LOGINAs the search for my mother and sisters continued, I tried to stay calm, pushing back the constant wave of worry threatening to drown me. But whenever I was alone, the tears would come, unrelenting, no matter how hard I tried to hold them back.
How could I not worry? The people I loved most in the world were missing, and I had no idea if they were even alive. Seated among the remaining of my pack, the air around us was heavy with grief. Everyone here had lost someone, their parents, siblings, mates. The weight of our collective sorrow pressed down like a suffocating fog. “We can’t keep living in another pack’s territory when we have one of our own,” a voice broke through the silence. One of the older warriors stood, his tone firm as he addressed the group. I understood his frustration. Our pack had been decimated during the attack, our warriors killed, our homes burned. We weren’t strong enough to stand on our own, not yet. “I know,” I said, trying to reason with him, “but we need their help. There’s nothing we can do right now.” My words met resistance. Sad, hollow eyes turned toward me, silently disagreeing. “We can’t just wait,” the man pressed, his voice low and wary. His gaze darted around, as though he feared unseen eyes and ears. Something about his demeanor unsettled me. He was one of the strongest warriors left, yet he had survived an attack that claimed so many. The suspicion I’d been trying to ignore stirred again. “Princess…” The murmurs died as the Beta of the host pack, Kai, entered the circle. His presence commanded immediate attention. Towering and imposing, much like his Alpha, Ashvin, Kai’s very presence seemed to unsettle my pack members. Tension filled the air as all eyes turned toward him. I stood and stepped toward him, refusing to let my shorter frame diminish my authority. “As you can see, we’re holding a meeting. What are you doing here?” I demanded, crossing my arms. Kai’s lips twitched slightly, and for a moment, I thought he might smile. But his voice was all business when he spoke. “You can’t hold a meeting like this in our territory. It could be seen as a threat.” I narrowed my eyes at him, his words igniting a spark of defiance in me. But before I could respond, my attention was drawn to someone standing in the distance, watching us. It was him. Ashvin, the Alpha of this pack, stood with his arms crossed, his piercing eyes locked on mine. Fury rose in me, hot and sharp, as I brushed past Kai and strode toward Ashvin, my anger dragging me forward. “What the hell are you doing trying to stop me from meeting with my people?” I demanded, my voice trembling with rage as I came to a halt before him. Ashvin regarded me with a calm intensity, the flicker of interest in his gaze only fueling my irritation. “You should know better, Princess. We can’t allow another pack to gather like this on our land. You know how these things are perceived.” His voice was smooth, but the undercurrent of authority was unmistakable. A shiver ran down my spine at the sound of his voice, and I hated the way my body reacted to him. His presence unsettled me in ways I couldn’t explain. “Are you cold?” he asked, stepping closer. “No,” I snapped, but my voice betrayed me as a shudder escaped when his hand briefly rested on my shoulder. The contact was fleeting, but it left a burning imprint, a longing I didn’t want to acknowledge. “Oh, this is ridiculous,” I muttered under my breath, hating the war inside me. Before he could say more, a servant approached, bowing slightly. “Alpha Ashvin, Princess Zahra-Rose, you’re needed. The former Alpha and Luna wish to see you.” I turned without another word, walking away from Ashvin, determined to regain my composure. The tension in the room was palpable as I sat across from Ashvin and his parents. Kai stood silently nearby, his presence a constant reminder of the delicate situation we were in. Ashvin began, his voice firm and commanding. “We’ve received reports about the Dark East. Their actions are suspicious, and we have every reason to believe they’re behind the attack on your pack.” My hands clenched into fists at his words. My father had warned me of the Dark East’s ambitions. Their Alpha had once sought to strengthen his hold by demanding a marriage alliance with my family. My father’s refusal must have been the catalyst for their aggression. Ashvin continued, “We’ve sent scouts into their territory. We’ll catch them off guard and free your people.” His assurance was steady, his gaze meeting mine with an intensity that made it impossible to look away. I nodded slowly, my heart heavy with both hope and uncertainty. The former Alpha cleared his throat, drawing everyone’s attention. “If we’re to stand against the DarkEast, there’s something that must be done.” The room fell silent as he turned his gaze to Ashvin, then to me. “You two must marry.” My breath caught, and my eyes widened in shock. “Excuse me?” I exclaimed, the words spilling out before I could stop them. “This isn’t a suggestion,” the former Alpha said firmly. “It’s the only way to unite our packs and strengthen our position. Together, you’ll be unstoppable.” I turned to Ashvin, expecting him to argue. But he simply nodded, his expression unreadable. “I understand,” he said, his voice calm. I stared at him, anger and disbelief boiling within me. How could he agree so easily? Did this mean so little to him? “This isn’t fair,” I whispered, my voice shaking. Ashvin’s gaze softened slightly, but his tone remained resolute. “This isn’t about fairness, Zahra-Rose. It’s about survival.” As his words sank in, I felt the weight of responsibility pressing down on me. My people needed me. But was I ready to sacrifice my freedom, my future, for them?ASHVINKai had sent word almost immediately after reaching wherever Zahra-Rose and the Moonbright wolves were gathered. The urgency in his voice had been enough to make me leave my work unfinished.Now standing at the edge of the gathering I immediately understood why, the place was in chaos.Pack members crowded around in clusters, voices overlapped, accusations and anger ran through the place.Words I hadn’t heard clearly yet but knew weren’t good.What could have caused this level of unrest?The moment they noticed me the crowd split.Like water making way. I walked forward and then I saw them, two bodies lying on the ground.My eyes sharpened.The scent hit immediately, they were moonshine wolves. My pack wolves. My jaw tightened.Around me the tension thickened.Looking up, I recognized the two Elders who had come to my office.My mother stood nearby, Asael too, watching me and judging.My eyes continued scanning until I found her, Zahra.She stood frozen, her eyes
