LOGINRAVEN
I was doomed. It was the only thought that ran through my head as the wolf locked eyes with mine. Could it smell my fear? Could it smell that I was lying about my identity? He was huge, easily reaching almost five feet.
It prowled towards me, gaze unmoving, I forced myself to move but my foot stayed rooted to the ground.
It growled suddenly, body jerking to the side, I noticed it had been hit with a dart. Another shot, and it jerked again, its descent slowing.
That was when I noticed the king holding a dart gun and a displeased expression on his face. He fired another and finally the wolf went down, its head hitting the ground with a loud thud.
“Escort her grace to the prince’s chambers.” The king's voice rang out.
I flinched back in surprise as two men appeared before me.
“If you please, your grace.” They gestured for me to follow. With one look back at the feral wolf laying on the ground, I turned and followed.
Was I a bad person if I wished for him to remain that way towards the foreseeable future?
The men escorting me stopped at a door after passing several in the hallway.
“This is the prince's quarters, your grace, please make yourself at home.” One of them pushed the door open.
I took hesitant steps into the room as I admired the dark walls and the black leather chairs that adorned the living room, of course the floor was made of marble.
“Yes it looks depressing, but wait till you see his room.” I flinched, jumping back in alarm as a figure emerged from behind me.
“Pfft, I'm not that scary am I?” A boy about the same height as me, stood before me, his pale gold eyes twinkling as he smiled.
He ran a hand through his hair and jumped on a couch. “I'm the one who's supposed to be staring you know.” On instinct I tried to apologize. He waved it away. “It's nothing, I'm Denis.”
He looked at me expectantly. “I'm Raven.' I said, trying to make my voice sound as feminine as possible.
“Now that that's out of the way, let's get down to business.” His playful gaze turned serious.
“After the ruckus you experienced, you must have some questions so here's the run down. Yes prince Eilís has no control over his shift, yes he is locked up in the castle every full moon, and yes he might hurt you but not on purpose.”
I just stood there, not knowing how to react.
“Prince Eilís will be back in a few hours after he wakes up and this is what is expected of the both of you. “He is to claim you…yes, that means bite you, don't worry you'll be okay and that's if you survive it, you're expected to consummate the marriage before you would be considered part of the pack. I'll leave you to rest, and by tomorrow morning I'll come to get you started on your wolf royalty training.” He made air quotes. “I'll be your guide, your go to guy for any troubles you might have, I'm basically your wolf attendant.”
I managed a thank you and Denis beamed. “I like you already, and I really do hope you survive.” He waved his hand as he exited, the door clicking shut behind him.
The beast was going to bite me, he was going to claim me.
A shiver ran down my spine as the wolf's glowing eyes lingered in my mind, its hot breath still seeming to mist the air
EILÍS
As I pushed open the door to my chambers I was surprised to see it empty, after I had woken up from my forced slumber, I was told my bride was waiting in my room. I narrowed my eyes at the door leading to my bedroom, could she have run away? Did I terrify her that much? I walked towards the door and pushed it open, my breath hitching at the sight of her sitting on the edge of the bed, head lowered and hands held between her legs.
I frowned at her posture. “What are you doing?”
She flinched like she hadn't expected the sound of my voice. “I'm at your service my prince.”
My frown deepened. “Why do you sound like that?”
Her hand went to her throat, coughing a little, she replied. “My lungs did not develop properly, my voice has been like that since I was little.”
“Oh.” I sighed, wondering how I was going to bring up the conversation of claiming. I had sent Denis here to prepare her as much as he could.
“I won't touch you without your permission, I'll only go as far as you allow, but you have to take the bite, it's no exception.”
Her head snapped up at my words, the surprise evident in her gaze.
I couldn't help the disgust in my voice. “What? Did that come as a surprise? Not being the brute people assume I am?”
“No my—”
“It's alright.” I cut her off. “I took no offense, let's just get this over with.” I approached her slowly, feeling grateful when she tilted her head to the side. With my expression tight, I bent down and knelt before her.
She jerked back, eyes widening in alarm. “What are you doing?”
“This is part of the ritual.” I answered.
“I submit myself before you Raven of Dierna now Raven Caravia and ask that you give me the honour of accepting both the man and the wolf before you as your mate and husband.”
She just stared at me. “You're supposed to say you accept.”
“I accept,”she answered.
I held back her hair as she tilted her head to the side.
I swallowed at the sight of her pale and fragile neckline, The scent of cedar wood and honeysuckle even more apparent, I resisted the urge to breathe in her scent.
I could feel her holding her breath as I bent my head towards her neck. “I'll try to make it less painful.” I whispered as my fangs descended.
With no preamble I pierced her skin, not stopping until my fangs connected. She screamed, her body trashing as she tried to push me away.
I held her down using my other hand. “It hurts!” She cried. I ignored her getting lost in the feeling of her blood trickling down my throat as I accessed her memories. It was one of the main reasons for the bite, the power to enter the mind of one's mate, ensuring that mates couldn't keep secrets from each other.
I froze as I came across a memory of her —no, him, standing before his father and was told to take the place of his sister to become my bride.
The pressure behind my eyes pulsed — the familiar fracture spreading. I had seconds, maybe less.
I jerked back, my fangs releasing his throat as I took two steps backward, staring at him in disbelief. “You're... a boy,” I whispered, the words feeling like they'd torn their way out of my throat.
