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His Lens Has No Room for Me
His Lens Has No Room for Me
Author: Durian Lover

Chapter 1

Author: Durian Lover
When my coworkers found out my boyfriend, Dwayne Norton, was a photographer, they were green with envy. "Oh my god! You must get the best photos so easily!"

"I'm so jealous. Mine still doesn't even know how to focus a camera!"

I just smiled and shook my head. "He only shoots landscapes, never people."

That was Dwayne's golden rule.

Even on our first anniversary, when I told Dwayne I only wanted a simple souvenir photo, he still lost his temper. "My ex-girlfriend and I broke up precisely because she kept nagging me to take her picture."

To keep us together, I spent the next seven years walking on eggshells, meticulously minding my words and actions, terrified of crossing his boundary.

Until today, I was scrolling through social media when I saw a new post from my influencer friend, Aviana Reed.

"My personal photographer has been shooting me for seven years. Every single shot is a masterpiece!"

The top-liked comment read, "It's an honor to shoot my muse."

The profile picture was a solid black circle. It looked exactly like Dwayne's account.

The comment section was completely swooning over the two of them.

"Everyone in the industry knows Dwayne only shoots landscapes. Aviana is the only person he'll break his rule for."

"Have you guys seen Dwayne's usual work? It's always so cold and desolate. But the second he shoots Aviana, the lighting and mood are incredibly tender."

"I said seven years ago that Aviana's photographer definitely had feelings for her, and everyone called me delusional."

The comments were buzzing with excitement.

Inside, I was turning to ice.

It had never even crossed my mind.

The patient, gentle photographer who had spent seven years capturing flawless photos of Aviana and the boyfriend who had refused to take a single photo of me in our seven years together were the same person.

Beside me in bed, Dwayne mumbled my name in his sleep, but I felt entirely numb.

People in the comments started sharing screenshots of Aviana's alternate profile.

That was when I realized Dwayne and Aviana shared a history that ran far deeper than I ever knew.

She always called him her "softie".

"I was starving, so my softie made me spaghetti bolognese."

The spaghetti in the photo looked perfect.

But all I could think about was the first time Dwayne cooked for me, when he burned the noodles to a crisp.

He had looked so embarrassed back then. "Just wait. I'll learn how to do it right!"

Eventually, Dwayne did learn, but he cooked for Aviana.

"My energy was totally off during today's shoot, but he waited out in a blizzard for five hours without a single word of complaint."

I remembered vividly how much Dwayne hated the snow.

No matter how much I begged him over the years, he refused to ever go to Northia to see the snow with me.

Yet, these photos were telling me a different story. The man who happily let himself get covered in snow was Dwayne.

A dull ache throbbed in my chest.

Dwayne took the photos he refused to take for Aviana. He stood in the snow he loathed for her.

Even now, a part of me wanted to live in denial. But I had to face the truth.

To Dwayne, Aviana was special. His stubborn boundaries were meant for me alone.

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  • His Lens Has No Room for Me   Chapter 13

    The sudden shift in conversation caught Dwayne completely off guard. "What?"I looked him dead in the eye. "We dated for seven years, Dwayne. Did you know that I don't eat baked beans?"He went silent for a moment, then replied defensively, "So what if I didn't? It's a minor detail. Even if I didn't notice before, I can just pay more attention from now on."I let out a soft chuckle. I was laughing at myself for loving someone like him."To you, taking photos of other women is a minor thing, and my not eating baked beans is a minor thing. But that's not how I see it."I glanced over at Alfie, who was waiting a short distance away.During dinner earlier, the moment he found out I didn't eat baked beans, he had immediately gone out of his way to instruct the waiter."You call it a minor thing, but why is it that a man I barely know can remember it effortlessly, while you, my boyfriend, never could?"In seven whole years, Dwayne had never cared to remember. To him, it didn't matter

