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Riley Thompson은 그녀의 가장 깊은 마음의 상처를 더러운 베스트셀러 에로티카를 쓰는 성공적인 경력으로 바꾸었다. 결혼식 당일 약혼자가 사촌과 사랑을 나누는 것을 목격한 후, 그녀는 다시는 누군가를 너무 가까이 허용하여 자신을 다치게 하지 않겠다고 맹세했다. 이제 그녀는 자신의 규칙대로 산다: 감정 없는 쾌락, 끈 없는 바람.
오직 Mila만이, 그녀의 철저하게 충성스러운 가장 친한 친구이자 그녀를 결코 버리지 않은 유일한 사람이며, 그녀의 벽을 뚫고 들어온 적이 있는 유일한 사람이었다.
그러나 그녀가 Jayson Woods를 만났을 때, 부유하고 자기 끌어당기는 힘을 지니며 위험하게 중독적인 — 한 번의 무모한 밤의 거칠고 숨 막히는 사랑의 행위가 그녀의 경계를 산산조각 냈다. 끈 없는 바람으로 시작한 것이 빠르게 비밀스럽고 강박적인 불륜으로 나선다.
Riley가 욕망과 흐려지는 경계, 자기 탐험의 세계로 더 깊이 빠져들면서, 그녀와 Mila 사이의 연결은 둘 중 누구도 무시할 수 없는 무언가로 변화하기 시작한다. Jayson이 Riley의 가장 어두운 갈망을 깨우는 동안, Mila가 천천히 Riley가 수년 동안 묻어두려고 애썼던 연약한 마음을 드러내는 것은 바로 그녀였다.
거칠고, 감정적이며, 극도로 친밀하다. 이것은 마음의 상처, 치유, 자아 발견, 그리고 Riley가 결코 기대하지 않았던 한 곳에서 사랑을 찾는 이야기다.
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Chapter: ༶•┈┈❦ 가족이라는 이름 아래 ❦┈┈•༶ ❈ ❈ 밀라 POV ❈ ❈엄마는 내가 마치 누군가를 살인하고 들어왔다는 소식을 전하기라도 한 것처럼 나를 노려보고 있었다.“ 그러니까 내 말 좀 똑똑히 정리해 보자.” 엄마의 목소리에는 이미 특유의 날카롭고 오만한 비판조가 짙게 깔려 있었다. “네가 지금 무슨 영상에 찍혔다는 거지? 성적인 비디오에. 그것도 네 제일 친한 친구라는 라일리 톰슨이랑. 네가 열네 살 때부터 이 집에 밥 먹듯 드나들던 그 기집애랑 말이다.”나는 아무 말도 하지 않았다. 무슨 말을 뱉든 상황을 악화시킬 뿐이었다.“그리고 넌…… 정확히 무슨 상태라는 거냐?” 방 반대편에 앉아있던 아빠가 마침내 입을 뗐다. 이런 대화가 오갈 때 아빠는 좀처럼 말을 얹지 않는 편이었다. 하지만 오늘 밤 아빠는 완벽하게 판에 개입해 있었다. 미치도록 실망한 표정으로.“양성애자겠지, 딱 보면 몰라?” 엄마가 내 대답을 대신 쳐냈다. “아니면 레즈비언이거나? 나도 이젠 정말 모르겠다. 요즘 애들은 죄다 ‘플루이드(Fluid, 유동적)’라느라 정신이 없으니.”엄마가 뱉어낸 ‘플루이드’라는 단어는 마치 무슨 전염병이라도 지칭하는 것 같은 멸시가 담겨 있었다.“라벨이나 단어의 문제가 아니야.” 내가 나직하게 중얼거렸다. “난 두 사람을 모두 사랑해. 그게 전부야. 그렇게 복잡한 문제 아니라고.”“복잡하지 않다고?” 엄마가 자리에서 벌떡 일어섰다. “밀라, 이건 지극히 해괴하고 복잡한 상황이야! 넌 여자랑 성적인 관계를 맺고 있어. 네 가장 가까운 친구랑! 거기에 남자까지 끼워 넣어서 말이다. 그건 사랑이 아니라, 정신 나간 혼란일 뿐이야!”“엄마가 뭘 안다고 그래!” 내가 버럭 쏘아붙였다.“난 내 딸을 잘 알아!” 엄마가 곧바로 쳐받았다. “그리고 분명한 건, 우리가 널 이따위로 살라고 키우진 않았다는 거다!”마침내 나왔다. 저 지긋지긋한 단골 멘트.“그럼 나를 어떻게 키우셨는데요?” 내가 물었다. “자기 자신을 속이면서 가짜로 사는 로봇으로 키우셨어요? 만약 그게 목적이었다면…… 축하드려
最後更新: 2026-07-28
