36 essays, each a little world of its own. 'They Can’t Kill Us Until They Kill Us' is one of those books that makes you see familiar things differently. Abdurraqib’s essays on artists like Nina Simone or Mitski aren’t just reviews—they’re love letters, eulogies, and survival guides rolled into one. I keep coming back to the one about attending a vigil after a shooting; it’s heartbreaking but also strangely hopeful. The whole book feels like that—real, messy, and full of heart.
If you’re looking for a number, 'They Can’t Kill Us Until They Kill Us' has 36 essays, but that barely scratches the surface. Abdurraqib’s writing is this incredible blend of memoir and cultural analysis. He’ll take something like a Bruce Springsteen concert or a Chance the Rapper lyric and spin it into a meditation on race, joy, or resilience. The way he writes about music isn’t just technical; it’s emotional, almost like the songs are characters in his life.
I first read it during a rough patch, and weirdly, it felt like comfort food. Even the heavier essays have this underlying warmth, like someone acknowledging your pain but reminding you you’re not alone. It’s the kind of book that stays with you long after the last page.
Counting the essays in 'They Can’t Kill Us Until They Kill Us' is easy—there are 36—but summarizing what they do is harder. Abdurraqib writes like he’s talking directly to you, weaving stories about music, loss, and survival. Some essays hit like a punch to the gut, others like a slow burn. My favorite might be the one about Fall Out Boy’s 'From Under the Cork Tree,' where he ties teenage angst to broader cultural moments. It’s wild how he can make a pop-punk album feel like a lifeline. The book’s structure lets you dip in and out, but I usually end up reading half of it in one sitting because his voice is just that magnetic.
I’ve got my well-worn copy of 'They Can’t Kill Us Until They Kill Us' right here, and flipping through it feels like revisiting old conversations with a friend. The book’s a collection of 36 essays by Hanif Abdurraqib, each one a mix of personal reflection, music criticism, and cultural commentary. It’s one of those books where you can open to any page and immediately get pulled into his voice—raw, poetic, and unflinchingly honest.
What I love about it is how he ties seemingly unrelated things together, like connecting Carly Rae Jepsen’s 'Emotion' to grief, or using basketball to talk about community. The essays vary in length and tone, but they all feel like part of a bigger mosaic. It’s not just a book you read; it’s one you feel. I still find new layers every time I pick it up.
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