LOGINMaya
This was not part of the plan. The plan had been simple. Embarrass Cole Ryder. Leave. Go home. Eat whatever pizza he hadn’t stolen. Pretend none of this ever happened. At no point had the plan included standing in the middle of a football party while the captain of the team stared at me like I’d somehow hijacked his evening. Yet here we were. And to make matters worse, Bree was enjoying every second of it. I could practically feel her excitement radiating beside me. The traitor. Cole hadn’t looked away. Not once. It wasn’t even the cocky, obvious kind of stare I’d expected from someone like him. If anything, he looked confused. Like he couldn’t quite figure out why I was standing here. Or maybe why he cared. Honestly, I wasn’t sure which possibility bothered me more. “You okay there, Ryder?” Bree asked sweetly. His eyes finally shifted toward her. Barely. “Fine.” “Uh-huh.” “I’m fine.” Bree nodded. “Interesting.” “What?” “I’ve never seen you this quiet.” A laugh escaped me before I could stop it. Cole immediately looked back at me. That somehow made it worse. “Don’t encourage her,” he said. “I wasn’t trying to.” “You laughed.” “Sorry.” “You don’t sound sorry.” “I’m not.” The corner of his mouth twitched. Not quite a smile. But close. Bree gasped dramatically. “Oh my God.” I already knew I wasn’t going to like whatever came next. “What now?” She pointed between us. “This.” “There is no this.” “There is absolutely a this.” “There isn’t.” Cole crossed his arms. “There really isn’t.” Bree looked delighted. The fact that we answered at the exact same time clearly made her day. “Oh, this is going to be fun.” I groaned. “You’re exhausting.” “That’s what makes me special.” “No,” I said. “It’s what makes you dangerous.” “Also true.” She wasn’t even offended. At this point, I was convinced Bree survived entirely on chaos and iced coffee. A group of football players pushed through the crowd nearby, laughing about something. One of them glanced at us. Then glanced again. His eyebrows shot up. “Wait.” He pointed at Cole. “Dude.” Cole sighed immediately. That sigh alone told me this happened often. “What?” The guy looked between us. Then back to Cole. Then back to me. A slow grin spread across his face. “Oh.” “Oh no,” Cole muttered. “Oh yes.” The football player pointed dramatically. “You’re the pizza girl.” I froze. Bree lost her mind. Actually lost it. She doubled over laughing. The guy looked incredibly pleased with himself. Meanwhile, I wanted the floor to open and swallow me whole. “The what?” I asked. “The pizza girl.” He shrugged. “Ryder’s been talking about you all week.” Silence. Complete silence. My head snapped toward Cole. His expression immediately shifted into the look of a man reconsidering every life choice that had led him to this moment. The football player realized his mistake approximately three seconds too late. “Oh.” “Oh?” I repeated. “Maybe I wasn’t supposed to say that.” “No kidding.” Bree grabbed my arm. Hard. The woman was vibrating. “All week?” I could hear the excitement in her voice. She wasn’t even pretending to hide it. Cole glared at his teammate. The teammate wisely backed away. Fast. Coward. “All week?” Bree repeated. “No.” “Ryder.” “No.” “Ryder.” “It wasn’t all week.” I blinked. He immediately looked annoyed with himself. Because somehow that answer was even worse. Bree looked ready to ascend into another dimension. “Oh my God, it wasn’t all week. That’s your defense?” “Stop helping.” “I can’t.” I was trying very hard not to smile. Unfortunately, my face wasn’t cooperating. Cole noticed. Of course he did. His gaze dropped to my mouth for half a second. Then immediately returned to my eyes. Something strange tightened in my stomach. I didn’t like it. Okay. Maybe I liked it a little. Which was worse. I cleared my throat. “Bree and I should probably go.” Bree looked offended. “We just got here.” “You said one lap.” “I lied.” “I know.” Cole laughed. Actually laughed. The sound surprised me. It wasn’t smooth or calculated. It was real. And somehow that made him more dangerous. Because it reminded me he wasn’t just the football captain. He was a person. A very attractive person. Which wasn’t helping anything. My life had been significantly easier when he was simply the idiot next door who stole pizza. “You’re really leaving?” he asked. I shrugged. “That was the plan.” His eyes narrowed slightly. “The whole plan?” “Pretty much.” “Walk in. Walk out.” “Exactly.” A grin appeared. Slow. Knowing. Far too attractive. “You’re leaving out the part where you came in here and broke half the room.” I laughed. “What does that even mean?” His gaze drifted around the crowded living room. A surprising number of people were still watching. Wonderful. Just wonderful. Cole looked back at me. “It means every guy in here noticed when you walked through that door.” Heat flooded my cheeks. “No, they didn’t.” “They did.” “No.” “Maya.” The way he said my name made my stomach do something deeply unhelpful. “You don’t have to pretend.” I looked away first. Big mistake. Because now I was aware of every heartbeat. Every breath. Every inch of distance between us. The room suddenly felt warmer. Louder. Smaller. Beside me, Bree slowly started backing away. I narrowed my eyes. Immediately suspicious. “What are you doing?” “Nothing.” “You are absolutely doing something.” She checked her phone. A phone that hadn’t made a sound. “I just remembered I have somewhere to be.” “You live next door.” “Exactly.” “Bree.” She pointed at me. Then at Cole. Then gave me a thumbs-up. A thumbs-up. Like she was sending me into battle. “I believe in you.” My jaw dropped. She disappeared into the crowd before I could stop her. Traitor. Absolute traitor. I stared after her. Then turned back to Cole. “I am going to murder her.” His grin returned. “You’ll probably have to get in line.” Despite myself, I laughed. And for one brief second, standing in the middle of a packed football house didn’t feel awkward. It didn’t feel overwhelming. It didn’t even feel like revenge anymore. It just felt… Easy. Which should have terrified me. Because nothing about Cole Ryder was supposed to feel easy. And judging by the way he was looking at me, he was starting to realize the exact same thing.ColeThe closer we get to Maya’s dad’s apartment, the quieter she becomes.She hasn’t said more than a dozen words since we left my house.She just sits in the passenger seat wearing my hoodie, twisting the sleeves around her fingers so tightly I’m surprised the fabric hasn’t torn.Every few minutes she looks down at her phone, hoping for another message.There isn’t one.I keep glancing over at her whenever we stop at a light.She’s pale.Too pale.Like she’s trying to prepare herself for something she already knows is going to hurt.