LOGINClair's POV
The Autumn breeze was something I had always looked forward to, and now, feeling it hit me at full capacity, I wiped the stubborn tears off my cheeks and gently pushed my mother, fragile in her wheelchair toward her bed. “You’ve done so well, Clair. Don’t worry about me anymore.” My mother’s voice trembled, her eyes misty as tears lingered on her lashes, and I fought mine back, hating how completely pathetic and exhausting my life had become. “I will always take care of you, Mum. You don’t have to worry,” I whispered, finally allowing the tears that had practically become a part of me to fall again. I bent down and dropped a soft kiss on her forehead, and her faint smile felt more fulfilling than anything else I had left in this world. “I’m late for work, Mum. Let me be on my way,” I said, and she nodded slowly, pulling the duvet over herself. I watched her close her eyes before slipping out of the room. The new boss at the club was a great man. Ever since he learned about Mum’s condition, he’d never complained about my lateness. But just as I stepped into the club, my eyes landed on the nightmare that had haunted me for months , the tiny hope of finding solace in this community slipping away before it could even begin. He was dressed differently tonight. His gaze, still lustful as ever, clung to me with a familiar hunger. His tall, commanding physique was the same as the first day I saw him, but something was off, his hair was different, and the usual spark in his icy blue eyes was gone, replaced with a dark, unfamiliar brown. “Are you falling for Sylvester King?” Sylvester, was that his name? I stared at Amy, the beautiful Finnish woman who had once been a stripper here. She knew everything and everyone in this place. “Not at all,” I muttered quickly. She smiled knowingly, her eyes drifting to the gorgeous man before closing as though she was indulging in her own vivid fantasies. “He’s the second son of the King family of the Moon Pack. Wealthy, powerful, and blessed with unfairly good looks,” she added, twirling a strand of her long hair. She liked him, that much was clear. And I knew he wouldn’t hesitate to take advantage. Hadn’t I already seen how rough and dirty he could be with a woman? “Come over here, Clair,” Boss called out. His face was stern as always, but I knew him well enough to recognize the kindness behind the business façade. As a man in charge of his fortune, he didn’t joke about money. “You will serve Sylvester King today,” he said, handing me a bag. His eyes softened into an assuring smile. “Change into that. And avoid any mistakes with him. Good luck, girl.” And then he left me alone with my hammering heart. How on earth was I supposed to face that man again? It had been so dark inside the club room that night, but I remembered how he looked at me, how he consumed me, tracing my sweat with his tongue, devouring every part of me like he owned it. “Oh my God, Clair, you’re so lucky,” Amy mumbled, snatching the bag from me. She unzipped it, and the soft fabric spilled onto the floor, more like a tattered strip of cloth than actual clothing. “You should’ve told him no. Sylvester King is dangerous. One mistake could kill you,” she whispered, picking up the skimpy garment. Her eyes widened as she scoffed and shoved the cloth toward my face. “Look at this! How would a good girl like you wear something this… sinful?” She glanced around the room nervously. “Tell the boss you don’t want to go,” she insisted. I didn’t want to be prey for the girls’ gossip or jealousy, but Amy despite being tough and sophisticated meant every word. But still how could I say no to the boss? “I can tell him if you don’t want to, okay?” She headed straight for his office. “No, Amy!” I blurted. And she froze, her expression twisting into shock and irritation. “I will serve Sylvester King,” I said, forcing courage into my voice. I reached for the outfit, and she handed it over, spite practically etched into her face. “Let’s see how it goes, Clair. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.” She left, and my gaze drifted toward the women circling Sylvester King like moths to a flame. If I avoided his eyes, maybe this wouldn’t be as terrible as I feared. In the changing room, I slipped out of my work clothes and into the thin fabric barely covering my thighs, the material clinging to my curves like a second skin. I needed to stay professional, but how could I maintain any composure dressed like this? Boss definitely had a death plan for me. “Wow… who’s that girl?” Great. Exactly what I didn’t want. The entire walk to the VIP section felt like a runway of unwanted attention. The women’s eyes crawled over me, and the men practically drooled as I took the final steps inside, reminding myself that wherever Sylvester King was, was supposedly safer. “I will serve you today, sir,” I announced, hating the intensity in his stare. No familiarity. Just lust, pure, consuming lust. As if he was seeing me for