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Chapter One
The evening air was warm for early summer. From her apartment balcony overlooking Manhattan, Daisy Miller sat curled into a chair with a cup of tea she had long since stopped drinking. The city stretched endlessly before her. Lights twinkled against the darkening sky. Cars moved steadily below. People hurried home after long days while others were only just beginning their nights. Usually, Daisy loved this view. Tonight it felt different. Tonight she felt different. Her hand drifted unconsciously to the gentle curve beneath her oversized sweater. Pregnant. Even now, the word felt strange. Unreal. At thirty-two years old, Daisy had always imagined her life would look exactly as it did now. A successful pediatric doctor. A beautiful apartment in New York City. A career she genuinely loved. She'd spent years working toward it. Medical school. Residency. Long shifts. Missed holidays. And she'd never regretted any of it. Children had always been part of her future. Just not in the way most people imagined. Daisy loved children. She loved helping them. Protecting them. Watching frightened little faces relax when she told them everything would be okay. But having children of her own? That had never been the plan. Yet here she was. Pregnant. Alone. And completely terrified. Not because she didn't want the baby. Because she already knew she did. The fear came from everything else. How would she do this alone? Would she be a good mother? Would she know what she was doing once the baby arrived? For someone who spent every day helping children, Daisy felt surprisingly unqualified. A soft breeze stirred her dark hair. She leaned her head back against the chair and looked up at the fading evening sky. The last few years had changed her more than she liked to admit. Losing both parents had left a hole that never fully disappeared. Some days she still reached for her phone wanting to call her mother. Some days she still heard her father's laugh in memories so clear it physically hurt. Thankfully, she still had Harper. Her older sister had become her anchor after their parents died. Harper had her own family. A husband. Children. A wonderfully chaotic life. Yet somehow she always found time for Daisy. Always showed up. Always checked in. Especially now. Harper called daily. Sometimes hourly. Daisy smiled faintly at the thought. Her sister's reaction to the pregnancy had been exactly what she expected. Excitement. Panic. Planning. Lots and lots of planning. Meanwhile Daisy still felt like she was trying to catch up. Trying to understand how her carefully organised life had taken such an unexpected turn. The city hummed softly below. A siren echoed somewhere in the distance. Daisy closed her eyes briefly. And as she rested her head against the balcony chair, her thoughts drifted back. Back to a girls' night out. Back to laughter. Music. Cocktails. Back to a crowded Manhattan bar. And back to the man standing at the bar whose smile had changed everything. ❤️Chapter Seventy-SevenThe morning everyone had been dreaming about finally arrived.Not with panic.Not with rushing.Not with fear.With excitement.The night before, the consultant had walked into the NICU with the biggest smile any of them had ever seen.He'd looked at the four parents.Then at the three babies.And simply said—"I think it's time."No one had spoken.They'd all just stared at him."The babies are ready to go home."There had been tears.Lots of tears.Happy tears.Relieved tears.The kind of tears that had been building for weeks.Now, less than twenty-four hours later, everyone woke before their alarms.Not because they had to.Because they couldn't sleep.Roman was already downstairs making coffee when Daisy walked into the kitchen.She smiled the moment she saw him."You didn't sleep."Roman laughed."I think I managed about an hour.""Me too."They looked at each other.Then both started laughing.Today.Their little girl was coming home.Across the street, No
Chapter Seventy-SixEver since the consultant had spoken about preparing the babies to come home, everyone had been thinking ahead.The nurseries were ready.The tiny clothes had all been washed.The car seats had been fitted.Everything was slowly falling into place.Now there was just one thing left.One Sunday evening both families gathered at Roman and Daisy's house after dinner.The children were upstairs.Lillie already asleep.Theo and Poppy watching a film before bed.The fire crackled quietly in the sitting room.Everyone looked relaxed for the first time in weeks.Roman poured coffee while Noah handed out slices of leftover cake."I've been thinking."Roman said.Daisy smiled."That usually costs us money."Noah laughed."Or furniture."Roman ignored both of them."I'm serious.""So am I."Daisy grinned.Roman looked towards Sarah and Emma."There's something we'd like to ask you both."The room became quiet.Sarah and Emma exchanged a glance."What is it?"Emma asked.Harpe