ASHVINI had been carrying this strange sense of euphoria ever since that kiss happened two days ago.I didn’t know how I had managed to go this long without kissing her because now that I had, I wanted more.After that kiss and everything that followed, we had stayed in the library for another hour pretending to search through records while trying very hard to keep our hands to ourselves.At least on my end.I tried not to linger too close, tried not to scent her more than necessary.But the memory of her lips kept returning at the worst moments and I knew that wasn’t what we needed right now.‘That makes two of us.’Zen sounded entirely too pleased.Ever since the kiss, he had been restless, excited.The mate bond had never felt this alive.It felt like something inside us had finally settled into place.Like the bond itself recognized the change and welcomed it.I felt her more now, the happiness she had been carrying.The warmth, the small bursts of excitement she pr
After spending another hour searching, bantering, and getting distracted somewhere in between, my head was full.Too full.First this ancestor of mine who had apparently wanted a princess badly enough that it became his downfall.Then Francis.His mate had searched for him all that time and even knowing he was alive, she still couldn’t bring him back.Then my mother.Somewhere.Maybe waiting.Waiting for my father.Waiting for me.Waiting for my sister.And we had searched everywhere we could think of and still nothing.Or worse, AsaelThe part of me I never liked revisiting.The part where I had loved someone so fiercely only for him to wake up one day and decide he no longer wanted me.I would have liked to say it hurt my pride.But it wasn’t pride.It was grief.He got tired.And one day he simply walked away.There had always been stories like that in the pack.Stories of broken mate bonds.Stories of wolves who stayed until they didn’t.Of people deciding t
We had been in the royal archive for over an hour now.Searching.Digging through every old and ancient history book our hands could reach.Well, my hands.Ashvin had completely refused to let me climb the ladder.The first time I reached for it, he gave me a look and declared himself officially responsible for retrieving books.So now whenever we needed one, all I had to do was point.And somehow without fail he would appear beside the shelf and bring it down for me.I laughed every single time he did it.But secretly…it warmed something inside me.Because he had meant what he said.We were a team.Right now, we had finally found the book.The book.According to Ashvin, every Alpha chosen by the Moon Goddess and accepted by their ancestral bloodline had their name appear inside this record.No one wrote it.No blood oath.No ceremony.No manipulation.When the time came, the name simply appeared.Which meant every generation waited before naming an heir.I tho
Alyaanah was beside herself.Hearing those words come out of Ashvin’s father had triggered something in her.We had smiled politely, nodded, told him we would think about it, and excused ourselves back to our chambers.But now, my entire day was ruined.‘Mine too, because what in the Moon Goddess’ name was that?’ Eira sounded just as irritated as I felt.How could he stand there and decide that offering himself in marriage to my sister because he wanted control of my pack was somehow reasonable?“And him standing there saying things like women can’t be Alphas and pack laws this, pack laws that, who exactly does he think he is?” Aly paced across the room.Her movements were sharp and restless.I knew this version of her.This was what she looked like when she was truly angry.I crossed the room and caught her hand, gently guiding her toward one of the chairs until we both sat.“You know he’s allowed to say what’s on his mind.”I sighed.“Moon knows we’ve been living under
Kai disappeared after promising to have a private conversation with Aly, leaving Ashvin and me alone.The conversation still hung in the air. I could feel all the tension I had been carrying these past few days multiplying inside my chest.Was there ever going to be a time when I could catch a real break?There were so many questions I wanted to ask, yet at the same time, there were answers I wasn’t sure I wanted to hear.When I looked up, I found Ashvin studying me carefully.There was no annoyance in his expression, but there wasn’t peace either.I cleared my throat and forced the question sitting at the back of my mind to come out.“Do you trust me?”The words escaped too quickly, before I could change my mind and ask something safer.Ashvin blinked, momentarily caught off guard.I immediately looked away.“I mean…” I corrected quickly. “Did you know my father had records here?”That should have come first.The first question had been too direct.Moongodess, I hoped h
“You were given to me?” The words echo around the empty space and I didn’t need to ask by whom, that answer was glaring right at me.The words didn’t just echo, they settled so deep and heavy, they felt like chains wrapping around my bones.My fist clenched at my sides, nails biting into my palms a
ZAHRA-ROSEAt this point, I’m getting used to the training. It doesn’t hurt as much anymore, and I think my body has finally adapted to the intensity of it. The soreness, the bruises, they no longer sting the way they used to.But even as my limbs grow stronger, my mind keeps drifting to tomorrow’s
ASHVIN HARVEY’S POVI rushed to her side the moment her eyes fluttered open.“Are you alright?” I asked, my voice sharp with concern as her gaze swept the room. She rubbed her eyes, adjusting to the daylight spilling through the window.“Ashvin?” Her voice was soft, strained.“I’m here.” I took her
I don’t know how or where the rumor all started, but suddenly, I could hear the whispers, the hushed, cutting words people spoke about me throughout the pack.I tried to ignore it at first, convincing myself it was temporary. That it would pass. But I was wrong. The whispers grew louder, sharp and







