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I hate school.
Not in the way an average teenager hates it, no. My hatred for school was borne out of the literal need to survive torment every single day of the week. Thankfully, I’ve managed to find a few worthy reasons to endure the nightmare. One of said reasons, Maya James, waves at me from across the cafeteria. “Over here,” she mouths, her blue eyes twinkling with excitement. Smiling back, I clutch my food tray tighter, adjusting my unzipped backpack as I head in her direction. I’d been in such a rush leaving art class that I didn’t bother with zipping it, and after the incident with my locker last week, I know better than to leave my personal things in there anymore. I keep my head down, ignoring the ends of my brown hair falling over my plate, as I pass the table. A screeching chair sounds to my right, and I make the mistake of looking up. Tyler Brooks’ lips curl into a predatory smile that sends shivers down my spine. Averting my gaze quickly, I continue on. But I don’t see the Spawn of Satan casually sticking his leg out until it’s too late. I tumble forward, my mouth opening in a silent scream as I try – and fail – to stop myself from crashing onto the dirty floor. My food tray and backpack clatter in tow, spilling fries, vegetables, and books everywhere, but it’s the sight of spilled ketchup on my sketchbook that causes my eyes to sting. Laughter erupts throughout the cafeteria as everyone suddenly focuses on me. They point and whip out their phones, which is soon followed by flashes and the humiliating sound of shutters capturing a moment I want erased from my memory. No doubt, in the next five seconds, pictures of me in this sorry state will flood the seniors’ gossip page created for moments just like this one. I blink back tears and raise my head, only to be met with Tyler smirking right at me. That and the sound of everyone else at his table snickering tells me it was intentional. And even though I already knew, it gives me confirmation that he was the one who spray-painted my locker with the words “nerd,” and proceeded to spill spoiled milk all over the inside. He probably had someone do it for him. After all, the entire school was so desperate to curry his favor that they’d lick his feet if he asked them to. “Didn’t see you there, nerd,” he says, raising a brow like he’s daring me to challenge him. ‘It’s my fault,’ I think as I look away from his piercing gaze and shove my books, even the soaked ones, back into my bag. After three years of being subjected to both mental and physical torture from Tyler and his friends, I should have known better than to walk past their table during, well, any period really. I should have gone the longer route, round the hall, to take my seat beside Maya. Footsteps approach me, and shortly after, I feel arms wrap around me. “Come on, Lila,” Maya says as she helps me stand. Then, she crouches and scoops the spilled food back onto my tray. “Ignore them,” she whispers once she’s standing beside me again. I raise my chin and turn around as she leads us out of the cafeteria. Just a few months and senior year will be over, I remind myself. And I’ll be damned if I let Tyler Brooks see me break. “Are you okay?” Maya asks, tossing my food into the trash can by the door. “I can ask the lunch lady to serve you another. You know she likes me,” she winks. I laugh despite myself. “Everyone knows Mrs. Greta doesn’t like anyone.” My best friend scoffs, tossing her blonde hair over one shoulder. “She smiled at me yesterday. You saw it too.” Pressing my lips together, I throw an arm over her shoulder. “That, my good friend, was a grimace.” “Whatever, it still counts.” Maya rolls her eyes, dumping my tray on an empty table. Then, she shakes her head. “I can’t believe that jerk did that to you,” she says, throwing a glare over her shoulder. “We’re ignoring him, remember?” “Yes, but…” Before she can finish her sentence, my phone vibrates in my pocket. I pull it out and stare at the text from Mrs. Danvers – my art teacher and neighbor. “Hey, Lila, I’ve got a job for you. Parents are going to be out of town for fifteen days, and they need a babysitter. Pay is six grand!” My lips curl into a wide smile. Not even Tyler’s antics can quell the joy of having such an addition to my college savings. Surely, things can’t possibly get worse than today.Tyler’s POVI have never driven this fast in my life.My car roars beneath me as I tear through the familiar roads toward Monty’s Cliff. Every few seconds, my eyes flick between the road and the little blue dot on my phone mounted beside the steering wheel.I grip the steering wheel harder. “Please be okay,” I whisper. “Please.”The road begins climbing toward the coast, and a line of parked cars comes into view. My pulse spikes at the sight of people gathered near the cliff’s edge, pointing and shouting.Before I can think of stopping the car, someone runs into the middle of the road, waving both arms. I slam on the brakes, the tires screeching across the pavement as Jake reaches my window before my car has completely stopped.“Jake?” I ask, rolling down my window. “What are you…?”“It’s Lila!” he shouts, breathing hard.My eyes widen. “Have you seen her? I know she’s here somewhere.”“No.” He shakes his head violently. “She’s in Noah’s car!
