Finding free online copies of books can be a tricky topic, especially when it comes to newer or more niche titles like 'The Poams: The Hole Where My Stoned Heart Should Be.' From what I've gathered, this book doesn't seem to be widely available for free legally—most places I’ve checked either list it for purchase or don’t have it at all. I totally get the urge to read it without spending a dime; books can be expensive, and sometimes you just want to dip your toes in before committing. But as a fellow book lover, I'd gently suggest supporting the author if you can. Indie writers especially rely on those sales to keep creating the stories we love.
That said, there are still ways to explore it affordably! Libraries are a treasure trove—many offer digital loans through apps like Libby or Hoopla, and you can even request purchases if they don’t have it. Scribd or Kindle Unlimited sometimes have hidden gems too, though they require subscriptions. If you’re dead set on finding it online, maybe keep an eye out for giveaways or promotional freebies from the publisher. Just be wary of shady sites offering 'free downloads'; they’re often sketchy and might not even have the real book. Honestly, stumbling upon a legit free copy feels like finding gold, but it’s rare. I’d hate for you to miss out on this one because of waiting for a free version that might never come—sometimes it’s worth the splurge!
2026-03-02 05:28:01
11
View All Answers
Scan code to download App
Related Books
STEALING THE HEART OF MY ALPHA
Cassandra M
10
416.9K
"Why are you doing this?"
He sighed as he walked around the bed to my side but he didn't answer. He leaned closer, and I closed my eyes. I could hear our heartbeats, and I could hear his breathing as well. If I didn't see how cold he was to me, I would have thought he was affected by me. But I knew better.
I felt the shackle tighten around my neck as tears streamed down my face. It hurt that I had to be shackled, but what hurt the most was that it was my mate doing this.
"Fuck." I heard him mutter under his breath. My hand was hoisted up and the chain around my wrist loosened. "Let's go."
I wiped the tears from my cheeks as I stood up and followed him. I refused to look at him. I didn't know which was better, the chain or the shackle. Because regardless of what I had, they both meant the same thing - I was nothing but a mere rogue to him.
¤¤¤¤¤
Stealing The Heart of My Alpha is the final installment in the Black Shadow Pack Series. While the story stands alone, I recommend that you read the series and the spin-off novels to gain a better understanding of the characters and the world I created.
BLACK SHADOW PACK SERIES:
Book 1 - HE'S MY ALPHA (Completed)
Book 2 - THE BETA IS MINE (Completed)
Book 3 - LOVING THE GAMMA (Completed)
Spin-off Novel Book 1 - IN THE ARMS OF MY ALPHA (Completed)
Spin-off Novel Book 2 - THROUGH THE EYES OF MY ALPHA (Completed)
I save the Alpha. He crowns my sister.
"Miles... I'm your mate," I blurt, hoping that will break through his confusion and make him see me for who I truly am.
He only stares quietly at me, but I can see the conflict and confusion in his expression. "I'm sorry, Rhea. You're beautiful, and your scent..." his words trail as he buries his nose on my neck and inhales deeply. "It's the sweetest I've ever known. But I love your sister, and I made a promise I don't intend to break. We will have to reject the mate bond."
"Why won't you believe me?" I plead, my voice raw. "I'm the girl you met that night. I am your mate!"
Miles' gaze hardens as he points toward the exit. "You need to leave, Rhea. Or I'll have security escort you out."
"You liar!" I scream as I yank Roxy's hair. "You've stolen everything from me!"
I feel Miles' hands gripping my shoulders as he yanks me off her, shoving me backward. I land hard on my butt.
"Listen to me, Rhea," he hisses, his voice filled with venom, his eyes cold. "I don't want to see you near me or Roxy again. If you do, I'll have you banished." He takes a step closer, towering above me. "I, Alpha Miles Mondragon, reject you, Rhea Chapman, as my mate. Accept it or reject it; I don't fucking care."
Have you ever watched your Knight in shining armor stolen from your very own fantasy? It could be the most heartbreaking thing.
What do you do when the man fated to love you calls you a liar? When the boy you save becomes the Alpha who destroys you?
This is my story, and how my fate was stolen.
WARNING: MATURE CONTENT
"You have ten seconds to get lost before I do the world a favor and pull the trigger," Valerie warned as she cocked her gun which was pointed at Andre.
He smiled, "I will leave, Val, but only on one condition; return my stolen heart."
Andre, the son of Ace and Ava, and leader of the Black Scorpions Mafia gets the shock of his life when his best friend Drew and his most trusted underlings turn on him.
Andre escapes with a gunshot wound and kidnaps the first doctor he sees, promising to set her free after she saves his life.
