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Alora
I beat my palms against my steering wheel, “Mother fucking son of a bitch. No, no, no, you can't do this to me. Come on you piece of shit, start.”
I turn the key in the ignition again, praying under my breath, “Come on, come on, start, start.” The only sound is a click.
I lean my head back against the headrest and close my eyes. I need to get to work. I check my watch, I have 40 minutes. Normally that is way more time than I need. That would give me time to put my shit in my locker, have a cup of coffee to fortify me for the shift, and even take a last minute bathroom break.
However, now that 40 minutes will be eaten up by desperately trying to get there on time. If I take my normal route there'd be no way. If I cut through the park, I might just make it.
I get out of the car, pull my purse strap over my head to wear it cross body. Throw my keys in, and shut the car door. Then I head across the parking lot of my apartment complex, heading for the park.
In daylight this wouldn't really be a big deal. However, I just got moved to the overnight shift at the restaurant. It's next to the truck stop, so it's open 24hrs. So, when I step into the park it's dark and a bit hard to see.
There's lights here and there. They're pretty old, dirty, and casting rather anemic levels of light, and not a lot penetrates where the trees overhang the walking path I'm on. So it’s walking through dark patches then small patches of low levels of light. I am focused on walking quickly, not taking my time, and keeping my eyes open and myself alert. I am about halfway through the park when I start to hear a commotion off to the side of the path in the trees.
By the time I turn to see what’s going on, two huge bodies are flying at me. I don’t really have much time to register what they are before they tackle me to the ground. Then there’s growling teeth and pain. My whole world is focused on them tearing into me, claws raking down my body, getting jerked around as they bite and shake. Then I hear a person yell. My screams cut out as my voice gives way. I am laying on the ground in so much pain my brain is short circuiting. Then I can see a hazy figure standing over me. Next to him are two giant dogs that have my blood on their muzzles.
He squats down and I think, maybe he is going to help me, then I hear him, “Good work boys. That should be enough. Now, let's get her out of here. If she survives, then we’ll have us another female.”
Nothing he said is computing with my very hazy and pain filled mind. The edge of my vision goes dark and I welcome that darkness. I think I am dying. He reaches out and pulls me up. The pain is blinding, and then there’s nothing.
When I open my eyes, I’m laying on a dirty cement floor. There are bars around me. I’m on a thin dirty mattress on the ground, and I’m naked. My body is achy and sore, but I am having trouble making sense of anything. I think really hard, then suddenly the memory hits. I walked to work through the park because my car wouldn’t start. Two huge dogs came out of the trees and attacked me. I really thought I was dying, and then there was this man above me. He picked me up and there was so much pain I must have passed out. Now I am here, although I have no idea where it is.
“Well, well, lookie lookie what we have here boys. Looks like we were right and she was a good choice. So, now we have another female. We should probably break her in. We need her wolf to know her place and know who her alpha is.” What he’s saying makes no sense.
He moves and I can see him now, in fact I can see him really well, and make out too many details of his ugly self. There are two other equally ugly men beside him. They open the door of my cage, and he squats down in front of me.
“I’m your alpha. You are now a breeder female. So, as your alpha I command you to present for me.” I don’t know what the fuck he is talking about.
Something inside pulls and is angry, I hear growling, and I feel myself pulling back, but I am so confused. Then there’s growling and snapping, and yelling, “I said present for your alpha you bitch.”
Then I have the taste of blood in my mouth and my vision sharpens. I lunge at this fucking ass hole, how dare he try to command us. I howl at him and growl. The two men beside him go to their knees and tilt their heads to the side showing me their necks. I’ll show this mother fucker alpha, he is fighting me.
He tackles me to the ground and then he’s shifting and his wolf is coming out. He and I start fighting each other legitimately. Then suddenly there are several men all trying to get me down. I growl and think at all of them to stop touching me and to let me go. Suddenly there are hands that snap a huge metal collar with a chain around my neck.
Then the others back away and several are still on the ground, being pummeled by our dominance. They are not able to fight against my ability to make them bow to my will.
“What the fuck Bobby, what the fuck is she?” one of the men says.
They are now panting before me and they are naked, and have wounds from my teeth and claws.
“She’s a god damn fucking alpha. Stupid bitch, get me the muzzle. She shifts back and issues commands we won’t be able to resist, hurry.”
I feel my bones shifting and rearranging, there’s pain, ripping and tearing, things are moving around and reforming. I am finally laying back naked on the ground again, suddenly there’s something slapped around my head and over my mouth before I can fully recover.
What the absolute fuck is happening to me, what the fuck are they going to do to me?
