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Chapter 132: Again

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last update Date de publication: 2026-07-10 04:31:56

Silja POV

After we finished eating, I went to the pack hospital with Jaul and Irina. We waited for the doctor, and my hands were shaking. This dream is coming true. Are we really facing our end?

Jaul noticed my hands and sat beside me. He grabbed them and held them firmly. “Sils, no matter what, I will provide for you and your son. If you are pregnant again, I will provide for that pup, too. Do not worry. Everything is going to be fine.”

I started crying. I know he means it, but right now, the
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Courtney Palagot
What a great way to end my vacation with reading all these updates of this week
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CharleneEarleyFord
Thank you for the update
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woodrocketdog
Gerard is going to be so sad he missed this. Jaul and Irina are so sweet and supportive. At least Silja has them.
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