  • His Lens Has No Room for Me   Chapter 12

    "Kathleen."When I looked up, I saw Dwayne stepping out from the shadows. His clothes were wrinkled, and his face was pale.He stared straight at me. "I've been waiting for you all afternoon."Alfie, who was about to get into his car, immediately moved to shield me behind his back when he saw Dwayne.But I smiled and shook my head. "It's okay. Let me handle this."This was between Dwayne and me. I didn't want to drag an innocent bystander into it. Besides, I didn't want to rely on someone else for something so trivial.The next second, I caught myself. It turned out that in my mind, whatever happened between Dwayne and me had already become a trivial matter.Dwayne's eyes were bloodshot, but his voice was thick with resentment. "What exactly did I do so wrong that you're doing this to me?"I looked at him. "Dwayne, do you really not know?"Or was he just too afraid to think about it? Too afraid that if he did, he would realize he had brought all of this on himself, and he woul

  • His Lens Has No Room for Me   Chapter 11

    I looked up at Alfie. He was hot, fit, and wealthy—exactly the kind of man most people would fall for instantly.But I still shook my head. "I don't feel the same way."To many, love at first sight was the ultimate romance. But growing up with a deep-seated lack of security had made me inherently cautious. Even with Dwayne, I had harbored a silent crush for an entire year, making absolutely sure he was the one before I ever found the courage to tell him how I felt."I don't know why you fell for me," I said.Alfie opened his mouth to explain, but I cut him off, saying, "And honestly, I don't want to know."He blinked, looking suddenly downcast and vulnerable.But I didn't let myself soften. In relationships, being overly soft-hearted was a fatal flaw.Alfie thought it over for a moment and asked, "Do you think I'm moving too fast?"I nodded. "I'm sorry, but I hope that if someone ever falls for me, it won't be because he's driven by hormones or swept up in a passing moment. I w

  • His Lens Has No Room for Me   Chapter 10

    My eyes widened in shock.In my memory, Dwayne had always been aloof and fiercely proud. He used to say that no one in the world was worth getting into a physical fight over.If this had happened in the past, I might have been deeply moved or incredibly worried. But right now, I just felt pure irritation."Dwayne Norton, have you lost your mind?"Alfie took the hit full-on. He wiped a smear of blood from the corner of his mouth, let out a cold laugh, and lunged right back.Neither man backed down, and the scene instantly spiraled out of control.When trying to yell over them failed, I watched them for a few seconds, turned on my heel, and walked away.Behind me, both of them snapped out of it and stopped fighting almost immediately.Dwayne gasped for air. "Kathie!"I stopped. Then, I turned around and started walking back toward him.As I closed the distance, Dwayne's eyes grew brighter and brighter. He even threw a triumphant glare in Alfie's direction.Alfie, on the other

  • His Lens Has No Room for Me   Chapter 9

    When I headed out the door the next day, I was wearing a newly bought floral dress. It was a bold, vibrant shade of orange-red.The sales lady at the boutique had told me it made my smooth skin pop and look incredibly radiant.I didn't know if she was telling the truth, but I didn't care.Years ago, Dwayne had glanced at my closet full of colorful clothes and scoffed. "Such cheap taste."So, in an effort to match his supposedly high-end aesthetic, I replaced my entire wardrobe with nothing but black, white, and gray.Back then, I chased after Dwayne as if he were my personal stream of light. But as I looked back now, he wasn't a light at all. He was a fire—the kind that would burn away my identity.This time around, I didn't want to live by anyone else's standard. I was done doubting and diminishing myself over other people's opinions. Even if my taste was cheap, and even if it didn't look perfect, it was mine.Just then, I received a text from Alfie. "Almost there. Take your ti

  • His Lens Has No Room for Me   Chapter 8

    When the elevator doors slid open, I noticed a figure standing right outside my apartment door, radiating pure malice and resentment.The man looked like a spurned husband.It was Dwayne. I had no idea how he had managed to track down this address.His gaze was dark and stormy. "Who was that man who just dropped you off?"I looked at him flatly. "None of your business."Dwayne let out a sharp, angry laugh. "None of my business?"He ran his tongue over his back teeth, closing the distance between us step by step. "You vanished into thin air, ghosted me, and then showed up acting cozy with another guy…"When he spoke again, his voice was heavy with intimidation. "And you have the nerve to tell me it's none of my business? Have you forgotten that you're my girlfriend? Hmm?"I let out a bitter laugh. "Have you forgotten that we broke up?"A flash of genuine confusion crossed Dwayne's face.I scoffed inwardly. He hadn't taken a single word I'd said seriously.Realizing he was tec

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