LOGINI didn't sleep that night.
I sat in the nursing chair long after my baby settled, the door closed, the room swallowed in darkness, turning the same sharp images over and over in my mind until they cut deeper each time. The way Celeste stood in that doorway. The way she had looked at my son. Not with warmth. Not with the soft, involuntary pull that babies draw from almost anyone. No—this was measured and deliberate. Like she was studying something that already belonged to her. The memory sat cold in my stomach, refusing to loosen its grip. By morning the decision hardened inside me. I was going to talk to Dominic. Not about the messages. Not yet. Just about this—about a woman who was in our home for less than two weeks and was already standing outside my baby's room at nine at night like she had every right. I would stay calm and specific. I would say exactly what I saw and force him to respond. That was the plan. I waited until I heard the front door click shut behind Celeste at eight-fifteen. I counted to ten, slow and deliberate, then walked to the bedroom. Dominic stood at the mirror adjusting his tie—those automatic motions, hands working without thought, his mind already miles away. He caught my reflection and asked, “Everything okay?” “I want to talk to you.” His hands paused for half a second on the silk. “I’ve got a nine o’clock meeting.” “This won’t take long.” I sat on the edge of the bed, deliberate, anchoring myself there so he’d understand this wasn’t casual hallway chatter. “It’s about Celeste. I'm uncomfortable with her presence.” He turned from the mirror then. Really looked at me. “Uncomfortable how?” “She makes me uncomfortable.” My voice stayed level, but I felt the strain in my throat. “I need you to hear that clearly—not as some complaint, but as something I’m telling you because you’re my husband and I need you to know.” He waited. “She’s been here less than two weeks and she’s already rearranged the kitchen to your preferences. Not mine. Yours. She sits at our dinner table and steers conversations I can’t even get a foothold in. She’s inserting herself into the center of this household, and you’re letting her do it like it’s completely normal.” I swallowed. “And last night I found her standing in the nursery doorway, just… looking at Luca.” “She heard him—” “He didn’t cry. He stirred. There’s a difference.” I held his gaze, my pulse loud in my ears. “And the way she was looking at him, Dominic… It didn’t feel like someone who heard a baby and got worried. It felt like something else. I can’t explain it better right now, but I need you to take this seriously.” Silence stretched between us. For one fragile moment I thought—he’s going to hear me. He’s actually going to hear me. Then he reached for his jacket draped over the chair. “You’re being insecure, Amara.” He said it flatly, like stating tomorrow’s weather. Already decided. He picked up his phone from the nightstand and glanced at the screen, the conversation apparently over. I kept going anyway, words tumbling out about the dinner table, the kitchen, the way Celeste moved through our home like she already knew its rhythms. Three sentences in, I realized he wasn’t listening at all. He was scrolling, I stopped mid-sentence. He didn’t even glance up. I sat there on the edge of our bed, watching him scroll, the silence pressing in like a weight on my chest. I stopped talking and he didn’t notice. Not because he was distracted—because what I was saying was already dismissed, filed away under insecure. I stood up, legs unsteady. “I need to get Luca up,” I said quietly. “Mmm.” Eyes still on the phone. “I’ll be late tonight.” I left before my voice could crack. I had Luca strapped against my chest in the carrier and was out of the apartment by nine. I didn’t choose a direction. My feet simply moved, the city rising around us, Luca’s warmth the only steady thing while my mind spun in the same tight, painful loop. “You’re being insecure “, the words chased me all the way to Nina’s building. I pressed her buzzer before I could second-guess myself. The intercom crackled. “Hello?” “It’s me.” A short pause. Then the door buzzed open. She was waiting in the hallway when the lift doors opened—still in her scrubs from the night shift, hair pulled back tight, mug clutched in both hands like it was the only thing keeping her grounded. One look at my face and she stepped aside without a word. No questions, just quiet space. I stepped inside. I sat at her kitchen table and poured it all out. Nina listened without moving, her face tight with focus. When I finished she set her mug down carefully. “You were right,” I whispered, voice raw. “About everything. You’ve been right for weeks and I kept telling you I was fine.” She looked at me for a long moment, something heavy in her eyes. “I know darling,” she said quietly. No triumph in it. Just the quiet grief of someone who would have given anything to be wrong. She reached across the table and covered my hand with hers, warm and steady. “Okay,” she said. “So now we gotta figure out what we’re actually dealing with.” “I don’t even know what it is yet,” I said, the words catching. “I don’t know if she and Dominic are—I don’t know what—” I couldn’t finish. “I know.” She squeezed my hand tighter. “But we need to understand what we’re looking at before you do anything.” She stood. “Stay there.” She disappeared into the living room. I heard her open her laptop. When she returned she sat right beside me instead of across the table, turning the screen so we could both see. She typed, scrolled, then stopped. “I did some digging after our last conversation,” she said, voice low. “I hope that’s okay.” “What kind of digging?” “The quiet kind.” She angled the laptop toward me. “Look at this.” It was a professional event photo—glossy, polished, full of people in expensive clothes with performance connection. Near the right edge was unmistakably Celeste. She was laughing at something the man beside her said, turned toward him with easy familiarity. The man was silver-haired, broad-shouldered, radiating the kind of power that doesn’t need to announce itself. “Do you know him?” Nina asked. Something about his face tugged at a memory—business pages, maybe. “No,” I said slowly. “His name is Richard Holt.” Nina’s tone stayed careful. “Senior director of acquisitions at Renford Capital.” The name landed like ice in my veins. Renford Capital. Dominic always spoke about it with that particular tightness—the rival that had been circling Sinclair Group for over a year. The one that made his board nervous. The name I overheard in hushed, angry conversations behind closed doors. His most dangerous competitor. Nina gave me a moment to absorb it. “It might be nothing,” she added. “Celeste runs in those circles. She could know people from Renford through—” “It’s not nothing,” I cut in, sharper than I meant. Nina went quiet. I kept staring at the photo—at the settled ease between them. Not stiff networking politeness. Something deeper. Like two people who didn’t need to pretend. “It’s not nothing,” I repeated, softer this time, almost to myself. Nina closed the laptop with deliberate slowness. We sat there in her kitchen, the weight of it settling over me. Everything that had been building since that moment on the bathroom counter, since the nursery doorway, since “you’re being insecure, Amara”, it shifted and hardened. It took on a shape I could finally see. This wasn’t just about my marriage anymore. This was something bigger and darker. And I was only beginning to understand how deep it went.I didn't sleep after Diana's call.I lay in the dark with Dominic breathing steadily beside me, the words looping relentlessly through my head.