LOGINLogan POV
The rink smells like detergent, cold metal, and fresh ice—the only three things that ever calm me down. We’re setting up for the Welcome Week Mixer, which is really just code for * sanctioned chaos with better lighting.* Cole’s got a clipboard, barking orders like this is the NHL Draft instead of a campus event. “Shaw, get the speakers wired. And don’t let Mikey near the soundboard again.” “Why, because last time he thought volume eleven was a personality?” Cole glares. “Exactly.” I plug in cables, the sharp scent of plastic mixing with the chill from the rink. The team’s in good spirits—music testing, tables set for charity sign-ups, banners half crooked. It’s weird, though. I can’t focus. Every few minutes, my brain reroutes to the same person. Harper Lane. President of Alpha Chi. The girl who looked me straight in the eye last night and told me I was still full of myself. She wasn’t wrong. But she also didn’t walk away fast enough. ⸻ By seven, the rink’s transformed. Lights string across the stands, music thrums low and steady, and the crowd filters in—hockey jerseys mixing with pastel dresses. Admin calls it a “partnership.” We call it “good PR for bad behavior.” Cole’s working the crowd like a politician. I stand near the penalty box, drink in hand, pretending not to scan the entrance. Then she walks in. Harper. A fitted navy blazer, crisp white blouse, Alpha Chi pin catching the lights. She’s got a clipboard, a headset, and a presence that makes people part without realizing it. Even from across the rink, I can see the curve of her mouth tighten into that professional smile that hides everything she’s actually thinking. “Someone looks focused,” Mikey mutters, nudging me. “Event management’s serious business.” “Sure. You gonna tell her that before or after you flirt with her in front of the Dean?” “I don’t flirt.” Mikey snorts. “You are the flirt.” ⸻ Harper’s giving directions to her girls by the check-in table, sleeves rolled to her elbows, a pen tucked behind her ear. She’s not the same girl I used to know. She’s sharper now—every word measured, every movement efficient. I take a sip of my drink and start toward her before I can think better of it. She spots me halfway there, eyes narrowing like I’m a quiz she’s already prepared for. “Mr. Shaw,” she says, smooth and cool. “You actually showed up on time. Impressive.” “I live here half the year. Hard to be late to your own rink.” She hums, checking something off her clipboard. “Try not to turn it into a frat party before the guests even get their name tags.” “Wasn’t planning to.” “Really? Because history says otherwise.” I grin. “History’s biased.” Her eyes lift to mine, steady and unimpressed. “You always were good at rewriting it.” There’s something electric in the air between us. It’s not warmth—it’s friction. The kind that burns if you touch it too long. “Relax, Lane,” I say. “I’m on my best behavior tonight.” “That’s exactly what worries me.” She turns and walks off before I can answer. I watch her go, fighting a smile that won’t quit. ⸻ An hour later, the rink’s buzzing. Music loud, lights reflecting off the ice, everyone talking at once. The charity tables are overflowing, and Cole gives me a look that says see, we’re respectable. Harper’s at the microphone near center ice, ready to kick off the formal part of the night. She waits for the room to quiet. “Good evening, everyone. On behalf of Alpha Chi and Hartwell Hockey, welcome to the annual Welcome Week Mixer. Tonight’s event raises funds for the Children’s Cancer Foundation—so while you’re enjoying the food and music, remember that your donations make a difference.” Polite applause. She continues, composed, rehearsed. And maybe I should’ve kept my mouth shut. But I never do. I call out, loud enough for the nearest tables to hear: “You sure you’re not running for mayor, Lane?” A ripple of laughter spreads through the crowd. Harper pauses, jaw tightening. Without missing a beat, she smiles sweetly into the mic. “Thank you, Mr. Shaw. I’ll keep that in mind if I ever want a career in public relations—or damage control.” The crowd laughs again, harder this time, but the victory’s hers. She plays the room better than I do. Cole leans over, muttering, “You trying to start a war?” “Just a friendly scrimmage.” “Don’t make it personal.” Too late. ⸻ Harper POV Of course he heckled me. Logan Shaw has never met a boundary he didn’t test. The rink echoes with laughter, and I smile through it, keeping my voice calm as I finish the announcements. When I step down, Becca whispers, “You roasted him. I swear he liked it.” I exhale. “He likes attention, not consequences.” Still, I feel the pulse of adrenaline under my skin—the strange mix of irritation and satisfaction. He wanted a reaction, and I didn’t give him the one he expected. As I weave through the crowd, I catch snippets of conversation. Everyone’s buzzing about the event, the turnout, the cause. It’s working. My plan, my organization, my schedule. Then I hear his