LOGINAmber's POV.
Shit. He wasn’t old like they said. I didn’t just see his face—his hands were covered in tattoos, crawling up his skin like twisted stories. Around him stood heavily scarred men dressed in black, each one silent and armed, their guns tucked close to their bodies. Tattoos snaked along their arms and necks too, marking them like a clan of shadows. They didn’t flinch or move—not even blink. It was like they’d been trained to freeze in place, only reacting to a whistle… like beasts on command. I stared hard through the blur of tears and fear. No wrinkles. No sagging skin. His hair was slicked back, black as ink. Maybe late thirties? Early forties? Definitely younger than my father. But his presence—God—it felt heavier than age. I felt his hand move again. Rough fingers brushed along my cheekbone, trailing slow down my face. I flinched, twisted my head, tried to shove him off with my shoulder. His grip snapped back. Iron fingers gripped my jaw, holding me still like I was a misbehaving pet. “Stubborn,” he growled low, like he liked the resistance but wanted to break it. Then he stepped back. The tapping of his stick resumed as he turned, calm, calculating, and walked toward the huge chair at the center of the room. Like a damn throne. He sat down without hesitation. Didn’t miss a beat. That stick wasn’t just a walking aid—it was part of his authority. Like he could hear every echo and measure distance with sound alone. Then his voice cut through the air again. Cold. “So…” he said slowly, almost bored. “Why is her face bruised… and she looks pale. Malnourished. Weak.” His head tilted slightly. “I thought you said your youngest daughter was… healthy. With more flesh on her bones.” His tone turned sarcastic at the end, like he was mocking my father’s previous sales pitch. I swallowed hard. I didn’t dare look up, but I could feel my father freeze. He opened his mouth. “Boss Zeden, I—I assure you, she is my youngest. She just—” But before he could finish, one of the guards leaned down and whispered something into Zeden’s ear. Zeden raised a hand. A simple gesture. Father shut his mouth immediately. Silence. Then Boss Zeden leaned slightly forward, his fingers moving subtly in the air, like he was counting something. His lips thinned. “Antonio,” he said slowly. “The way you described your daughter to me when we first talked—your words… were very specific.” He wasn’t yelling. But every word was like a knife dragging across the floor. “You said your youngest daughter was ripe. Obedient. Perfect for me.” He paused. “So why,” he said, standing slowly to his feet, “did you lie?” Father panicked. I heard it in his breath. “Boss… she is the youngest. I swear on my life. She’s just… she’s not used to—” “Enough!” Zeden shouted, suddenly slamming his foot into the ground with a loud thud. The entire room jumped. My heart leapt into my throat. He stood there, quiet again, as if nothing happened. But I could see his fists clenched. “I do not appreciate being deceived.” His head turned slightly, dead center to where my father stood, even though those dead eyes saw nothing. “Is this your youngest daughter, Skylar? The one you were meant to give me in exchange of what we discussed?” he asked slowly. “The one I asked for?” The room went cold. My blood froze. Because that wasn’t my name. I was Amber. And I knew my father had just sold me under another identity. I saw Father hesitate. Just a second. But that second was enough. Zeden smirked. “I don’t need eyes,” he said softly, “to smell betrayal.” “I could smell your lies. Your panic. Your betrayal. And they sting.” Zeden’s voice cut through the air like a whip. “And you know what I do to traitors?” His head tilted slightly, his dead eyes narrowed. “They don’t live to repent for their sins.” “No, Boss… please…” Father’s voice cracked. “I swear on my wife… she’s still at the hospital, in coma, you know that— I swear on her life, this girl is—” I couldn’t take it. “Stop it, Father!” I screamed, my voice breaking, hot tears blurring what little light made it through the blindfold. “Stop the madness! You’re lying with her name now? With your own wife’s name?! Just for money?!” My voice trembled, but I couldn’t stop. “She’s helpless… lying in that hospital bed… and you—You use her name like this? You're a monster, Father. A damn monster! And you’ll pay for this!” I was breathing hard, like my chest couldn’t hold the anger anymore. My wrists ached from the ropes, digging into my skin, cutting deeper the more I struggled. My fingers were numb. But I wanted to be free. Just for a second. I wanted to land one solid blow to his face. Just one. But no miracle came. No help. Only his rage. He moved fast—too fast. His hand came across my cheek, so loud, so sharp, the slap rang in my ears. My head jerked sideways. I tasted blood. “You… abomination of a child!” he roared. I coughed, my head still ringing, the taste of blood filling my mouth. “I told you to be quiet, didn’t I?” he barked, towering over me now. I tried to turn away, but he grabbed me by the neck, his fingers pressing hard, making it harder to breathe. “Why did you have to talk?! Huh?! Why can’t you ever shut up when I tell you to?!” My