LOGINMarcus' POV
Thunder cracked out of nowhere. One second, sunlight. The next—this.
Fuck.
Even nature was acting up, forcing the drive home to become anything but comfortable.
Every red light stretched forever. My hands shook on the wheel, replaying Jake’s thumb on my wrist, Ethan’s mouth on Emily’s, the half-open curtain and that thick outline burned into my brain.
I needed to get to Mom before the rain hit harder. She hated missing her evening meds… said it made her feel like the illness was winning.
I wasn’t about to let that happen.
By the time I pulled into the driveway, fat drops were already smacking the windshield. I sprinted inside, shoes squeaking on the marble.
Up the stairs. Down the hall. I paused outside her door, smoothed my shirt and ran fingers through my damp hair before knocking softly.
“Mama?” I eased the door open.
The room smelled like lavender and the faint metallic tang of her oxygen tank.
She was propped against pillows, eyes closed, breathing shallow but steady.
“Mama,” I whispered again, stepping closer.
Her lids fluttered. “Marcus, baby.”
A tired smile curved her lips. “Thought y’all forgot about me while you chase wedding dresses.”
“Never.” I leaned down to kissed her forehead.
I moved to the nightstand, pulled out the pill organizer and the water from the pitcher. She took the glass herself like she always did, stubborn about doing what she could.
“How you feeling?”
“Same old. Bed’s winning today.” She swallowed the pills one by one, then handed the glass back. “You look like you’ve been through a war.”
I forced a laugh. “Just… simple stuff.”
She patted my hand. “Go rest, baby. I’m fine. Press the button if I need you.”
I kissed her forehead again. “Love you.”
“Love you more.”
The door clicked shut behind me just as thunder rolled outside. Perfect.
Rain hammered the windows like it was trying to get in.
I headed straight to my room, peeled off wet clothes, and wrapped a towel around my waist.
Time to get back to my regular spring routine.
Mixing my clay mask, I smeared it on, then sat on the edge of the bed staring at the storm.
The plants outside bent under the downpour. Everything looked clean, renewed. For a second, the chaos in my chest quieted.
Then, a knock.
“Coming!” I called, assuming it was the housekeeper with coffee.
I opened the door, and of course, just my luck.
It was…
Jake.
Soaked shirt clinging to his chest, hair dripping, holding two takeaway cups like peace offerings.
My stomach dropped.
“How did you get in here?”
“Housekeeping?” He shrugged. “Thought you’d be happy to see me.” He lifted one cup. “Brought your favorite. Black, two sugars.”
The rain had him drenched but didn't do enough to overpower the faint lavender scent coiled around him
I stared. “You went to my mom's room?”
“Checked on her. She was sleeping. Didn’t want to wake her.” He stepped forward. Slow, careful, like he was approaching something skittish. “Can I come in? Just to talk.”
Every instinct screamed no. But my feet didn’t move.
I stepped aside.
Wrong decision.
He walked in, set the coffees on my desk, then peeled off his drenched shirt without asking.
His muscles shifted under skin I used to know by heart before he grabbed my hair dryer from the drawer like he still lived here, switching it on and running it through his hair.
I stood frozen in my towel, mask cracking on my face.
“You should shower,” he said over the hum. “That mask is drying out.”
“Why are you here, Jake? Really.”
The question struck the perfect nerve.
His eyes rested on my figure for a quiet second before he turned the dryer off and set it down.
Walking closer, close enough for me to smell rain and cologne, he stopped dangerously near to me.
“I came for the wedding.” His voice dropped. “And… maybe because I never stopped thinking about you.”
My pulse roared in my ears.
He lifted a hand, brushed his thumb across my cheek… right over the cracking clay.
“I miss you, Marcus.”
His other hand settled at my waist. Light, but possessive. Eyes locked on mine, He leaned in slow, giving me every chance to pull away.
I didn’t. I couldn’t.
My brain screamed Merlina’s voice: *Push him off. Get him out.*
But my body remembered how he used to feel. How safe. How easy.
His lips were inches from mine.
And then…
The door slammed open. We both jerked apart.
Ethan stood in the doorway, laptop under one arm, suit jacket gone, sleeves rolled higher than before.
Rain glistened in his hair. His face was stone, but his eyes… they burned.
Dark. Furious. Jealous?