Chapter: ✦ ❦ ✦ 항복 ✦ ❦ ✦ ❈ ❈ 라일리 POV❈ ❈ 진심으로, 존나게 떨렸다. 거짓말 안 보태고 미치도록 긴장되었다. 평소에 연기하던 "나 완전 멀쩡해" 식의 가짜 긴장감이 아니었다. 위장이 꼬이고 손가락 끝이 덜덜 떨리는 진짜 위협적인 긴장감이었다. 나는 침실 한가운데 우두커니 서 있었다. 이제는 우리 셋이 밤을 함께 보내는 날이 훨씬 많아졌으니 온전히 ‘우리들의 침실’이 된 공간이었다. 제이슨과 밀라는 무슨 거룩한 의식이라도 준비하는 사람들처럼 내 주변을 분주하게 오갔다.촛불은 이미 켜져 있었고, 낮은 R&B 음악이 은은하게 깔리고 있었다. 깨끗한 린넨 시트는 부드럽게 정돈되어 있었다. 눈에 보이는 모든 것이 의도적이었고, 따스했으며, 완벽하게 안전했다.내가 이런 분위기를 이토록 마음에 들어 한다는 사실 자체가 지독하게 자존심 상하고 싫었다.“라일리, 너 괜찮아?” 밀라가 내 앞으로 다가서며 물었다. 걔는 이미 검은색 레이스 브라와 보이쇼츠 차림이었는데, 당장 빌보드 광고판에 가져다 붙여도 손색이 없을 만큼 야릇한 몰골이었다. 걔는 손을 뻗어 내 귀 뒤로 머리카락 한 가닥을 다정하게 넘겨주었다. “자기야, 나한테 속마음을 말해봐.”나는 마른침을 삼켰다. “나…… 응. 괜찮아. 단지—”“단지 뭐?” 내 뒤에 서 있던 제이슨이 나직하고 가라앉은 목소리로 물었다. 상의를 벗은 그의 차림에, 검은색 스웨트팬츠가 골반에 걸쳐져 있었다. 그가 내 어깨 위에 두 손을 가볍게 얹었다. “우린 진짜 대답을 원해, 라일리. 강한 척하는 가식 말고.”나는 피식 웃음을 터뜨렸다. “나 이런 거 한 번도 해본 적 없단 말이야. 진짜 단 한 번도. 난 항상 상황을 통제하고 주도하는 편이었잖아. 항상 상위에 서서, 판이 언제 시작되고 끝날지를 결정하는 주체였다고. 그런데 그 통제권을 남한테 넘겨준다는 게……”“미치도록 무섭지?” 밀라가 야릇한 미소를 지으며 내 문장을 완성했다.“어. 미치도록 무서워.”제이슨이 내 몸을 돌려 두 사람을 동시에 바라보게 만들었다. 내 팔에 얹어진 그의 손길
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Chapter: **✦ ❦ ✦ 너무나 많은 것을 희생해야 할지라도 ✦ ❦ ✦** ❈ ❈ 제이슨 POV ❈ ❈나는 지난 20분 동안 핸드폰 화면만 멍하니 노려보고 있었다.아버지의 연락처가 화면 한가운데에 찍혀 있었다. 떴다가, 껐다가를 끊임없이 반복했다. 라일리와 밀라는 거실에 남아 내게 시간을 벌어주었다. 이건 내가 온전히 홀로 감당해야 할 숙제라는 걸 두 사람도 잘 알고 있었으니까.사실, 마음의 결정은 이미 내린 상태였다. 캐시에게도 깔끔하게 통보를 끝냈고, 토마스의 제국을 법적으로 공중분해 시키는 작업도 착착 진행 중이었다. 라일리, 밀라와 함께 구축해 나가는 이 삶은 내가 평생 느껴본 그 어떤 현실보다 진짜였고 생생했다.하지만 그럼에도 불구하고, 여전히 내 내면 한구석에서는 아버지의 인정과 시선에 신경을 쓰고 있었다. 그리고 그 사실 자체가 나 자신을 지독하게 열받게 만들었다.깊게 숨을 한 번 내쉬고는 통화 버튼을 눌렀다.신호음이 두 번 울리기도 전에 그가 전화를 받았다.“제이슨.” 사업상 미팅에서나 쓸 법한 차가운 목소리였다. “안 그래도 너한테 전화하려던 참이었다. 분기 실적 보고서 건으로 할 말이 있어서—”“아버지, 저 드릴 말씀이 있어요.” 내가 그의 말을 잘라버렸다.잠시 정적이 흘렀다. 아버지는 타인이 자신의 말을 가로채는 것을 혐오했다. 통제권을 쥐는 걸 좋아했고, 모든 일들이 자신의 예측 가능한 궤도 안에서 순탄하게 굴러가는 것을 원했던 사람이니까.“무슨 일인데 그러냐?” 그의 목소리 끝에 날카로운 가시가 돋쳐 나오는 게 느껴졌다.“저 연애합니다.” 내가 말했다. “진지하게 만나는 사람이 있어요. 미디어나 소문으로 들으시기 전에 제가 직접 말씀드리는 게 맞다 싶어서요.”“그래.” 그가 천천히 입을 뗐다. “그 여자는 누구냐?”“‘그 여자들’이요.” 내가 바로잡았다. “누구냐고 물으신다면, 한 명이 아니거든요. 저 지금 두 사람과 동시에 만나는 중입니다. 라일리 톰슨, 그리고 밀라라는 여자예요.”“잠깐만.” 그가 멈칫했다. “잠깐, 잠깐, 잠깐만. 네가 지금…… 두 명의 여
最後更新: 2026-07-27
Chapter: 고문당하는 성(性) [라일리 POV]밀라는 얼마 전부터 이 일을 은밀히 마음에 품고 있었다.한 일주일 전쯤, 걔가 지나가는 말처럼 가볍게 던졌던 기억이 난다—몸을 구속당하고, 온전히 타인의 통제 아래 놓이는 그 감각을 경험해 보고 싶다고. 하지만 걔가 문장을 뱉어내던 그 찰나의 눈빛과 어조만으로도 그게 결코 가벼운 농담이 아니라는 걸 직감할 수 있었다. 그건 밀라가 오랫동안 혼자 상상하고 열망해 오던 깊은 욕망이었으니까.그리하여 금요일 밤, 바로 지금의 순간에 도달했다. 우리 셋은 침실 방문을 밖에서 걸어 잠그고, 핸드폰은 모두 무음 모드로 전환한 채 침대 위에 모였다.“있지, 솔직히 말해서……” 밀라가 먼저 입을 뗐다. 걔의 목소리엔 긴장감이 서려 있었다. 