LOGIN"Wanna give one a go?" I suggest to her with a small grin."Might be a bit premature, don't think Max is the marriage type quiet yet" She responds with a quiet giggle, then catches herself as we all stop and gape at her. She hasn't mentioned Max in that context in a very long time. Behind Poppy, Fra
"It's stunning sweetheart, absolutely stunning" My mum comments excitedly as I allow my hands to rest at my sides, my reflection making my heart race quickly. I'm wearing a wedding dress. Maybe not the wedding dress, but a wedding dress none the less. It all seems insane to think that I had spent th
Fran, Bianca and now Sarah are at the racks, perhaps browsing for me or for Fran, who recently moved to London and is flat hunting with her boyfriend Zayn."They have wedding dresses at charity shops? I can't tell if that's bleak or romantic" Poppy comments quietly to me as I sit down beside her."
"You are referred to as exactly what you are, a man, while I am referred to as my relationship to you, a wife. Like the only identifiable thing about me is that now I am your wife but you still get to be a man in your own right" I explain. It's something that's always irked me while watching TV show
"You forget we had sex in a bookstore?" Rhode leans in close and murmurs to me, heat rising on my cheeks instantly. One of my wilder moments I would say."Did not forget that, but I'd rather not have to explain that story to, well anyone" I say with an embarrassed giggle. I definitely told at least
"Please, take it" He states in a soft tone that makes butterflies flit around my stomach. "When?" He adds with a little more urgency."How about, before the years end?" I suggest. It's early October now so going into the colder England months, it's not exactly going to be extraordinary weather but t
One of the pieces of advice Poppy gave me was to play some music or a podcast through your headphones while feeding, because it can be a long and boring process. But as of now I can't imagine ever feeling bored when she's in my arms. I get to stare at her for so long, notice tiny details about her,
"We're both very lucky to have you" I tell him sincerely. Rhode's head cranes up ones more to cheek on Juni before a wide grin sweeps across his face."Nah, I'm still the lucky one here. I wouldn't want this with anyone else but you" He tells me with sincerity."Did you really just give me the clich
"You changed a lot for me too" I mumble with a soft smile as Ambrose passes Juniper back to Rhode. From the angle of my bed I could swear that there is a smile on her small lips as Rhode holds her close. Rhode has had so much hidden anxiety about whether he would be a good father, but I've never had
There are so many points along the way where our paths could have changed. I didn't have to ask Poppy how she could afford her extravagant lifestyle, or said no when she offered to introduce me to Lory at the Angel Club. I could have said no to the date with Rhode, or pretended I wasn't home when Am







