Mag-log inZeden’s POV.
“Marriage?” I let out a laugh. Not loud. Not forced. It came out as a low growl from deep in my chest as I paced around her. My stick tapped the ground with every step, slow and steady. She flinched at the sound. I could feel it in the air. They say I’m blind. But I see more than they’ll ever know. My ears catch every shift in the room. My nose tells me more than eyes ever could. Her fear? It’s thick. I could smell it before she even opened her mouth. “Who the fuck told your father to speak to me about marriage?” I snapped, stopping in front of her. “You think you’re fit to be my maid, let alone a wife?” I slammed the stick down once and broke it clean in half. Threw it across the room without hesitation. “Fucking disrespectful,” I barked. “How dare he try to trick me with this nonsense?” She didn’t speak. But I could hear her breath—shaky, uneven. Her heartbeat was louder now. Fast. Her body was trembling. I didn’t need to touch her to know she was panicking. “Rukov,” I called out sharply. “Yes, boss.” He moved beside me. “Take off her blindfold. She needs to see who she’s speaking to.” He obeyed without a word. That’s why I keep him close—he listens. I heard the cloth drop. Her breath caught for a second. That silence told me she’d seen what she needed to. “What do you mean you won’t marry me?” she cried. “Then why the hell am I here? My father said—he told me you made a deal—” She stepped toward me, but Rukov grabbed her arm. “Don’t fucking say deal like you understand what it means,” I said calmly, but my jaw clenched. “I’ll pay your father more money than his entire bloodline has seen. But that doesn’t mean you were sold for love, or marriage.” She shook her head, confused. “Then why—” I cut her off. “You’re here to serve. That’s it. You’re not a bride. You’re not a guest. You’re nothing but a body to use.” I stepped forward and grabbed her chin. My fingers pressed into her jaw. Her skin was warm, her breath hitched. I tilted my head, listening—her heart was thudding like a drum. Then she spat. Right into my hand. Thick. Hot. “You bastard!” she screamed. “You think I’ll let you touch me? You’re blind! You’re old! You’re disgusting! You can’t even satisfy a fucking woman!” I heard it all. Her voice cracked, full of rage. Her body trembled with every word. I smiled. My guards laughed too. I wiped the spit with slow fingers and stepped closer. “Sweetheart… I don’t need my eyes to know where to put my cock. And I don’t need to see to know where to bite you.” I slid my hand to her dress, lifted the hem, pressed one finger deep between her thighs. She jolted. “Get off me!” she shouted, pushing me. Not strong enough. Never strong enough. Rukov grabbed her from behind and twisted her arms back. She cried out. “Take her,” I said. “Feed her. Clean her. I don’t want to touch filth. Make sure when I finally do, there’s no stain left on her body or soul.” She screamed. I listened. “I said let me go! Let me fucking go!” she cried, struggling against Rukov’s grip. But I didn’t move. I didn’t speak again. I listened to the sound of her being dragged out of the room—her sobs, her curses, her pain—until all I heard was silence. Just the way I like it. Few minutes later... I suddenly heard Rukov’s boots returning across the marble. “She’s stubborn,” he muttered flatly. I didn’t turn. Just stood there, hand clenched at my side. “Then I’ll break her,” I said. Calm. Cold. “To my taste. She’ll beg to crawl, she’ll forget what pride tastes like. I’ll make her dream of escape—and then I’ll remind her there's no way out.” A long silence followed. Then Rukov cleared his throat. “There’s something else, boss,” he said, tone shifting. I turned my face slightly toward him. “Talk.” “The shipment from the southern port—it didn’t reach the warehouse. Word is… the Grigori Syndicate got there first.” I felt my jaw tighten. “Who the fuck let that happen?” “They were fast. Too fast. Moved like they knew our routes. Intercepted at Junction 43, rerouted to their hold in Varex.” “Varex?” I spat. “That’s my ground.” “Yes, boss. But Dmitri’s calling it his now.” “Dmitri Grigori…” I whispered. My grip curled tighter around my broken stick. “That cockroach doesn’t know how to stay out of a grave, does he?” “He’s getting bold.” “He’s getting suicidal.” I stepped forward slowly. “Listen carefully, Rukov. I want every fucking man watching the Varex line. No uniforms. No noise. When Dmitri steps outside his compound, I want a bullet between his eyes.” Rukov nodded. “No warnings. No deals. I want him gutted like a fucking animal. And burn one of their trucks while you’re at it. Send the ashes to his woman’s front step.” “Understood.” “If he thinks I’m blind, then let him walk into the dark. I’ll bury him in it.” Rukov smirked. “You want his ears or his tongue this time?” “Both,” I said, smiling. “Wrapped in his flag. I’ll teach the rest of those bastards what happens when they steal from a blind man.” "Boss... here is another cane for your walk." He said handing me another stick. I smiled. They don't know. But yet I took it from him, without a word. Rukov turned and walked off again, ready. And I stood still—listening, breathing, planning. This wasn’t just business anymore. It was personal now. Let Dmitri come. I’d be waiting. And the girl? She’s my fucking focus now. I walked out toward the