LOGINKillian
Walking in hearing my mate say she wouldn't be claiming me or letting me claim her pisses my wolf the fuck off big time. I reel him in by reminding him that she's been hurt recently, and probably just scared.
I step into the room further and watch my wolves look back and forth nervously. She backs up keeping her eyes on me warily like I might hurt her.
“I'm not going to hurt you, you can relax.” I continue to watch her pull back.
“That remains to be seen.” I have to smile at her snark.
“Fair enough. Your introduction into our world has been extremely violent so I can understand your reluctance. However, mates are special, and refusing yours isn't really done, ever.”
“Well, there's a first time for everything. I was already forced into this shit, I'll be fucking damned before I'm forced into anything more.” She just kept watching me.
I started to realize this was more than just this whole situation. This seemed far more ingrained behavior than that. So, I was going to have to figure out how to fix this. I wouldn't be walking away from my mate, or letting her walk away from me.
“So, what would you like to do? I heard you tell them there's no one to notify. Do you have a house you need to return to, or should we notify an employer for you?” I watched her flinch at my question.
“No, I'm sure I've been evicted for non-payment of rent and lost my job after more than 2 months.” I saw her grit her teeth and her eyes flashed a darker shiny blue for a second. That was very interesting. As human her eyes were a light, almost sky blue, but her wolf was a deep almost violet blue, and had that animal shine to it, I would have to watch for that subtle shift.
My wolf surged forward wanting to be close to his mate, and I saw her wolf respond to Siril, and I had to grin at that, as she didn’t seem all that happy at them wanting to be close to each other. I heard her sigh, “They will want to be close to one another as mates, it’s a whole biological thing with them. Mates are a huge thing in our world, we wait for them, we dream of them, they are the only ones we can truly be happy with, so mates are a blessing to us.”
She rubbed her hands on her face, “Well, I have issues with being told I have to do shit. I had enough of that, so, I’m not overly likely to just fall in line because someone tells me I have to, even if that is the someone currently occupying my brain.”
I nodded, so I was right, this was a bigger issue than her forced change, and I had a feeling she had been assaulted, which made my wolf feral, and I had a hard time keeping hold of him, but I reminded him most of the ones responsible were already dead. That helped to calm him some.
“How about this then. Since you currently have no home, or employer, you stay here with the Lakeside pack. You get to know us, and know me. You give your wolf the chance to be around other wolves who are good wolves, as wolves are pack creatures and need others to truly be happy. So, that way you can get more accustomed to things, and you and I can get to know one another. Would that be more acceptable?”
“Only for now. If I decide to go, you let me go.” Sirll almost pushed forward, but I thought hard, I would have to convince her cause I would not allow her to leave me. I felt terrible about my lie, but I nodded, and I saw her visibly relax. I also saw Nissa looking at me with wide eyes. To her credit though, she said nothing.
“Nissa, how about you take Alora up to her room, and help her get some clean clothes, get what she needs for a shower, and then take her to the kitchens for some food. That should help get your wolf more settled. Then we can talk about when you need to shift to allow her to run.” She looked at me wide eyed at that, then just followed Nissa out of the room.
“That girl has a whole heap of shit she already had piled on top of her before those bastards even laid a hand on her.” Dr. Martin stated as he watched them leave the room.
“Yeah, I gathered that as well. This will be a dance that’s for sure, but Seril will be able to reach out to her wolf, so that should help.” Dr. Martin side eyed me but remained silent.
I left and went in search of Paul and Marcus. They were both in the conference room going over all of the items we had confiscated from the dead men, and location. So I wanted to know what they might have found. They both turned and looked at me as I entered the room.
“She squared away, boss?” Marcus asked me, and I nodded.
“Nissa is taking her up to her room and getting her settled for right now.” He nodded.
“So what can you guys tell me about what we have found?” They both looked through some of the papers in front of them.
“Well, Alora Bannon, she worked at that 24/7 dinner, Pete’s right by that truck stop off the highway. It looks like from what they said before they died, and this bullshit, that they messed with her car so she’d have to walk to work in the dark, through the park right next to her apartment complex there on Ave. J. They were waiting for her, and attacked her, the beta, Rodgers was watching, and he fetched her after they tore her up.” Marcus states from the forms he’s reading.
“They weren’t expecting her to be a female alpha, but I can understand that, as I’ve never heard of that either.” Paul my beta interjects.
“Do we know why they targeted her? I mean aside from the fact that she’s beautiful?” They both smiled at that and I flipped them off.
“Seems they saw her kick a man's ass, he attacked her after her shift one night, she beat the shit out of him, banged his head against her car till he was unconscious, and then spit on him. They were impressed. That’s what got her moved to the night shift. Her boss was worried there’d be some backlash after she was so violent in defending herself. Stupid pussy.” Marcus shook his head in disgust at that.
“Well, she’s most definitely a spitfire, so I can see that. So, now we just have to get past all of those defenses and convince her we’re not the bad guys.” They both blew out a breath along with me. That was easier said than done.
