Mag-log inCW: Non consensual content and graphic violence. skip if you're uncomfortable.
RAVEN I stumbled back in shock, my eyes widening in fear, how did he figure that out? What gave it away? My gears hit overdrive, the pain in my neck now so far beneath my worries. I optioned for denial. “I'm female, my prince, where is this coming from?” At this rate, with the way my heart beat increased I wasn't far from dying from a heart attack. I was praying he found it convincing. He growled, the sound menacing. I immediately knelt down and bowed my head. “Forgive me my prince and tell me my sin so I may atone for it.” He scoffed, going down on his knees next to me. “Why don't I confirm myself.” Fisting my hair with his left hand, he jerked my head up. I gasped, wincing in pain as strands of my hair pulled out. With his right hand, prince Eilís flipped up my gown, his hand going underneath. I could feel his hand sliding up my thigh as we stared at each other, his gold eyes burning. My body was frozen, the fear holding me down, my limbs locked and refusing to move. His hand reached my groin, my face flaming when he took hold of my cock beneath the underdress. “I'll ask again, what's your gender?” “Male.” I gasped when he squeezed to the point of pain. “Do you realize what you've done? Do you know what the punishment of your deceit will be?” His voice was eerily calm as he asked, it added to my fear, it was like the calm before the storm. “Let me answer that for you, it's death…death by hanging.” His hand tightened on my shaft. I groaned in pain, tears dropping down my face as I blinked. “I plead for mercy.” He laughed, the sound maniacal. He sounded different from the man who'd promised not to hurt me or touch me without my permission. His released my hair, his hand going to my dress. He yanked, sending the sapphires tumbling and the gown ripping. I gasped again at the sight of his large hand between my thigh, his eyes followed mine and a twisted smile appeared on his lips. “That's a pretty sight.” He licked his lips. At that moment my limbs decided to unlock. I scrambled up in an attempt to run. He hauled me back by my waist, pushing me to the bed and laying atop me as I tried to fight him off. He moved back, holding me down with his left hand on my neck. I struggled to breath and at the same time tried to remove his hand from my throat. He ripped what remained of my clothes leaving me bare with nothing to cover. “A gorgeous sight indeed.” “I thought you preferred females.” I asked in between gasps. “A misconception on your part, why would I choose when I can have the best of both worlds?” He collected saliva from his mouth, once again wrapping his hand around my cock. He jerked up and down, repeating the motion without stopping. I gasped in disbelief as a sharp burst of arousal made me arch upwards, still in disbelief I hesitated in my struggle as I watched my cock rise in response to his stimulation. He let go, collecting another drop of saliva as he spreads my thighs with his knees between mine. This time his fingers went to my hole, gently caressing it before pushing in a finger. I renewed my vigour, thrashing on the bed and tearing at him in a desperate attempt to escape as the sparks of pain increased. I could feel when he added the second and third finger, the pain doubling as I sobbed, still not giving up in my escape attempt. He pegged something inside me and I arched up involuntarily as pleasure raced up my spine, the pain disappearing in an instant. He mercilessly continued, targeting that particular spot that turned me into a mumbling mess as my brain attempted to get used to the new sensations wracking my body. My body reacted traitorously, heat flaring even as my mind screamed no. I moaned and gasped, my body moving on its own, chasing the curve of his fingers in my ass so it relentlessly pressed against that pleasure spot. I felt high with the new found pleasure I was receiving. He removed his fingers much to my body's disapproval and unbuttoned his trousers. The sight of him taking out his cock jolted me back to my current predicament. He was long and thick, the crown leaking as he stared at my hole in what was akin to anticipation. “You promised not to touch me.” I said in a last attempt to reason with him. “I never made that promise, Eilís did.” “You're Eilís!” I shouted, taking in bursts of deep breaths when his hand released slightly from my throat. He smirked at me as he pushed in. “I guess I am.” I screamed. “It hurts,” I said, grabbing at his wrist where it rested next to my hip and