Chapter Seventy-FiveThe closer the babies came to coming home, the busier everyone became.Not with hospital appointments.Not with emergencies.With preparation.The kind that made everything finally feel real.Monday morning began at Harper and Noah's house.Emma had just finished helping Poppy with her reading while Theo proudly showed Noah a picture he'd drawn at school.The house felt peaceful.Comfortable.Like everyone had found their rhythm.Harper watched Emma helping the children tidy away their toys.She caught Noah's eye across the room.He smiled.Already knowing what she was thinking."Emma?"She looked up."Yes?""Can you sit down for a minute?"Emma frowned slightly.Immediately wondering if she'd done something wrong."Of course."She sat opposite them.Hands folded nervously in her lap.Harper smiled warmly."You haven't done anything wrong."Emma laughed with relief."I was wondering."Noah leaned forward."We actually wanted to ask you something."Emma waited."Yo
Chapter Seventy-FourThe words stayed with them all weekend.Getting these little ones ready for home.Nobody wanted to get their hopes up.The nurses had made it clear.There was still work to do.The babies would decide when they were ready.Not the calendar.Not their parents.The babies.Even so...Everything felt different.On Monday morning, Roman woke before his alarm.Not because he was worried.Because he was excited.It had been a long time since he'd felt that.He slipped quietly out of bed, careful not to wake Daisy.She needed the rest.Her recovery was coming along well, but she still tired more easily than she liked to admit.Roman kissed her forehead before heading downstairs.He wasn't alone for long.Tiny footsteps padded across the hallway."Dada."Roman turned with a smile."Morning, sleepyhead."Lillie held up her rabbit.Then lifted both arms.The universal signal for cuddles.Roman scooped her up.She rested her head against his shoulder with a contented sigh.F
Chapter Seventy-ThreeSaturday mornings had always been busy.Only now, busy looked a little different.It wasn't hospital emergencies anymore.It was cereal spilled across the kitchen floor.Tiny socks that had somehow disappeared.Theo insisting he'd seen one of Lillie's toys outside.Poppy insisting he hadn't.And two dads trying to keep up.Roman had just finished making coffee when he heard a familiar giggle.He turned.Lillie was standing on a kitchen chair.One tiny hand reaching towards the biscuit tin."Lillie."She froze.Slowly turned around.Then smiled the sweetest smile she could manage."No."Roman folded his arms."You know those aren't for breakfast."Lillie looked at the tin.Then at Roman.Then held both hands out."Please?"Roman laughed."I don't even think you know what that means."She didn't.But it sounded convincing.Daisy watched from the dining table, laughing into her mug of tea.She was feeling stronger every day.Still recovering.Still taking things slo
Chapter Seventy-TwoFriday morning arrived quietly.The kind of quiet that felt earned.For the first time in weeks, nobody woke to the sound of alarms or rushing footsteps.Instead, the house slowly came to life.The smell of coffee drifted from the kitchen.The kettle whistled.Someone yawned upstairs.Then—"Mama!"Daisy smiled before she even opened her eyes.She knew that voice anywhere.A few seconds later the bedroom door creaked open.Lillie stood in the doorway.Still wearing dinosaur pyjamas.Her hair sticking up in every direction.Holding her favourite stuffed rabbit by one ear.Roman looked over and laughed."Good morning, beautiful."Lillie grinned.Then waddled across the room with determined little steps before climbing onto the bed between them.She immediately flopped onto Daisy's stomach.Carefully avoiding the healing scar.Roman had made sure everyone knew mummy still had a poorly tummy."Easy, monkey."He gently lifted Lillie onto his own lap instead.Lillie didn
Chapter Sixty-EightThe first morning of the new year began at 5:17 a.m.Not because anyone wanted it to.Because Lillie had decided it should.Roman was asleep in the chair beside Violet's NICU incubator.Barely asleep.The uncomfortable kind.His phone rang.The screen read:NannyRoman answered
Chapter Sixty-SevenNew Year's Eve was nothing like anyone had planned.No parties.No fancy dinners.No celebrations.No midnight countdowns surrounded by friends.Instead—it was spent in a hospital.And strangely?Nobody wanted to be anywhere else.The NICU had become their world.Every morning
Chapter Sixty-SixThree days after the babies were born, the hospital had become everyone's normal.A strange normal.One nobody wanted.But a normal all the same.Mornings started in NICU.Afternoons were spent moving between recovery rooms.Evenings were spent staring at monitors.Watching tiny c
Chapter Sixty-FiveThe day after the babies were born felt strangely unreal.Nobody had slept.Nobody had eaten properly.Nobody knew what day it was anymore.Christmas.Boxing Day.The day after.Everything had blurred together.Three babies.Three incubators.Three tiny fighters.And somehow life