CHAPTER 113The sun is beginning to set, painting the sky in shades of orange and pink. Normally, I would stop and admire it.But I just shove my hands into my jacket pockets and keep moving.The argument with my parents keeps replaying in my head as I walk. Every time I think about my mother’s face, guilt twists inside my chest. Every time I think about Tyler’s father sitting in my living room, anger follows right behind it.My phone buzzes, and I pull it out of my pocket. I stare at Tyler’s name on the screen, unable to press the answer button.I cannot do this right now, even though there’s no denying that I love him. I love him so much that it physically hurts sometimes. But if what my parents are saying is true, if his father really has been interfering with my college applications... I don’t even know how to process that.The phone stops ringing, and a text appears a second later.Please answer.My throat tightens, but I look away and keep walki
Tyler’s POV Football scouts still haven’t called, but I’ve pretty much given up on that happening anymore. Yet, despite the fact that my future hasn’t magically sorted itself out, I feel like I can breathe for the first time in a long time. Jake and I finally talked, and when I told Lila everything, she didn’t look at me differently. The weight of guilt I’ve been carrying around for years feels a lot lighter now, and it makes walking into the house easier. It’s unusually quiet when I walk inside, and then I hear laughter coming from the backyard. I drop my overnight bag at the foyer, follow the sound, and find Mom kneeling beside a flowerbed while the twins chase each other through the grass. She looks up when she hears me. “There he is.” A smile immediately spreads across my face. “Hey.” The twins practically launch themselves at me, and I barely have time to brace myself before they’re hanging off my arms. “Tyler!” “You’re back!” “Is Lila here too?” Lucas doesn’t waste tim
I should feel like things are finally falling into place. After all, the school trip is over, and with it is Tyler and Jake’s long-standing beef. Northbridge has also officially confirmed the details of my scholarship while we were away. Yet, the knot sitting in my chest as our bus rolls into the school parking lot doesn’t ease up. Maybe it’s because my mother has barely answered my texts all weekend, and the last time we’d spoken, she’d been furious about Northbridge. Or maybe it’s simply because life has taught me that every time something good happens, something else isn’t far behind to ruin it. Honestly, all I can think about is getting home and collapsing into bed. I feel like I’ve lived an entire month in forty-eight hours. Tyler’s lips softly brush my ear as he whispers, “You’re overthinking again, aren’t you?” I glance over at him, cheeks warming. “No, I’m not.” “Liar.” A smile tugs at my lips despite myself, but it doesn’t ease the feeling of dread growing by sec
Tyler’s POVThe room Ms. Teagues forces me and Jake in is barely bigger than a closet.She points between the two of us. “You two are staying in here until you can communicate like adults and figure out your issues,” she says, pinching the bridge of her nose. “I’m serious. If I come back in an hour and you two are still trying to kill each other, I’ll make sure neither of you sees graduation.”I’m too exhausted to argue, my knuckles and jaw hurt, and judging by the split in Jake’s lip, he isn’t doing much better.The door shuts behind us with a loud click after Ms. Teagues leaves, and neither of us moves for a while.Jake drops into one of the chairs surrounding the small table in the center of the room while I remain standing by the window. Outside, I can see students moving between buildings as the rest of the trip continues without us. Meanwhile we’re trapped in a room like angry children.Somewhere out there, Lila was probably worried sick. And the t
The class tour starts almost immediately after we settle into our destination, though “tour” feels generous for what is mostly Ms. Teagues talking, while seniors scatter in every direction like they’ve already mentally checked out.Tyler stays right beside me, close enough that his shoulder keeps brushing mine as we walk. The problem is, I can’t enjoy it.Not with the way everyone keeps whispering.Their voices follow us through the paths between the old buildings and through the courtyards, even as Ms. Teagues explains the historical significance of the town.I glance up at Tyler more than once, and each time, he looks calm. If I didn’t know him, I’d think none of it is reaching him. But I feel the tension coiled under his skin, even when his face doesn’t show it.At some point, his hand finds mine, and he laces our fingers together without looking at me. We’re halfway through the tour when I see Jake.He’s walking with a few students behind us, but his
Tyler’s POVBeneath the fluorescent lights, Lila looks ethereal.Her pastel-colored dress shimmers like the rainbow, and her soft, brown curls fall softly around her shoulders, making me itch to run my fingers through them.I watch her pick at the food she absentmindedly ordered.
“Careful with that, honey.” “I’m being careful,” I mutter, adjusting my grip on the box that is definitely heavier than it looks. My dad snorts beside me, effortlessly balancing two larger boxes like they weigh nothing. “That’s what you said right before you dropped
Tyler’s POVInviting Lila over for dinner shouldn’t feel like walking into a high-stakes game, but it does.“Relax,” Alex had said earlier when I told him. “It’s just dinner, not the Super Bowl.”Easy for him to say. He doesn’t have my father.Lila stares up at me, her eyes w
You’d think I’d have gotten used to the stares and whispers by now, but when I walk into the cafeteria holding Tyler’s hand, it’s like stepping onto a spotlighted stage all over again.Tyler, as usual, just doesn’t care. He squeezes my hand gently, leaning slightly closer. “Relax, Garcia