“You okay?” I ask softly.She lets out a humorless laugh.“That’s becoming everyone’s favorite question.”“I know.”She turns toward the window again.“I don’t know how to answer it anymore.”Neither do I.I reach across the center console and lace my fingers through hers.She squeezes my hand immediately.Not hard.Just enough to remind herself I’m here.We drive another fifteen minutes before my GPS announces we’ve arrived.The apartment complex isn’t
MayaI don’t move.I can’t.The words stay frozen on my phone screen while my brain stubbornly refuses to understand them.They came this morning. Everything’s gone.Everything.What does that even mean?Furniture?Clothes?Pictures?The apartment?My childhood?The room suddenly feels too small.Too warm.I can hear my own heartbeat pounding inside my ears.Cole says my name quietly, but it sounds far away.“Maya.”I blink once.Then twice.Nothing changes.My father’s text is still there.Everything’s gone.“I have to go.”The words leave my mouth automatically.Like breathing.Like instinct.I start climbing off the bed before I even realize I’m moving.I need my shoes.My purse.My keys.I need to get to my dad.I need to…I don’t even know what I need.I just know I can’t sit here.“I’m going with you.”Cole’s voice is calm.Steady.Certain.I shake my head immediately.“No.”“Maya.”“No.”I grab my hoodie from the chair and shove my arms into it so fast I almost put it on backwa
ColeI wake up before Maya does.For a second, I have no idea where I am.Then I feel the weight of her curled against my side, her head tucked beneath my chin, one hand fisted in the front of my T-shirt like she grabbed hold of me sometime during the night and never let go.My heart does that stupid thing again.The one it keeps doing around her.The one that reminds me I’ve completely, irrevocably fallen for this girl.Sunlight spills through the crack in my curtains, painting soft gold across the room. Somewhere downstairs, I hear a cabinet slam followed by Jake loudly arguing with someone over cereal.Normal.Everything outside this room is completely normal.Inside?Nothing about this feels normal anymore.Maya shifts in her sleep, her nose brushing lightly against my chest before she lets out the tiniest sigh I’ve ever heard.Jesus.She’s adorable.I brush a loose strand of hair away from her face as carefully as I can, trying not to wake her.She looks different asleep.Younger
MayaI don’t remember deciding to go to Cole’s house.One second I’m sitting in my car outside Po Folks, gripping the steering wheel while my father’s words replay in my head.Four months.He had lost his job four months ago.Four months of lying.Four months of pretending he was fine.Four months of me believing every crisis was just another bump in the road instead of the entire road collapsing underneath us.The next second, I’m pulling into my driveway with my chest so tight I can barely breathe.The house is mostly dark, except for the kitchen light and the soft glow coming from Bree’s bedroom upstairs. Logan’s truck is in the driveway, but I don’t go inside right away. I just sit there with my hands still on the steering wheel, staring at the football house next door.Cole’s house.Lights are on.Of course they are.The football house is never fully asleep. Even from my car, I can hear faint music, laughter, male voices yelling about something that sounds vaguely competitive and
MayaThere are two versions of my life.There’s the version where I’m with Cole.Where we laugh over miniature golf, argue over who cheated, text each other during the day, and somehow make an ordinary Wednesday feel like the best day I’ve had in months.And then there’s…This.“Table twelve needs drinks!” Andrea shouts from across the restaurant.“I got it!” I call back, grabbing two sweet teas before balancing them on my tray.The familiar smell of fried chicken, biscuits, and gravy wraps around me as country music hums through the speakers. Boots clack against the hardwood floor while conversations blend together into the same comfortable chaos I’ve worked in since freshman year.Po Folks hasn’t changed.Neither have the customers.Neither have the tips.For a few hours every shift, it’s almost easy to pretend nothing outside these walls exists.Almost.“Evenin’, sugar,” an older man says as I refill his coffee.“Can I get y’all anything else?”He smiles.“Another basket of biscuit
Chapter 106ColeCoach Daniels has a rule.Leave your bullshit in the locker room.The second you step onto my field, I don’t care if your girlfriend dumped you, your dog ran away, or you failed an exam. Football comes first.Normally, I don’t have a problem with that.Football has always been the one place where everything else disappears.Once the whistle blows, my brain shuts off. Reads become simple. Routes become instinct. The noise fades until all that matters is the next play.Today?Not a damn chance.“Ryder!”Coach’s voice cuts through the afternoon air just as the football whistles past my fingertips.It smacks into the turf behind me.“Again!”I curse under my breath and jog back toward the huddle.Jake falls into step beside me wearing the biggest grin I’ve ever wanted to punch off someone’s face.“You okay there, Romeo?”“I’m fine.”“Liar.”“I’m having an off day.”Jake laughs.“No, you’re having a girlfriend day.”I shoot him a look.“You ever stop talking?”“Nah.”Coach







