LOGINNoah~Theo stared at me, eyes wide and glassy with shock, lust, and all the months of shit we’d buried. My confession hung between us like smoke “I love you” and for one terrifying second I thought he’d shove me away. Instead, he grabbed my face with both hands and crashed his mouth into mine.The kiss was brutal from the start. No shy brushing of lips. Tongues sliding hot and wet, teeth clacking, spit already slicking our chins. He tasted like salt and desperation. I groaned into his mouth as his fingers twisted in my shirt, yanking me down on top of him. We tumbled onto the bed in a mess of limbs, grinding hard against each other before we even got our clothes off.“Fuck, Noah,” he panted, biting my bottom lip hard enough to sting. “Say it again while you wreck me.”Our clothes disappeared in a frenzy. My shirt flew somewhere. His pants were shoved down his thighs and kicked off the edge of the bed. I ripped his boxers off and finally got my hands on that perfect, tight ass I’d bee
Theo~Practice had already started and I was irritated before I even stepped on the ice. Benito’s question from yesterday would not leave my head. “Would you even notice if someone was?” It kept repeating, no matter how many times I tried to push it away. I told myself he was just joking around like always. Then I remembered the look on his face when he said it. He had not been joking. That made everything feel heavier.Coach noticed me miss an easy pass during drills. “Where’s your head today, Theo?”“Nowhere,” I muttered, skating back into position.Coach did not look convinced, but he let it go. Practice continued and I played well enough. My body knew what to do even when my mind wandered. I just could not shake the distraction completely.When practice finally ended, I showered quickly and started pulling on my hoodie in the locker room. Benito walked over without saying anything. He reached up and brushed a tiny piece of tape out of my hair. The casual touch made me jump.“What
Theo~Practice had already started and I was irritated before I even stepped on the ice. Benito’s question from yesterday would not leave my head. “Would you even notice if someone was?” It kept repeating, no matter how many times I tried to push it away. I told myself he was just joking around like always. Then I remembered the look on his face when he said it. He had not been joking. That made everything feel heavier.Coach noticed me miss an easy pass during drills. “Where’s your head today, Theo?”“Nowhere,” I muttered, skating back into position.Coach did not look convinced, but he let it go. Practice continued and I played well enough. My body knew what to do even when my mind wandered. I just could not shake the distraction completely.When practice finally ended, I showered quickly and started pulling on my hoodie in the locker room. Benito walked over without saying anything. He reached up and brushed a tiny piece of tape out of my hair. The casual touch made me jump.“What
Theo~Practice had already started and I was irritated before I even stepped on the ice. Benito’s question from yesterday would not leave my head. “Would you even notice if someone was?” It kept repeating, no matter how many times I tried to push it away. I told myself he was just joking around like always. Then I remembered the look on his face when he said it. He had not been joking. That made everything feel heavier.Coach noticed me miss an easy pass during drills. “Where’s your head today, Theo?”“Nowhere,” I muttered, skating back into position.Coach did not look convinced, but he let it go. Practice continued and I played well enough. My body knew what to do even when my mind wandered. I just could not shake the distraction completely.When practice finally ended, I showered quickly and started pulling on my hoodie in the locker room. Benito walked over without saying anything. He reached up and brushed a tiny piece of tape out of my hair. The casual touch made me jump.“What
Theo~Practice had already started and I was irritated before I even stepped on the ice. Benito’s question from yesterday would not leave my head. “Would you even notice if someone was?” It kept repeating, no matter how many times I tried to push it away. I told myself he was just joking around like always. Then I remembered the look on his face when he said it. He had not been joking. That made everything feel heavier.Coach noticed me miss an easy pass during drills. “Where’s your head today, Theo?”“Nowhere,” I muttered, skating back into position.Coach did not look convinced, but he let it go. Practice continued and I played well enough. My body knew what to do even when my mind wandered. I just could not shake the distraction completely.When practice finally ended, I showered quickly and started pulling on my hoodie in the locker room. Benito walked over without saying anything. He reached up and brushed a tiny piece of tape out of my hair. The casual touch made me jump.“What
Theo~I woke up the next morning in a surprisingly good mood, the kind that felt foreign after so many heavy weeks. As I stood brushing my teeth in front of the mirror, the realization hit me fully. For the first time in months, I had not woken up with Noah dominating my first thoughts. The usual ache and mental replay of old conversations were absent, leaving an unexpected lightness in my chest. I paused with the toothbrush still in my mouth and stared at my reflection for a long moment, water running unnoticed in the sink. “Well… that is weird,” I muttered to myself, the words muffled but sincere. I brushed it off quickly, telling myself that maybe Melody had been right all along. Perhaps I was finally starting to move on in small but meaningful ways. Shaking my head, I finished getting ready, grabbed my bag, and headed out to campus with more energy than I had felt in recent days.I walked into the morning lecture expecting to find an empty seat somewhere in the middle rows like
Melody~By the third week of pretending I was fine, I was ready to admit I was terrible at it.Not out loud, of course. Out loud I was doing great. I went to class. Answered questions, held conversations. I even laughed a few times when people expected me to. From the outside, I probably looked com
Noah~Something was wrong with Theo. I could feel it in my bones long before I had any real proof.Every time I tried to get close enough to ask what was going on, he slipped away like smoke. It was driving me crazy.At first, I convinced myself I was overthinking it. After what happened in the loc
Noah~I’d seen a lot of people try to fake control before.Athletes, especially. Hockey guys were the worst for it. All that chest-beating, loud voices and hard eyes, like if they looked confident enough nobody would notice they were falling apart inside. I had absolutely no idea why the fuckers co
Theodore~I should've fucking said no. That was the first thought that hit me when I saw the moving truck pull up but the second thought was far worse.Why is he actually here?I stood by the window of my dorm, arms crossed, watching like it was some kind of bad joke the universe was trying to sel






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