digging in my nails as if for revenge. “It feels like you’re tearing me apart.” He checked to be sure, pulling his cock out the three inches he’d managed to insert it before shaking his head. “No blood. You’re fine.” I gaped at him. Then with a grin, he thrust forward, pumping his cock into me straight down to the root. His balls, slapping against my ass. I was crying and now both my hands were struggling to shove his shoulders and push him away. “Breathe through it,” he instructed calmly. “You got this.” “I fucking do not!” I ground my teeth. “I also fucking hate you!” “You hate my cock,” he corrected, “but that’ll change in a minute. Trust me.” He gave a tentative roll of his hips. A long, drawn-out moan slipped past my lips before I could stop it. He smirked and resituated himself so that he was holding himself up on his forearms at either side of my head. With no other warning but that, he gave into his nature. His cock pounded into me over and over again, pummeling my insides with rapid strikes. On each inward thrust he buried himself as deep as he could go. I screamed beneath him, eventually wrapping my arms around his neck for purchase as my body was forced into the bed. My dick was caught between us, being rubbed against the trail of wiry black hairs that led down from his navel to my swollen cock. I was digging my nails into his shoulders and gasping by his ear. My thighs squeezed around his waist. “Come for me,” he ordered, bending down to deliver a possessive kiss, biting hard on my bottom lip at the end. Maybe it was the inkling of pain, or me simply liking to be dominated. Either way, one of those things shoved me over the edge, and in the next instant, I was crying out, my trapped cock spurting between us. I twitched, eyes rolling back and my mouth parting on a silent scream. He came, driving his cock into my hole one final time and keeping himself there. As my eyes closed, the stress wearing me down, Eilís's twisted smile lingered, his breath whispering against my ear, "The fun is just beginning."The morning light filtering through the drapes was faint, but it was enough to wake me.Eilis was gone from the bed, though his scent still lingered on the pillows. I could hear his low, rumbling voice out in the corridor, barking orders to the guards posted at the door. He was never gone for more than a few minutes at a time, but those few minutes were the only space I had to breathe without his gaze pinned to me.My birthday was only a few days away now.And with it came the awakening.The thought weighed heavily on my chest every waking hour. The awakening was approaching fast, but I had no idea what it would actually feel like or how to handle it when it hit. More than anything, I needed to know how to use that magic to heal Eilis—to mend whatever magic my mother had used to split his mind in two and brought the Wolf out in the first place.When the door creaked open, it wasn't Eilis who stepped inside, but Calani.She carried a tray with a bowl of warm porridge and a cup of steep
The days dragged past without any real difference between day and night. The draperies over the bedchamber windows stayed pulled tight, keeping the room in a state of perpetual twilight. My stomach had grown significantly larger, high and heavy against my lap. With every passing day, the link between me and the first pup grew frighteningly strong. It was a constant, aggressive hum deep inside my core, pulsating with energy that vibrated straight into my veins. I could feel its strength. But on the right side of my belly, there was nothing. Every morning when I woke up, and every night before I fell asleep, I would press both hands flat against my right flank. I would close my eyes, quiet my breathing, and search. I strained into the dark corners of my own body, practically begging for a spark, a faint twitch, or even the smallest flicker of heat. Nothing. Just an empty void. The silence on that side panicked me more than the fever ever had. It was a slow distress that stayed
The Wolf didn't answer. He just stared down at my trembling hands clutching his chest, his eyes entirely flat.Then I remembered. The Wolf couldn't stand seeing me cry. It unsettled him. It cracked the absolute control he liked to hold over me.So I let the tears fall.I squeezed my eyes shut and let out a broken, shuddering sob, my fingers digging harder into his skin. Hot tears spilled over my eyelashes, running down my feverish cheeks and dripping onto my collarbone."Please," I sobbed, my voice cracking completely. "Bring him back. Bring Eilis back to me."The Wolf's chest expanded under my palms. His jaw clenched so hard a muscle twitched in his cheek, and his hand shot down to grab my wrist. He pulled my fingers off him, but he didn't let go."Stop crying," he said, his voice dropping an octave.I didn't stop. I couldn't stop. The terror of carrying two babies, with one so weak it was fading."I need Eilis
