LOGIN||Mira ||
Friday didn't arrive so much as collapse through the door. By the time my last midterm ended, I had nothing left. Exam week had wrung me out completely,no thoughts, no feelings, just a body running on habit and the memory of caffeine. The walk back to my dorm happened without me. My legs moved. My mind didn't. I barely remembered unlocking the door. I dropped my bag near the entrance, kicked off my shoes, made it exactly three steps toward my bed before something hit me square in the face. I yelped and stumbled backward. "Up." I pulled the fabric off my head and stared at it. Then at Lisandra. She stood in my doorway looking completely, infuriatingly fine. Dark curls perfect, makeup untouched, dressed like she was about to step into a campaign shoot she'd never admit to following. I looked down at what she'd thrown at me. A black dress. I let myself fall backward onto the mattress with a groan. “No." "Oh, absolutely yes." "I'm exhausted and dead. Have some respect the dead." The bed dipped and she grabbed my ankle. "Lis. Please." "No, Mira. You've been locked in this room for five days living on caffeine and panic. The only time you went out was to write your exam. I can't accept that.” "You're being highly dramatic." "Am I?” she raised a brow. “You accused your anatomy textbook of gaslighting you." Frowning, I cracked one eye open. "It knew what it was doing." That got a snort out of her. Then she yanked my ankle hard. "Get up." "I'm falling apart." "You're being dramatic." "I'm exhausted." "You will feel better once we're out." "That feels unrelated." She crossed her arms and gave me that look; the one that meant fighting back was a complete waste of time. “You need fresh air, loud music, and one terrible decision. It'll reset you." "I make terrible decisions all the time.” She raised one brow. I sighed. "Fine. Mostly great decisions." "Exactly. Tonight we fix that." Under normal circumstances I would have fought harder. But there's a particular kind of exhaustion where giving in stops feeling like surrender and starts feeling like relief. And Lisandra, in six months of friendship, had never once lost an argument she actually wanted to win. Thirty minutes later, she had tamed my hair, done my makeup, and poured me into the black dress. An hour after that, I was standing outside The Vortex wondering where my common sense had gone. The line wrapped halfway down the block, with students packed together under blue and white neon, laughter spilling out in bursts, music thumping faintly through the walls like a second heartbeat. The whole place radiated energy I simply did not have. Lisandra looked thrilled. Before I could suggest turning around, she was already pulling me toward the entrance. The bouncer looked at her and lifted the rope without a word. Of course he did. I followed her inside and immediately regretted every choice that had led to this moment. The heat hit first, then the sound. Bass moved through the floor and settled in my chest like a second pulse. Lights cut through the crowd in blinding streaks of blue and silver. The air was thick with perfume and sweat and alcohol, and beneath all of it something sharp that made every one of my senses prickle. Anya stirred. Too much, she said. I didn't disagree. Then Lisandra's hand clamped around my arm bringing out of my head. "I just saw someone I need to confront for personal growth reasons. Wait for me at the bar." "That sounds incredibly—" She was gone before I finished the sentence. I stared at the space she'd left behind. "Traitor." I made my way to the bar, ordered the first thing that sounded bearable, and found a small table near the edge of the room where I could watch without being swallowed. The first sip burned. The second went down easier. By the third, the music felt slightly less like an attack. But my senses were still struggling. The club was a wall of cheap cologne and spilled drinks and body heat, too much layered on too much. My Lycan instincts, usually sharp enough to track a single scent across a crowded room, were completely useless in all of it. I was halfway through deciding whether slipping out would count as social participation when it happened. That shift. The sudden awareness, the specific feeling of being watched. Not by a drunk student, but by a shifter whose attention had settled entirely on me. My body went rigid before my brain caught up. "Excuse me." He was already standing beside my table, like he'd stepped out of the crowd and the crowd hadn't noticed. He was tall with dark hair loose across his forehead, like he'd run a hand through it and stopped caring. His jacket was plain black, but the kind of plain that costs more than it looks. He wore it the way people wear things when money has never been something they had to think about. But it was his eyes that stopped me. Honey-colored, steady and fixed entirely on me. "I seem to have lost my friends," he said. His voice was cheerful and very friendly. "And you looked like the only person here who might know where they are." I stared at him for a beat unimpressed. "That's your