INICIAR SESIÓNJasmine
The sound of charcoal scraping across paper was the only thing breaking the silence. The noise seemed louder than it should have been, echoing through the studio while I stood under the overhead lights, trying very hard not to think about the fact that I was standing in the middle of a stranger’s workspace wearing far less than I was comfortable with. My arms were rigid at my sides, my shoulders feeling locked in place. Every muscle in my body had been tense from the moment the session began. He hadn’t said much since positioning me beneath the lights. There were no inappropriate comments, no smug reminders, and no attempts to make me uncomfortable. The only sounds in the room were the scratch of charcoal against paper and the occasional creak of the wooden floor when he shifted his weight. It should have made things easier. Instead, it unsettled me more because nothing about this matched the version of him I’d built inside my head. It would have been easier if he’d acted like the man I’d convinced myself he was. The manipulative man who had cornered me in his office should have been impossible to separate from the artist standing in front of me now. Yet somehow, they felt like two different people. In the classroom, he carried authority like a weapon. Here, he seemed completely absorbed in his work, his attention fixed on the paper in front of him as if nothing else existed. I hated that I kept noticing things about him. The concentration on his face. The patience. The quiet confidence. Most of all, I hated that part of me was curious. My gaze drifted around the studio before returning to him again. He still hadn’t looked up. The silence stretched on. Then a dull ache began to form in my left thigh. I ignored it at first. But a few minutes later, the ache deepened, spreading slowly through the muscle until holding the pose became much harder than I wanted to admit. I shifted my weight slightly, hoping he wouldn’t notice. “Don’t.” I froze. My eyes lifted to him across the room. He hadn’t even looked up from the sketch. He was still drawing as if nothing had happened. I wanted to curse at him, tell him I was done, and storm out... but I knew I couldn’t, not when I knew what was at stake. So instead, I sighed. “Sorry,” I muttered. The corner of his mouth twitched. “You don’t sound sorry.” I looked away, refusing to give him the satisfaction of a response. The ache continued to spread through my leg. I could handle it. I wasn’t about to complain, especially not to him. So I stayed exactly where I was, ignoring the growing discomfort and focusing on a spot somewhere behind his shoulder. For a while, the only sound in the studio was the steady scrape of charcoal against paper. Then the cramp hit. Pain shot through my left thigh so suddenly that a sharp breath escaped before I could stop it. The scratching sound ceased at once. I straightened immediately. “I’m fine,” I gritted out. “You’ve been favoring your left side for six minutes,” he stated. My mouth snapped shut. Davin set the charcoal aside and started toward me. Every step seemed to make me more aware of him. Maybe it was the silence. Maybe it was the fact that we were alone. Whatever it was, his presence had a way of filling a room without effort. When he stopped in front of me, I lifted my chin. “I’m fine,” I repeated. “No, you’re not.” His gaze swept over me, not lingering anywhere inappropriate, simply observing in that frustrating way he always did. “You’re uncomfortable.” “I’m not,” I argued. “You keep locking your shoulders,” he said. My lips pressed together. “And your chin.” I immediately lifted it higher. That earned me a slight nod. “Exactly.” I wanted to argue, but unfortunately, he was right. Davin stepped to my side and carefully adjusted my position. Every movement was precise, as though he were making small corrections to a drawing rather than touching a person. “Relax your shoulders.” I tried. Failed. Then I tried again. “Better.” The simple word settled somewhere deep inside me. The word shouldn’t have meant anything. It was a simple correction, nothing more. Yet somehow, it lingered. Which was irritating. After all, it wasn’t as if I cared about his opinion. After a moment, he stepped away and returned to his easel, the sound of charcoal against paper filling the studio. This time, however, the silence felt different. It wasn’t comfortable exactly, but it wasn’t as tense as before. My gaze wandered around the room while he worked. Covered canvases lined the walls, some stacked neatly, others leaning carelessly against shelves overflowing with sketchbooks. Half-finished