LOGINQuickly, two omegas joined him in my small room and while my father watched with irritated eyes, I was cleaned with clean rags and shoved into clothes.
Not new but better than anything I'd worn in my life, clothes that fit my bony structure rather than hanging loose at every angle. “Don't forget, you are to be seen and not heard, understand me?” My father barked as he pulled me towards the stairs, and I nodded, locking my voice away from all possible functions. It was like turning eighteen suddenly sharpened my senses as the sun hit my eyes sharply when I walked out. Under his fierce grip, I was pulled to the front of the Pack house and into the main entrance. I'd not been here for anything other than serving, in over a decade. Everyone else hung out or worked or lived through the entrance of the Pack house, I came to serve drinks, meals that couldn't be taken at the large kitchen outside, clean tables and rooms and whatever it is an Alpha's daughter had no business doing. I thought I'd overgrown the angst that came with knowing who I was forced to become but walking into this place now because my father had finally found a ‘use’ for me stirred up something inside of me. Maybe getting to the age of adulthood opens one up to more emotions or maybe the rejection from earlier this morning had opened a door inside of me and forgot to close it. All in all, I was pissed. My nose picked up a weird scent as he took me up to his office wing, a hallway housing his office, meeting hall, throne room since he liked to pretend he was a future Alpha King and his Beta’s office. He turned into the meeting room with me in tow. At first, I didn't see anything or anyone, he blocked my view. “What took you so long, Blakewood?” A thick, masculine voice snapped. At my father? I've never heard of it before, he's the highest in every room I've watched him be in but now, even the bass of the other male’s voice made my father's sound like a whine. “She had to be prepared for you, my Lord,” my father replied, a shiver passing through him. And to me too because what the actual hell? He's bowing too? What on earth is happening? “Let me see,” the other man demanded in a gruff voice. My father let go of my hand and reached for my shoulder, pushing me forward. I'd been expecting an old, grey-bearded man but staring back at me were the greyest eyes sitting on a man in his thirties at most, probably twenty-eight. His hair was curly and full, dark as a moonless night and just long enough to look like he couldn't be bothered with it. A jaw that could cut glass sat beneath a mouth that was turned up in observation. He was looking me over, as though cataloguing every inch of my existence. And he was big. Shoulders, back, chest, laps, nose and everything my eyes saw except his small, grey eyes. He filled the couch that I'd been made to clean several times every week, his presence intimidating to say the least. Sofie lurched forward and I grabbed her by the scruff before she embarrassed us both. He looked at me the way my father looked at our farms every harvest season. Is it bountiful enough? Will it serve the rest of the season? "This is what you're offering me?" He said it to my father but kept his eyes on me. My heart leapt out of my chest as realisation slowly trickled in. “She's a healthy female, My Lord,” my sperm donor squeaked from behind me, “she just turned eighteen and will give you the best pups to make your dynasty a great one.” The realisation stopped trickling in, it slammed into my head with a severe headache. “And you think she's going to be enough to sate the debt you owe me? You think handing off your weak, half-fed, reject of a daughter to me will be enough payment?!” He was standing now, towering over everyone, and my father stepped back from me, cowering as everyone else did. “My Lord, you can take her alongside some of our produce this year, please have mercy on your lowly servant!” A tear strayed down my eyes and I furiously wiped it off, the first reaction from me amidst everything unfolding. It went unnoticed. “Hmm,” the large male hummed and took a step which brought him closer to me than I was comfortable with and I felt his hand move before I saw it grab my jaw. I wanted to scream, thrashor something. Anything but stand still and allow this stranger to look me over like a piece of vegetable in the market, checking if it was fresh enough, if I was fertile enough. But I knew the consequences of this. From the moment the words came out of his lips and I realised what was happening, I knew. If I didn't go with him, I would have to deal with my father's anger and disappointment. More than I already did. It'll be way worse if the deal didn't go through because I'd disobeyed his rules and did… something. And goddess help me, I wanted to do something. More than anything I wanted to scream my lungs out in this man's face and demand to know why he's okay with this, with being given a breeding mare in the form of a shewolf. My father might have gone insane from losing my Mother but what was his excuse? Going on with his inspection, he turned me around, and I looked at my father's eyes. He gave me a look, that look. The one that put me in my place, reminding me that I was in the mercy of this stranger, that I was worthless to the man that supposedly once loved my mother. And that I must do everything I can to make sure I'm no longer his headache to deal with. The man known as the Beast of the West turned me around again and looked at me. Into my eyes. I wanted to cry but I was more angry than heartbroken, so to my dismay, I stared back at him with disdain, my face giving nothing away but my eyes showing every foul thought I had about him. Many people won't but this man saw it. And he smiled. Something that made my heart flutter and my stomach lurched, his smile wasn't meant for the cruel world I existed in and it disappeared just as quickly as it appeared. Then he looked above me, at my father. “I'll take her. Keep your sickly crops. If she doesn't get pregnant by the end of this year, I'll be back. Prepare for the end of your Pack by then.”The Pack gathered after we'd gotten some food into everyone which was a lot especially on such short notice. It was past midnight, but Iron Claw and the Allied Packs gathered together under the moonlight and we made our plans. Gertrude has cooked a special herb in a very large pot and she took her time, touching everyone's forehead with it. A protection that I hoped would work some magic on Caden. I'd put him in our room but I had gotten some warriors to install an iron door in there. Then I moved Aida to the Alpha's house, alongside fifteen other warriors. They weren't just keeping him safe, they were keeping him locked. The meeting was short; it was simply to let everyone know what was going to happen, and luckily, the Iron Claw warriors were happy with the plan. Then I went back to my mate. He held me throughout the night, and I taught him how to caress my scalp the way he used to, and he did that until I fell asleep. But bright and early the next morning, we were up. Th