“Did I interrupt something?” His voice was low, controlled, but the edge cut like glass.
Jake stepped back fast, hands up. “Just… catching up.”
Ethan didn’t look at him. His gaze stayed locked on me. On the towel, the mask, the space between me and my ex that was suddenly too small.
“Hmm.” He stepped inside, then closed the door behind him with a soft click.
Jake cleared his throat. “I’ll… head out. See you at the wedding, Marcus.”
He grabbed his wet shirt, slipped past Ethan (careful not to touch him) and disappeared down the hall.
Silence stretched.
Ethan didn’t move. Just watched me.
I swallowed. “He just showed up. Emily invited him. I didn’t—”
“I know.” His jaw flexed. “Emily told me.”
He crossed the room in two strides, set the laptop on my desk next to the coffees. Opened it, then turned the screen toward me.
“I need you to look through this. Pick outfits for the wedding and bachelor party. Emily changed her mind… wants us to coordinate. She’s wearing pink.”
“Pink?”
“Yes.” He replied, dry. “Find something that won’t clash. Lighter shades. Whatever works.”
I stared at the screen. Then at him.
“You came here… for wardrobe advice? Right now?”
His eyes flicked to the towel, then back to my face. Something flickered there… heat, restraint, something darker.
“Is that a problem, Marcus?” He stepped closer. “Were you busy?”
My breath hitched.
I didn't answer, and he took that as an answer.
Reaching passed me to pick up one of the coffees Jake had left, he took a slow sip before setting it down.
“Browse. Buy what you think looks good on me.” His voice dropped lower. “You seem to have a clear idea of what suits me. When you’re done, leave the laptop in my room.”
He paused, hand on the knob, then looked back over his shoulder. “And Marcus?”
“Yeah?”
“Don’t let him touch you again.”
The words landed like a hand over my throat before the door clicked shut behind him.
I stood there, heart slamming, mask cracking, towel slipping, staring at the laptop like it would bite.
Then I sat. Opened the browser. Started scrolling.
But my mind wasn’t on suits.
It was on the way Ethan had looked at me when he walked in.
Like I was already his. And he didn’t share.
MARCUSI hadn’t moved in what felt like forever.The doctors had taken my mum into the emergency almost an hour ago.Maybe longer.Time had stopped making sense.I sat in one of the chairs in the waiting area, staring blankly at the floor.Jake sat beside me.Mrs. Maddy sat a few seats away, silently praying under her breath.Nobody spoke much.There wasn’t anything to say.Not when every second felt like it could change your life forever.My stomach twisted every time a door opened.I couldn’t stop imagining the worst.What if she stopped breathing?What if I never got the chance to talk to her again?What if—I rubbed my face, trying to wipe the thoughts from my mind.My head hurt.My ribs hurt.My entire body hurt.But none of it compared to the fear sitting in my chest.I couldn’t lose her.I just couldn’t.A loud yell suddenly echoed through the hallway.At first, I barely paid attention.Hospitals were full of grief.People cried.People screamed.People lost loved ones.I assu
ETHANI sat alone in the far corner of the seating area, staring at nothing. The place was beginning to fill up with people.The image of Marcus leaning against Jake wouldn’t leave my head. I wasn’t supposed to be thinking about that at the moment, but I was.The look on his face.Broken.Terrified.Completely lost.It just didn’t feel right seeing him like that.I dragged a hand down my face.The wedding needed to be moved.At first, the thought had seemed ridiculous.Now that I’d thought about it for a while, it felt like the only reasonable option.Mrs. Amber was fighting for her life.Nobody knew if she would survive.Holding a lavish celebration while the bride’s mother lay in a hospital bed felt wrong.Heartless.I wasn’t even sure why I was struggling so much with the decision.If it were my mother, I would do it in a heartbeat.The wedding could be rescheduled.People did it all the time.The only thing left was convincing Emily.A familiar pair of heels clicked against the fl