KillianWe’d been moved into the house for about ten days now, and it seemed like it was going really well. She seemed more relaxed not being front and center around everyone all the time. She was still going to the packhouse to check in with people who were working there and asking how everyone was doing. She was trying to believe what their and her wolf told her about their reactions to her, and not just believing they were blowing smoke up her ass as she’d put it. She was starting to see that pack members truly did think about and care about other pack members. That was such a foreign concept to her that she was still trying to absorb it. My sister had been trying to be there for her while being understanding that she was a totally different person than our mother had been. So, she no longer tried to coach her in her “luna duties” as she put it. Alora had ended up asking about the other women in the pack who were expecting, and Elizabeth had introduced her to a couple. One girl w
AloraI was walking, okay waddling, next to Killian through a house he had wanted me to look at. He’d talk to me about us moving out of the packhouse to something more private, especially with the babies coming soon. I heard Mani echo pups, and wag her tail, and I chuckled to myself. I could never think if I should call them babies or pups, because I guess they were both. Apparently wolf shifter children were born as babies but could shift as early as five, but more often it was closer to seven. They would however already have their wolf; it just wouldn’t come all the way out until they were older. Dr. Martin had been trying to talk me into another ultrasound. He said he really needed to get a check on them and measure how far along everything was so he could pin an approximate date of arrival better. He wanted to make sure nothing was wrong. I knew Killian wanted to know the gender as well, so I was trying to figure out how to do this. The house was nice, it had a really nice kitch
KillianWe’d been home for a few days and I knew Alora was really trying. We’d had to remind everyone please not to just come up and touch her. They had a tendency to want to reach out and feel her belly, and it was freaking her out. Honestly, probably a lot of people would be freaked out about it, but as wolves, we were a touchy feely bunch all the time, but throw pups into it and we normally went nuts. There weren’t enough babies born really, so now it became a bigger thing, even though it’d always been greatly celebrated. I was actually thinking it might be a good idea for us to move out of the packhouse and be somewhere just us for a while. Not only would it keep her from being front and center with everyone so much, and at risk of stray touches, but it would give her more of the peace and quiet she seemed to often need. Also, we needed to set up for the pups to arrive, and that meant getting a nursery set up. I think she would feel better about that in our own home rather than
AloraI only have eight weeks left in the pregnancy. Only two more months until they will no longer be inside of me, so when he finds me and gets me, he won’t get them as well. So, now, I can see Killian is anxious to have me back at the pack. Part of that is because he’s afraid something will happen and it will take too long to get me to Dr. Martin in time. I have been thinking a lot over the last few days. He does so much for me. Do I think it’s wasted on us and there is no way in hell this will work out the way he wants. Yes, but that doesn’t mean I don’t appreciate what he does or what he has been trying to do. “We should go back to the pack. I know you’re anxious about me not being close to Dr. Martin with the babies or pups, whatever, being due in such a short time. So, let’s go back so you can relax. We’ll see how things go, but Killian, please don’t expect a lot from all of this. This is about them, not so much about me.” He looked at me for a few moments, and then nodded h
Alora I felt like a nutcase. I am sure I acted like one at least part of the time as well. I had been trying really hard to pull myself back from this ledge I had been teetering on for weeks now. It wasn’t that my fear really abated, but perhaps I was able to work around it some. I don't honestly know. It had still been hard when Siril mounted Mani, but it was easier to try and separate myself out from what was happening. Killian helped as well. Then when I felt the tell tale movement of a baby fluttering in my abdomen, I had to just stop and catch my breath. Then I knew Killian was worried so I explained my reaction. Seeing him get all emotional and happy over the baby or one of the babies moving, surprised me. Then he told me he just needed to hold me when I explained why it had caught me the way it had. It had actually ended up helping me, and I hadn’t been able to say that about touch much in my life. I do remember before things went to shit with the whole pregnancy thing, he’d
KillianWe were doing good and having a pretty good night, so I hoped what I was about to ask wouldn’t mess that up, “I don’t want to upset you, but I know you are feeling some of the same things I am. Siril wants out and I have a feeling Mani does as well. We haven’t let them be out together in a while now. Do you think you would be able to handle that? You know what happens when they are around each other. I mean they have a problem not being all over each other, so you know that’s what would happen.” She paused for a moment, and I saw her getting pushed by Mani and she rolled her eyes, “Okay, she’s now about to have a fit as she wants out so bad. I know she hasn’t been out other than when you commanded her to shift, but you weren’t able to let Siril out with her that night. So, she’s not the one who has issues with all of everything, it’s me. She won’t run on you or anything you already know that. I have to just get used to them being together, as I don’t know what else to do.” I
KillianI waited until the phone had been picked up and politely answered before jumping in, “Hello Alpha Becker, my name is Alpha Killian Allan of the Lakeside Pack. I wanted to ask a couple of questions about a woman who was, and possibly is still listed as a member of your pack if you have a few
AloraIt never ceases to amaze me how stupid some people are. I mean, really, he’s a serial killer and you expect him to fall madly in love with you and the two of you to ride off into the sunset or something? He’s a psychopath, and they don’t love anyone. So, it just goes right over my head. So, w
AloraI wasn’t angry at being sedated, and in fact Killian had asked me. I was afraid that if he attempted to keep me restrained in the car I would lose my ever loving shit. Not that I haven’t already been losing my shit, as that’s kind of been the whole theme for a little while now. Ah, who the fu
AloraI had failed. I had hoped I could make it work. Of course I had no idea that my death could very well result in his own. I didn’t want to hurt him, I just knew I couldn’t fucking do this, no matter what he thought. I was currently pacing the room, and then I heard the clink of the chain and I







