Three days later, I returned to my home with Sharon. It wasn't because I couldn't bear to leave it. I had returned to clear it out.The house was registered in my name. My parents had paid the down payment before I got married, and I had been paying the mortgage on my own.Sharon had only lived here for three months. After that, it became like a hospital room no one ever visited.The night lamp in Stellan's bedroom was still on. A sheet of paper was taped to the headboard.A line was written on top of the paper, "Countdown Until Mom Comes Home". The number had stopped at 1826.I stood in the doorway for a long time.Stellan had updated it every night before bed. From 100, it became 300. Then, from 500, it progressed to 1,000.Later, his hands had trembled so badly that I wrote the numbers for him.He would stare at the door and ask, "Daddy, is Mommy really coming back?"I always said yes.Then, he would ask, "Will she not remember me anymore?"I would stroke his head and a
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