KillianWe’d been moved into the house for about ten days now, and it seemed like it was going really well. She seemed more relaxed not being front and center around everyone all the time. She was still going to the packhouse to check in with people who were working there and asking how everyone was doing. She was trying to believe what their and her wolf told her about their reactions to her, and not just believing they were blowing smoke up her ass as she’d put it. She was starting to see that pack members truly did think about and care about other pack members. That was such a foreign concept to her that she was still trying to absorb it. My sister had been trying to be there for her while being understanding that she was a totally different person than our mother had been. So, she no longer tried to coach her in her “luna duties” as she put it. Alora had ended up asking about the other women in the pack who were expecting, and Elizabeth had introduced her to a couple. One girl w
AloraI was walking, okay waddling, next to Killian through a house he had wanted me to look at. He’d talk to me about us moving out of the packhouse to something more private, especially with the babies coming soon. I heard Mani echo pups, and wag her tail, and I chuckled to myself. I could never think if I should call them babies or pups, because I guess they were both. Apparently wolf shifter children were born as babies but could shift as early as five, but more often it was closer to seven. They would however already have their wolf; it just wouldn’t come all the way out until they were older. Dr. Martin had been trying to talk me into another ultrasound. He said he really needed to get a check on them and measure how far along everything was so he could pin an approximate date of arrival better. He wanted to make sure nothing was wrong. I knew Killian wanted to know the gender as well, so I was trying to figure out how to do this. The house was nice, it had a really nice kitch
KillianWe’d been home for a few days and I knew Alora was really trying. We’d had to remind everyone please not to just come up and touch her. They had a tendency to want to reach out and feel her belly, and it was freaking her out. Honestly, probably a lot of people would be freaked out about it, but as wolves, we were a touchy feely bunch all the time, but throw pups into it and we normally went nuts. There weren’t enough babies born really, so now it became a bigger thing, even though it’d always been greatly celebrated. I was actually thinking it might be a good idea for us to move out of the packhouse and be somewhere just us for a while. Not only would it keep her from being front and center with everyone so much, and at risk of stray touches, but it would give her more of the peace and quiet she seemed to often need. Also, we needed to set up for the pups to arrive, and that meant getting a nursery set up. I think she would feel better about that in our own home rather than
AloraI only have eight weeks left in the pregnancy. Only two more months until they will no longer be inside of me, so when he finds me and gets me, he won’t get them as well. So, now, I can see Killian is anxious to have me back at the pack. Part of that is because he’s afraid something will happen and it will take too long to get me to Dr. Martin in time. I have been thinking a lot over the last few days. He does so much for me. Do I think it’s wasted on us and there is no way in hell this will work out the way he wants. Yes, but that doesn’t mean I don’t appreciate what he does or what he has been trying to do. “We should go back to the pack. I know you’re anxious about me not being close to Dr. Martin with the babies or pups, whatever, being due in such a short time. So, let’s go back so you can relax. We’ll see how things go, but Killian, please don’t expect a lot from all of this. This is about them, not so much about me.” He looked at me for a few moments, and then nodded h
Alora I felt like a nutcase. I am sure I acted like one at least part of the time as well. I had been trying really hard to pull myself back from this ledge I had been teetering on for weeks now. It wasn’t that my fear really abated, but perhaps I was able to work around it some. I don't honestly know. It had still been hard when Siril mounted Mani, but it was easier to try and separate myself out from what was happening. Killian helped as well. Then when I felt the tell tale movement of a baby fluttering in my abdomen, I had to just stop and catch my breath. Then I knew Killian was worried so I explained my reaction. Seeing him get all emotional and happy over the baby or one of the babies moving, surprised me. Then he told me he just needed to hold me when I explained why it had caught me the way it had. It had actually ended up helping me, and I hadn’t been able to say that about touch much in my life. I do remember before things went to shit with the whole pregnancy thing, he’d
KillianWe were doing good and having a pretty good night, so I hoped what I was about to ask wouldn’t mess that up, “I don’t want to upset you, but I know you are feeling some of the same things I am. Siril wants out and I have a feeling Mani does as well. We haven’t let them be out together in a while now. Do you think you would be able to handle that? You know what happens when they are around each other. I mean they have a problem not being all over each other, so you know that’s what would happen.” She paused for a moment, and I saw her getting pushed by Mani and she rolled her eyes, “Okay, she’s now about to have a fit as she wants out so bad. I know she hasn’t been out other than when you commanded her to shift, but you weren’t able to let Siril out with her that night. So, she’s not the one who has issues with all of everything, it’s me. She won’t run on you or anything you already know that. I have to just get used to them being together, as I don’t know what else to do.” I
KillianI waited until the phone had been picked up and politely answered before jumping in, “Hello Alpha Becker, my name is Alpha Killian Allan of the Lakeside Pack. I wanted to ask a couple of questions about a woman who was, and possibly is still listed as a member of your pack if you have a few
AloraIt never ceases to amaze me how stupid some people are. I mean, really, he’s a serial killer and you expect him to fall madly in love with you and the two of you to ride off into the sunset or something? He’s a psychopath, and they don’t love anyone. So, it just goes right over my head. So, w
AloraI wasn’t angry at being sedated, and in fact Killian had asked me. I was afraid that if he attempted to keep me restrained in the car I would lose my ever loving shit. Not that I haven’t already been losing my shit, as that’s kind of been the whole theme for a little while now. Ah, who the fu
AloraI beat my palms against my steering wheel, “Mother fucking son of a bitch. No, no, no, you can't do this to me. Come on you piece of shit, start.”I turn the key in the ignition again, praying under my breath, “Come on, come on, start, start.” The only sound is a click.I lean my head back ag