hallway—slow, deliberate, my cane tapping once in a while against the tiled floor like a metronome of control. I didn’t need light. I didn’t need eyes. I needed her silence. That’s what always gave them away. I opened my door. The air inside changed. It wasn’t just the usual scent of leather, whiskey, and smoke. It was her. She’d been cleaned. Bathed. Probably scrubbed down until her skin stung under the maids’ hands. But even more than that, she was quiet. Too quiet. As if that would help her. As if she really believed silence could make her invisible to me. I walked further in, shutting the door behind me with a soft click. She didn’t flinch. But I could smell her fear. It clung to the air. Her sweat. Her breath. The shampoo they used on her hair. I knew where she was even without her moving an inch. I sat down on the bed, legs apart, body facing the doorway. My hands undid the buttons of my shirt, one by one, slow and steady. I let the fabric fall behind me, baring my chest to the cold room. I didn’t speak at first. Let the silence do what I always knew it would: make her squirm. Then I tilted my head. “Will you keep standing there,” I said low, “with your fucking hand over your mouth… thinking I can’t hear the way your breath shakes?” I leaned forward a little, voice rougher now. “Do you think I can’t feel the tiny shift in the air when your feet shift on the floor? Do you think your silence protects you?” I smiled. “Come here,” I growled, deeper. “Crawl to me. Prove whatever shit your father said is true. Prove your cunt’s as untouched as he claimed—because my cock’s going to taste it either way.” She was silent. Five seconds. Ten. Then finally… she spoke. “Make me…” Her voice cracked. “You blind old bastard.” She tried to sound strong. But I heard the tremble, the way her tone pitched and dipped. Fear coated every word she spit. I stood up. My cane hit the ground, dropped from my hand. I moved in the dark without hesitation, slow at first, letting her hear every step I took. No yelling. No rage. Just pressure. I knew she was trying to stay still. I could feel the panic bouncing in her chest like a trapped animal. When I was close enough, I whispered, low and cold: “You just signed up for pain, sweetheart.” I reached forward, grabbing her arm hard, yanking her to her knees. “You want to be made to obey?” I hissed near her ear. “Then I’ll fucking teach you how a slave breathes under me.”Amber. We didn’t speak a word in the car. The silence pressed in heavier than any noise, thick and suffocating. My heart and head throbbed with a relentless ache. I swear I didn’t deserve any of this. The pain, the endless cost of marrying him. Zeden. Tears threatened to spill, and part of me wished they would. Not because his mother had stolen my child in some pathetic bid for revenge, but because I was simply exhausted. I couldn’t carry the weight anymore. “I think it’s time to let me go,” I said the moment we stepped into our room. I had followed him upstairs in silence, cradling Yulia close while Rukov helped guide Zeden. His footsteps halted the instant the words left my mouth. A low groan escaped him as he nodded slowly to Rukov, who slipped out and closed the door behind him. Yet Zeden acted as if he hadn’t heard me at all. He continued toward the bathroom. “Didn’t you hear what I said?” I asked, stepping closer. “I said, I think it’s time to let me—” “I heard
Amber.“Don’t you think we’re wasting each other’s time here? Where’s Yulia? Bring her out and I’ll forget this ever happened,” Zeden said.Instead of flinching, Julie laughed. “Oh, stop it. Don’t you think that threat is getting old? We both know you never forgive and never forget. So cut the nonsense!” she shouted, rising from the wheelchair.“Why are you doing this, Mother?” Zeden asked, his tone heavy with restrained fury. “Usually I don’t bother asking why anyone would be foolish enough to cross me. I believe in punishment first. But because I still care a little, I’ll ask… why?”“I know you’re still failing to understand—or maybe you just choose to ignore it. But it’s all because of her!” Julie screamed the last word, jabbing the gun straight at me. “She took everything! She took you away from me. She stole my home, my sanity. She made you fall for her schemes. You were so weak, Zeden. You fell for her stupid cunt and her manipulative tricks. I still don’t know what’s so speci
Amber. I didn’t realize I had fallen asleep right on the floor, cuddling Zameera tightly, until Zeden’s voice cut through the quiet like a whip. He was shouting at Rukov to get the car keys. They were leaving instantly.I jolted awake, heart slamming against my ribs. I kissed Zam on her forehead, whispered for her to stay put, and bolted out of the room, running down the hallway. My bare feet slapped against the cold marble as I caught up with them at the driveway.Zeden stood there with his tapping stick, a group of men already piling into another car.“Zeden, where are you going?” I asked, breath coming out in hard pants.“Where else? Didn’t you put me on a timer?” he replied coldly.“Yes, I did. And that’s exactly why I’m asking where you’re going.”His lips parted to answer when Rukov walked up. “Boss, her location has been found.”“Good. Start the car.”Rukov moved to open the door for Zeden, but my hand shot out, holding it shut. “You’ve found Yulia. I’m coming with you then.”
