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DENY ME IF YOU CAN
DENY ME IF YOU CAN
Author: stan_ade

The Summit

Author: stan_ade
last update publish date: 2026-05-15 04:59:44

The Ironfang territory smelled like iron and pine and something else — something warm and dangerous that made Zara's wolf stir for the first time in years.

She ignored it.

"Stay sharp," her Beta, Lena, murmured at her side as they crossed the stone threshold of the Ironfang fortress. Torches burned in iron brackets along the walls, casting everything in shades of amber and shadow. "They've got warriors on every rooftop."

"I know." Zara had counted them already. Twelve. Two with crossbows. Amateur placement — she could take out half before they reloaded. Old habit. She catalogued exits and threats the way most people breathed — without thinking, without stopping.

She wasn't here to fight. Not today.

The great hall stretched wide and high before them, its vaulted ceiling lost in darkness, its floor crowded with wolves from six different packs. Alphas with their Betas. Diplomats in fine clothes trying not to look afraid. Warriors like Zara standing at the edges of rooms, eyes moving, hands loose, always ready.

She kept her spine straight and her expression empty — the face she'd been wearing since she was twelve years old, since the day her father stood her in front of the Silverblood Pack and said, This is my daughter. She does not cry. She does not break. She is a weapon, and weapons do not feel.

She had believed him. For sixteen years, she had believed him completely.

A servant offered her a goblet. She took it without looking. Lena leaned close.

"Alpha Reyn's representative hasn't arrived yet. We're early."

"We're always early," Zara said. "Early means you choose your position."

She moved through the crowd with the ease of someone who had walked into enemy territory a hundred times before — eastern wall, good sightlines, close to a side exit. Perfect.

For twenty minutes, the hall filled and buzzed and postured, all the small theatre of wolves pretending to be civil. Zara watched and waited and felt nothing.

Then the main doors opened.

The entire room went quiet.

Not the polite quiet of decorum. The instinctive quiet of prey recognising something at the top of the food chain.

Alpha Kade Voss walked in like he owned the air itself.

She had seen his name in reports, his decisions mapped in the aftermath of battles. The Greywood War. The fall of the Ashenvale Pack. The border treaty that seventeen wolves had died resisting. She had built a picture of a monster.

The reality was somehow worse.

He wore all black, no ornamentation, nothing that announced his power because nothing needed to. Power announced itself in the way he moved — unhurried, certain, a man who had never once had to prove himself in a room and knew it. Dark skin, sharp jaw, a scar running from just below his left ear to the hollow of his throat, silver-white and deliberate.

His eyes were pale. Almost grey. The colour of a winter sky right before a storm erased it.

They swept the room the way Zara's had — cataloguing, measuring, discarding.

Then they stopped. On her.

The bond hit her like a blade through the sternum.

It was nothing like the stories. The stories said it was beautiful — a warmth, a recognition, like coming home. What Zara felt was violent. A wrenching, cellular certainty that cracked through every wall she had ever built and said: him. It has always been him. It will only ever be him.

Her wolf threw herself against Zara's ribs, howling, reaching, desperate in a way she had never felt in thirty years of living.

No, Zara told her, savage and immediate. Absolutely not.

She locked it down. Every instinct, every pull, every traitorous warmth — buried under sixteen years of discipline and iron will. Hands loose. Face still. The goblet didn't tremble.

Weapons do not feel.

But across the hall, Alpha Kade Voss had gone completely, dangerously still.

He felt it too. She could see it — the way his body had arrested, like a man who had walked into a room expecting one thing and found something that rearranged the entire world. His jaw was tight. Those pale eyes hadn't moved from hers.

The wolves nearest him were glancing sideways with barely concealed unease.

Zara held his gaze for exactly three seconds. Long enough to show she wasn't afraid. Short enough to give him nothing. Then she looked away, raised the goblet, and took a slow, steady sip of wine she didn't taste.

That, she told her wolf, is how we handle this.

Her wolf did not agree. Her wolf was furious.

Lena appeared at her elbow. "Zara. Why is the Ironfang Alpha staring at you like he wants to—"

"He isn't."

"He very much is."

"Then he'll stop." She set the goblet down. "Find out where they've seated us. I want to know who we're beside."

Lena hesitated — she had known Zara fifteen years and could read the difference between calm and performance — then nodded and slipped away.

Zara kept her eyes on the room. On the exits. On the six Alphas arranging themselves around the long stone table at the hall's centre.

She did not look at him again.

She could feel him, though. Even across the crowded hall, even through the press of a hundred wolves, the bond hummed like a live wire under her skin — a constant pull toward the one man she could never allow herself to want.

The Alpha of her enemy's pack. The man whose wolves had killed three of her soldiers last winter. The man her own Alpha had looked her in the eye and said: if this summit fails, Zara, we go to war. And I will need you to lead the charge.

She was here to secure peace. Or to be the weapon that ended it.

Kade saying "Come willingly, or I'll have to be less polite about it"

Either way, she had no room for a mate bond.

She had just decided — firmly, finally — to treat it as a problem to be managed when a voice came from directly behind her.

Low. Quiet. Close enough she could feel the warmth of it against the back of her neck.

"You felt it."

It wasn't a question.

Zara went very still. She had not heard him cross the room. In a hall full of wolves, she had not heard the most dangerous Alpha alive come to stand two feet behind her.

That had never happened before. Not once in her life.

Slowly — because she would not flinch, she would not — she turned around.

He was closer than she'd expected. Close enough that she had to tilt her chin up to hold his gaze, and she hated that. Those pale eyes were unreadable. His expression gave nothing away.

But the bond between them was a roar.

"I don't know what you're talking about," Zara said.

Something shifted in his face. Not quite a smile. Something colder and more dangerous than a smile.

"Yes," he said softly. "You do."

Before she could answer — before she could arm herself with words or distance or the sixteen years of discipline that had never once failed her — he leaned down, just enough that his next words landed directly against her ear.

"We need to talk. Privately. Tonight." A pause, deliberate and measured. "Come willingly, or I'll have to be less polite about it."

He straightened. Held her gaze one long, unblinking moment.

Then he turned and walked back toward the table as if nothing had happened — as if he hadn't just threatened the most dangerous she-wolf in the Silverblood Pack, in the middle of a peace summit, surrounded by witnesses.

Zara stood perfectly still. Heart slamming. Wolf screaming.

It wasn't the threat that shook her.

It was the part of her — small, treacherous, impossible — that wanted to say yes.

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