opening line?" "Did it work?" "Not even close." The corner of his mouth curved up. "Good. I'd be worried if it did." He sat down across from me like he'd always planned to. Something about him felt off. Not dangerous exactly, just wrong in a way I couldn't locate. The club churned around us, all noise and movement and heat. He sat in the middle of it like none of it could reach him, too still, too composed, as if he was used to chaos. "I'm Kael." The name shouldn't have meant anything. And yet something shifted in my chest. It was small and impossible to name. I frowned. "Mira." Something quickly moved across his face when I said it and was gone before I could read it. But it was there, and for a reason I couldn't explain, it bothered me. The conversation should have ended after a few polite sentences. It didn't. He was easy to talk to in a way I hadn't expected, asking just enough to keep me in it, never pushing further than I wanted to go. And I relaxed. Worse, I laughed. Actually laughed, in the middle of a club I hadn't wanted to enter, with a stranger I didn't trust. Then Anya purred. "He feels familiar." My fingers locked around my glass. "What?" She didn't answer. I felt her lean forward inside me with interest, not on guard, nor wary. Reaching toward something she recognized. A knot pulled tight in my stomach. I cleared my throat and downed the entire contents of the glass. Then the air changed. It was subtle at first. A sudden charge to everything, like the room had drawn a breath and forgotten to exhale. No one else noticed. But I felt it land on my skin like a warning. "Mira. Something is wrong." Anya's voice pitched high in my scalp. “The drink.” Panic slammed through me. “Anya?” No answer. Then the disappearance. My breath stopped. I glanced down at the empty glass before I reached for her in the place she always lived and found nothing, not silence, or distance. Absence. Like something had reached inside me and severed our bond. I looked up at Kael. The warmth was gone from his face. All of it, as if it had never been there. He watched me with the detached calm of someone observing a plan arrive at its conclusion, the laughter we’d shared seconds ago completely erased. "What did you do to my Lycan?" My voice cracked with fear. "Ask your brothers," he said. "Ask Zane and Zander." The way he said their names with so much venom made my stomach drop straight through the floor. "What… how…" I tried to push back from the table. My hands wouldn't grip. My legs had already given up. The lights above me bled into dizzy streaks of blue as I forced myself to stay awake and the room tilted sideways. His cold, careful expression never wavered as he tracked the exact progress of his trap. "You're leaving with me." “No, I'm not.” I tried to scream. No sound came. I told my legs to move. They didn't listen. The floor came up fast and then arms caught me, firm and perfectly timed for my collapse before I could hit the ground. The last thing I saw before the dark took me was his face. He looked smug and unsurprised, as though my collapse was merely the final step in something he’d planned long ago.|| Mira || We moved down a back staircase and through a passage that smelled like stone and cold air until we were outside. It was fully dark with the moon and the stars being the only source of light. Two black SUVs were running on the gravel, exhaust coming up in thin streams. Men stood waiting near the back one. Where was he taking me? My heart skipped at the thought. Kael stopped. Let go of my arm as one of the men approached with a strip of dark fabric. I stared at it with fear crawling up my throat. "No." "That wasn't a question." "Neither was that." His jaw tightened. "You have two choices. Put it on yourself or I'll do it." "And if I scream?" "Nobody will hear you." There was no drama in his voice. Just a fact. "Blindfolding me doesn't change anything. I already don't know where I am." "I like to keep it that way," he said. "I have no one to tell and nowhere to run." "I know and that's not why I'm doing it." "Then why?" "Because I want to see you
|| Mira ||Night fell too quickly for my liking.One minute there was a thin line of light coming through the tiny space in the boarded window near the ceiling. The next it was gone. The room felt smaller without it. Like the walls had moved in while I wasn't looking.Kael had been gone for hours but his last words were still hanging over my head. Tonight is going to require more from you than today did. I had turned that over a hundred times since he left and I still couldn't figure out what it meant, only that it wasn't nothing. Men like him didn't warn you by accident.I couldn't sit still. I tried the bed, the floor, and the edge of the window. Nothing helped. There was a bad feeling building in my stomach, the feeling of knowing something was coming but not knowing what. I couldn't shake it.Kael was somewhere in this house planning whatever tonight was. I could feel it the same way you felt bad weather before it arrived. The air in the room felt too heavy.I had been in difficul