Amber. I shoved his hand away like it burned my very bones. One second I was still tasting him on my lips, the next I was drowning in terror again. My mind was a complete mess — colliding thoughts, fear, anger, love, all tangled together until I couldn’t breathe.“Don’t touch me! Not until you explain what I just heard!” I cried out, my voice cracking. “Your mother had been out? And you never told me? She’s been roaming around looking for opportunities to get my own baby?”Then a dark, broken chuckle escaped me. “Oh wait — that’s true. You lost your memories. You couldn’t remember me and you also couldn’t fucking let me know about these things! Huh!”I shouted the last word, my chest heaving. “What else are you hiding from me? Tell me! Is that the reason why you were so bent on making sure I was with Yulia all the time? Why I had to go to the hospital today and I noticed some of your men keeping an eye on me from a distance?”There was only a small groan from him.“We will talk abo
Amber. My heart hammered against my chest like a gunshot going off inside my ribs. My entire body felt like it was about to explode.Zeden hadn’t said a single word. He stood frozen at the top of the stairs, like my words had turned him to stone. Even blind, he should have heard me. I gathered what little strength I had left and screamed it again, my voice raw and breaking.“Zeden! Did you not fucking hear what I just said?! I just told you our child is missing!”“I heard you,” he said coldly, not even turning his head in my direction.“Then why are you just standing there and doing nothing?” I sobbed, my whole body shaking so violently I fell to my knees on the staircase, curling my arms around his legs like a lifeline. “Do something! Send your men! Send everyone! You know how to find people… it’s your thing! Please… I can’t bear it… she’s just a baby, Zeden. Our baby. Please, do something… I’m begging you…”Tears and snot soaked into his trousers as I pressed my face against h
Amber. Then he came so hard right into my mouth, holding my head firmly in place as thick, hot pulses filled me. I swallowed every drop, throat working around him while soft, needy sounds vibrated from my chest. When he finally eased his grip, I licked him clean, slow and thorough, tongue tracing every inch until he was glistening and twitching from overstimulation. Completely spent, I collapsed forward, resting my head against his stomach. Every bone in my body felt weak, heavy with exhaustion and the lingering aftershocks of pleasure. His skin was warm under my cheek, his breathing still ragged as his fingers loosened in my hair, stroking absently. For a few precious seconds, the world narrowed to just us — sweat, sex, and the steady thump of his heartbeat. Then reality crept back in, sharp and guilt-ridden. I had come upstairs to change and relieve Daya. I had left my baby with her for far too long while I was up here, taking the cock of a man who claimed he didn’t
Amber.The next day felt like walking into a trap that had already snapped shut around me.The dining room smelled of fresh coffee and warm bread, the kind of breakfast that cost more than most people earned in a month.Sunlight poured through the tall windows and bounced off polished silverware
Amber.I knew walking into this place was the wrong choice the second the heavy gate groaned shut behind me.I should have turned around right then, grabbed the tray, hurried back to the kitchen, and told Daya Zeden wasn’t in his room when she asked later.But curiosity, the stupid, reckless par
Amber.The high gates of the warehouse loomed in front of me, solid iron and twice my height.I knew my small hands had no chance of pushing them open on their own.I set the tray down on the ground first, careful not to spill the wine, then braced both palms against the cold metal and shoved wi
Amber.I bobbed slowly, letting saliva pool and drip down his shaft. My free hand braced on his thigh, feeling the muscle tense under my palm.I hollowed my cheeks harder, sucking on the upstroke, tongue pressing flat along the underside on the way down.Every time he hit the back of my throat