The Wolf pulled back, his jaw set in a hard line as he stared down at my trembling body."Stay here," he ordered.He didn't wait for me to answer. He yanked his trousers on, crossed the floor in broad strides, and threw the door open."Get the healers," he barked into the corridor. "Now!"Footsteps scrambled against the floor outside, and within minutes, two senior healers rushed through the doorway clutching their wooden medic kits.The moment they crossed the threshold, they froze.The Wolf stood towering over them, bare-chested with blood still smeared across his upper lip from his broken nose.The younger healer gasped, dropping his wooden kit. It hit the rug with a loud crash, sending glass vials and dried herbs rolling across the floor."In," the Wolf growled, pointing a thick finger toward the mattress where I lay shivering.Neither of them dared to pick up the fallen tools. Pale and trembling violently, they rushed to the edge of the bed. The older healer wiped his sweaty hand
The heat of his seed inside me was still fresh, but as the Wolf pulled me down against his chest, the adrenaline holding me together completely vanished. My skin felt like it was on fire, but my teeth started chattering violently. I tried to push off his chest to get off him, but my arms gave out immediately, my elbows slipping on his skin. "Raven?" The Wolf’s voice lost its smug edge, his hands catching my waist to keep me from sliding off the bed. My vision blurred, the dark corners of the room spinning together. Every breath took heavy effort, and my belly felt unnaturally tight, like the pregnancy was leeching whatever strength I had left straight out of my limbs. Sweat broke out across my forehead, icy cold against my flushed skin. "Get... off," I choked out, but the words barely made it past my lips. My chest hit his, my head dropping onto his shoulder because I literally couldn't hold my own neck up anymore. The Wolf sat up, shifting my weight into his arms. He bro
"Is that what you want, my sweet?" His warm hands caressed my body as he gently undressed me, unbuttoning my pants and easing them down my hips.I trembled under him, my mind at war with itself over what to do. Should I fight and make it harder for myself, or allow him to do whatever he wanted, with the promise that he would keep his word?"Just play along, pretty please? I don't want to hurt you. You don't want me to hurt the baby, right?"He carefully lifted my shirt over my head, his eyes never leaving mine, and every touch sent shivers down my spine. "How are you going to please me tonight?"I was smart enough to realize the indirect threat: no one was coming to save me. I was on my own, so why make it harder for myself? Pulse racing, I pulled my feet up onto the mattress and spread my legs, exposing myself willingly.His nostrils flared, and he pushed my thighs farther apart. "Look at how pretty you are, being so forthcoming. I scared you, didn't I?"Heat filled the gold eyes tha
"We have received a missive from the king of wolves." My father began, each word precise, as my siblings and I stood before him in his library. "He has decreed that one of my beloved daughters is to wed the beast of Northshore."A sharp collective intake of breath followed his voice, my own breath
Eilís sighed. "Look, we don't care about her. She means nothing to you and me, so drop it." "No, I want to know." "There's no need." "But—" "Drop it, Raven," he snarled. My eyes widened. "Why won't you just tell me!" "Her sister is the reason I'm split!" "So you're holding her responsible fo
The carriage jolted as we hit a deep rut in the road. Outside, the landscape shifted from the dense, pine-scented forests of the wolf kingdom to the flat, manicured greenery of the human territories. I leaned my head against the glass. The closer we got to my father’s estate, the more the dread ti
RavenI woke up alone on the bed, my chest spiked for a moment before I heard the sound of water being poured and breathed out. He hadn't left me alone. Just as I was standing up from the bed Eilis appeared from the washroom door, already fully dressed in his riding leathers. “You're going out of





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