LOGINI was already caught so there was no use hiding anymore. I stepped out of the darkness and was fully able to take in the scene in front of me.
Brittany was in a dress the color of a sparkling emerald. It hugged her slim features and flowed down to the floor. From her makeup to her perfectly styled bun, she looked like a million bucks. Blake who was standing next to her looked equally good in a tuxedo and a matching tie. I wonder if they matched on purpose or if it was an accident.
“Amelia,” Brittany said my name with no hint of remorse or surprise.
If I didn’t know any better, I would honestly believe she orchestrated the entire thing for me to catch them but from the annoyed look on her face, it was obvious that she didn’t expect me to walk in on their conversation.
“How could you?” were the only words I could utter, “You are my sister. How could you do this to me?”
“All is fair in love and war,” she shrugged. “Besides, you know that everything I said was the truth. I want him and our union will do more good for him than yours will.”
“Did you really have to go behind my back and do it on my birthday?” I turned to Blake, “And you; you lied to me that you were busy and you were here making out with my sister.”
Tears threatened to spill from my eyes and I angrily wiped them away. My hand came away black and I cursed myself for using Brittany’s mascara in the first place.
Blake opened his mouth to speak but Brittany effectively stepped in his path blocking his view of me. She placed both her hands on his shoulders and forced him to stare into her eyes.
“You want me, just as much as I want you,” she told him, “This is the only opportunity that you will get to do this. Reject her and we can be happy together.”
“Please don’t do this,” I said as the first tear slipped free, “You’re the best thing that has ever happened to me and you know it. You said you loved me, do you remember? Don’t do this to us.”
“You can be Alpha,” Brittany whispered, “You can be powerful and no one will ever tell you what to do again. You will have everyone in this pack beneath your little finger and you will have everything that you want with a snap of your hands.”
“Don’t listen to her,” it was almost comical how we were both trying to convince him, “I love you Blake and that is enough for us both.”
Blake slowly placed his hands over Brittany’s that were resting on his shoulder and he pulled them off. I let out a sigh of relief as I realized what he was doing. He was pushing her away, which meant that he was choosing me. He was choosing us and our love over her desperate attempt to sway him.
My relief however was short lived when I saw him pull Brittany to his side and slide his arm over her waist.
“I’m sorry Amelia,” he called me Amelia, not Amy, “But I’m going to have to end this.”
“No,” I shook my head in disbelief, “No, please tell me this is a joke.”
“I have to reject you Amelia; I’m sorry.” He at least had the decency to look guilty, “But I am choosing Brittany.”
I will never be able to translate the pain I felt into words. It felt like someone had just taken a knife to the center of my heart and twisted it in then ripped it out. My legs gave way and I crumpled to the floor in a heap of tears.
Vibrations wracked through my body as the pain took control of me from the inside out. I struggled to drag myself out of the balcony and away from them but I couldn’t will my body to move. Even breathing felt like a chore and I wanted everything to just end
Suddenly, I heard footsteps and I saw the shiny brogues that belonged to my father. I looked up at him at the same time he stared down at me and his lips formed a distasteful sneer.
“Get off the floor Amelia; it is embarrassing,” he looked up at Brittany and Blake, “What is going on?”
“Father, Blake and I are going to be together.” I could hear the glee in Brittany’s voice, “Aren’t you happy for us?”
“I am darling,” he smiled genuinely and I felt another wrack of pain go through me.
I must have blacked out briefly because the next thing I realized, I was in a pair of arms hovering over the floor and for a second I thought it was my father holding me until I heard Brittany’s voice.
“I don’t see why you have to carry her Blake,” her voice held annoyance and disapproval, “You are my mate now, do you realize how weird it looks for everyone to see you carrying my sister out of the party?”
“She passed out Brittany,” his voice held patience as he spoke to her.
“Brittany is right,” I heard my father say and the hurt I felt ran deeper, “It would look unseemly for you to be holding your ex so intimately.”