손가락 끝이 살짝 떨리고 있는 게 내 눈에 똑똑히 보였다. “나 살짝 무서워.”“뭐가 무서운데?” 제이슨이 부드럽게 물었다.“내가 이 느낌을 싫어하게 될까 봐.” 걔가 털어놓았다. “갑자기 갇힌 듯한 억압감이 들면서 불안 발작이라도 일어나 도중에 멘붕이 터질까 봐 무서워.”“그럼 그 즉시 스톱하면 돼.” 내가 단호하고 명쾌하게 대답했다. “조금이라도 기분이 좆같거나 이상하다 싶으면 그 순간 바로 멈출 거야, 자기야. 그 어떤 비난도, 이유를 묻는 질책도 절대 없을 거니까 걱정 마.”“진짜 약속하지?” 걔가 나직하게 물었다.“응, 약속해.” 제이슨이 거들었다.밀라는 고개를 끄덕이며 깊은숨을 내쉬었다. “좋아.” 걔가 결심한 듯 말했다. “해보자.”제이슨은 거친 밧줄 형태가 아닌, 부드러운 실크 구속구를 미리 준비해 둔 상태였다. 피부에 상처를 내지 않는 보들보들한 감촉의 재질이었다. 게다가 그는 온라인에서 안전 수칙과 동의 절차, 그리고 상대를 상처 입히지 않고 안전하게 구속하는 올바른 방법에 대해 미리 사전에 엄청난 리서치까지 끝마쳐 둔 상태였다.“넌 완벽하게 안전할 거야.” 내가 밀라의 눈을 보며 위로했다. “그리고 만약 안전하지 않다고 느껴지면, 주저 없이 우리한테
最後更新: 2026-07-25
Chapter: 섹스 사령관 [라일리 시점]토마스와의 일로 모든 게 터진 이후로, 우리는 이렇게 관계를 가진 적이 없었다.그동안 했던 섹스는 소유욕에 찬 것이었다. 분노에 찬 것이었다. 빼앗겼던 우리의 것을 되찾는 행위였다. 하지만 이건? 이건 달랐다. 이건 균열이 생겼던 무언가를 다시 지어 올리려는 우리의 노력이었다.제이슨이 먼저 제안했었다. 우리가 서로 싸우거나, 방어하거나, 상처를 주지 않을 때 어떤 존재였는지 리셋하고 다시 기억해 낼 필요가 있다고 그가 말했다.그래서 토요일 오후, 우리는 커튼을 치고 잔잔한 음악을 틀어놓은 채 여기에 있었다. 서두를 것도 없었다. 압박감도 없었다. 그저 우리 세 사람이 서로에게 돌아가는 길을 찾으려고 노력할 뿐이었다.우리는 천천히 시작했다. 아주 천천히. 밀라가 침대 모퉁이에서 바라보는 동안 제이슨과 내가 키스를 나누었다. 이이어 밀라가 우리에게 합류했고, 그녀의 손은 내 허리에, 입술은 내 어깨에 닿았다. 우리 모두는 그저... 서로를 만졌다. 느끼면서. 기억해 내면서."해보고 싶은 게 있어," 잠시 후 제이슨이 말했다. "너희만 괜찮다면.""뭔데?" 밀라가 물었다."라일리가 보는 앞에서 하고 싶어," 그가 말했다. "네가 내 자지 위에서 싸는 걸 라일리가 봤으면 좋겠어."가슴 속에서 무언가 요동치는 것이 느껴졌다. 질투심과 욕망, 그리고 신뢰가 한데 섞인 기분이었다. 왜냐하면 이게 바로 이 관계의 핵심이었으니까—색다른 방식으로 무방비해질 수 있을 만큼 그를 신뢰하는 것."좋아," 밀라가 나를 바라보며 말했다. "너 괜찮아?""응," 내가 말했다. "나 괜찮아."제이슨은 밀라를 바르게 눕혔다. 그는 그녀 위에 자리 잡았고, 그의 자지는 딱딱하게 서서 준비되어 있었다. 나는 헤드보드에 기대어 앉아 그저... 바라보았다.그가 천천히 그녀의 안으로 밀어 넣었고, 나는 온몸이 반응하는 것을 느꼈다. 질투 때문이 아니었다—그런 감정은 이미 뛰어넘었으니까. 이건 은밀하고 친밀한 행위였기 때문이다. 그들 사이의 무
最後更新: 2026-07-22
Chapter: 집에서 온 전화 [라일리 시점]커피를 내리고 있을 때 전화가 울렸다.모르는 번호였다. 받고 싶지 않았지만, 무언가에 끌리듯 수신 버튼을 눌렀다."라일리니?" 어머니의 목소리가 들려왔고, 그 순간 온몸이 딱딱하게 경직되었다.3년 동안 소식을 듣지 못했던 목소리였다. 씨발, 무려 3년 만에."안녕, 엄마," 나는 조심스럽게 말했다."뉴스 봤다," 안부 인사도, 어떻게 지내냐는 말도 없었다. 곧바로 본론이었다. "그 남자 말이다. 토마스. 그리고 그 영상도.""네," 나는 앞으로 무슨 말이 날아오든 버텨낼 준비를 이미 하고 있었다."흉측하기 짝이 없더구나," 엄마가 말했다. "정말이지 너무 흉측해. 넌 언제나 그렇게... 무모했지."그럴 줄 알았다."네가 괜찮은지 알고 싶어서 전화했다," 엄마가 말을 이었지만, 그 어조에는 진심 어린 걱정 따위는 전혀 없다는 게 명확히 드러났다. "그리고 사람들이 너에 대해 물어봐서 말이다.""그래서요?" 내가 물었다."그래서 난 네가 항상 무책임했다고 말해줬다," 엄마가 말했다. "이런 일이 터진 것도 전혀 놀랍지 않다고. 