LOGINMIKKA
"No! You listen!" I roared, fighting back my tears. “I cleaned hotel rooms so you could train at night. I forged your training logs in secrets so the League wouldn’t ask questions. I was your secret for two years, Levi. Your brain. Your calm. Your mate.”
The memories bite me like it haunted me.
I wish I could hit him but I couldn't, love was cruel.
Levi chuckled, mocking me as he'd been replaced by a sigh that obviously means this conversation should come to a close.
“And look how that worked out for you.”
I shook my head, still finding it hard to believe. My wolf bared her teeth.
“I did your studies at 2AM while you smiled for Nicole at the gala" I said closing up the space between us "I told myself it was strategy. That you were protecting us and when the league got close, you cut me with a lawyer"
His eyes dropped to my mouth, jerked up. He looked exhausted, angry...I sensed fear.
"You want a medal for it?" He barked.
"I only needed your brain mikka" he confessed "You were a useful tool"
He swallowed hard "and tools get thrown away"
My wolf went completely still and dropped to the floor inside me.
He doesn't want us.
His cruel confession had my knees buckling, my blood boiled while he straightened his back as though bracing himself.
“And now, to become Alpha, I need her. Not an omega who doesn’t even belong in this country.” his lips curved upward.
"A tool?" I repeated as I couldn’t stop the fresh tears pouring out again.
Levi was enjoying every bit of my pain as he kissed his teeth. “We left everything for you. My mum’s grave. My pack. My name For ‘us.’ And you’re standing here telling me I was a budget line?” I screamed, my head was so hot that I feared it might explode.
"I never forced you" he said quickly, dragging both hands through his hair and turned away.
When he turned back, his eyes were glassy but he blinked it away.
"God, Mikka. As for the deportation? I had to save myself. You take the fall for the illegal funds. A golden boy can’t be tarnished."
That was it. My wolf didn't growl or fight, she just laid down and stopped breathing.
Because the man who said “greener pasture” was now calling it “your mistake.”
But I wasn't defeated yet.
I slapped both letters against his bare chest.
"Then fix it with a pen and if you don't sign, I'm deported, I lose the scholarship" I screeched "And I go to the League and tell them you paid a foreign wolf cash under the table to hide training hours. That’s fraud, Levi. You get suspended. Maybe worse.”
His eyes widened as he panicked.
"That's blackmail!"
"That's consequences"
Levi grabbed my wrist, so hard my pulse jumped like he couldn't help it.
My wolf whimpered at the contact. Mate.
"You don't get it" he said in a low tone
"you'll ruin us both"
Then he dropped my hand like I was stinging him.
Now I get it, he wants to get rid of me because I might be a stain to his name.
"Security!" Kick this wolf out, she's becoming a threat! She's harassing me!"
He fired, glaring at me.
I gasped, as a bouncer appeared out of
the blue.
Intimidating and brutally looking, he grabbed my arms, his nails dug on my flesh, leaving bruises there.
"Levi!!" I screamed as the bouncer pulled me away like a weightless being.
But Levi didn't even look at me.
I was tossed outside, had my knees hitting the gravel and even though it bled, it couldn't compare to hurt inside my heart.
The bouncer slammed the penthouse door aggressively. “Don’t come back, bitch.”
I'd collapsed on my hands, desperately wishing my wolf would gear me up but she was dead internally.
I cowered when flash lights poured on my face. It was from phones.
A tenant on the balcony was recording. Another was laughing.
Someone whispered:“Isn’t that Levi Weston’s stalker?”
"She deserves to be jailed!"
"She isn't meant to breath, pathetic wolf"
"Watch! This would go viral. Loser!!"
Defending myself was useless as I'd muster strength to rise and hide from their spiteful words.
But before I'd take two steps away from there, my phone buzzed in my pocket.
Taking it out, I was met with the notification from CBSA...wait! That wasn't CBSA.
My hands quaked as I was so frightened to open the message but I did.
"Hey, mikka...your worst nightmare awaits your return to Australia"
SEVENI shouldn’t have come home because the house was too loud, not after spending the night at a friend's place.Of course the TV. She'd sit at it, with so much loathe because he was on it.It was Levi, holding the cup with the headlines written: WESTON CROWNED CHAMPION. ALPHA TALK NEXT?I could tell she had repeated that play thrice now when the wins happened yesterday, cussing.Mom was on the couch, arms crossed. She didn’t look at me when I walked in.But then the girl from the rink had my mind occupied, her weary face, her messy hair.The way she talked like she thought she could control me.It was stupid.It was cute.I sensed her weak wolf, the fear like their lives depended on that request which made it worse.Oddly, I can't trust anyone who once worked with Levi. The thought of that only makes my wolf flash before my eyes.But I'd stabbed myself with a repellant just to keep him at bay."Do you see that?" Mom began, pulling me to reality. "He did it overnight."Her fragrance
MIKKAI didn’t remember walking and my knees were bleeding through my jeans.Even my coat was soaked from dew drops and my wolf was gone.I couldn’t go home. Home was a basement room that smelled like him from 2AM visits.I couldn’t go to the library either, they’d call campus security. I couldn’t go to the hospital. No health card. No money. CBSA would be there in an hour.And that text I'd read earlier only taunts me.I knew who sent it but saying his name won't stop the issue.So I went where the ice was. Lakeshore Community Rink. Public. 24 hours. $3 after midnight.It was supposed to be empty. The zamboni had left puddles. The lights buzzed and it smelled like rubber and cold. Holding on to my annoyance, I sat on the bottom bleacher, pressed my bleeding knees together, to stop shaking.“You left me.” I whispered to her...to myself.There was no answer just...THWACK! MISSTHWACK! GLASS.My shoulders jumped to the sound as I was fidgety.Someone was on the ice and when I'd looke
MIKKA"No! You listen!" I roared, fighting back my tears. “I cleaned hotel rooms so you could train at night. I forged your training logs in secrets so the League wouldn’t ask questions. I was your secret for two years, Levi. Your brain. Your calm. Your mate.”The memories bite me like it haunted me.I wish I could hit him but I couldn't, love was cruel.Levi chuckled, mocking me as he'd been replaced by a sigh that obviously means this conversation should come to a close.“And look how that worked out for you.” I shook my head, still finding it hard to believe. My wolf bared her teeth. “I did your studies at 2AM while you smiled for Nicole at the gala" I said closing up the space between us "I told myself it was strategy. That you were protecting us and when the league got close, you cut me with a lawyer"His eyes dropped to my mouth, jerked up. He looked exhausted, angry...I sensed fear."You want a medal for it?" He barked. "I only needed your brain mikka" he confessed "You were
MIKKAThe letters came at 4:02AM. My wolf was already awake.She always was when Levi was in danger, even when the danger was him.LETTER ONE. UNIVERSITY OF TORONTO.“Full Scholarship. Master's in Kinesiology. In-person acceptance required by March 14th.”LETTER TWO. CBSA.(Canadian border service agent)“Study Permit Cancellation. Unauthorized employment. 72 hours to depart. 5-year re-entry ban.”I sat on my bed on the cold floor as both papers fell from my hands.For a moment, I lost my breath, my heavy eyes from wetting my bed last night with tears burning the most.My wolf whimpered, crouching in a corner inside me."What do we do, Mikka?"More tears clouded my eyes because two years ago, I paid my own tuition. For two years I starved for this scholarship. And I lost it because the man who once slept in my bed told the world I never existed.Levi Weston.My mate.Or he was, before his agent told the League: “He has no private coach. No woman. No liability.” We were dating secretl