legs trembled. I couldn’t breathe properly. Then Zeden’s voice thundered through the room again. “If you need to kill her,” he said with ice in his tone, “then take her to your own house, Antonio. I don’t want any miserable blood on my floors.” My father froze. His grip loosened a little. Just a little. Silence followed. Even the guards stood still. I couldn’t breathe right, but I was still kneeling, still upright. My face throbbed. My neck burned. But I was still alive. Barely. Zeden stood tall, still facing us. He didn’t need eyes to command this room. But my father? He wasn’t going to back down. He never did. Not when money was on the line. He walked toward Zeden again, this time slower—his pride gone, his shame thrown out like trash. And then, like a man with no spine, he dropped to his knees, clutching Zeden’s trousers like a beggar. “Boss… please,” he stammered. “You must accept her. Nothing must go wrong with our deal… please…” Zeden didn’t even flinch. His blind gaze stared ahead as if he could still see through him. He slowly bent down, his long fingers letting go of the stick as it clicked against the floor. His head tilted, ears twitching slightly like he was studying my father’s every twitch, every shallow breath. “Why, Antonio?” Zeden’s voice was flat. Cold. Unreadable. My father swallowed. I could hear it. Loud and desperate. “She’s… um… she’s a virgin, Boss,” he said with a nervous laugh, like that would be enough. “You like them pure… clean… innocent. She is. You can… you can try her. And if she’s not—take my life. Take it, Boss. I swear.” His hand touched his neck, trembling. Zeden’s lips twitched into a slow, devilish smile. It made my stomach turn. “Okay then,” he said with a low growl. “I’ll take your word.” I wanted to scream. I wanted to vanish. But I just knelt there, helpless, shaking with anger and dread as the room filled with that terrifying silence again. “You should go home,” Zeden added, straightening up. “I’ll send a message to you in three days.” “Thank you, Boss,” Father whispered, already on his feet. He didn’t even look at me. Not a single glance. He walked to the door. I stared at him, my heart breaking all over again. That man… the one who used to tuck me in at night when I had nightmares—he just sold me off like livestock. But just as his hand touched the door, Zeden’s voice stopped him dead in his tracks. “If you lied to me again…” Zeden said, voice dropping into a dangerous chill, “or if I find out anything you’ve just said isn’t true… I won’t just have your head, Antonio.” He paused. “I’ll take both yours and your daughter’s heads. Slowly.” My father didn’t say a word. He just left. The sound of the door shutting echoed louder than everything else. I blinked back tears. The ropes on my wrists burned. My face still throbbed from the slap. My throat was raw from screaming. But I lifted my chin. I turned toward where Zeden stood and let out a shaky breath. “Please…” My voice cracked. “Please let me go. I don’t want to marry you. I didn’t choose this… Please let me go…” Silence. He didn’t answer. He didn’t move. I waited… but all I could hear was the slow tapping of his stick as he walked past me. I was still on the cold floor. Still tied. Still crying. And still trapped in a nightmare I couldn’t wake up from.Amber.His hand tightened around my neck, my own hands flying up to claw at his iron grip. It was useless—he was far stronger. My eyes widened in panic as he squeezed harder, cutting off my air. My legs kicked wildly against the floor, desperate for any escape.“Let me go… you’re going to kill me,” I choked out, the words barely scraping past my crushed throat.“Well, it would be faster if I did,” he said, his dead eyes darkening further. He tilted his head slightly, as if straining to catch every broken sound I made. “But you know I hate anything quick.”“Ple…ase…” I begged, my voice a ragged whisper.“Weren’t you going to leave me? What better way to make it quick, huh? Let’s just go together. After your death, I’d make sure to join you soon—I swear I won’t waste any time. What’s life without you anyway?” A cruel, evil smile twisted his lips.Both my hands still clutched at his wrist, trying to pry his fingers loose. For a fleeting second, every memory of the people Zeden had k
Amber.My chest heaved as I struggled to catch my breath. I knew Zeden would never let me go so easily.“Zeden…” I called out, my voice small and shaky.He raised a brow as I took three hesitant steps toward him. He remained completely still, calm in a way that terrified me more than any shout could. Despite my hammering heart and trembling legs, I held Yulia tight against me.“What’s happening, Zeden? They won’t let me leave.” I gestured toward the guards with my free hand. “And the door—the door is locked. It wouldn’t open when I tried.”He answered with a single nod, but not to me. It was directed at the nearest guard. Confusion washed over me as the man approached, his steps heavy with reluctance, as if disobeying might cost him his life.He reached out to take Yulia from my arms.“What are you doing? Get your hands off me! Let go of my child!” I shouted, panic rising fast. “Zeden, tell him to stop! Please, he’s trying to take Yulia away from me!”The guard was too strong. “
