INICIAR SESIÓNHe was told to protect me and yet I want him to ruin me. “Zyran?” He didn’t turn. “What is it, Myra?” I took a shaky breath, my heart hammering against my ribs. “Our arrangement. I want to understand my part in it.” Finally he turned. His pale eyes gleamed in the dim light, his gaze fixed on me so intently, it felt like a predator tracking its prey. “Your part is to be my wife and mine to give you protection.” “But you are the only one giving. I want to give you something too.” “I’m tired of being just a painting on the wall,” I whispered, stepping closer to him, the air crackling with so much tension, I may have forgotten how to breathe. “You're my husband. In every way, so I want you to teach me.” A muscle ticked in his jaw, his eyes darkening with every word I said. “Teach you what?” “Pleasure.” I said, biting down on my lip out of sheer nervousness “Your kind of pleasure. Show me what you like. Let me learn how to touch you. Let me make you feel something…” I agreed to marry Zyran Theon because he was my brother’s best friend and by far the safest option. A year of cold indifference seemed better than a lifetime of horror. However I never expected to find a man shattered by his own psyche and a constant repression of his urges to claim me and even worse I never expected to want him too.
Ver másMyra.
There were five members in the Kingsmen club, each of them a dominant representative of the five most powerful Mafia families in the whole of New York city or better the entire freaking country. They were feared by not just ordinary civilians but people who even are a part of the mafia were scared of them and many more hated them because of how much havoc they caused as a team or a gang–whatever. It wasn’t enough that the five of them independently were living mayhem, but together as one entity was the scariest and the biggest wave to hit the Mafia climate. Not only were they unstoppable together but their individual factions grew even more, even to the extent that most people were willingly, no, literally begging to form alliances with our family because my brother was part of them.
Today just like other days they were the top trending topics in New York city, and the 2nd most spoken about topic in America as a whole. My brother had always been hellbent on protecting me from whatever problems being born into a Mafia family could bring and most importantly from himself and his friends. Well, “his Acquitances” as he loved to call them. He never referred to them as his friends except for one of them. To be honest I still didn’t get why grown men were so ashamed of having friends, like it wasn’t such an embarrassing for me personally I thought it was really cute even though Lucas would never admit it.
The headline “SERPENTS MANSION BOMBED.” My blood ran cold, the entire building was blown to fucking ashes and ruin. If someone had told me that was the serpent's mansion, I would have sworn and refused that it wasn’t. The article said the police were investigating, but the detectives were speculating it was the work of a rival organization.
Everyone knew who that meant, even though no one had the nerves to even say it without the fear of their tongues being cut off. Everyone whispered their name, but did they speak up about it nope. However, not to be hypocritical, deep inside me I knew even I could not say anything too. I know Lucas would basically kill anyone who lays a finger on me but I really wasn’t ready to test that theory yet. I might have been born into a life of deceit, games and absolute power to do anything. I really didn’t like violence at all, not one bit.
And genuinely I was deeply worried about my brother, he might seem all tough and dominant, but he wasn’t immortal if the serpents would want to get back a them for what they did, which I was sure they would, they would go to any extent to destroy them and my brother was right in the middle of their fight. The Kingsmen and the Serpents have been known to the ultimate rivals for the longest time. They were two separate Mafia gangs who operate in the same City, it was expected that they locked horns on matters they don’t agree on but it has been going on for more years than I could count and it was exhausting seeing my brother in between everything. He loved me so much, I was the closest to him the most in my entire family, but watching him become cold and stiff over the years was dimming the light inside me as well. No matter how I tried to convince myself that he was the same Luca, reality always showed me the opposite and his darkness even heightened more when he joined that so-called Kingsmen club and became even more tied up with their dark, fucked up activities.
There was Cristian, “The face and the leader”. He was all polished smiles and suits. He was the one to go to charity galas, so focused on speeches about baby turtles and global warming as if he gave a damn about those things. He would shake hands with politicians, making their whole violent operations look like just another successful operation. He was always charming, but his eyes were always working so was his mouth with his constant flirtation, he always flirted with me whenever he would come over alone or with the other guys for and I quote “Business meetings” and every single time Luca would always look at him with the intensity that was enough send a man to his grave, not Cristain though he was just too stubborn to die by a mere glare from my brother.
Lorenzo or as most people call him Enzo, was “the punisher” he was an unhinged motherfucker and extremely violent person. Whenever their club would have a boxing match or a racing event, he was also so eager to kill, maim and destroy without even thinking. If not for Luca who always keeps him in check, I was so sure he would have gotten himself killed, or would have killed more people that he already had, innocent ones included.
My brother Luca was “the Alchemist” I never really knew what his role was in the Kingsmen, and he would never tell me and he hid it so well for me, if not for privacy for which he sometimes allows them to come over to the house I would have never knew them at all, that was how good Luca was in hiding and pretending. However truth be told, I didn’t want to know either, even if it was the reality I couldn’t still see my big brother in such light as a dark, bloodthirsty and power hungry demon, I would rather leave him in my memories as sweet and caring.