Valerie's lifelong dream has always been to work in 'Best Diagnostics Hospital' as a surgeon but right after she gets the opportunity to fulfill her dreams, she is kidnapped and trapped in a safe house with the rude, insensitive, and infamous Andre Scorpion, but Valerie is hot-blooded and will push Andre's buttons more than he can tolerate.
What happens when sparks begin to fly and it becomes impossible for Andre and Valerie to keep their hands off of each other?
Book I: ABDUCTED
Book 2: STOLEN HEART
EACH BOOK CAN BE READ AS A STANDALONE
"I rather get dragged in the mud with chains by moving horses or be beaten with a club with nails on it than lose my virginity to you," she spat, looking at him with hate in her eyes, hoping her eyes conveyed the degree of contempt she felt when she spat out the words.
Anger and disbelief flashed in his eyes. She was going to be the first woman that would ever reject him, and in such a preposterous manner. He stood up and went over to her while she gummed her back to the wall, having no other room to step back. He gripped her chin with his strong palm, forcing her to look at him, his wicked grey eyes bore into her hazel ones.
"What if it's your only ticket to freedom?"
"As I said, I rather die."
He quickly shoved her onto the bed and she scooted away as he moved towards her. "I am Eros Castillo, leader of the El dragon gang, you dare not reject me, nobody rejects me," he said in a low husky voice, his eyes five shades darker, his countenance grim and dangerous.
When Elyssa's mom married Greg Almendarez - a wealthy businessman who lifted them from modest means into a world of luxury, their lives were irrevocably changed. But that glamour came with a shock she never saw coming: Theo, her new stepbrother - furious, arrogant, and spoiled who hated her for a reason she could never fathom.
Their constant bickering ignited the moment they moved into the sprawling mansion. He teased her, mocked her, seized every chance to make her feel small, yet beneath every cutting word, a current of attraction pulled them so fiercely neither could look away.
She'd catch fleeting glimpses of his muscular frame as he lifted weights or swam, each accidental view sparking a flutter of desire she quickly suppressed. Theo, in return, watched her from afar, his gaze lingering on how her loose clothes draped over her curvy body, finding her impossibly alluring.
One night, a misunderstanding sent him into a rage; he burst into her room unannounced and froze when he saw her naked. The image burned into his memory, haunting his dreams and awakening a desire too intense to deny.
The next time they fought, Theo's annoyance curdled into something else. Instead of lashing out, he pulled her close and drastically kissed her leaving her stunned. Then came the night when trust and passion collided, and she gave her virginity to the man she'd once hated above all others.
Can they resist their feelings and attraction knowing they're stepsiblings? Can they hold back their lust and longing? And what happens if their parents find out? Will they fight for this forbidden pull, or surrender their hearts to spare their parents from hurt and pain?
On what should have been the happiest day of her life, Seline’s world crumbles. Her perfect birthday celebration turns into a nightmare when Luca, her cunning ex-boyfriend, returns with a venomous agenda. Through lies and manipulation, he poisons Jude, Seline’s devoted boyfriend, planting seeds of doubt where trust once bloomed. Despite her desperate pleas, Jude walks away, leaving her heart shattered and her spirit broken.
The Poams: The Hole Where My Stolen Heart Should Be' is this wild, emotional rollercoaster of a story, and its characters stick with you long after you've turned the last page. At the center of it all is Theo, this brooding, deeply flawed protagonist who's grappling with the literal hole in his chest where his heart used to be. He's not your typical hero—more like an anti-hero with a sharp tongue and a penchant for self-sabotage, but that's what makes him so compelling. His journey is messy, raw, and uncomfortably relatable at times, especially when he's butting heads with Lena, the fiery thief who stole his heart (literally and metaphorically). Lena's this enigmatic force of nature, all sharp edges and hidden vulnerabilities, and their chaotic dynamic drives the narrative forward.
Then there's Jax, Theo's childhood friend and the closest thing he has to a moral compass. Jax is the steady, grounding presence in Theo's life, but even he has his limits, and watching their friendship strain under the weight of Theo's choices is heartbreaking. On the darker side of things, we have Vesper, the mysterious figure who orchestrates the whole heart-stealing mess. Vesper's motives are murky, and their presence looms over the story like a shadow, adding this layer of dread and intrigue. The supporting cast is just as vivid, from the cynical bartender who serves as Theo's reluctant confidant to the ghostly echoes of Theo's past that haunt him at every turn. What really gets me about these characters is how they all reflect different facets of loss and longing—none of them are purely good or evil, just painfully human.