Amber.My hands moved quickly through the closet, grabbing clothes and shoving them into the bag. Tears kept falling no matter how hard I tried to stop them. The moment I left Zeden in that shattered room, I had laid Yulia gently on the bed and rushed straight here.Everything I was doing was for the best. Everything. I repeated it like a prayer as I folded shirts and pants into the suitcase. This was for Yulia. She needed to be safe. She didn’t deserve to grow up hated or caught in the middle of Zeden’s dangerous world. I had lived it. It only brought pain, fear, and endless sadness. Zeden should be glad. I was doing us both a favor by walking away before it destroyed what little was left of us.My heart ached with every item I packed. My hands trembled so badly I could barely zip the bag. Tears soaked the front of my blouse, leaving dark wet patches across my chest. Still, I kept going, moving to Yulia’s things next—tiny onesies, soft blankets, her favorite rattle. Each piece fe
Zeden. I bent down and picked up a sharp shard of glass, then closed my fist around it. The edges sliced deep into my palm, warm blood seeping between my fingers. “This pain you’ve caused me is so much worse than anything I’ve ever felt,” I said through clenched teeth. Amber cut in before I could continue. “Zeden, I can’t keep living like this. Every single day has been torture since the beginning. Constant suffering, constant pain. It’s tearing me apart inside and messing with my head until I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I’m scared all the time. I jump at every sound, every shadow. I can’t breathe freely.” Her eyes darted down to Yulia, and fresh tears fell onto the baby’s blanket. “Look at us. We can’t live freely because of your enemies—people who are always ready to kill or punish us just because I married a blind, ruthless man who turned half the world against him. Look at Zameera. She can’t even go outside these walls. You won’t let her. She can’t have real friends
Zeden.“Don’t you dare look away!” I shouted. I wasn’t going to stay calm about this. My hands clenched into tight fists at my sides, nails digging so hard into my palms I thought the skin might split. I could sense how tightly Amber held Yulia to her chest, as if the baby were her only lifeline in the storm I had become.If this was the height of her foolishness, I refused to accept it. Not after everything we had survived. Not when she stood here ready to tear our family apart because fear had finally gotten the better of her.I heard her small, broken sobs, and they only fed the rage burning through me.“You’re so fucking unbelievable!” I stepped back, my hands slicing through the air in sharp, furious gestures. “You want to leave? Then what about Zameera? You’re just going to abandon her? After she has grown so attached to you? After you made her see you as her only friend, her mother, everything I could never give her on my own?” Before she could answer, I grabbed the neare
Amber. We didn’t speak a word in the car. The silence pressed in heavier than any noise, thick and suffocating. My heart and head throbbed with a relentless ache. I swear I didn’t deserve any of this. The pain, the endless cost of marrying him. Zeden. Tears threatened to spill, and part of me wished they would. Not because his mother had stolen my child in some pathetic bid for revenge, but because I was simply exhausted. I couldn’t carry the weight anymore. “I think it’s time to let me go,” I said the moment we stepped into our room. I had followed him upstairs in silence, cradling Yulia close while Rukov helped guide Zeden. His footsteps halted the instant the words left my mouth. A low groan escaped him as he nodded slowly to Rukov, who slipped out and closed the door behind him. Yet Zeden acted as if he hadn’t heard me at all. He continued toward the bathroom. “Didn’t you hear what I said?” I asked, stepping closer. “I said, I think it’s time to let me—” “I heard
Zeden.“I’m sure you must have had plenty of reasons to agree to help Zameera,” I rasped the words low against her ear, fingers sliding into the messy knot of her bun and yanking it loose. Strands spilled over her shoulders like dark gold, brushing my wrist as I pulled her head back just enough
Amber.My heart was in waves of pain, like it had carved itself into every corner of this room and refused to heal. It wouldn’t piece itself back together. Not unless Zeden allowed it. Not until he gave the word. And deep down I knew—he wasn’t ready. Not yet.I knew he’d try to break every pa
Amber.I hated how my whole body responded to this. Responded to a loaded gun thrusting slowly into my pussy. And God—I was enjoying it. Every terrifying, filthy second of it.Even as his thumb rubbed rough, insistent circles over my clit, the pleasure coiled so tight it burned.It was a hot, c
Amber.I had no idea where Zeden was taking me. My bare feet scraped painfully against the cold marble floors as he dragged me forward, his grip like steel around my upper arm. Every step jolted through my body. The storm outside raged in perfect sync with the fury exploding from him—lightning cra