넌 단 한 번도 올바른 선택을 한 적이 없으니까."나는 커피잔을 내려놓았다. 손이 떨리고 있었다."전화하신 다른 이유라도 있으세요?" 내가 물었다."내가 네 엄마니까 전화한 거다," 이제 엄마의 목소리에 화가 묻어났다. "그리고 네가 한 짓—이 영상, 이 모든 대중적인 수치심—이 우리 가족에게 어떤 영향을 미치는지 네가 똑똑히 알아야 해.""그 영상은 제 잘못이 아니었어요," 나는 조용히 말했다."정말 아니라는 거냐?" 엄마가 쏘아붙였다. "낯선 남자들 앞에서 옷을 벗은 건 너였잖아. 무슨... 뭐라고 불러야 할지도 모를 짓을 하면서 스스로를 촬영한 건 너였어.""촬영되고 있는지 몰랐다고요," 내가 말했다."당연히 몰랐겠지," 엄마는 비웃었다. 실제로 비웃음을 터뜨렸다. "왜냐하면 너한테는 딱 그런 일만 일어나니까, 라일리. 그게 바로 너라는 애의 본 모습이야. 무모하고,
最後更新: 2026-07-21
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Married To My Best Friend's Husband[Plead To God]
ContemporaryBetrayalWeak to StrongSecond ChanceBraveDecisive
She was betrayed by her husband and her best-friend. Then her 7-year-old son was diagnosed with blood cancer.
The only way to save him?
Have another baby with the man who broke her.
Tell me…
Which child is she allowed to lose?
If you are a woman, a wife, or a single mother, a woman who has ever had to be strong when she felt like breaking and you come across this video please stop scrolling for a moment.
This is for you, i see you.I see the nights you stayed awake worrying about school fees, hospital bills, rent, food while pretending during the day that everything was fine. I see the silent tears you wiped before your children walked into the room.The way you swallowed your pain so they wouldn’t taste it.,I see how tired you are and how sometimes you sit in the bathroom just to breathe.
How sometimes you question yourself and wonder if you are doing enough.
I want you to know that you are more than enough because I I was raised by a mother who carried storms inside her and still made our home feel safe.
She struggled, sacrificed and endured things I didn’t even understand until I grew older.
And today, I am grateful for her strength because she taught me something powerful because mother’s love is not ordinary.
It is fierce, stubborn, sacrificial, unstoppable.
And that is what my book, Married to My Best Friend’s Husband, represents.
Yes, it talks about betrayal and heartbreak, but at its core, the struggle of motherhood.
Married to My Best Friend’s Husband – A story that will break you and rebuild you.