ETHAN The second venue which was going to be outdoor was coming together. Exactly the way Emily wanted. White flowers everywhere. Crystal accents caught the afternoon sunlight, elegant tables were spread across the perfectly manicured lawn, and more flowers were still being unloaded. The kind of wedding people talked about for years. The wedding planner stood beside me, excitedly flipping through designs on her tablet. “It’s going to be a blast, Ethan. The way the light hits the arch at sunset? Emily’s going to look radiant. You two are going to dance the night away as the happiest married couple anyone’s ever seen.” I managed a nod and a half-smile. “Yeah… it’ll be great happy married man and all that”. The words came out flat, barely more than filler. “And once the reception starts, the live band will be positioned here.” She pointed toward a raised stage. I nodded. “Looks good.” “It’ll be amazing,” she continued with a smile. “Honestly, once everything
MARCUS Mrs. Maddy stumbled inside. Her face was pale. Terrified. My stomach immediately dropped. Something was wrong. Very wrong. “Marcus…” The way she said my name made every muscle in my body go rigid. Mrs. Maddy looked seconds away from crying. “It’s your mother.” Everything inside me froze. “What about her?” The unfinished sentence hung in the air. “She’s not responding anymore. She’s unconscious. I tried everything I have been calling her name. She’s just lying there, breathing so weakly…” The room went silent. My heart slammed against my ribs once hard then everything inside me went cold. Fear—pure, bone-deep terror—flooded me so fast it drowned everything else. The pain in my bruised ribs, my swollen face, my aching muscles? Gone. Just adrenaline screaming through my veins like fire. No hesitation. No thought. No. No. No. Not her. Not my mother. For a second, I couldn’t feel my body. Couldn’t think. Couldn’t breathe. I shoved past Jake and sprinted ou
MARCUSThe sound of a door opening dragged me out of the darkness.At first, I didn’t know where I was.Everything felt heavy.My eyelids.My limbs.Even breathing seemed like too much effort.Then the pain hit.A vicious throb exploded behind my eyes, sharp enough to make me groan aloud.“Fuck…”My hand immediately flew to my head.Bad idea.The movement sent another wave of agony through my skull.I squeezed my eyes shut and leaned forward, trying to wait it out.It didn’t.Every pulse of my heartbeat seemed to hammer directly against my temples.And it wasn’t just my head.My ribs hurt.My shoulder hurt.Even my neck felt stiff.Like I’d been thrown down a flight of stairs.Fragments of something flickered through my mind.A bar.Drinks.Too many drinks.Anger.Then…Nothing.Just blank spaces.I forced my eyes open.The room spun for a second before settling.My bedroom.Home.How the hell did I get home?I blinked several times, trying to clear my vision.A figure stood near the
EMILYMy mood completely flipped the moment I walked into the kitchen and found it empty.No breakfast.No coffee waiting.No Ethan.Just silence.I checked my phone for messages.Nothing.Not even a pathetic apology.“Unbelievable.”I stormed upstairs and got dressed faster than usual.If Ethan wanted to act like a child, fine.I had better things to do.I slammed the bedroom door so hard the frame rattled.I yanked open my walk-in closet.I dressed like the woman I was. A cream silk blouse tucked into a high-waisted pencil skirt that hugged every curve I paid good money to maintain, Louboutins that clicked with authority, and the diamond studs Ethan had gifted me because, even when he annoyed me, I still knew how to wear his gifts like trophies.Hair in a sleek low bun, makeup flawless in under twenty minutes. I wasn’t about to let his selfishness ruin my face.“I can’t believe he took the McLaren.”The annoyance returned again.“Ethan will always be Ethan, I guess. Highly unbothere
ETHAN The front door shut behind me harder than I intended, morning air hit my face, cool and sharp.My jaw was tight as I crossed the driveway, keys already in my hand.The car door hissed open with that smooth sound that usually settled something in my chest.Today, it did nothing.I slid in, en
JAKE The first thing I saw when I opened my eyes was Marcus. The morning light filtered through the half-drawn blinds of his bedroom, casting soft stripes across the rumpled sheets. Marcus was still asleep, breathing steady and deep. I rested my head against my palm, studying him shamelessly.
JAKEThe call had yanked me from the warmth of my bed into the biting night air.I wasn’t supposed to be out here chasing after a drunk Marcus—I was supposed to be resting.Instead, I found myself near the empty parking lot of a bar.By the time I arrived, most of the lights inside had already been
MARCUS I pushed the empty second bottle of whisky away from me with a clumsy hand, the glass clinking loudly against the scarred wooden counter. The bartender had already wiped down most of the surfaces and was giving me that familiar time-to-go look.“Yeah… yeah, I’m heading out,” I muttered, m







