Se connecterI didn’t sleep a single wink. Every time I closed my eyes, my brain played a chaotic mashup of Michael’s bare chest, Nathan’s mocking laugh, and Hudson’s cold, piercing gaze, the reaction I will be getting once I step to Fiat. Everything is a chaos in my mind, and I do not know how to control it.
By the time my alarm finally went off, my head was pounding, and the reflection in my bathroom mirror looked entirely ghostly.
I carefully pulled Michael’s shirt out of the dryer. I had spent an extra hour meticulously ironing it, making sure it was crisp, spotless, and completely white, exactly as he had demanded. Folds perfectly aligned. Not a single trace of the dark coffee stain remained. I placed it gently into a clean paper bag, handling it like it was a live explosive device. Because if anything went wrong with it today, it might actually blow up my entire life.
“You look like you’re walking to your execution.” a voice drawled from the kitchen island.
I paused, clutching the paper bag tightly against my chest. Hudson was sitting there in a fresh training jersey, sipping a protein shake. He didn't even look up from his tablet, but the smug aura radiating off him was impossible to miss.
“Good morning to you too Hudson.” I mumbled bitterly, rushing past him toward the front door before he could drop another sarcastic comment to ruin my mood. “Morning.” He answered back. But before I could left the kitchen, he spoke something that made me stop for a moment, and re-think everything for the last four years.
“Don’t forget what I said, Niel,” his voice cut through the quiet house, cold and serious. “Keep your head down. If anyone connects you to me, I’ll make sure your life at that school gets a whole lot harder than what you are getting now.”
I didn't answer. I just slammed the door behind me and walked out into the crisp morning air.
I don’t know what is his problem. Sometimes he is a brother, but sometimes he is a dick. A pain in my ass. Acted like he is the real son of my father when he is just adopted for the sake of my father’s legacy.
The walk to Fiat Locke Academy felt entirely too short. The closer I got to the grand iron gates, the tighter my throat became. And the moment my sneakers stepped onto the campus concrete, I realized my fears from last night weren't an exaggeration.
The whispers started almost immediately.
"Hey, look, it's him."
"Is that the guy from the Freedom Wall video?"
"Oh my god,it’s embarrasing. Bumping to Hudson Monette yesterday? What a show."
I lowered my head, my messy bangs falling over my thick glasses as I walked down the hallway. I could feel dozens of eyes boring into my back. Giggles and hushed taunts echoed from the benches. The viral video of me crashing into my own hidden stepbrother had turned me into the school's prime morning entertainment.
I don’t get why people laugh at something embarassing when it is not even funny.
But maybe it is funny, because it is me. The nerd this school ever know.
I practically bolted up the stairs to the main building, desperate for the relative safety of the crowded hallway. But as I reached the lockers, a heavy arm suddenly slammed against the metal right next to my head, blocking my path.
"Well, well, look who decided to show up," Nathan's voice sneered right into my ear.
My heart did a violent flip. I turned my head slowly, looking at Nathan and his two usual cronies smiling down at me. Nathan’s phone was already in his hand, tapped open to his gallery.
"Did you check the student page this morning, Niel? You're famous," Nathan chuckled, leaning closer. "But honestly, your little collision with Hudson the star hockey player is nothing compared to what I’ve got right here." He tapped the screen, flashing a thumbnail of the video from yesterday, mocking it in front of me, the one with my nose practically buried in Michael's shirt.
"Nathan, please," I whispered, my voice shaking as I glanced around frantically, terrified someone would see the screen. "I washed his shirt. It's clean. I’ll do anything you asked of me. Just delete it."
"Delete it? And lose my best leverage?" Nathan laughed, patting my cheek roughly. "Not a chance, nerd. And yes, you will do anything I say. You’re going to be very useful to me this year. If you don't want the captain or the whole school to see you acting like a total pervert, you better do exactly what I say."
Before I could even respond, the heavy atmosphere in the hallway shifted completely. The students standing near the entrance suddenly scrambled to the sides, parting like the Red Sea.
My breath hitched.
Walking down the center of the hall, slinging his black duffel bag over his shoulder, was Michael Joel. He wore a fresh varsity jacket, his sharp jaw set in a rigid, unreadable line. He looked completely imposing, a force of nature walking through a crowd of underlings. But today, there was an extra edge of tension in his stride. Hudson’s words from last night flashed in my head, the National Hockey Association was scouting.
Michael knew the stakes were higher than ever this season.
As Michael approached his locker, his dark, intense eyes swept across the hallway, effortlessly dismissing the crowd until they landed directly on me. And then, his gaze drifted lower, locking onto the paper bag clutched in my trembling hands.
Nathan immediately stepped back, his nasty grin returning as he whispered to me, "Go on, Niel. Give the captain his laundry. Let’s see how long you can keep your distance with the captain." He whispered on to my ears.
My knees felt weak. I took a slow, hesitant step forward, leaving the safety of the locker wall to face the captain. My hands were sweating against the paper bag, my mind screaming at me to run, but I knew there was no escape.
Michael stopped a few feet away from me. He didn't say a word at first. He just stood there, towering over me, his broad shoulders blocking out the rest of the hallway. The sheer presence of him made the air feel thin.
"Is that my shirt?" Michael asked, his voice low, rough, and completely devoid of any friendliness.
"Y-yes," I stammered, cursing myself internally for the stutter. I lifted the paper bag, holding it out with both hands like an offering. "I washed it. Just like you asked. It's completely clean."
Michael looked at the bag, then slowly raised his eyes to mine. He didn't take it right away. Instead, he reached out, his large, calloused hand gripping the top of the bag. He didn't pull it from my grip; he just held it, forcing me to stay anchored right in front of him.