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Chapter: His Signature Saved Me ❈ ❈ Alessia Pov ❈ ❈ The hospital waiting room smelled like that fake lemon cleaner that hospitals use to cover up the smell of sickness.I'd been having cramps all week. The kind that made me hold my breath and wait for them to pass, my hand splayed across my belly like I could protect the baby from the inside. The doctor's appointment was supposed to be routine. A checkup. A "how are you feeling" conversation where I'd pretend everything was fine.I wasn't pretending very well.Dr. Helen Moore looked at the ultrasound and then looked at me. That's never a good sign."Your blood pressure is elevated," she said, still staring at the screen. "And the baby is showing signs of stress. How have you been feeling?""Fine. Tired. Normal.""Has there been any emotional stress recently?"I laughed. "You could say that."She set the wand down and turned to face me fully. "Alessia, I need you to start preparing for labor. It's possible you could go into it any time now. Your body is ready, e
最後更新: 2026-07-27
Chapter: It's About Us[EDWARD'S POV]Sunday morning I arrive at Alessia's house to pick up Alexander for our scheduled visit, and I'm more nervous than usual because this is our first visit since they got back from their vacation and I'm worried that the week away has somehow reset Alexander's willingness to spend time with me. The door opens and Jeffrey answers, and there's a moment of awkward silence where we both try to figure out what the appropriate greeting is for two men who are co-parenting the same child but have completely different relationships with him."Edward. Come in. Alexander's just finishing breakfast." Jeffrey steps aside to let me enter, and I notice the house has a different energy than it did before their vacation—lighter somehow, less weighted down by crisis and trauma.Alexander appears in the hallway with Buddy at his heels, and his face breaks into a genuine smile when he sees me which does something to the constant knot of anxiety I carry around about whether he actually wants t
最後更新: 2026-05-14
Chapter: Moving Forward[ALESSIA'S POV]Coming home from the cabin feels like emerging from a protective bubble back into the real world with all its complications and responsibilities, and I'm not entirely ready for it even though I know we can't hide in the mountains forever. The drive home is quieter than the drive up was, the boys tired from a week of hiking and playing and staying up too late, and even Buddy seems subdued in his crate, like he knows the vacation is over and we're returning to normal life with school and work and all the structure that comes with it. Jeffrey reaches over and takes my hand as we pull into our driveway, squeezing gently in a way that says he understands what I'm feeling, that he's also reluctant to leave behind the simplicity of vacation and return to the complexity of our regular lives.The house smells stale when we walk in, that particular scent of a place that's been closed up for a week, and I immediately start opening windows while Jeffrey brings in the luggage and t
最後更新: 2026-05-14
Chapter: Finally Us Again[ALESSIA POV]"I think we should go on a vacation," Jeffrey says suddenly, staring at his wine like the idea just occurred to him. "Just the four of us. Somewhere completely different where we can decompress and remember how to enjoy each other's company without constantly being on high alert.""Where would we go?" I'm already mentally calculating our budget and trying to figure out if we can afford a vacation after months of lawyer fees and medical bills, but Jeffrey must read my mind because he jumps in before I can start listing objections."Somewhere not too expensive. Maybe we rent a cabin in the mountains or a beach house for a week. Something where we can just be together without schedules or obligations or any reminders of everything that happened." He turns to look at me, his expression earnest. "I think we need it, Alessia. All of us. We need to remember what it feels like to be a family that does fun things instead of a family that only comes together during crises."He's r
最後更新: 2026-05-12
Chapter: Coming Home[ALESSIA'S POV]The house looks exactly the same as it did when we left it a week ago, but somehow it feels different when Jeffrey unlocks the front door and we all step inside on Sunday afternoon with our bags from my mother's place and the tentative hope that maybe we can actually stay this time. The boys immediately scatter to their rooms, excited to be back in their own spaces with their own things, and I can hear them upstairs arguing cheerfully about whose turn it is to pick the movie for tonight's family viewing. Jeffrey sets down our bags in the entryway and looks at me with a question in his eyes, silently asking if I'm okay, if coming home feels safe or if I'm going to spiral into anxiety about Victoria finding us here even though she's locked up without possibility of bail this time."It feels good to be home," I say, and I mean it even though there's still a kernel of fear lodged somewhere in my chest that probably won't go away for a while. "Strange, but good. Like we've
最後更新: 2026-05-12
Chapter: The Sentence[ALESSIA POV]The gavel comes down with a sharp crack that feels like it's closing a chapter of all our lives, and suddenly the courtroom erupts into controlled chaos—journalists rushing out to file their stories, spectators talking loudly about the sentence, Sandra's family crying and trying to get one last look at her before she's led away. I watch as the bailiffs come to take Sandra back into custody, watch as she looks back at me one final time with an expression that I'll probably never forget, something that manages to convey both remorse and resignation and a desperate hope that maybe someday I'll understand why she did what she did.Jeffrey pulls me to my feet and David appears beside us, already talking about next steps and paperwork and things I need to sign, but I can barely process what he's saying because all I can think is that it's over. It's finally over. Sandra has been sentenced and will be going to prison for more than two decades, and while that doesn't erase what
最後更新: 2026-05-08
Taste Like Forbidden
First-Person POVBadgirlForbidden LoveSteamyIndependentContemporaryAffairCEOLove-Triangle
Riley Thompson turned her deepest heartbreak into a successful career writing filthy, bestselling erotica. After catching her fiancé having sex with her cousin on their wedding day, she vowed never to let anyone close enough to hurt her again. Now she lives by her own rules: Pleasure without emotion, sex without strings attached.
Only Mila, her fiercely loyal best friend and the one person who never abandoned her and has ever managed to slip past her walls.
But when she meets Jayson Woods, wealthy, magnetic, and dangerously addictive — one reckless night of raw, mind-blowing sex shatters her boundaries. What begins as a no-strings fling quickly spirals into a secret, obsessive affair.