“I will never speak to her again if that is what you wish,” Blake began, “But just allow me the decency of getting her back to safety and taking care of her. I feel guilty for what just happened and the pain that she just went through.”
Brittany made a sound close to a scoff and I peeled open my eyes a little to see her looking at my father and silently pleading with him to take her side. I expected him to but then he looked at Blake and sighed.
“This will be the last time you come in contact with her,” he warned, “Once she is fine; you are never to interact with her again.”
Blake nodded, “Yes sir.”
Without another word, Brittany and my father stood to their feet and that was when I realized that we were inside my house. We were inside my bedroom to be exact. I can’t remember the last time my father was in here and I surely didn’t think that this would be the circumstances under which Blake would come in here for the first time.
I waited until I heard the door click shut, signifying the exit of my father and sister before I spoke.
“Let go of me,” I whispered and that was when Blake realized that I was awake.
“Amelia,”
“Put me down,” I was surprised that my voice came out stable considering how bunched up and how much pain I was in on my inside, “Put me down and get out. I never want to see you again.”
He sighed and gently placed me down on the bed, “Amelia, I need you to listen to me.”
“You betrayed me Blake; you betrayed us,” I sat up so I was looking directly into his guilt stricken eyes, “over the promise of being Alpha.”
“You don’t understand-,”
“No you don’t understand!” I all but yelled, “I would have never done that to you, ever. I was ready to spend the rest of my life with you.”
“You don’t have a wolf Amelia,” he yelled, “I couldn’t be with you.”
I swallowed down the hurt I felt at his words and suddenly the last few months felt like a big joke. There I was trying to be perfect for him and this is what he has to say about it.
“Get out,” I managed out and he opened his mouth to speak but I cut him off, “Get out, Blake.”
He sighed and without another word, he turned on his heels and left the room.
~Amelia~By the end of the day, the whole pack had that strained hush sitting over it, and I was moving through it with a suspect list in one hand, a headache in the other, and Lily’s nursery still on my mind even though I had already checked the barriers twice.Clara had pulled me aside earlier with another one of her serious faces, and this time she did not waste ten seconds building suspense.
~Amelia~I was barely halfway through catching my breath when I noticed Blake hanging back near the side yard like he had something serious on his chest and did not feel like waiting for the whole pack to wander off before saying it.Training had been tough all morning, and the field was still buzzing with the aftershock of sparring feet, shouted counts, and guards laughing too hard while pretending they were not tired. Caleb had taken the younger fighters back to the main line to run drills again, Kaden was over by the east ri
~Amelia~I had barely stepped into the main hall when Clara caught my sleeve and pulled me toward the side corridor with that serious face she got when the future had decided to be a menace.She did not waste time.She gave me a once over view, then said, “I checked the border again.”
~Amelia~By the time Lily finally stopped fighting her own little body and drifted into sleep, the whole nursery had gone from panic mode to that shaky, exhausted quiet that always comes after a scare. Eli had already checked her twice, Clara had gone back to her room after saying the fever had dropped enough to breathe easier, and Blake had finally left the nursery with the last of the calming brew instructions written down on a scrap of paper that I folded and shoved into my pocket like it was a life raft.Kaden stayed throug
~Amelia~I was already running out of patience when Blake walked into the nursery like he had some kind of answer tucked in his pocket, and that alone made me want to thank him.Lily was still warm in Eli’s arms, and every time her tiny chest rose a little too fast, my own chest tightened right along with it. The nursery had gone quiet since everybody was trying to act calm for the sake of a baby who does not care about anyone’s composure, and I hated how heavy the silence felt around us.
~Amelia~Nothing in the world prepares you for the sound of your baby acting like she was being bitten by fire ants. I was half-asleep when Lily started fussing, and then it turned into that cry that ripped straight through my skull and had me sitting up before my brain even finished waking up. I snatched her up from the cradle so fast my blanket fell to the floor, and the second my palm touched her forehead, my stomach dropped hard.