voice again. “Nice speech, Madam President.” I turn. Logan’s leaning against the rail, sleeves rolled up, tie loose, the kind of picture that makes people forgive bad behavior before it even happens. “Glad you approve,” I say. “Oh, I didn’t say that. Just nice delivery. You’d make a killer press secretary.” “Funny. You’d make a terrible one.” He laughs, low and warm. “You’ve been thinking about my career path?” “Only when it intersects with property damage.” He smirks. “You’re feisty tonight.” “I’m busy.” “Can’t be both?” “I don’t multitask with hockey players.” That hits something in him—a flicker across his expression, gone too fast to name. “Still got that edge.” “Still have a clipboard,” I counter, holding it up like a shield. ⸻ The rest of the night blurs into conversations and photo ops, but I can feel him somewhere nearby. Always in my periphery. Laughing with teammates, shaking hands with faculty, and somehow still aware of me. It’s infuriating. He’s every headline cliché: co-captain, record scorer, rumored NHL prospect. Girls whisper his name like it’s a secret spell. And yes—he still has his type. Every photo on social media, every date I’ve seen him with, the pattern’s the same. Hispanic girls. And me? I’m not that. Not his type, not even in the same hemisphere. I remind myself of that whenever my heartbeat does something stupid in his presence. It’s almost comforting, knowing the boundary’s built-in. Except it doesn’t stop me from watching him when I shouldn’t. ⸻ Halfway through the event, I’m at the donation table when Logan joins me, holding two cups of punch. He offers one. “Peace offering.” I raise a brow. “Is it spiked?” “Would I do that to you?” “Yes.” He laughs. “Fair. It’s clean. I think.” I take it, sip carefully. It’s just fruit punch, too sweet. “So what’s the occasion? Feeling guilty about the mayor comment?” “Guilty? No. Impressed, maybe.” “Because I didn’t crumble under public humiliation?” “Because you owned it.” I study him. “You surprise me, Shaw.” “That’s the plan.” “Good luck with that.” He tilts his head, smiling. “You ever get tired of pretending you don’t like me?” I set the cup down slowly. “You ever get tired of assuming you’re irresistible?” The air between us goes still, stretched tight like a pulled thread. I see the flicker in his eyes—part amusement, part curiosity, something that wasn’t there before. Then Cole calls him from across the rink. Logan steps back, expression unreadable. “Duty calls.” He walks away, and I tell myself I’m relieved. I’m not. ⸻ When the night ends, I’m alone by the doors, clipboard under my arm, watching as the hockey guys finish cleanup. Logan’s laughing at something Cole says, and for a second, he looks younger. Less legend, more human. He glances over his shoulder and catches me staring. I look away too late. He raises his hand, mock salute, grin easy. I shake my head and pretend it means nothing. Because it should. But the truth is—it doesn’t. Not anymore.Logan POVMy father had a talent.Not the kind ESPN talked about.Not the kind that earned trophies or headlines.His talent was timing.He always seemed to know exactly when life was starting to feel normal.And he always found a way to ruin it.I should have known something was off the second Coach texted me.Coach Daniels:Stop by my office after your afternoon class.Short.Simple.Normal.At least, that’s what I told myself as I walked across campus.Chicago paperwork.Travel details.Maybe another schedule change.Anything but…Him.The athletic center was unusually quiet by the time I got there. Most of the team was still in class, leaving the hallways almost empty except for the occasional trainer wheeling equipment from one room to another.I knocked once on Coach’s office door.“Come in.”Coach wasn’t alone.The second I stepped through the doorway, every muscle in my body locked.Richard Shaw stood in front of the window with his hands tucked casually into the pockets of an
Harper POVThere are exactly two places on campus where you are guaranteed to run into someone you know.The student union.And the science building five minutes before an eight o’clock class.Unfortunately for me, today it was both.By the time I made it through the front doors of the biology building, balancing a coffee in one hand, my backpack over one shoulder, and a folder full of notes tucked under my arm, I’d already stopped three times. Once to answer a question about the Alpha Chi charity formal, once because a freshman wanted advice about joining next semester, and once because Dr. Simmons somehow remembered I still owed him an updated volunteer list.College was funny like that.When I first got here, I could disappear into a crowd whenever I wanted.Now?Now people actually knew my name.Some knew me because I was president of Alpha Chi.Some because of the charity events.Some because of classes.And, if campus gossip was to be believed, an alarming number of people knew
