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“Yes! Fuck me harder!” The moan ripped through the thin wall like it belonged right next to my bed. I sat still with my book still open on my lap, heart beating rapidly against my ribs. Another groan followed, deep and male this time, then the steady thump of a headboard hitting the wall. “Oh shit, you’re so tight,” the guy growled. I squeezed my thighs together without thinking. Heat rushed between my legs, sudden and embarrassing. My nipples tightened under my thin tank top. I tried to focus on the words in front of me, some analysis of Jane Eyre, but the sounds kept coming. Wet, sloppy, rhythmic, and real. I pressed my palm against my stomach and breathed out slow. My roommate Angelina was out partying again, so it was just me and these damn walls. The girl next door cried out louder, begging for it, and my body answered with a throb I couldn’t ignore. My hand slid down before I could stop it, fingertips brushing the edge of my shorts. No. I snatched my hand back like I’d touched fire. I slammed the book shut. This was ridiculous. I was twenty, still a virgin, and listening to strangers have sex like some pervert. My face burned. I needed to get out. Now. I yanked on jeans and a hoodie, stuffed my notes and laptop into my bag, and slipped out of the room without even fixing my hair. The hallway smelled like cheap perfume and instant noodles. I practically ran down the stairs and across campus, cool night air hitting my flushed cheeks. The library stayed open twenty-four hours during midterms, so it would be quiet and safe. I found my usual corner on the second floor, dropped my bag, and spread my notes across the table. There was peace for ten minutes, then I heard footsteps. “Watch it,” a deep voice said. A tall guy reached past me for a book on the top shelf. His arm knocked my carefully stacked notes straight onto the floor. Pages scattered everywhere. “Hey!” I snapped, dropping to my knees to grab them. He didn’t even move to help at first. Just stood there in his basketball hoodie, looking down at me with this lazy smirk. He had dark hair, a sharp jaw, and eyes that scanned me like he was sizing up something interesting. “Relax, sweetheart. It’s just paper…” he finally crouched and picked up one sheet, glancing at it before handing it over. “… not the end of the world.” I snatched it from his fingers, our hands brushing. A stupid spark shot up my arm, but I quickly ignored it. “Some of us actually care about our grades,” I said, standing up fast. “Not everyone gets by on sports scholarships and good looks.” He raised an eyebrow, still crouched a little, looking up at me now. “Good looks, huh? So you noticed.” My mouth fell open. “I didn’t… that’s not what I meant.” He rose to his full height. God, he was tall. Wesley. I suddenly remembered seeing him around campus. He was Wesley Adams, the guy half the girls whispered about in the hostel corridors. “I’m Wesley,” he said, like I should already know. He leaned one hip against my table, messing up the little order I’d just fixed. “And you are?” “Samantha Williams. And I’d appreciate it if you moved. Some of us came here to actually study.” He didn’t move. Instead, he picked up another one of my pages, this time reading it properly. “Postcolonial lit? Sounds boring as hell. You always this wound up, Samantha?” The way he said my name sent another unwanted pulse through me. I hated it. I hated how aware I felt of my body after what I’d heard earlier, and now this arrogant ass was standing too close. “Are you always this rude?” I shot back. “Or do you just enjoy knocking girls’ stuff on the floor so you can watch them bend over?” His eyes flashed with something hot. He stepped closer. “Careful. I might start thinking you want me to watch.” Heat flooded my face. I could still hear those moans in my head, and now my traitor brain swapped the stranger’s voice for his, deep, rough, and commanding. “Back off,” I said, but my voice came out breathier than I wanted. Wesley tilted his head, looking at me as if he could read every dirty thought I was trying to hide. “You ran out of your room looking all flushed. What happened? Bad date? Or maybe you heard something you shouldn’t have?” My stomach dropped. Could he know? No way. But the smirk on his face made my skin prickle. “That’s none of your business,” I hissed. I grabbed the last of my papers and tried to shove them into my bag, but my hands shook a little. He caught my wrist gently, stopping me. His fingers were warm and strong. “You’re interesting when you’re pissed off, Samantha Williams.” I yanked my hand free, even though part of me didn’t want to. “And you’re exactly the kind of guy I stay away from. Now leave me alone so I can study.” Wesley didn’t leave. He just crossed his arms and watched me try to reorganize everything, that smirk still playing on his lips. “What if I don’t?” My heart raced. Anger and something else twisted together low in my belly. I opened my mouth to tell him exactly where he could go when my phone buzzed on the table. Angelina’s name flashed. I ignored it, but Wesley glanced at the screen, then back at me, eyes narrowing with new curiosity. “Who’s calling you this late?” he asked, voice dropping lower. “Boyfriend?” “None of your damn business,” I said again, but I didn’t sound as sure this time. He leaned in, close enough that I caught the clean scent of his soap. “You sure about that? Because the way you’re looking at me says you might need someone to help you… relax.” My breath caught. The library suddenly felt too warm, too small. I wanted to slap that smirk off his face. I also wanted to know what his mouth would feel like on mine. I stepped back, grabbing my bag. “Stay away from me, Wesley Adams.” I turned to leave, but his voice followed me, low and sure. “You’ll see me around, Samantha. Something tells me you won’t be able to avoid it.” I didn’t look back, but I could feel his eyes on me the whole way down the aisle. My body still hummed from the earlier sounds, from his touch, from the way he said my name. And as I pushed through the library doors into the night, I knew one thing for sure. I was in trouble.SAMANTHA’S POV The small cottage on the lake had become our planning headquarters over the last two weeks of summer break. The wooden table in the living room was covered with magazines, printed photos, and a large notebook where Wesley had started sketching ideas in his surprisingly neat handwriting. A half-drunk bottle of wine sat beside a plate of strawberries we had picked from the local farm that morning. The late afternoon sun streamed through the wide windows, painting everything in warm gold. I sat cross-legged on the couch in one of Wesley’s old t-shirts, my laptop open to a wedding planning website. My curls were tied back in a messy bun, and I had a pen tucked behind my ear. Wesley lounged beside me, his long legs stretched out, wearing only low-slung shorts. His hand rested on my thigh, thumb tracing lazy circles that kept sending little sparks through me. “So the venue,” I said, scrolling through photos of small lakeside chapels. “Something intimate. Maybe right here
