Maybe my brain just shut down to protect itself.I got sick. Spaced out. Lost in my own head.Maybe out of pity, Owen didn't file the paperwork to annul our marriage. Instead, he took two months off and dragged me to doctors.Therapy—I sat there mute. Meds—I wouldn't open my mouth. Eventually, they strapped me down for ECT. The shock therapy. Messes with your brain, leaves permanent damage. Which is why I can't hold a pencil to draw anymore.Back then, I didn't want to get better. I'd already hidden a razor blade behind the bathroom mirror. The day my father got sentenced, I'd be done.Owen was furious. He pried my jaw open and forced the pills down my throat."Think you're still some pampered princess? Grow up and stop being such a brat."I used to throw a fit every time I had to take medicine. And Owen would always coax me, patient as ever: "Come on, just swallow it and I'll give you candy."This time, no candy.The second he let go, I threw it all back up.Owen lost it. Just stood t
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