Harper POVPeople always say love is supposed to make life easier.Personally, I thought those people had never dated a Division One hockey captain with NHL scouts breathing down his neck.Because loving Logan wasn’t easy.It was wonderful.It was exciting.It was frustrating.It was terrifying.And lately, it felt like every time we caught our breath, life found another way to remind us that the future wasn’t going to wait until we were ready.I stood in front of the mirror the next morning, absentmindedly twisting my hair into a ponytail while my thoughts replayed the conversation we’d had in my room the night before.Logan had tried so hard to be brave.He’d smiled when he walked through the door.He’d teased me.He’d kissed me like he could somehow make the weight disappear if he held me close enough.But I’d seen through it.Not because he was a bad liar.Because I’d learned him.I knew the tiny crease that formed between his eyebrows when he was worried.I knew the way he rubbed
Logan POVThe walk back to the Alpha Chi house should have made me feel better.Harper’s hand was tucked into mine, her fingers fitting between mine like they always had. She kept brushing her shoulder against mine every few steps, and every time she did, it pulled another smile out of me.She had that effect on me.She could take the worst day I’d had in months and somehow make me believe I could survive it.The problem was…I wasn’t sure I wanted to survive tonight by talking.Talking meant saying the words out loud.Talking meant admitting that Chicago was already taking things away from us before I’d even stepped onto the plane.I wasn’t ready for that.As we slipped back inside the Alpha Chi house, the ballroom had somehow become even louder than before. Marco had convinced three of Harper’s sorority sisters that he was an expert at tying chair sashes, and from the horrified look on Lila’s face, I was guessing he absolutely wasn’t.“What did you do?” Harper asked.Marco looked up
Logan POVThe second I stepped into the hallway, I knew the phone call wasn’t going to be good.Coach never called this late unless something had changed.I leaned against the wall outside the ballroom, the muffled sound of laughter and music drifting through the closed doors behind me. For a brief second, I let myself listen to it. Marco was probably saying something ridiculous. Corey was definitely encouraging him. Harper’s laugh floated above everyone else’s, and hearing it settled something inside me.That laugh had become my favorite sound.It reminded me there was still a life outside the rink.A life I actually wanted.My phone buzzed again before I could answer the first missed ring.Coach.I took a slow breath and accepted the call.“Coach.”“Sorry to bother you this late, Shaw.”The apology alone made my stomach tighten.“No problem.”“I’ll get straight to it.”I pushed away from the wall and looked out across the dark campus through the lobby windows.“Chicago moved the sch
Harper POVI had seen a lot of strange things as Alpha Chi president.Girls crying over dress colors.Girls threatening lifelong friendships over seating charts.One freshman having a full emotional breakdown because the gold napkins were apparently “too yellow” and not “soft champagne.”But nothing—and I mean nothing—prepared me for the sight of six hockey players standing in the middle of our ballroom arguing over ribbon.Actual ribbon.Marco held up two spools like he was making a life-or-death decision.“Okay, but this one is more white.”Corey stared at him.“They’re both white.”“No,” Marco said seriously. “This one is wedding white. This one is ghost white.”I slowly lowered my clipboard.“Ghost white?”Marco nodded.“Yeah. Like haunted mansion but elegant.”Across the room, Lila whispered, “I’m going to need him at every event from now on.”I pressed my lips together, trying very hard not to laugh, because I was supposed to be in charge. Presidents did not collapse into giggle
Harper POVAt first, it’s subtle.The kind of subtle you only notice if you’re already paying attention.Logan comes back inside with his phone still in his hand, and his face is… different. Not angry. Not exactly. Just closed. Like someone flipped a switch behind his eyes and turned the lights off
Harper POVThe truck idles in front of the house.Neither of us moves.The engine hum fills the silence, low and steady, like it’s trying to give us time we didn’t ask for but somehow need. The porch light is on, warm and familiar, the sorority house standing there like a checkpoint between this mo
Logan POVHarper looks at me like I just said something in another language.Not angry.Not judging.Just… baffled.“Logan,” she says slowly, “did you forget something?”My chest is still tight. My head still full of static.“Forget what?” I ask.She studies my face for a long second, like she’s de
Logan POVI stare at my closet like it’s going to judge me.Which is stupid.It’s a closet.But somehow it feels like it’s already disappointed in me.I tug a shirt off a hanger, hold it up, then immediately put it back.Too much.I grab another one.Too little.I’m halfway through a third option w







