Chapter 2: The Impossible Choice

The finger was still on the floor.

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I couldn't stop looking at it.

I knew it was his. I knew it the way you knew things about the people you loved without needing to think about it. The thickness of that knuckle. The old burn scar on the side from when I was four and he grabbed a hot iron off the stove before it fell on me. I knew every mark on my father's hands.

That was his hand.

The bile came up fast. I swallowed it back down hard and looked away and tried to think about something else and couldn't.

Varek had moved to the desk.

He dropped a thick leather book onto the granite and the sound of it made me flinch. He didn't look at me. Just stood there flipping it open like I wasn't bleeding on his floor. Like the thing on the marble behind me wasn't there.

"Your father was a thief," he said. Flat. Like he was reading a shopping list.

I shifted on my knees. They were killing me. The zip-tie had gone slick with blood and my hands were mostly numb now. "He didn't steal anything. We barely paid rent."

Varek moved to a side table. Poured himself a drink. Didn't offer me one. The smell of it drifted across the room, sharp and smoky and expensive. Everything in this room was expensive. Everything in this room cost more than anything I had ever touched in my life.

"He skimmed the northern shipping lanes for ten years," Varek said. He took a slow sip. "The debt was his. Now it's yours."

"Then shoot me," I said.

I don't know where that came from. It just came out. Tasted like the blood still sitting on my tongue.

Varek put his glass down.

He turned and looked at me properly for the first time since I'd been thrown in here. His eyes were dark. The color of old motor oil. Cold in a way that had nothing to do with the temperature of the room.

"A dead girl doesn't pay anything back," he said.

He reached behind his back and pulled out a knife.

I scrambled. My boots slipped on the polished floor and I went nowhere fast. He crossed the room before I found my feet, grabbed my jacket, pulled me forward and shoved the blade between my wrists.

The zip-tie snapped.

What happened next was the worst thing I had felt all night. The feeling coming back into my hands. A thousand needles all firing at once. I bent forward and pressed my head to the cold floor and just breathed through it making sounds I couldn't control and didn't care about anymore.

Varek stepped over me like I was furniture.

He pulled a stack of papers from his desk and dropped them on the granite.

"The syndicate is bleeding," he said. "Tokyo and London think I'm too unstable to hold the inner ring. They want someone else in charge."

I sat up slowly. Pressed my hands flat on my thighs. "What does that have to do with me?"

"Shareholders like married men," he said. He leaned back against the desk and crossed his arms. "Looks stable. Six months. A contract marriage. You stand next to me. You smile when I need you to. You play the part." He looked at me. "Do that and the four million disappear."

I stared at him.

Then I laughed.

I couldn't help it. It just came out not a nice laugh, not a funny laugh, the kind that came out when something was so ridiculous your body didn't know what else to do with it. A whole mechanic from the outer rim. Me. Four million. A contract marriage to a man who had just thrown me across a city in the back of a car with zip-ties on my wrists.

Four million.

I couldn't even say that number in my head without it falling apart. I had spent my whole life counting small things. Copper wire by the kilo. Rent by the week. Food by what was left after everything else. Four million wasn't a number in my world. It was a sound. Something people said in films about other people's lives. And he was offering to make it vanish, a rounding error on his end, a footnote on mine.

"You want a mechanic from the outer rim to play your wife," I said.

"Tor watched you in the hallway," he said. He looked at my hands. At the marks the tie had left. "You already move like you were trained for something. You just need different clothes."

And that was when something shifted.

Not dramatically. Not with a big feeling or a moment I could point to exactly. Just something in me that had been bent a certain way my whole life straightened up.

My father had not bled on cold garage floors for twenty years to produce a footnote. He had drilled the form into me until it lived in my body and not just my head, and he had done it for a reason. Maybe I hadn't fully understood that reason until right now. But I understood it now.

I got up.

My legs were shaking badly. I locked my knees and kept my eyes level and I did not look at the floor where my father's finger was lying on the marble and I walked to the desk.

I stopped close enough to smell the scotch on his breath.

"No," I said.

The boredom left his face. Just gone. Replaced by something cold and very still.

"Excuse me?"

"I'll sign it," I said. My left leg was going. My voice wasn't. "But I say the terms first. My father, if you took the finger, he's still breathing. I want proof of that tonight. And I want him in a medical room. Tonight. Not tomorrow."

The room went quiet in a heavy way.

Varek looked at me for a long moment without blinking. Then the corner of his mouth moved. Just slightly. Not a smile. The look of someone who had just found something unexpected in a place they weren't looking.

He stepped into my space.

I kept my feet where they were.

His hand came up slowly. Fingers cold and rough. He pressed his thumb against the side of my throat right over my pulse. It was going so fast. I knew he could feel it. I didn't move.

He picked up the heavy metal pen from the desk and pressed it into my raw palm. Wrapped his hand around mine. Squeezed my fingers around it.

He leaned down until his mouth was right next to my ear.

"He gets a doctor," he said. Very quiet. "But hear me. If you run or if you make me look stupid in front of Tokyo "

His thumb pressed down hard on my pulse.

"I won't just kill him. I'll take him apart piece by piece until you beg me to stop."

He let go and stepped back.

I stared at the papers on the desk.

My hand was shaking so badly the pen scratched across the stone when I leaned down.

I thought about my father. About twenty years of cold garage floors and bleeding shins and a man who had been hiding me from something I didn't yet fully understand and had given me every tool he had to survive it.

I breathed once.

And I signed my name.