the very first time. “Bastard,” I cursed silently. How could he forget me so easily? I hadn’t even healed from the bruises he’d left on me. The way he bit me, marked me like some wild animal claiming his prey. “Everybody leave,” he ordered, voice low and husky. Maybe he did remember. The room emptied quickly, and his footsteps approached me. But something was wrong. His scent, once a mix of hibiscus and icy winter, was now drowned in heavy alcohol that clawed at my nose. “What is your name?” he growled, reaching toward my chest. I stepped back. His face hardened, steps intentional as he closed in again. “Aren’t you here to serve me?” “Yes, sir,” I said, angry at myself for ever thinking about him, when he obviously never thought about me at all. “So come and serve me.” His smile was bitter, twisted. And I wanted to run, far away, to somewhere he would never be able to find me. “Okay…” I whispered, moving toward the table. I knew the great drinks to taste like his favorite, so I mixed them carefully, hoping it would distract him. He burst into laughter the moment I offered it. He took a long drag from a pipe before standing, moving toward me with heavy footsteps. “You better serve me properly or you lose your job,” he threatened. And I knew he meant it. The King family owned half of Arkansas’s biggest businesses, including the club. “I… I’m a waitress, sir,” I stuttered, voice trapped in my throat. How could this be the same man who whispered and pleaded in my ear that night, asking for things he had already taken? “Teamwork, girl!” he shouted, and I flinched, regretting not telling the boss no. Anything would’ve been better than this. “Start right now!” He barked, unbuckling his belt and yanking off his shirt. And stupidly, I missed the version of him from that night in LA. “No, please… I can’t” My plea meant nothing. He slammed me against the wall, his mouth attacking my neck. I sobbed as my stomach twisted violently until I threw up, directly onto his chest. “You crazy girl!” he shouted, disgusted as he flung a bottle across the room. The door burst open, chaos erupting instantly. “You irresponsible bastard!” a deep voice growled. I peered past the bodies and froze. A sinfully tall man, those gorgeous blue eyes locking on me, stood over Sylvester King who lay gasping on the floor. And the man’s expression softened the instant he saw me. “You?” he breathed, voice filled with longing. My heart pounded wildly. My eyes hadn’t betrayed me, this was the man whose memory had haunted me since that night. “Don’t go, or you’re fired!” Sylvester snarled from the floor, his threat clear in his bloodshot eyes. But I didn’t care anymore. Neither of these men deserved space in my life. “I quit!” I shouted. With no regret for what I did next, I turned and fled the scene, hoping with everything in me that I would never have to see him again.ALEXA POV Desires are holy, and sometimes you just deserve its cold attacks and the crazy hook it has on you.Karl has returned to be with his nanny, and me? This time around I could not dwell much on the matters at hand rather my body seeks an affirmation that seems so lost and dead.I forced a groan, like the needs are just gonna disappear, but they are there, here with me and vowed to be my doom.I did not want to touch, did not want to awaken the beast, but maybe, just maybe a single touch could calm the fight down there right under me.And I touched, slow, intentional and I liked it, like it compare to the cold jaw Sebastian throws me at night, like it to the tears I shed when I felt like a loser, and right now, I am just going to be the lead of my own ecstasy.I was low, I needed to be low, as my finger busied itself through my wet parts and the joyous tears makes me into that young and free woman I once was, Alexa who has got her own charm.“My Luna, a visitor is here to see y
CLAIR POV “Come back to work, the manager has concluded he has no right in your personal life.”“Whatever that shit even is.”A tiny laugh escaped Mrs Hilda’s mouth and her face turned all serious quickly too.“He promise you a raise, to triple your wages.”And ever since I opened the door for her, that was the only appealing words I heard.Money, and god know how much I needed the cash, to change renew our bills or perhaps get a new apartment and Lily’s school.“I will come.”I said slowly, knowing it would cost me more time if I ever wanted to check or apply to other jobs and also, no one pays like The Mount Agency.Mrs Hilda had stepped inside without waiting for an invitation even after I almost died of fear, her heels had clicked on the floor I had mopped earlier that morning. She looked around the apartment like she was calculating the rent in her head. Her eyes fixed on the chipped paint. The couch with the stain Lily spilled juice on last summer. And the small window that let