Nikolai, he was quiet and very calculated but always threw me a lovely smile whenever I would greet him, he’d just appear in the corner of a room, leaning against a wall, his signature move. Sometimes you would forget that he was even there until you felt like being watched by a shadow. He was their Spy and the youngest amongst them, unlike the rest of them and my brother too, he hadn’t taken over his father’s Bravata yet something tells me he could be he just doesn’t want to. Even though cold, he always treats me like a little sister too and always answers me whenever I ask him ‘about how he was doing’ or ‘what he thought about the whether and how I looked in my outfit” he always replies me, not like someone else who would totally pretend like I don’t even exist, that damn Prick, Zyran.
Zyran, amongst these men he was the only one my brother allowed that I use the title of “Friend” on and he was the one who visits more frequently, and still the one that ignores my existence completely. He was “the strategist”, the oldest too, my brother usually calls him the Devil's incarnate, which In fact I think he was with that cold yet burning attitude. My brother always talked about how he once saved his life. You would think someone like Luca was extremely grumpy and rude, but compared to Zyran, Luca was a Sunshine “figuratively of course”. He was the one that planned missions and pieced everything together and had an IQ of 180, that was really high for someone not to understand the concept of basic manners to smile back at a girl who smiles at you.
I had always hated to be in the spotlight, in fact I would hide away for the rest of my life if I was given the opportunity to, but around Zyran, I didn’t exist at all. In fact I think he hates me, maybe he does with the way he would stare down at me as if I am some poison killing him. It was frustrating, most people always teased me and asked If I could become a model especially my friends who were my biggest hype women. Even Luca’s other ‘Acquintances’ always complimented my looks whenever they would come over, but for him no matter how I looked or dressed, he didn't look at me for more than a second, because that man was just too stubborn and rude to give a damn or maybe he thought he was too good looking with his sharp jawline, and cold gleaming blue eyes to grace anyone with his words, such an annoying Prick.
However, now I had so much more bigger things to deal with and new changes I had to adapt to. My Marriage.
"The most romantic thing isn't grand gestures. It's being remembered in the small, ordinary details."MYRAHe knocked on my door at seven in the evening on a Wednesday.That was already unusual. Zyran didn't knock on my door at seven on Wednesdays. Wednesdays were call nights — he had standing meetings with various people that ran from five until sometimes ten, the kind of back to back scheduling that meant I usually saw him briefly at dinner and then not again until late. I'd learned the shape of his week the way you learned the layout of a house you lived in, knowing which rooms would be occupied at which hours without having to check.So when the knock came I was already slightly confused before I even opened the door.He was standing in the hallway in dark jeans and a black jacket instead of the work clothes he'd been in all day. No tie. His hair was slightly less formal than usual. He looked — almost casual, which on Zyran was a significant departure from the baseline."Get dress
"The hardest thing about being wrong is watching the evidence pile up before you're ready to admit it."LUCAI'd been avoiding the Theon estate.That was deliberate. Three weeks of deliberate, conscious avoidance that I'd justified to myself in a dozen different ways — too busy, too much happening with the Serpents situation, too many things requiring my attention that weren't my sister and my best friend and the mess I'd made by putting them in the same house together.The real reason was simpler and less flattering.I wasn't ready to see them together and know what I knew now.Zyran had broken the one promise that had mattered. I'd built the entire arrangement around my certainty that he was incapable of wanting Myra the way he apparently wanted her, and I'd been wrong in a way that made every decision I'd made since look different in hindsight. I'd handed him the one person I'd spend my life protecting and told myself it was safe because he wouldn't feel anything.The man felt some
"Sometimes the bravest thing is not fighting the dark. Sometimes it's just walking toward the light in someone else's room."MYRAThe nightmare was the same one.It was always the same one, or close enough to the same one that the differences didn't matter. The details shifted sometimes — the room changed, the lighting changed, the specific words were different — but the feeling was identical every time. That particular helpless quality, the sensation of being very small in a space that had decided to close around you, and no matter which direction you moved the walls were already there.I woke up at two forty seven in the morning with my heart going too fast and my hands clenched so hard that the palms ached.I lay there for a moment doing the thing I always did after nightmares — orienting myself. Ceiling. Window. The weight of the covers. The familiar smell of the room. Real things, present things, the inventory of right now rather than whatever my sleeping brain had been building.
"The most dangerous place a person can live is inside someone else's mind. Because no one can follow them there to get them out."ZYRANHe was home.I'd known he would be. Nikolai's surveillance had established his patterns with the kind of precision that came from ten days of careful, patient observation, and Tuesday evenings Jeremy Torrence spent at his apartment. Alone. Consistent as clockwork, which was the particular irony of men who believed themselves untouchable — they stopped varying their routines because they'd stopped believing their routines needed protecting.The building was exactly as described. Midtown, mid-range, the kind of place that suggested comfortable rather than wealthy. A single camera at the entrance that I walked past without concern because I'd had Marcus loop the feed twenty minutes ago. A doorman who was currently on a break that would last exactly as long as I needed it to.I took the stairs.Fourth floor. Apartment 4C. I stood outside the door for a mo
Welcome to GoodNovel world of fiction. If you like this novel, or you are an idealist hoping to explore a perfect world, and also want to become an original novel author online to increase income, you can join our family to read or create various types of books, such as romance novel, epic reading, werewolf novel, fantasy novel, history novel and so on. If you are a reader, high quality novels can be selected here. If you are an author, you can obtain more inspiration from others to create more brilliant works, what's more, your works on our platform will catch more attention and win more admiration from readers.