“Someone specifically flagged your name. Before Celeste ever came to your home.”I wasn't a casualty in someone else's plan. I was the plan.I lay there until the room turned gray with dawn, until my baby stirred and I carried him to the nursing chair. In that fragile early-morning quiet, with my son warm against my chest and the city slowly waking outside the window, I stopped turning over Celeste and holding companies and corporate rivals.I went somewhere else. I went back to the beginning.I fell in love with Dominic Sinclair on a Tuesday afternoon in a coffee shop that doesn't exist anymore.I've thought about that a lot lately. You can walk down that street now and find a pharmacy where it used to be. No trace left. No marker. Just a place that became something else while nobody was paying attention. That's how it is with most things th
I drove home from Nina's with the photograph burned behind my eyes. Celeste. Richard Holt. Eighteen months ago. That comfortable, familiar lean between them that didn't look like a first meeting. It looked like two people who already shared secrets nobody else was supposed to know about.I sat in the underground car park for a long time, engine off, Luca breathing softly in the back, and I thought.Every direct approach had failed. Confronting Dominic got me “insecure”. Asking about Celeste got me rehearsed answers. Reaching across the table got me nothing at all.Direct was the wrong tool. I got Luca out of the car seat, took the lift up, opened the front door, and smiled.Celeste was in the kitchen using my good ceramic teapot—the one I bought at a market years ago, the one I kept for myself. She looked up when I came in.“You were out early,” she said.“Just a walk.” I set my bag down, moved to the counter, completely unbothered. “Good morning?”She tilted her head. Just slightly
I didn't sleep that night.I sat in the nursing chair long after my baby settled, the door closed, the room swallowed in darkness, turning the same sharp images over and over in my mind until they cut deeper each time.The way Celeste stood in that doorway. The way she had looked at my son.Not with warmth. Not with the soft, involuntary pull that babies draw from almost anyone. No—this was measured and deliberate. Like she was studying something that already belonged to her. The memory sat cold in my stomach, refusing to loosen its grip.By morning the decision hardened inside me. I was going to talk to Dominic.Not about the messages. Not yet. Just about this—about a woman who was in our home for less than two weeks and was already standing outside my baby's room at nine at night like she had every right. I would stay calm and specific. I would say exactly what I saw and force him to respond.That was the plan.I waited until I heard the front door click shut behind Celeste at eig
"Nice to meet you," I said.The words tasted like ash. I stood frozen in my own entrance hall, Luca warm and heavy against my chest, a stranger’s expensive suitcase planted at my feet like it already belonged. I smiled anyway—the tight, automatic smile women learn when their mind is racing and their heart is trying not to scream. Celeste smiled back, warm and perfectly calibrated, the smile of someone who already mapped out every move. Maybe she had. I was still trying to catch up.Dominic showed her the east wing himself. I stayed behind in the kitchen, gripping the counter as their footsteps faded down the hallway—his low voice explaining something unnecessary, her soft, easy laugh drifting back. Not polite, not guest-like. Comfortable. The kind of laugh that comes from shared history, from inside jokes I wasn’t part of.I put the kettle on with hands that weren’t quite steady. I told myself it was nothing. I made one cup of tea. Not two.The first three days were almost tolerabl
I poured my heart out to Diana. Sitting there in the nursing chair with Luca warm and heavy against my chest, the morning light still thin and uncertain, I let it all spill out. The hair on his collar. The name that kept appearing. The fourteen messages. The hand that stayed limp under mine like dead weight. Five flat words in the dark, followed by the slow, even sound of him sleeping while I stared at nothing.For the first time. It sounded worse than I’d imagined. Diana didn’t speak right away when I finished. She wasn’t hunting for the right words—she always had them ready. She was simply letting mine settle, letting the weight of them press down on me so I couldn’t snatch them back.Then, quietly: “Meet me for coffee. Today.”“Diana, I have Luca—”“Bring him along. Today, Amara.”She was already at the table when I arrived.Diana Cross was forty-five and carried herself like someone who had stopped performing for rooms a long time ago. Silver threading through her natural hai
I did not sleep at all that night, not for one single minute, as those three messages continued to sit inside my chest like shards of glass. My baby finally cried out and gave me a reason to get up and move through the motions of another day.I got through the morning on pure autopilot, sustained only by my fierce love for my baby and the particular stubbornness of a woman who quietly decided that today would not be the day she allowed herself to fall apart completely.But somewhere between the six o’clock feeding and the nine o’clock nap, something inside me shifted in a way that felt both inevitable and terrifying. I was not yet ready to face the reality of Celeste or to pull on that dangerous thread and watch the rest of my life unravel, but the growing distance between us—the long weeks of careful politeness and a husband who moved through our shared home as though I was a stranger, that was something I believed I could still do something about if I tried.After my baby slept,







