the cold stone wall, his massive body pressing flush against mine.
"I told you to stay away from me," he snarls. He is breathing heavily. His bare chest rubs against my thin nightgown.
"I just wanted water," I breathe. My heart is hammering against his chest.
"Bullshit," he cusses under his breath.
He grabs both of my wrists with one hand and pins them above my head. His face dips down to my neck, inhaling my scent sharply. His nose brushes against the angry bite mark.
"You smell like him," he growls, his voice vibrating against my collarbone. "But you are mine."
He doesn't wait for me to speak. He lifts his head and crashes his mouth down onto mine. It is a brutal, demanding kiss that tastes like dark mint and danger. I try to pull back, but as his hot, rough hand slides slowly up my bare thigh under my silk gown, my entire body ignites.
Irina“Irina, wake up… sleepyhead.” I felt a slight tap on my shoulder. My eyes opened sluggishly as I tried to adjust to the light in the room.“Alden?” I called out as it was his voice I heard.“Yes! Ugh, wake up, Irina.” He pulled my arm, then pulled me out of bed, forcing my eyes to open fully. Confused, I looked at the bed I was lying on. It was a white pillow.Then I looked at him. He was dressed in the same clothes I had dressed him in, a white sleeve and black pants.“Alden, you are…” I pointed to his neatly ironed clothes, then I pointed to the bed where his body was. Confused, I stepped back.“I want to show you something. Follow me.” He smiled at me, then looped his arm around mine. While still confused, he led me to the living area. The daggers I had pulled out of his body were still on the floor.“Alden… you are…”“I am nothing, Irina. Focus.” He ruffled my hair, then pulled me closer.“It’s morning here. I wanted you to see the clouds from here. It’s a skyscraper, and it
IrinaIt took me about an hour to align all the files and put them in their place. Alden might be very unserious, but he was oddly coordinated and he had taken his name, details, everything.From names to purpose. Checks, written notes. After the hour came to an end, I went to the bathroom and I pulled him out of the tub where he was.The water had a purple hue above it, but his body was now clean, his skin was almost back to normal, and for the first time I felt some sort of happiness, even if it was just a mere hint.I rid him of his clothes, then made sure there were no stains on his body before pulling him.This newly found strength of mine was of great help, I was able to carry him above my shoulder to one of the rooms where I covered him in white sheets.There were some clothes around, obviously his clothes. Some were covered in dust, so I brushed the dust off them before putting them on him.He looked put together. Now was the time to search for a private burial ground, and I k
IrinaLeaving Rosa behind, I walked over to the living room where Alden was, and he was still there, his face pressed on the floor, and both daggers buried into his body.This scene was horrid.“Oh my love.” Reaching out to him, I turned him over, his legs were burnt and his footwear melted into his skin, his hands also caught the flames and they burnt most of his clothes.I was so broken that I didn’t notice how much damage was done to him.Whatever poison was offered to him had made his skin purple and his eyes blue, he didn’t look like himself anymore, and all I wanted to do was go back in time and change everything.Bring back his smile, his voice.I miss everything about him.Pulling him closer, I hugged his body so tight before letting him fall again.“I will make you proud, I promise, and my babies would be named Leo and Milo, heavens know what it means, but if I have them I would give them those names just like you wanted.”The thought of it alone made me chuckle.“And I will
King SebastianIt was there and then that it struck me how oblivious I really was, and how much I had missed.Irina wanted to go to the human realm? Did I hurt her so much that she was so desperate to leave? She wanted to be worlds apart from me. How did I not see the signs?Did I hurt Alden as well? They must have shared the same pain for them to come together and decide it would be best if they moved away from me, to move to the human realm.Oh, goddess save me.The ache in my heart was suffocating, and I couldn’t breathe. It felt like I was trapped in the oceans deep in the water, with my hands and legs chained behind me.It felt like I was alive, yet dead at the same time.I turned around, and I held Amelia's hand.“Irina can’t be dead. Look at me, Amelia. You better pray to the goddess that neither of them is dead. I am going to go out there, and I am going to see them. Is that clear?”“Sebastian!”“Oh no, no. They have to be alive! They must be alive, or so help me, because I wi
IrinaRosa lay on the floor for some seconds before it registered in my head that something was really wrong with her.I had no idea what to do or how to react to it. Do I call out her name or pull her up?There were blood stains on her body, and she was badly bruised. She must also be facing the realm shock I faced. When she moved between realms, she was also emotionally disrupted.So yes, she must also be facing realm shock and might die. I watched her body on the floor longer than I should have, then noticed blood coming down her eyes and her lips, just like it had done with Alden after she wickedly poisoned him.So why should I care? Why does she deserve my help? I hope she dies and just leaves completely.No matter how big this realm was, it could not be big enough for the both of us. She ruined my life. She caused me so much pain.I removed my eyes from the floor, then sank deeper into the tub. The water bounced back, covering my head, then flowing down my shoulders.The King cr
King SebastianRidge might be dead, but Amelia wasn’t. She was the one who plotted alongside Ridge. She must have also instigated the purchase of the poison used to kill my brother, and all I could think about was how stupid she was.She was closer to me than anyone unrelated in this pack, and somehow she thought killing Alden would make me less furious, or was she planning on blaming it on Irina?Oh, of course.It all clicked now. She was planning on using my trust in her, the blind spot she had operated on all her life. She would have never thought I would find out her operations.All her plans were centered on the trust I had for her, and it hurt me even more.“My King, you aren’t saying anything.” The man before me said as he stood up and looked at me.“Go out, look for my brother and my woman. I don’t want to know if you spend your entire lifetime looking for them, but you will find them and you will bring them to me!” The words left my lips in a hurry.I didn’t wait to hear any
IrinaAmelia was every shade of evil and self-obsessed, but she did know how to gain interest. I would give her that.I turned back to her."Tell me."Her eyes glinted with mischief, and the corner of her lips hung in a slight smirk.She pulled out a s
IrinaThe cold bit my nose the second I stepped out of the plane, and the gray sky was all the welcome banner I needed to truly feel welcomed. I never thought there would come a day when I knew enough to admit to myself how depressing the absence of the sun was.I had only spent two days in extreme
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IrinaAfter everything that happened between the King and me, I expected to wake up feeling better than I did before going to bed, but it was different.I woke up feeling a calm sense of bliss, happy that the King held me all throughout the night, but by the time I woke up, he wasn't in bed with me







