The moment my body left the bridge, cold air flooded my nose and throat, and the ice-cold water swallowed me whole.Yet all I felt was relief. For the first time in my life, I felt light.The wind screamed past my ears, and it sounded like it scattered every time I had ever heard those words. The last thought that crossed my mind was the sentence I had never said out loud.“Dad, this time, no one will really laugh at you anymore.”I did not know how much time had passed before I drifted up from the bottom of the frozen river. I floated slowly into the air above it.Near the bridge, Brady was slumped in the snow. He wailed so hard the sound barely came out human. His voice shook apart between sobs as he called my name over and over, choking on the words “I am sorry.”I drifted closer. I looked at his ashen face, the tears and snot smeared together, and I wondered if he would carry that guilt for the rest of his life the same way I had spent mine trapped by those two words.Before
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