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Chapter 7 Vane's Hesitation

Penulis: R.J. Sterling
last update Tanggal publikasi: 2026-03-18 01:02:53

The silence Damian leaves behind has weight. I use it the way he taught me without meaning to teach me anything. I fill it with numbers.

It presses on my eardrums, thick with the charged metal-smell he leaves behind. The whole room still feels tilted toward the door he left through.

He’s gone to handle the Harvester at the perimeter, and the warning he left with me is still sitting in my chest like a swallowed blade: stay put, or be fed to the wolves. I don’t stay put.

The live wire under my skin is vibrating at low voltage, making the marrow in my shins ache. Inside me, the child’s pulse has finally slowed, but it hasn’t decoupled from Damian’s frequency. I can still feel him somewhere in the estate.

The heavy, predatory thud of his heart comes through the child’s bond and into my own blood, a signal I can’t switch off. I need suppressants. I need to know why my skeleton is turning into a conductor.

I need both before Damian comes back with Thorne’s head and a new set of questions. Three minutes later, the door opens. Not Damian.

Sarah Jenkins. She stands in her maid’s uniform, expression professionally blank. The face of a woman paid to witness things, who long ago stopped letting any of it reach her face.

She doesn’t look at the crib post where the blade is hidden. She doesn’t look at my eyes.

“Dr. Vane is ready for your evening biometric scan, Miss Moore. The master has requested a full metabolic panel before dinner.”

I stand on knees that feel like rusted joints. I drape my hair forward as I move—a curtain for the pulse jumping in my neck.

“The master is occupied at the gate, Sarah. We’re following his schedule anyway?”

Her eyes find mine for a fraction of a second. A shadow crosses her face. I file it away to look at later.

“Especially now, Miss Moore. The Argus system doesn’t sleep because the perimeter is under fire.”

* * * The medical wing is a sterile cathedral: white light, brushed steel, antiseptic over-filtered air. Sarah stops at the pressurized lab doors and steps aside without a word, an usher to my own examination. Dr.

Julian Vane is hunched over his holographic terminal. He looks like he hasn’t slept since I arrived.

His lab coat is a map of old coffee stains, one black sock and one navy blue one visible beneath the desk, his thick-rimmed glasses sliding steadily toward the end of his nose as he stares at a cascade of silver data on the screen.

He doesn’t look up. His fingers run across the interface, but they’re trembling, a fine staccato shake he can’t quite control.

“Sit, Elena. Vitals first. The locket’s thermal feed is giving me impossible readings.”

I don’t sit. I move behind him, my boots silent on the medical-grade linoleum. I can hear his heart now—ragged and too fast, skipping beats the way an engine skips right before it seizes.

He isn’t frightened of me. He’s frightened of the data.

“Impossible,” I say softly, my breath grazing the back of his ear.

“Or just unauthorized?”

He goes rigid. The data stream freezes on the screen. He turns his head slowly, as though confirming what he already knows is there.

His eyes are bloodshot behind the lenses.

“You shouldn’t be back here. You sit. I scan. I report to Marcus. That is the structure.”

“Marcus is in the security sub-level trying to diagnose why his satellite uplink keeps flickering.”

I lean past him, my eyes finding the holographic cross-section on his screen—my own torso, rendered in digital blue, the ribcage wrapped in silver webbing, bright as filament behind frosted glass.

“And Damian is killing a man at the perimeter gate. You’re alone, Julian. For the first time since I arrived, the only set of eyes watching this room is yours.”

He stares at the screen. At the bright web of light around my lungs. At my face.

“Your leukocytes are being displaced by a synthetic alloy,” he says, voice barely a sound.

“It shouldn’t be possible at this gestational stage. You should be in multi-organ failure. The skeletal conversion isn’t projected to begin until the third trimester, and you’re already at forty-two percent sync.”

He swallows.

“Why aren’t you dead?”

“Because the child needs me alive.”

I grip the back of his chair. The reinforced plastic dents under my fingers.

“Listen carefully, Doctor. You have two options. You send that data packet to the central server—Marcus sees the manifestation, the Syndicate’s Market Correction protocol triggers inside twenty minutes, and they harvest me, the child, and the man who let the prototype mutate on his watch. Or.”

“I’m a scientist,” he says faintly.

“I follow the data.”

“The data is a death warrant with your name on a footnote.”

I take his wrist. The pulse hammers; the skin is already clammy. I hold it firmly, not cruelly.

“If you hide the shift and Damian finds out later, he kills you for the deception. If you report it now, the Syndicate processes you to ensure the formula doesn’t spread. You’re dead in both versions of the story, Julian.”

I pause.

“Unless you lie to them both.”

“And what do I get,” he whispers, “for betting my life on a surrogate with glowing veins?”

“You get to walk out the back door when the Moore remnants come for this house.”