paintings occupied corners of the studio, and everywhere I looked, there were signs of years of work. It felt less like a workspace and more like a place someone had slowly poured themselves into. My attention settled on one of the larger covered canvases near the window. “You can ask.” I blinked and looked at him. “What?” Without lifting his eyes from the sketch, he said, “You’ve been staring at that painting for three minutes.” A small frown pulled at my brows. “You count?” A faint smile touched his mouth. “I observe.” “That’s a polite way of saying you’re nosy.” “Occupational hazard,” he said. I rolled my eyes and glanced back at the covered canvas. “Why are they covered?” That finally pulled his attention from the sketch. He studied me for a moment before looking toward the canvas. “Because they’re unfinished.” “Most artists would still display them.” “I’m not most artists.” Fair point. The silence that followed wasn’t as uncomfortable as it had been earlier. The steady scrape of charcoal continued for several more minutes before Davin finally lowered it and stepped back from the easel. “We’re done.” The words caught me off guard. “That’s it?” One of his brows lifted slightly. “You sound disappointed.” “I’m not.” His expression suggested he didn’t believe me. I ignored it. “Can I see it?” For a moment, I thought he might actually agree. Instead, he reached for a dark cloth and carefully draped it over the sketch. “It’s unfinished.” My brows pulled together. “Can’t I at least see it?” A quiet sigh left him. Then he stepped aside. “Fine.” I hesitated for only a second before crossing the room. The moment I saw it, everything inside me seemed to still. It wasn’t finished. Large sections remained rough and incomplete, but that somehow made it more impressive. A few strokes of charcoal had already captured more than I thought possible. The girl on the paper didn’t look like the girl I saw every morning in the mirror. She looked softer. Stronger—comfortable in her own skin. Beautiful in a way that felt unfamiliar. My throat tightened. “You made me look different.” For a moment, Davin said nothing. Then his gaze shifted from me to the sketch. “No. That’s what you looked like.” His eyes lingered on the drawing. “As I said, it’s still unfinished.” I looked back at it, unable to stop staring. The lines were simple, yet somehow they captured every curve and angle with an accuracy that felt almost impossible. He was good. Really good. “You should get dressed.” The words broke whatever spell had settled over the room. I nodded quickly and reached for my dress. By the time I had gathered my things and slipped my dress back on, he was already cleaning the studio, putting away supplies as though nothing unusual had happened. As if he hadn’t just turned the way I saw myself upside down. When I finally reached the door, I glanced back. He was standing at the easel again, studying the sketch. “Goodnight.” His eyes never left the drawing. “Goodnight, Jasmine.” I lingered by the door for a moment, my hand resting on the handle as I glanced back at him. Part of me expected him to say something else. I wasn’t sure what. He never looked up. For some reason, that bothered me more than it should have. Shaking my head, I pulled the door open and stepped into the hallway before I could think too hard about why.JasmineThe sound of charcoal scraping across paper was the only thing breaking the silence.The noise seemed louder than it should have been, echoing through the studio while I stood under the overhead lights, trying very hard not to think about the fact that I was standing in the middle of a stranger’s workspace wearing far less than I was comfortable with.My arms were rigid at my sides, my shoulders feeling locked in place. Every muscle in my body had been tense from the moment the session began.He hadn’t said much since positioning me beneath the lights. There were no inappropriate comments, no smug reminders, and no attempts to make me uncomfortable.The only sounds in the room were the scratch of charcoal against paper and the occasional creak of the wooden floor when he shifted his weight.It should have made things easier.Instead, it unsettled me more because nothing about this matched the version of him I’d built inside my head. It would have been easier if he’d acted like