I brought Caden down from the room carefully, one arm wrapped tight around his waist. He walked beside me like a caged storm, yellow eyes darting everywhere, muscles coiled so tight I could feel them vibrating through his shirt.My heart beat wildly, who knows how he'll react around people?The moment we stepped out of the Pack house, everyone froze.Hundreds of eyes turned to us.Shit.Fear rippled through the crowd like a wave and I watched it with clenching fists. Warriors who had fought beside Caden for years took instinctive steps back. Mothers pulled their children closer. Caden's lips pulled back, showing feral teeth.Killian, standing at the front with the other Alphas, took one hopeful step forward."Brother..."A savage snarl ripped out of Caden's throat. He lunged half a step, claws flashing.I cursed, yanking him back by the arm. I barely held him.Killian jerked back just in time, hands raised, a forced laugh breaking from his throat though his eyes were wide. "Whoa, e
The meeting dragged on for another hour, but the energy in the hall had finally shifted. Plans were being made. Teams assigned. Supplies gathered. For the first time since we arrived, the Alphas and warriors looked like they had a purpose again instead of just fear.I looked outside the windows and realised evening had fallen.Shit, Caden hadn't eaten.Killian stood at the front, arms crossed, voice steady as he made the final call.Thank goodness, my ass ached and not in a good way.“We go as a large army to Iron Claw first,” he declared. “We retrieve more warriors, secure the territory, and most importantly, we keep Caden where he won’t be taken no matter what happens. He stays under our protection until we destroy Derrick and his band of rogues."Murmurs of agreement rippled through the room. No one argued. The decision felt right.I stood slowly, my body still aching from the night before, my heart heavy wi
The hall buzzed with voices, each one louder than the last.We'd been at this for the last two hours.I'd thought giving them hope and direction would make much of a difference but no, Derrick was in too deep now, too powerful and everyone else was so terrified it was like an elephant matching on ants.Which is crazy because he's a weakling, always running behind stronger people, yet, he now has ten strong warriors who will suck his damn cock if he asked them to.I want to say we should wait it out but I don't think I want to leave my son in the hands of a desperate coward.I tuned into the meeting again and nearly groaned.“We hit their supply lines again — harder this time,” a warrior shouted. “Starve them out like they tried to starve us!”Alpha Jon shook his head immediately. “We tried that two weeks ago. They reinforced the routes with three times the guards. We lost twelve good men for nothing.” Alpha Tok
The hall was packed within minutes.Killian had sent word the second Fiona told him I was ready, and wolves from the four different Packs filled every bench and lined the walls. Iron Claw should be here too but no one can leave this Pack if it's not for hunting or it's time to fight.Security was very tight, I don't know how I didn't notice that when we were coming in.I walked into the large hall that was usually used for parties and all eyes turned to me, and I looked at them as well.The air was thick with tension, anger, and fear. Some were still wincing from unhealed wounds from recent fights. Others looked like they've lost all hope and are just here because of their Alphas.I walked to the front where Killian stood, his hands behind his back. My body still felt strange — heavier in some places, empty in others. My breasts were sore and leaking, a constant painful reminder that my son was somewhere else
I slipped out of the room quietly, legs still trembling, my body marked and aching in the most intimate ways. I made my way to the bathroom on shaky feet, the evidence of what we’d just done leaking down my thighs with every step.Cold water cascaded over me as I stood under the shower, trying to scrub myself clean. But no matter how hard I scrubbed, I couldn’t wash away the guilt.Our little boy was still out there. In Derrick's cruel hands. Crying for me, for the bond we're supposed to be creating, for breast milk that's currently wasting away. Possibly hurting. Goddess above, what if he's hurting him in a bid to get to to me?Testing his blood?And I had just spent hours letting Caden fuck me like a feral animal in heat — screaming, squirting, begging for more while our baby was missing.Tears mixed with the water on my face. I pressed my forehead against the cool stone wall and sobbed quietly, should
MAYA'S POVThe familiar sight of those bones hanging at the Pack entrance gave me more comfort than I cared to admit.It didn't just mean we were safe now, but it also showed that I wasn't the scared girl who came here from Greyhound.I mean, I'm not excited about someb
CADEN’S POVWe were running faster now, everyone else had finally understood the urgency and picked up their pace.I wasn't running at my full speed because of them, but I was making everyone run as hard as they possibly could. The moment we crossed into Pack lands, I would slow
The forest had been too quiet, like all the animals had gone into hiding. Which was easy to ignore since there were five wolves powering through the forest. But soon, we realised we weren't the only predators in the wild. One moment w
Fiona and I hung out more now that I wasn't nearly killing our friends, and during the evenings, I go swimming.When I am allowed to, I go hunting as well.It's the only time I can let go of the control I hold on this part of myself.Since accepting it, it's become easier to reach for, like a third