"Are you sure the stain is gone?" he murmured, leaning down slightly so only I could hear him. "Because if I open this and see even a speck of coffee, Niel, we're going to have a serious problem."
"I'm sure," I said, my voice barely a whisper. My heart was hammering so loudly against my ribs I was terrified he could hear it. Being this close to him brought back the vivid memory of his bare torso from yesterday, and a sudden, traitorous heat crept up my neck. "I spent the whole night making sure it was perfect."
Michael's eyes narrowed slightly, tracking the blush spreading across my cheeks. He gave the bag a firm tug, pulling it completely out of my hands. He uncreased the top, peering inside to inspect my work.
The hallway was dead silent. Even Nathan and his crew had stopped snickering, waiting to see if Michael was going to snap and shove me into a locker.
After what felt like an eternity, Michael closed the bag. His expression didn't soften, but the dangerous tension in his jaw relaxed just a fraction.
"Good," Michael said, slinging the bag into his open locker. He turned back around, fixing me with a sharp, warning glare. "You're lucky. But don't think this makes us even, nerd. You still owe me for the trouble yesterday."
"What? Isn’t the-," I stop, realizing that talking back to him will only make it worst. I just kept my eyes glued to his sneakers.
"Hey, Cap!" Nathan interrupted, sauntering back into the space, his phone safely tucked into his pocket but his eyes gleaming with malice. "If the nerd gave you any trouble, you just let me know. I can handle him for you."
Michael slowly turned his head to look at Nathan. The air between the two hockey stars instantly grew icy. "I don't need your help handling anything, Nathan. Mind your own business before I make you run extra drills at practice."
Nathan’s smile faltered for a split second, but he quickly recovered, raising his hands in fake surrender. "Just looking out for the team, Captain. See you at practice."
Michael didn't answer. He gave me one final, unreadable look, a gaze that lingered just a second too long, before turning on his heel and walking toward the homeroom.
I let out a breath I didn't realize I was holding, my shoulders slumping in absolute relief. The shirt was delivered, and I had survived the morning. But as I watched Michael's broad back disappear down the hall, and felt Nathan's heavy glare burning into the side of my face, I knew this was just the beginning of a very long, very dangerous year.
I didn’t sleep a single wink. Every time I closed my eyes, my brain played a chaotic mashup of Michael’s bare chest, Nathan’s mocking laugh, and Hudson’s cold, piercing gaze, the reaction I will be getting once I step to Fiat. Everything is a chaos in my mind, and I do not know how to control it.By the time my alarm finally went off, my head was pounding, and the reflection in my bathroom mirror looked entirely ghostly.I carefully pulled Michael’s shirt out of the dryer. I had spent an extra hour meticulously ironing it, making sure it was crisp, spotless, and completely white, exactly as he had demanded. Folds perfectly aligned. Not a single trace of the dark coffee stain remained. I placed it gently into a clean paper bag, handling it like it was a live explosive device. Because if anything went wrong with it today, it might actually blow up my entire life.“You look like you’re walking to your execution.” a voice drawled from the kitchen island.I paused, clutching the paper bag
I could feel my eyes drying from staring from my phone screen for too long. Everything is a mess. I do not know why this year started like it is already in the middle of the year, when it is just the first day only!A lot happened in a day, today. And I do not want to talk about it, but I am pretty sure, tomorrow, when I go and step on to that university, everyone will talk about me.“Holy shit! That’s embarassing.”A voice coming out from my phone said.Me, bumping to Hudson is spreading all over the school page, the school freedom wall, everything where people from my school can see. And it is embarrassing. I know that I am used to being targeted and being bullied before, but this kind of humiliation is my downfall…And if you think this is the only problem I am thinking tonight, no. You are wrong.Nathan still have a video of me, sniffing Michael’s shirt, and that video, would be the reason why I will not graduate in that school, because I know I will left even before it spread.An
As the class ended, I started packing up my things to prepare myself to leave. Every move I make, every thing I touch, and every action I do, makes me feel like I will turn this man’s attention onto mine, and I will be bullied again. And I have to be careful not to even touch or disturb him.I experienced the bullying of Nathan, and it is a nightmare, and I do not want to know what experience I will be getting when Michael plays with me.But as much as how careful I am with everything I do, I accidentally spill his coffee when I get my bag but it is tied onto the foot of my chair, making my chair fell onto his, letting his coffee spilled out onto his….White shirt.“Fuck.”I could hear my classmates gasping and there “Oooohhhh” like they have been waiting all day for this entertainment to happen.“I... I am so sorry!” I apologize immediately, my voice shaking as I frantically grabbed a handful of crumpled tissues from my pocket. I leaned over, desperate to wipe the stain off his chest
High school. They said that being in high school is fun. A lot of memories can be made that you will always remember and cherish when you finish and graduate. But today start’s the last year of me being in high school. The only memory I made is being caught up in my classmate’s conflicts, by making me the biggest target in Fiat Locke Academy for three years.‘What do you mean by caught up, Niel?’It means being targeted by the bullies. Making fun of, being the laughingstock for everyone’s happiness. But things are just the way they are. I cannot change it, even if I have to beg for them to stop, they won’t, they will just continue and I just have to suffer. And I am used to it.“Good Morning sunshine!”And speaking of, the leader of my bullies, Nathan. I don’t know why he chose me to be the target of everyone, it’s just one day, they all went up to me and then they started saying things that are funny to them, but offensive to me.“Mornin’.” The only thing that came out of my mouth.