As Riley dives deeper into a world of desire, blurred boundaries, and sexual exploration, the connection between her and Mila begins to shift into something neither of them can ignore. And while Jayson awakens Riley’s darkest cravings, it is Mila who slowly uncovers the fragile heart Riley has spent years trying to bury.
Raw, emotional, and intensely intimate. This is a story about heartbreak, healing, self-discovery, and finding love in the one place Riley never expected
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Chapter: ༶•┈┈❦With Family❦┈┈•༶ ❈❈ Mila Pov ❈ ❈My mother was staring at me like I just told her I killed somebody. “So let me get this straight,” she said, voice already that sharp, judgmental tone. “You’re in a video. A sexual video. With your best friend. Riley Thompson. The girl who’s been coming to this house since you were fourteen.” I didn’t say shit. There was nothing to say that wouldn’t make it worse. “And you’re… what, exactly?” my dad asked from across the room. Dude barely ever spoke during these talks. Today he was locked in. Today he was disappointed as hell. “She’s bisexual, obviously,” my mom said for me. “Or lesbian? I honestly don’t even know anymore. Everything is so fluid these days.” The way she said “fluid” like it was a fucking disease. “It’s not about labels,” I said quietly. “I love them. Both of them. It’s not that complicated.” “Not that complicated?” She stood up. “Mila, it’s extremely complicated. You’re having a sexual relationship with a woman. Your best friend. And apparentl
最後更新: 2026-07-28
Chapter: ✦ ❦ ✦Surrender✦ ❦ ✦ ❈ ❈ Riley Pov ❈ ❈ I was nervous as fuck. Like, actually nervous. Not the fake "I'm so fine" nervous I usually put on. Real, stomach-twisting, hands-shaking, nervous. I stood in the middle of our bedroom. Its our bedroom now, since the three of us had started sharing more nights than not — while Jayson and Mila moved around me like they were setting up for something sacred.Candles were already lit. Soft R&B was playing low in the background. The sheets were clean and pulled back. Everything looked intentional. Soft. Safe.I hated how much I liked that."You good?" Mila asked, stepping in front of me. She was already in a black lace bra and boy shorts, looking like she belonged on a damn billboard. She reached up and brushed a strand of hair behind my ear. "Talk to me, babe."I swallowed. "I'm… yeah. I'm good. Just—""Just what?" Jayson said from behind me. His voice was calm, low. He was shirtless, black sweatpants hanging low on his hips. He rested his hands lightly on my shoulde
最後更新: 2026-07-27
Chapter: ✦ ❦ ✦So Much To Sacrifice✦ ❦ ✦ ❈ ❈ Jayson Pov ❈ ❈ I had been staring at my phone for the past twenty minutes.My father's contact was right there. I kept pulling it up and then closing it. Riley and Mila were in the living room giving me space, knowing this was something I needed to do alone.The thing was, I'd already made my decision. I'd already told Cassie. I'd already started the legal process of taking Thomas down. I'd already built a life with Riley and Mila that felt more real than anything I'd ever had before.But I still cared what my father thought. And that pissed me off.I took a breath and called him.He picked up on the second ring."Jayson," he said, his voice all business. "I was just about to call you. I need to talk to you about the quarterly reports—""Dad, I need to tell you something," I cut him off.There was a pause. My father didn't like being interrupted. He liked control. He liked things running smoothly and predictably."What is it?" he asked, and I could hear the edge in
最後更新: 2026-07-27
Chapter: Tortured Sex [ Riley pov]Mila had been thinking about this for a while.She'd mentioned it casually like a week ago — something about wanting to try restraints, wanting to feel controlled. But the way she said it made it clear it wasn't casual. It was something she'd been fantasizing about.So here we were, on friday night. The three of us in our bedroom with the door locked and our phones on silent."So like, I have to be honest," Mila said, and she was nervous. I could see it in the way her hands were shaking slightly. "I'm a little scared.""Scared of what?" Jayson asked."Scared I won't like it," she said. "Like I'm gonna feel trapped, and my anxiety is gonna kick in and I'll freak out.""Then we stop," I said simply. "If anything feels wrong, we gon stop babe.No judgment and no questions asked.”"Promise?" she asked."Promise," Jayson said.She nodded and took a breath. "Okay," she said. "Let's do this."Jayson had bought silk restraints. Not the harsh rope type. Someth
最後更新: 2026-07-25
Chapter: Sex Commander [Riley pov ] We hadn't been intimate like this since everything blew up with Thomas.The sex we'd had was possessive. It was angry. It was us reclaiming what was ours. But this? This was different. This was us trying to rebuild something that had been fractured.Jayson had suggested it. He'd said we needed to reset and remember what we were to each other when we weren't fighting or defending or hurting.So here we were on a Saturday afternoon with the curtains drawn and soft music playing. No rush. No pressure. Just the three of us trying to find our way back to each other.We started slow. Really slow. Jayson and I kissing while Mila watched from the edge of the bed. Then Mila joining us, her hand on my waist, her lips on my shoulder. We were all just... touching. Feeling. Remembering."I want to try something," Jayson said after a while. "If you guys are okay with it.""What?" Mila asked."I want Riley to watch," he said. "I want her to see you come on my cock."I felt something
最後更新: 2026-07-22
Chapter: Home Calling [Riley Pov]I was making coffee when my phone rang.Unknown number. I didn't want to answer, but something made me pick up."Riley?" My mother's voice came through, and immediately my entire body went tense.I hadn't heard from her in three years. Three fucking years."Hi, Mom," I said carefully."I saw the news," she said. No hello. No how are you. Just straight to business. "About that man. Thomas. And the video.""Yeah," I said. I was already preparing myself for whatever was coming."That's disgusting," she said. "Absolutely disgusting. You've always been so... reckless."There it was."I called because I wanted to know if you're okay," she continued, but her tone made it clear she didn't actually care. "And because people are asking about you. "And?" I asked."And I told them that you've always been irresponsible," she said. "That this doesn't surprise me. That you've never made good choices."I set the coffee down. My hands were shaking."Is there a reason you're calling?