SEBASTIAN POV “The River Star pack has sent bodyguards to welcome us my Alpha.”Kane whispered to my ear, as if I couldn’t see them already.“And Alpha Eliot is with them also.”Nuel added and I only nodded. This is Montreal, where my instinct had anticipated for a weird reason, and I wondered how much I had anticipated it in this past, but it has never happened.The bodyguards walked toward us and bowed lowly in respect. I could read their fear, even when what they do is hide it, it’s like a thick wave forming and tightening their throats.“Welcome to Montreal Alpha Sebastian of the great moon pack.”Eliot greeted.“It’s an honour receiving your support every time.”He added and I shook his hand, pulling him into my left arm and stepping out into the weather.I scented it yet again, the reek of danger.The air here was different. Colder and sharper. It bit at the back of my throat and carried deep smoke, wet invisible touches and something metallic I couldn’t place. “You brought ha
ALEXA POV LI stood in my room as Sebastian’s private jet flew out. Its wings spread into the white blue sky, and I kind of envied its freedom. “Mother I did better today.”Karl’s voice shook me free of my anxiety a bit, and I turned toward him, with the best smile I could give.“You always do better darling.”He rushed into my arms, his scent the actual hibiscus smell on Sebastian. The same smell that clung to the sheets the night he said my name like a prayer and then like a mistake. The same smell that haunted the hallways when he walked past me.“Beta Nuel will return soon, and you should make sure you keep making mummy proud.”I said, pulling tighter on the poor boy, my baby, the one I love so dearly. Any pack decision can’t keep us apart. And Sebastian, no matter how far ahead he is, I can only thank him for at least taking Karl’s side.“You can be replaced.”My wolf snarled beneath, and I pressed a gentle kiss on Karl to calm the tornado erupting in my head and pretend my wo
CLAIR POV It’s Saturday and overly lonesome, a typical ChiCanada if you ask me. “Mummy, do you miss your friends?” Lily’s voice broke out from the kitchen. I have decorated the house last summer to get things regulated and in place and even though it’s this small house, it felt bigger now that I created a kitchen space. “Not really baby, I have you after all.” I said, hating how forced and tight my voice sounded. It will be summer soon, and I think I needed the sun, as much as it could give. Clair’s eyes settled on me, curious, probably got a lot in her mind. I shifted on the sofa and beckoned for her. She shrugged off her frown and got into my arms. “You are my only friend Lily, I want you to know that.” I wish she would always remember that, even when I got lucky to have more people supporting me, I wish she would always know how important she’s in my life forever. “Why did you cry so much and said ‘I miss you’ in the night?” My heart skipped a beat. She heard me, when I
SEBASTIAN POV Her eyes were full of tears, and it moved me deeper than I wanted it to. Deeper than grief. Deeper than the walls I have tried to build around my chest for four years.But what could a broken Alpha like me promise anyone else?I had already failed Clair. I had already let Fate as they call it take her before I could even figure out how to say her name without it bleeding. And what right did I have to touch Alexa? To promise her anything when every word I spoke only turned to ash in my mouth?“I will do what is necessary to keep Karl safe,” I said gently. The words sounded foreign and weak. I hated how my voice softened for her. Hated how my strength felt like it was fading, not that any rogue could challenge me and live, my claws had ended wolves stronger in the past. But I couldn’t find the strength to give love. Not when all I did was receive it and let it burn me.Perhaps I’m a broken Alpha.“My Alpha, Karl is considered human with his weakness. Won’t your acknow
SEBASTIAN POV The room was too quiet. My body wouldn’t sit still. And skin felt so tight with my bones humming. The moon tonight wasn’t just bright. It was greedy. Bigger than I had seen it in years, swollen and pale, pressing against the glass like it wanted in. Like it was watching me. The th
CLAIR POVHow cruel is the heart, that it hurts the most when you want it to feel nothing?I pushed through the tight line at Ontario airport, dragging my suitcase with one hand and holding the other under my belly that seems to get bigger each second. Each step sent a dull ache through my lower ba
SEBASTIAN POV I had been standing in the shadow by her door for twenty minutes, telling myself to leave. Telling myself that walking away was still keeping her safe. But it was all a lie. It always was when it came to her. I saw her approach, stepping into the hall barefoot, her hair damp pr
CLAIR POV I don’t want to cry even though it’s overwhelming, but my heart won’t listen, it beats so hard I thought I was going to die. "You dare mess around with the Alpha” The deep, mocking tone rang. The head maid, I have gotten so familiar with that authoritative voice laced with superiority