JasmineI stood across the street from a renovated warehouse building in Lower Manhattan, staring at the address on my phone for what had to be the tenth time.This was it.Professor Jackson’s studio.My fingers tightened around the strap of my bag as I looked up at the building again. It was the kind of place that belonged in an architecture magazine—all exposed brick, industrial windows, and black steel framing. Quiet, expensive, and intimidating.Not at all what I’d imagined.Every instinct was telling me to turn around and leave before I made an even bigger mess of my life.For a moment, I seriously considered it.I could walk away right now. Go back to campus. Pretend this arrangement had never happened and hope Professor Jackson eventually lost interest.The thought lasted all of three seconds, then a laugh slipped from my lips as reality settled heavily in my chest.He wasn’t going to lose interest. And I couldn’t afford to take that risk.One rumor was all it would take—one ac
JasmineI scoffed.Of course.“A proposition?” I repeated coldly. “You’re a professor. If this gets out, you could lose your job too.”His expression barely changed.“True.”He stood slowly from his chair, the movement alone shifting the air between us.“But I can get another position elsewhere,” he said calmly. “I’m a professor, Miss Buston.”He stopped a few feet away, his gaze dropping briefly to the scholarship badge attached to my bag.“But you?” he continued quietly. “You’re a scholarship student from a poor background. Lose that, and then what happens?”Every word landed precisely where it hurt most. My jaw tightened instantly, humiliation burning inside me because I knew he was right—he knew, and I hated him for it.“What do you want?” I asked. “I’m guessing you want something in return.”He nodded stiffly before closing the distance between us.“I want you to model for me, for a private art series,” he said, his gaze locked with mine. “Nude.”My entire body went rigid.“What
JasmineSomething about Professor Jackson had been bothering me for the entire lecture.It wasn’t just that he was attractive. That much was obvious.It was the strange sense of familiarity that kept tugging at me whenever he spoke.Every time his voice rolled through the lecture hall, something in the back of my mind stirred, as if I were reaching for a memory that refused to come into focus.It was ridiculous.I had never met this man before—I was sure of it.A face like his wasn’t forgettable. Still, whenever his gaze swept across the room, my pulse would trip over itself before settling again.By the time class ended, I had convinced myself it was nothing more than a coincidence.Then he looked directly at me.“Miss Buston.”My head snapped up. The hall was already beginning to empty.“Yes, Professor?”His expression remained unreadable.“To my office, please.”My stomach dropped.Around me, students continued filing toward the exits. Ari shot me a sympathetic look that immediatel
JasmineThe pounding in my head woke me before my alarm did.For several seconds, I lay perfectly still, my eyes closed against the sunlight filtering through the curtains. The brightness felt cruel, pressing insistently against my eyelids while a dull ache pulsed behind them.Every part of me felt heavy, as if someone had replaced my bones with lead during the night.A low groan escaped me.Something wasn’t right.The mattress beneath me felt unfamiliar. The air smelled wrong. Even the silence felt different.My eyes opened slowly. The unfamiliar room came into focus piece by piece. Dark walls, a black dresser, and a chair in the corner with my dress thrown carelessly over it.My brow furrowed in confusion before understanding slammed into my chest all at once.This wasn’t my room.I pushed myself upright too quickly and immediately regretted it.“Fuck.” I winced.The room tilted violently, sending a fresh wave of nausea through me. A low groan escaped me as I pressed my fingers agai
JasmineThe bass from the speakers thudded against my ribs hard enough to feel like another heartbeat.Or maybe that was just the alcohol.I sat hunched over the bar, a half-empty shot glass in my hand, my fifth shot of the night. At that moment, the bar felt like a safe space.Even though it smelled like whiskey, sweaty bodies, and a mix of different perfumes, it still felt better than going home.Home meant silence.It meant my bed.It meant crying until morning with Jason’s groans trapped in my head and the image of Mia’s hands all over him every time I closed my eyes.I lifted two fingers toward the bartender.“Another.”The glass in front of me disappeared, and another one replaced it almost immediately. I stared at the liquid for a second before lifting it to my lips. The drink went down my throat in one gulp, sharp enough to make my eyes water.At least this pain made sense.Because none of the rest of it did.Three years.Three years of believing I’d found the person I was goi