最後更新: 2026-07-21
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Ze werd bedrogen door haar man en beste vriendin. Daarna kreeg haar zevenjarige zoon de diagnose bloedkanker. De enige manier om hem te redden? Nog een kind krijgen met de man die haar kapot heeft gemaakt. Zeg me eens... Welk kind mag ze verliezen? Als je een vrouw bent, een echtgenote of een alleenstaande moeder, een vrouw die ooit sterk heeft moeten zijn toen ze het gevoel had dat ze brak, en je komt deze video tegen, stop dan even met scrollen. Dit is voor jou, ik zie je. Ik zie de nachten dat je wakker lag te piekeren over schoolgeld, ziekenhuisrekeningen, huur, eten, terwijl je overdag deed alsof alles goed was. Ik zie de stille tranen die je wegveegde voordat je kinderen de kamer binnenkwamen. De manier waarop je je pijn inslikte zodat zij het niet zouden proeven. Ik zie hoe moe je bent en hoe je soms even op het toilet zit om adem te halen. Hoe je soms aan jezelf twijfelt en je afvraagt of je wel genoeg doet. Ik wil dat je weet dat je meer dan genoeg bent, want ik ben opgevoed door een moeder die innerlijke stormen met zich meedroeg en ons huis toch een veilige haven wist te maken. Ze worstelde, offerde zich op en doorstond dingen die ik pas later begreep. En vandaag ben ik dankbaar voor haar kracht, want ze heeft me iets heel waardevols geleerd: moederliefde is niet zomaar iets. Ze is fel, koppig, opofferend en onstuitbaar. En dat is waar mijn boek, 'Married to My Best Friend’s Husband', over gaat. Ja, het gaat over verraad en liefdesverdriet, maar in de kern over de worsteling van het moederschap.
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Chapter: Tussen twee huizen[ALEXANDER'S PERSPECTIEF]Sandra's huis voelt te groot aan, maar ik woon hier al mijn hele leven. Ik ken elke kamer, elke hoek, elke krakende vloerplank.Maar nu voelt het als een hotel. Schoon en leeg. Niet echt van mij.Ik zit in mijn kamer mijn rugzak uit te pakken die ik bij Alessia heb gekocht.De kleren ruiken hier anders. Alessia gebruikt een ander wasmiddel. Iets dat naar lavendel en vanille ruikt.Sandra gebruikt iets duurs. Geen geur. Gewoon schoon.Ik houd een van mijn shirts tegen mijn gezicht en adem diep in. Het doet me denken aan Alessia's keuken, aan Jeffrey die pannenkoeken bakt en aan Davison die me thuis basketbal leert.Dan gooi ik het in de wasmand, want morgen ruikt het weer naar Sandra's huis.Zoals dit huis.Zoals de plek waar ik woon, maar waar ik me niet helemaal meer thuis voel.Sandra doet erg haar best.Dat is wat me deze week het meest opvalt.Ze maakt mijn favoriete gerechten, vraagt naar school en stelt voor om samen films te kijken.Maar het voelt al
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Chapter: Alles gebroken, maar hersteld met vrede.[SANDRA'S PERSPECTIEF]De praktijk van Dr. Chen ziet er niet uit als een therapiekamer.Geen bank, geen notitieblok. Alleen twee comfortabele stoelen tegenover elkaar en een raam met uitzicht op een tuin.Ik ga in de ene stoel zitten. Zij in de andere."Bedankt dat je gekomen bent, Sandra.""De rechter zei dat ik moest komen, weet je, vanwege een deel van de voogdijregeling.""Ja. Maar je bent hier en dat is wat telt."Ik antwoord niet. Ik staar alleen maar naar de tuin. Alles is groen, levend en groeit. Alles behalve ik."Hoe voel je je?" vraagt Dr. Chen."Hoe denk je dat ik me voel? Ik ben mijn zoon kwijt. Mijn man is van me gescheiden. Mijn familie vertrouwt me niet. De hele stad denkt dat ik een monster ben. Hoe zou ik me moeten voelen?""Dan voel ik me waardeloos. Ik heb het gevoel dat de wereld beter af zou zijn als ik verdween."Ze reageert niet. Ze kijkt niet geschokt of bezorgd. Ze knikt alleen maar alsof ik iets volkomen normaals heb gezegd."Vertel me eens over Alexander.
