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Lia's POV
The dream always started the same way.
A man came into my bedroom. The door opened slowly with a creak. I heard his footsteps on the wooden floor. Heavy steps that made the floor groan. I never saw his face—it was always hidden in shadow, like the darkness covered him on purpose. But I could tell he was tall and big. His shoulders were wide, filling the doorway. His body blocked the soft light from my window, the moonlight that usually made my room glow.
He walked toward my bed without saying anything. Not a sound except those heavy footsteps getting closer. My heart started racing, pounding so hard it hurt. I wanted to move, to say something, but I couldn't. My body wouldn't listen.
He got into my bed, and the mattress sank under his weight. The springs creaked. I could feel the heat from his body before he even touched me. He filled the whole space, all the air in the room.
His big hands reached for my thighs. They were rough and warm, so much bigger than mine. He pushed them open, slow but firm, spreading my legs. The touch made shivers run up my spine. My whole body tingled and came alive. My skin felt extra sensitive, like every nerve was awake and waiting. My heart pounded so hard I could hear it in my ears—thump-thump-thump.
My breathing got faster. My chest rose and fell quickly. I wanted to see his face, to know who he was, but the shadows hid him. All I could tell was his size, his shape, the feeling of his hands on my skin.
His other hand came up to my throat. I felt his palm first, warm and slightly rough against my neck. Then his fingers wrapped around it, holding me there. Not hard enough to hurt, not choking, but enough that I couldn't move. Couldn't turn my head. Couldn't speak. Could barely breathe, just small quick gasps.
My skin felt hot where he touched me, burning almost. His hand on my throat made me feel completely trapped, completely his. My pulse beat against his palm. He had to feel it, had to know what he was doing to me.
I was scared and excited at the same time. My whole body was shaking with need. A heat was building between my legs, an ache that almost hurt.
Without waiting, without warning, he lined himself up. I felt the pressure first, him pushing against me. The heat of him. How big he was. My body tensed, but there was nowhere to go. His hand on my throat kept me pinned.
Then he pushed inside in one hard stroke, filling me completely. Stretching me. It was so intense, so overwhelming, it knocked the breath out of me. I felt every inch of him. Pain and pleasure mixed together until I couldn't tell them apart.
That was where the dream always ended. Every single time. Right at that perfect, terrible moment. It started the same and ended the same, right when I wanted more, needed more. Right when my body was screaming for release.
I woke up with a gasp, my eyes flying open in the dark. My bedroom looked normal—no man, no shadows, just my furniture lit by the streetlight outside. But my body didn't feel normal at all.
I was breathing hard, my chest heaving like I'd been running. My heart was still racing. My whole body felt hot and tingly, like my skin was too tight. There was sweat on my forehead, on my chest, between my breasts.
I reached down between my legs, and my hand came away wet. I checked my underwear and it was soaked, completely drenched. The fabric was clinging to me, wet and uncomfortable. The ache between my thighs was almost unbearable. I squeezed them together, trying to find relief, but it didn't help. It made it worse.
I turned my head to look at Rob, my boyfriend of a year. He was sound asleep next to me, his back turned toward me like always. His breathing was slow and steady, the kind that meant he was far away in his own dreams. Probably dreaming about work or video games or something boring. He looked so peaceful, his face relaxed, his body still. Like he didn't have a care in the world. Like he had no idea what I was feeling right beside him.
The space between us felt huge even though it was only a foot or two.
I was still so turned on from the dream. My whole body felt like it was on fire. I needed him. Needed to feel his hands on me, his body against mine. Needed him to want me the way the man in my dreams wanted me.
I reached out slowly and touched his shoulder. My fingers barely brushed his skin. His skin was warm and soft.
Then I leaned in and kissed his neck, pressing my lips below his ear. Soft little kisses, gentle and hopeful. I kissed him again and again, trailing down toward his shoulder. My hand moved to his chest, feeling him breathe.
Please wake up, I thought. Please want me. Please make this ache go away.
He stirred a little, his body shifting. He made a small sound. Then he opened his eyes, but just barely. They looked tired and annoyed, like I'd woken him from something important.
"What are you doing?" he mumbled, his voice rough with sleep. I could hear the irritation.
"I want you," I whispered, my hand still on his shoulder. My voice came out smaller than I meant it to, almost begging.
He let out a heavy sigh, the kind that said I was bothering him. That I was being unreasonable.
"Go back to sleep," he said flatly. No warmth in his voice at all. No affection. Nothing.
But I didn't give up. I couldn't. The need was too strong, the ache too intense. Maybe if I touched him more, he would change his mind. Maybe he just needed to wake up more.
I ran my hand down his chest, my palm sliding over his skin, moving lower. Feeling the warmth of him, the softness of his stomach, heading toward his boxers.
But before I could get there, he grabbed my hand. His grip was tight, almost rough, his fingers wrapping around my wrist and stopping me.
"Stop acting like a little slut," he said, his voice cold and harsh.