SAMANTHA’S POV The small cottage on the outskirts of Manchester smelled of fresh pine and the faint salt of the nearby lake. It was the kind of place people rented for quiet weekends, wooden beams, wide windows overlooking the water, a big stone fireplace that Wesley had already lit even though the summer evening was mild. We had driven here straight after the final board confirmation, suitcases thrown in the back of his old car, the radio playing low as we left the campus behind for the first time in months. I stood on the porch now, barefoot, a thin summer dress clinging to my skin from the humidity. The sun was setting over the lake, painting everything in soft oranges and pinks. Inside, Wesley was cooking something simple, grilled fish and vegetables, the same recipe he had perfected in his tiny flat kitchen during those stolen nights when the world felt like it was closing in. It had been three months since the board lifted my probation for good. Three months since my parent
SAMANTHA’S POVThe final board review room smelled of old paper and nervous sweat. I sat at the center of the long table, my hands folded so tightly my knuckles ached. Dr. Patel sat to my left with a thick folder, Professor Hargrove at the head, and two other board members flipping through documents. My parents were on the video screen from London, their faces tight with exhaustion and disappointment. Wesley waited outside the door, as close as the board would allow.“Miss Williams,” Professor Hargrove began, his voice heavy, “this is your final probation evaluation. Your grades have held, which is commendable given the circumstances. However, the board has received continued reports of private meetings, late-night activity, and public appearances with Mr Adams. The formal event photos, the championship game sightings, the anonymous tips, all of this has strained the university’s patience. We need to hear from you directly before we make our decision.”I took a deep breath, my voice s
WESLEY’S POVThe athletic department conference room smelled of stale coffee and polished oak, the kind of sterile scent that made my stomach turn. I sat alone at the long table, my hands clasped so tightly my knuckles were white. The scholarship review committee, Coach, the athletic director, and two academic advisors, stared at me from across the table like I was a problem to be solved. The folder in front of them was thick with reports: missed team meetings, the leaked videos, the formal event photos, the anonymous tips about late-night activity.“Mr Adams,” the athletic director began, tapping the folder, “your on-court stats in the rematch were solid. MVP performance helped. However, the off-court issues, the leaked material involving Miss Williams, the formal event photos, multiple anonymous reports of late-night activity, have raised red flags. Your GPA is barely above the minimum. One more incident and your scholarship is terminated. Do you understand the gravity of this situa
WESLEY’S POVThe athletic department conference room felt smaller than a locker stall. The scholarship committee sat across the polished table like judges at a sentencing: Coach with his arms crossed, the athletic director tapping a pen, and two academic reps flipping through my file. I sat alone on my side, back straight, hands clasped to hide the slight tremor. The email had said 10 AM sharp. I was five minutes early, heart hammering harder than before any championship tip-off.“Mr Adams,” the athletic director started, sliding a thick report toward me. “Your on-court stats in the rematch were solid. MVP performance helped. However, the off-court issues— the leaked material involving Miss Williams, the formal event photos, multiple anonymous reports of late-night activity— have raised red flags. Your GPA is barely holding at 3.0. We need to see a clear improvement plan today or we cannot renew your funding for next semester.”I swallowed hard, the words hitting like a bad foul. “I u
WESLEY’S POVThe locker room smelled of sweat, menthol rub, and defeat even though we had won the last game. I sat on the bench, towel around my neck, staring at the fresh email from the athletic scholarship office that had come in during the fourth quarter. Coach had forwarded it with a single line: “Read this. Fix it. Or you’re done.”The message was blunt: “Mr Adams, your cumulative GPA has dipped below the required 3.0 threshold for athletic scholarship renewal. Combined with documented off-court conduct concerns (including multiple reports of personal distractions), your funding is under immediate review. You have until the end of next week to submit an academic improvement plan and demonstrate improved focus. Failure to comply will result in full revocation.”I slammed my locker shut. The metal clang echoed through the room. Jake looked up from tying his shoes. “Coach chewing you out again?”“Scholarship review,” I muttered, pulling on my hoodie. “They’re threatening to cut me i
SAMANTHA’S POVI walked back to the hotel in the pouring Manchester rain, tears mixing with the water running down my face. Every step felt heavier. Wesley’s words kept echoing in my head: “I don’t know if I can trust you anymore.” The way he had fucked me— angry, desperate, almost punishing— still
WESLEY’S POVThe gossip post stared back at me like a knife in the chest.Samantha entering Donald’s building late at night, the timestamp, and the implication that she stayed until morning.She slept with him.After giving me her virginity. After moaning my name while I was buried deep inside her.
SAMANTHA’S POVThe gossip page photo was still open on my phone when I woke up the next morning. Me leaving Donald’s building late at night. The caption made it look worse than it was.Wesley had seen it. I knew because he’d sent ten messages overnight.Wesley: What the fuck is this? Wesley: You w
SAMANTHA’S POVI stared at the gossip post for the tenth time. The photo of me smiling at Donald during our walk looked innocent, but the comments made it ugly.“Wesley already moved on?” “Scholarship girl playing both basketball boys.” “Poor Wesley, dumped for the nice guy.”My phone buzzed agai