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Chapter: De jacht[ALESSIA'S PERSPECTIEF]De telefoon gaat om vijf uur 's ochtends.Ik ben al wakker. Ik heb al weken niet goed geslapen. Te veel dromen over Alexander. Te veel 'wat als'-vragen.Ik pak de telefoon zonder te kijken."Hallo?""Alessia, met Margaret." Haar stem trilt. Ze is in paniek. "Sandra heeft Alexander meegenomen. Ze zijn weg."Ik schiet zo snel overeind dat de kamer lijkt te draaien. "Wat bedoel je met weg?""Robert heeft haar gisteravond geconfronteerd. Hij vertelde haar dat hij van het contract afweet. Van alles. En vanochtend zijn we naar haar huis gegaan en ze zijn allebei weg. Koffers. Paspoorten. Alles."Jeffrey doet de lamp naast me aan. "Wat is er aan de hand?"Ik wuif hem weg. "Waar zijn ze naartoe gegaan?""We weten het niet. Maar Roberts mensen volgen haar creditcards. Haar telefoon. Alles wat ze kunnen vinden.""Waarom zou ze vluchten?""Omdat ze weet dat we het contract gaan aanvechten. Alexander terugnemen. Hem aan jou geven."Die woorden zouden me blij moeten maken.
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Chapter: De ontsnapping[SANDRA'S PERSPECTIEF]Ik rijd te hard naar huis, mijn hart bonst in mijn oren en ik heb het gevoel dat ik verstik.Robert weet het.Na zeven jaar van perfecte leugens, perfect acteerwerk, perfecte controle, weet hij het.En als hij het weet, weet iedereen het.Edward zal het aan Alessia vertellen. Margaret zal het door de hele familie verspreiden. En uiteindelijk zal Alexander het ook te weten komen.Mijn zoon.Nee. Niet mijn zoon. Dat is wat ze zullen zeggen.Alessia's zoon.Degene die ik heb gestolen en van wie ik deed alsof ik van hem hield. Degene die nooit echt van mij was, behalve dat hij van mij is.Ik heb er zeven jaar over gedaan om dat te bewijzen.Ik ben degene die hem vasthield toen hij huilde. Die hem te eten gaf toen hij honger had. Die hem het alfabet leerde en hoe hij zijn schoenen moest strikken.Alessia heeft hem negen maanden gedragen en is toen weggelopen.Ze kan nu niet meer terugkomen en hem opeisen.Ik laat het niet toe.Als ik thuiskom, is het donker in huis.
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Chapter: Op dit punt[PERSPECTIEF VAN MEVROUW SEAMAN]Alexanders vraag blijft me achtervolgen."Ken je een vrouw met donker haar die bij het nieuwsstation van mijn moeder werkt?"De manier waarop hij me aankeek. Alsof hij het antwoord al wist, maar het nog moest bevestigen.Alsof zijn ziel naar de waarheid verlangde, ook al kon zijn verstand het nog niet bevatten.Ik had het hem meteen moeten vertellen.Ik had hem moeten laten zitten en alles moeten uitleggen.Maar dat deed ik niet.Omdat ik Sandra zeven jaar lang heb beschermd. Moppen voor haar heb verzonnen. Mezelf heb wijsgemaakt dat haar leugens wanhoopsdaden waren in plaats van manipulatie.Maar Alexanders gezicht gisteravond veranderde iets in me.Die jongen verdient het om te weten waar hij vandaan komt.En Sandra heeft geen recht om het hem te verzwijgen.Ik zit in de tuin als Robert thuiskomt van kantoor.Hij draagt zijn aktetas. Zijn stropdas is los. Hij ziet er moe uit."Margaret." Hij kust me op mijn wang. "Hoe was je dag?""We moeten praten
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Chapter: De vraag[ALEXANDER'S PERSPECTIEF]Ik blijf dezelfde droom hebben.Er is een vrouw met donker haar. Ze staat in een kamer vol licht. Ze lacht naar me. Ze steekt haar handen uit.En als ik naar haar toe ren, omhelst ze me zo stevig dat ik geen adem meer krijg.Maar het voelt goed. Veilig. Als thuis.Dan word ik wakker.En mama staat in de deuropening en vraagt of het goed met me gaat.Ik zeg altijd ja.Maar ik weet het niet meer zo zeker.Het begon op het feest. Dat chique feest met al die saaie volwassenen.Ik was koekjes aan het eten toen ik haar zag.De vrouw uit mijn droom.Ze stond bij de desserttafel. Ze droeg een blauwe jurk.Eerst dacht ik dat het mama was. Zelfde haar. Zelfde lengte.Dus ik rende naar haar toe en omhelsde haar.Maar toen ze zich omdraaide, was het niet mama.Het was iemand anders.Iemand die me aankeek alsof ze me kende. Echt kende.Niet zoals volwassenen meestal naar kinderen kijken. Alsof we schattig of klein zijn of hulp nodig hebben.Ze keek me aan alsof ik ertoe
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