Rowan sent the rest of the photos that evening.I went through them slowly, bracing for the flaws Chase always found first: a stiff smile, a bad angle, some proof that the first few shots had been pure luck.Instead, I kept finding myself.My dress was wrinkled at the waist, and the wind had tugged several strands of hair from their pins. In one photo, I wasn’t even looking at the camera—someone nearby had dropped a graduation cap, and Rowan had caught me a split second before I laughed, my head half-turned, my expression unguarded.Nothing about the picture was perfect, but I looked comfortable.That was the part I barely recognized.For years, Chase had told me to relax whenever he photographed me.“Stop thinking so much.”“Smile normally.”“Why do you make this so difficult?”The harder I tried, the worse I looked. Eventually, I stopped asking him to take pictures of me. I stayed behind the camera instead—holding reflectors, organizing equipment, sorting through hundreds of photos o
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