Dante’s POVI stood up right away. Lia stood with me, her hand finding mine and holding on tight. My heart started beating faster, a mix of fear and hope twisting in my chest.“Your father is improving,” the doctor said. His voice was calm but clear. “The vitals are stronger this morning. The swelling has gone down more than we expected, and his oxygen levels are better. Things are looking positive. He could wake up at any minute now. We’re monitoring him closely, but the signs are good. He’s responding well.”I felt the air leave my lungs in one long, heavy breath. Relief hit me so hard my knees felt weak for a second. I closed my eyes and let out a huge sigh, the kind that came from deep in my chest after holding everything in for too long. My hand tightened around Lia’s without me even thinking about it.Lia turned and hugged me tight, her arms wrapping around my waist. I held her back just as hard, burying my face in her hair for a moment. She smelled like her soap and something w
Dante’s POV After my driver drove Lia home, I stood there in the parking lot for a long minute, watching the black car pull away until its lights disappeared into the dark. The night air felt cool against my face, and the hospital lights behind me threw long shadows across the concrete. My chest still felt tight from watching her leave. I didn’t like sending her away, but she looked so tired. The dark circles under her eyes and the way her shoulders had slumped told me she needed rest more than she needed to sit in that hallway with me. I pulled out my phone and called Marco. He answered on the second ring. “Boss,” he said. “Lia’s on her way home,” I told him, my voice low. “I need you to make sure the bodyguards are already stationed at her place. Confirm it.” There was a short pause, then the sound of him checking something. “They’re there. Two outside the building, one covering the back. Another in a car down the street. They’re ready.” “Good. Keep them out of sight. I don’t
Lia’s POVJoella sat up a little and turned to look at me. The blankets rustled softly as she moved. “Lia, no. Don’t say that. You can’t blame yourself for Rob’s actions. He made that choice. Not you. You didn’t make him pick up a gun and shoot his own father. That’s on him, not on you. You’re not responsible for what he did.”I felt tears stinging my eyes, hot and sudden, spilling over before I could stop them. They rolled down my cheeks and onto the pillow. “I’m scared of losing Victor the way I’ve lost basically everyone in my life,” I whispered. My voice cracked a little. “My parents are gone. My grandpa is gone. And now Victor is fighting for his life in that hospital bed. What if being around me is some kind of curse? What if everyone I love ends up hurt because of me? I don’t want to lose him too. I can’t.”Joella reached over and held my shoulders gently but firmly, turning me so I had to look at her. Her eyes were serious but full of love, shining a little in the low light. “
Lia’s POV Dante sent me home to rest later that night. The hospital lights had been so bright all day that my eyes felt tired and heavy, like someone had rubbed sand into them. The sharp smell of antiseptic was still stuck in my nose even though we were standing in the quiet hallway outside Victor’s room. The air felt cold and clean in there, but it made me shiver a little. I tried to tell him I was fine and could stay with him, but he looked at me with those soft, worried eyes and shook his head slow and gentle. “You need to rest, baby,” he said, his voice low and warm like it always was when he was trying to take care of me. “You’ve been here since this morning. You look exhausted. Your eyes are all red and your shoulders are tight. I’ll stay with my dad. He’s stable for now, and the nurses are checking on him every hour. Go home and sleep a little. Please. For me.” I opened my mouth to argue again because I hated the thought of leaving him and Victor here alone in that big hospita
Lola’s POVI watched the elevator doors close behind Lia, the soft whoosh sound echoing in my ears like a final slap. A huge part of me wished the elevator would lose power right then and plummet to the ground with her in it. The thought sent a dark little thrill through me, warm and satisfying in my chest. Then my life would be so much easier without her in the picture.No more distractions. No more watching Dante look at her like she hung the moon. It would just be me, Dante, and our son Matteo. One real family, the way it should have been all along. She was so selfish, that woman.She already had Victor— that powerful, steady man who gave her everything. Why did she have to sink her claws into Dante too? She was a whore, plain and simple. Letting father and son fuck her like she owned them both. The idea made my blood boil, hot and sharp under my skin. I could almost taste the bitterness on my tongue as I stood there in the middle of the hospital cafe, the smell of coffee and greas
Lia’s POVI shook my head quickly. “No, stay with Matteo,” I told him. I reached out and touched his arm gently, feeling the warmth of his skin through his shirt. “He needs you right now. He’s scared, and you’re his dad. I’ll be fine. It’s just the cafe downstairs. I won’t be long.” I gave him a small smile, even though it felt weak on my face. I didn’t want him to see how nervous I was about leaving him alone with Lola, but I also didn’t want to make a scene in front of Matteo. The little boy was already scared enough, and his eyes were still watery as he looked between us.Dante hesitated for a second, his eyes searching mine like he could tell something was off. But then he nodded. “Okay,” he said softly. “Be careful, baby.” He leaned over and kissed my forehead quickly, his lips warm against my skin. The kiss felt like a promise, and it gave me a little strength. Then I turned and walked out of the room, feeling the cool air of the hallway on my face as the door closed behind me.
Lia's POVHis large, warm hand glided over the curve of my ass, caressing and squeezing the soft flesh possessively. His fingers trailed downward, brushing against the base of the small plug. He circled it gently, then gave it a subtle push, pressing it a little deeper inside me. The modest size st
I spun around with a sharp intake of breath, my hand flying to my chest.Victor stood just a few feet away, watching me with those piercing blue eyes. He was so quiet I hadn't heard him approach at all. He'd changed since earlier—now he wore a dark suit, perfectly fitted, the kind that probably cos
When I finally got to my room, I stopped in the doorway and just stared.It was beautiful. Really, genuinely beautiful. The room was spacious and airy, with high ceilings and large windows that looked out over the water. The last light of the evening was painting the Mediterranean in shades of oran
Those blue eyes. God, those blue eyes.Up close, they were even more intense than I'd noticed from across the room. They were the kind of blue you saw in pictures of the Mediterranean—deep and clear and impossibly bright. They held a sharpness to them, an intelligence, like he was taking in everyth