The morning light filtering through the drapes was faint, but it was enough to wake me.Eilis was gone from the bed, though his scent still lingered on the pillows. I could hear his low, rumbling voice out in the corridor, barking orders to the guards posted at the door. He was never gone for more than a few minutes at a time, but those few minutes were the only space I had to breathe without his gaze pinned to me.My birthday was only a few days away now.And with it came the awakening.The thought weighed heavily on my chest every waking hour. The awakening was approaching fast, but I had no idea what it would actually feel like or how to handle it when it hit. More than anything, I needed to know how to use that magic to heal Eilis—to mend whatever magic my mother had used to split his mind in two and brought the Wolf out in the first place.When the door creaked open, it wasn't Eilis who stepped inside, but Calani.She carried a tray with a bowl of warm porridge and a cup of steep
The days dragged past without any real difference between day and night. The draperies over the bedchamber windows stayed pulled tight, keeping the room in a state of perpetual twilight. My stomach had grown significantly larger, high and heavy against my lap. With every passing day, the link between me and the first pup grew frighteningly strong. It was a constant, aggressive hum deep inside my core, pulsating with energy that vibrated straight into my veins. I could feel its strength. But on the right side of my belly, there was nothing. Every morning when I woke up, and every night before I fell asleep, I would press both hands flat against my right flank. I would close my eyes, quiet my breathing, and search. I strained into the dark corners of my own body, practically begging for a spark, a faint twitch, or even the smallest flicker of heat. Nothing. Just an empty void. The silence on that side panicked me more than the fever ever had. It was a slow distress that stayed
The Wolf didn't answer. He just stared down at my trembling hands clutching his chest, his eyes entirely flat.Then I remembered. The Wolf couldn't stand seeing me cry. It unsettled him. It cracked the absolute control he liked to hold over me.So I let the tears fall.I squeezed my eyes shut and let out a broken, shuddering sob, my fingers digging harder into his skin. Hot tears spilled over my eyelashes, running down my feverish cheeks and dripping onto my collarbone."Please," I sobbed, my voice cracking completely. "Bring him back. Bring Eilis back to me."The Wolf's chest expanded under my palms. His jaw clenched so hard a muscle twitched in his cheek, and his hand shot down to grab my wrist. He pulled my fingers off him, but he didn't let go."Stop crying," he said, his voice dropping an octave.I didn't stop. I couldn't stop. The terror of carrying two babies, with one so weak it was fading."I need Eilis
The Wolf pulled back, his jaw set in a hard line as he stared down at my trembling body."Stay here," he ordered.He didn't wait for me to answer. He yanked his trousers on, crossed the floor in broad strides, and threw the door open."Get the healers," he barked into the corridor. "Now!"Footsteps scrambled against the floor outside, and within minutes, two senior healers rushed through the doorway clutching their wooden medic kits.The moment they crossed the threshold, they froze.The Wolf stood towering over them, bare-chested with blood still smeared across his upper lip from his broken nose.The younger healer gasped, dropping his wooden kit. It hit the rug with a loud crash, sending glass vials and dried herbs rolling across the floor."In," the Wolf growled, pointing a thick finger toward the mattress where I lay shivering.Neither of them dared to pick up the fallen tools. Pale and trembling violently, they rushed to the edge of the bed. The older healer wiped his sweaty hand
The heat of his seed inside me was still fresh, but as the Wolf pulled me down against his chest, the adrenaline holding me together completely vanished. My skin felt like it was on fire, but my teeth started chattering violently. I tried to push off his chest to get off him, but my arms gave out immediately, my elbows slipping on his skin. "Raven?" The Wolf’s voice lost its smug edge, his hands catching my waist to keep me from sliding off the bed. My vision blurred, the dark corners of the room spinning together. Every breath took heavy effort, and my belly felt unnaturally tight, like the pregnancy was leeching whatever strength I had left straight out of my limbs. Sweat broke out across my forehead, icy cold against my flushed skin. "Get... off," I choked out, but the words barely made it past my lips. My chest hit his, my head dropping onto his shoulder because I literally couldn't hold my own neck up anymore. The Wolf sat up, shifting my weight into his arms. He bro
"Is that what you want, my sweet?" His warm hands caressed my body as he gently undressed me, unbuttoning my pants and easing them down my hips.I trembled under him, my mind at war with itself over what to do. Should I fight and make it harder for myself, or allow him to do whatever he wanted, with the promise that he would keep his word?"Just play along, pretty please? I don't want to hurt you. You don't want me to hurt the baby, right?"He carefully lifted my shirt over my head, his eyes never leaving mine, and every touch sent shivers down my spine. "How are you going to please me tonight?"I was smart enough to realize the indirect threat: no one was coming to save me. I was on my own, so why make it harder for myself? Pulse racing, I pulled my feet up onto the mattress and spread my legs, exposing myself willingly.His nostrils flared, and he pushed my thighs farther apart. "Look at how pretty you are, being so forthcoming. I scared you, didn't I?"Heat filled the gold eyes tha
Eilís sighed. "Look, we don't care about her. She means nothing to you and me, so drop it." "No, I want to know." "There's no need." "But—" "Drop it, Raven," he snarled. My eyes widened. "Why won't you just tell me!" "Her sister is the reason I'm split!" "So you're holding her responsible fo
CW: Non consensual content and graphic violence. skip if you're uncomfortable. RAVEN I stumbled back in shock, my eyes widening in fear, how did he figure that out? What gave it away? My gears hit overdrive, the pain in my neck now so far beneath my worries. I optioned for denial. “I'm female
EILÍS “Would you have me wed to a human?” I asked my father–the king. I wasn't one to show emotion but I was sure my face conveyed my disbelief. “Not an ordinary human, a noble.” He explained, like that made it different.“Why! For power?fear? For respect? You already have that.”“For you, I
"We have received a missive from the king of wolves." My father began, each word precise, as my siblings and I stood before him in his library. "He has decreed that one of my beloved daughters is to wed the beast of Northshore."A sharp collective intake of breath followed his voice, my own breath







