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Chapter 9

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CHAPTER NINE : Almost

~Zella's POV~

I should have told him to stop.

Every sensible part of me knew that. The part that remembered Brynn sleeping ten feet down the hall. The part that remembered the agreement we had made in this exact room less than twenty-four hours ago. The part that had watched him shake my hand in a hotel lobby and say 'nice to meet you' like a man with complete control over every part of himself, which was apparently not as true as it had seemed.

I knew I should tell him to
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