I release his wrist and point to the blinking red upload icon in the corner of his screen.

“Scrub the silver readings. Mask the manifestation as a metabolic fever. Call it equipment noise off the perimeter surge. Give me the suppressants I need to keep the threads below the skin, and you stay outside the blast radius when this detonates.”

Julian looks at the holographic silver webbing around my ribs. Then at my face. I let him see it—open my eyes and let the metallic threads pulse once, twice, in perfect time with his own panicked heartbeat.

“You’re a Moore legacy carrier,” he says.

“Not just a surrogate. You’re the living prototype.”

“I’m a mother who doesn’t want to be watched.”

I straighten.

“Delete the packet. Now.”

His hand hovers over the Purge command. This is the hinge point. If he clicks it, he’s made his choice.

If he doesn’t, I’ll have to neutralize him here and find the suppressants myself—a problem that likely ends with me in a body bag before midnight. A drop of sweat tracks down his temple and lands on his collar.

The lab’s internal sensors chime: high-clearance biometric incoming. One hallway. Moving fast.

Damian.

“He’s back,” I say.

“Decide.”

Julian’s face does something complicated. A decade of corporate conditioning, losing a fight to the plain math of staying alive. His finger twitches.

Click. The holographic torso vanishes. The silver data collapses into a standard metabolic report.

A notification blinks on the secondary monitor: PACKET 09-S: DELETED — SOURCE: CORRUPTED HARDWARE ARCHIVE. Julian sags. His hands disappear under the desk to hide the shaking.

The pressurized doors open. Damian walks in with rain still on his collar, his white shirt open at the throat, the tendons in his neck carrying the tension of a man who just ended something at speed. He smells of ammunition and cold air.

His eyes find mine at once, scanning, measuring, then slide to Julian.

“Elena,” he says.

“You’re out of bed.”

“Julian needed the biometrics. He said the locket was throwing error codes.”

My voice is level. My heart mimics his rhythm. Slow.

Predatory. Deliberate. Damian moves toward the terminal.

He stands behind Julian’s chair, his hand resting on the backrest in exactly the spot my grip had left impressions in the plastic. He leans forward, eyes scanning the logs. I hold my breath.

He straightens. His thin, razored smile appears.

“Static,” he says.

He looks at Julian’s hands—still trembling against his thighs.

“You seem unwell, Doctor. The stress of this project becoming unmanageable?”

“Just caffeine, sir,”

Julian manages.

“Too much.”

Damian taps the side of the monitor once.

“Make sure the next report is clean. I don’t like losing data on my investments.”

He turns to me. His hand finds the side of my face, palm warm against my jaw. To any camera in the room it reads as concern for a fragile surrogate.

“Thorne is gone,” he says quietly.

“But he confirmed the Syndicate’s interest has escalated. They want the whole vessel now, Elena. Not a sample.”

His forehead drops toward mine. In the sterile silence of the lab, the child’s heartbeat skips once, then realigns to his.

“Marcus is preparing the sunroom for lockdown,” he murmurs.

“But I have a better plan. We’re going to give the Syndicate exactly what they’re looking for. Just not where they expect to find it.”

He pulls back, something dark and hungry in his eyes that has nothing to do with the science.

“Vane. High-dose neuro-suppressants. I want her vitals flatlined for travel. She needs to look dead on every scanner the Syndicate has in the sky.”

Julian nods, hands already reaching for the refrigeration unit. Damian opens his fingers and drops something on the floor between us. A small device, crushed, its casing warped, coated in a silver residue I know on sight.

“The Harvester didn’t come alone,” Damian says, his eyes on mine.

“And he wasn’t the only one who knew the DNA Key’s location. Your brother has been very busy.”

My heart stops. Damian grinds the tracker under his heel until it’s fragments.

“We leave at midnight. Julian. If she isn’t ready, you’ll be the first thing I feed to the next wave.”

The doors seal behind him. Julian and I sit in the aftermath. He raises his head and looks at me, and for the first time since I arrived there’s no fear in his face.

Just two people who have done the same grim sum and landed on the same answer.

“He knows I lied,” Julian whispers.

“He just wants to watch what I do next.”

I’m not listening. I’m looking at the silver residue on the fragments of the crushed tracker.

If Leo sent that, if it was a beacon and not a warning, then I have six hours to find out whether my brother is trying to save me or whether they already turned him.

I reach into my robe and find the weight of the stolen tablet. Midnight. Six hours.

So I start counting—not the cameras this time, not the guards. The inches. The exact, narrowing distance between the place Damian stands when he reads my pulse and the soft hollow of his throat where a titanium needle would end him.

Forty-one inches tonight. Last night it was forty-three. He is getting closer every time he comes to measure me, and one of these nights the number is going to be small enough, and only one of us is going to know it.

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