|| Kael ||"Get up."I pulled a shirt over her head and hauled her upright before she could decide whether to fight me.Her laugh came out frenzy. It was short and breathless. "Back to the cage?"I grabbed her around the waist and put her over my shoulder.She went rigid after a gasp. "Put me down, you asshat.” Her fists hit my back. I ignored her tantrums and walked."I said put me down." She kicked ball hard enough that I staggered in my steps and bent over a little with a wince. "I can walk.""I don’t give a shit.""Then why are you doing this?""Because I can." I resumed my strides. “And I have.”She hit me harder. "You enjoy this, don't you? Having someone to carry around like a trophy. Does it make you feel powerful?""Not particularly.""Then put me down.""No.""I swear to every goddess that exists, the moment these chains come off I am going to make you regret every single decision you have made since the night you took me.""Looking forward to it."She twisted hard, trying
|| Kael ||The hunting horn split the forest open.Everything in me answered before my thoughts caught up as blood pumped in a rush through my body. The shift came fast, bone and muscle tearing apart and rebuilding in one breath, my wolf surging forward with only one goal in mind. To hunt down Mirabel Sloan.I roared into the sky to start the hunt. Multiple growls from my men tore into the air in response.Then her fear hit me through the bond, pouring through like a current pulled tight.I could hear her heart beating several miles away, and I felt good about it because it meant Mirabel had finally understood this was a setup.She had fallen right into it. This was good.This was exactly what I wanted. Her fear. Her panic. To give her enough time to think she was safe, enough looseness in the buckles that she'd believe the gap was real, that freedom was something she'd earned and not something I'd built around her. I wanted her to run. I wanted her to have hope of seeing her family a
|| Mira ||The air hit my face chilly and alive, nothing like the stale silver-tinged air of that room. The smell that infiltrated my nostrils was pine and wet earth. My lungs opened like they'd forgotten they could, and I ran harder.Off the porch and straight into the trees, bare feet in wet grass before the forest swallowed me whole. The light hadn't reached the deep parts yet, just shadow and open space, and I ran toward it because I knew stopping isn't an option. Not because I'd decided anything. Because my body simply wouldn't stop.For the first time in days, the weight on my chest eased. Just eased, not gone, but I knew the difference and I took it."Anya." I pushed into the place inside me where she lived. "We're out. I need you."The pause stretched too long.Then she stirred, slow, like something pulled up from deep water. "I'm here. I'm trying.""Shift. We can't outrun them on two legs.""I’m aware. Just give me a minute."I didn't have a minute, so I ran anyway.Branches
|| Mira ||The smell of bacon woke me.For one second I forgot where I was.Half-asleep, half-somewhere else, I was home. I could almost hear my brothers in the kitchen — the crash of plates, the noise that used to fill the pack house from floor to ceiling. For one heartbeat, my life was still mine.Then I moved my arm.The drag of iron across my skin pulled me back so fast my breath caught.The dream of being home was gone. All of it.I lay down unmoving with my eyes fixed on the ceiling. I'd catalogued every inch of this room by now — the uneven dip near the closet, the smell of sealed air, the crack in the corner that may or may not have been wider today. The particular silence of this place that felt less like quiet and more like being buried standing up.Then I saw the nightstand.A tray. Bacon, eggs, thick toast, orange juice sweating in the cool morning air.I didn't knock it over.Yesterday had taken that impulse clean out of me. Kael didn't care about hunger strikes. He wasn'
|| Mira|| "Mate." Anya didn't scream it. She howled it. The sound tore through me from the inside, raw and ancient and so full of wanting, it knocked the breath out of me. It was the sound a Lycan makes when it finds the thing it has been running toward its entire life without knowing what i
|| Mira || Hours passed. Or maybe just one. I had no way of knowing. The only clock I had was a thin strip of moonlight leaking through the gap I found between the boards on the window. It crept across the floor so slowly I had to stare to catch it moving at all. I watched it anyway. Counte
||Mira|| Pain came first. A deep throb behind my eyes, constant and mean. My stomach lurched before memory did, and then it all came back and I wished it hadn’t. The club, the drinks, and Kael. He drugged me. The bastard took advantage of my trust and drugged me. The thought sat in my ches
||Mira|| The train was late. I know how that sounds. But standing on that platform at eleven at night with a cold coffee in my hand and nobody who knew exactly where I was, the delay felt like a gift. Every extra minute was another minute of being nobody. No last name. No pack. No brother steering







