LOGINNoah
The wolf hits it like a truck, and the thing barely rocks.
Wrong.
Two hundred pounds of Alpha at a dead run should fold anything with a spine.
This rotten thing takes the hit, slides back a boot-length in the dirt, and swings an arm the size of my leg.
The wolf has to wrench sideways midair to keep his skull where he likes it.
So that's the night I'm having.
The crossbow's up before I tell my arm to move.
Sometimes it feels like the only reliable thing I own. Silver tip, wolfsbane on the head, the whole bedtime prayer Dad beat into me.
I put the bolt through its throat.
It doesn't care.
Doesn't slow, doesn't flinch, doesn't bleed. The head grinds around on a neck that sounds like a boot in gravel, and two eyes find me and throw my flashlight’s shine back at me, flat and green and bored.
Right. Wolfsbane's for wolves. Silver's for wolves. I packed for the wrong monster.
Eighteen years of training and the family curriculum somehow skipped the chapter on the unkillable thing in front of me.
Strongly worded complaint to follow. Soon as there's a desk to slam it on, and a dad to slam it at.
The flashlight's on the ground where I dropped it, so the whole fight's lit from ankle height.
Everything thrown up huge and sideways, the wolf's shadow climbing the trees, the thing's shadow towering over it, and me reduced to a useless silhouette doing calculations in real time.
I run the kit in my head and come up empty. Knife. Bolts. A lighter. There’s nothing in my bag that bites a thing with no nerves to bite.
The wolf goes in low and clamps his jaws around one leg.
I hear the joint give, wet, like a hand twisting a drumstick off.
The thing drops to one knee and keeps coming on the stump like the leg was a suggestion it's decided to ignore.
No spray. No fountain. Dead things don’t bleed.
Just that revolting smell, rotten and dug-up, and a slow dark dribble of something out of the stump like the inside of a downpipe.
I've opened up a lot of things in my life. Never watched one torn open and barely bleeding before.
Blood's the whole point. Blood is how you know it's working. This one's running on something that isn't in the manual.
Then it makes a move I'm not ready for.
It quits reaching for the wolf, plants the good knee, and backhands him out of the air.
Catches him across the ribs midleap and folds nine feet of white wolf into a birch hard enough to knock bark loose.
And my chest drops, which is the exact wrong reaction.
Alarm, where a smarter hunter sees an opening, because a smarter hunter spends that half-second putting a bolt somewhere useful and I just stand there caring whether the wolf gets back up.
He gets back up.
Obviously he gets back up.
Damn Alphas aren’t that easy to kill, and I shouldn’t be relieved that he’s okay.
I watch him shake it off and ready for another attack with his teeth out and a sound ripping from his throat that I feel in my back molars.
We'll be examining that little chest-drop I just experienced never.
Never's a good slot for it.
Filing's full anyway and no good will come from pulling that reaction into the light.
I have to think. I can’t just stand around being useless.
Silver's useless and the wolf's getting tossed around like a ragdoll, so the thing wants something it can reach. I give it the dumbest target available.
Me.
I step into the light, into its line of sight, and bang the flat of the knife on the crossbow twice. Metal clangs on metal.
Congratulations to me, the bait.
It turns and starts dragging its decomposing body toward me on the wrecked leg.
Behind it the wolf gets the exact opening I wanted him to have and rips the other leg out at the hip.
The thing uses its arms to catapult its body at me.
I can feel the air parting over my head as I duck low, slashing up with my knife.
The blade hits where I was aiming. Where a kidney sits on a person. I twist, making the move that usually ends fights.
It ends nothing here.
The knife sinks to the grip and the thing tips its head down at me, slow, curious, like I tapped on a door.
Then it grabs me.
A hand closes on the front of my jacket and the cold of it goes straight through three layers like they aren't there.
It’s stupid strong, picking me up effortlessly.
As my feet leave the dirt, I manage to get a hand on its wrist. I attempt to wrench it up, but it's like hauling on a fence post sunk in concrete.
There’s no strain in it, no shake, nothing a muscle does when it's working. The runes flare so hard my vision goes white at the edges.
So this is it. Strung up in the dark by a dead man's fist while my silver does sweet nothing in his side.
The wolf hits him like a truck.
I drop, the jacket tearing, air slamming back into me, and the two of them go down in a thrash of white and gray.
I'm on the ground reaching for the dropped bow because some idiot reflex still wants silver-tipped arrows to be the answer.
It's not the answer. Think! Quit reaching for the thing that already failed.
I force myself to stop moving and watch instead. Piecing together the signs. What works, what doesn't.
The wolf opens its belly and nothing that matters spills out.
He bites an arm half through and the hand keeps grabbing.
But when his teeth find the spine, when there's that grind of something structural, the thing jerks. Stutters. Loses a second of whatever's driving it.
There. That's the tell. Not the soft parts. The frame.
You don't kill it. You take it apart until there's too little left to hold the magic up.
"The neck," I shout.
I’m on my feet, the bowie knife with the longer blade in my hand. "Hold the head. Hold it still."
And here's the part I'll be chewing on the rest of my life, however much of it I've got left after tonight.
He listens.
A wolf. An Alpha.
The thing I've spent three weeks trying to put in the dirt, because it’s a monstrous animal that kills people for sport.
But here I am, barking an order into the dark and he plants a paw on its chest and pins the skull, giving me the clean line of the neck like we've worked together a hundred times.
There’s no time to hate it right now. I’ll do that later.
I bring the knife down where skull meets spine and saw, and it's exactly as bad as it sounds.
Carving through gristle, not stopping until I'm through the hyoid bone and then the spinal cord.
The moment the head is severed from the body it suddenly stops moving.
For a second there's only my breathing, ragged and too loud, the wolf’s slightly slower.
The head's two feet from the hand.
Nothing on it moves but I keep the knife up anyway.
I’ve been wrong once already tonight about what stays down.
The wolf pads over.
Noses the body.
Noses the head.
Then the air thickens and folds and there's a naked man crouched in the leaves where the wolf was a breath ago.
I look away on reflex, then look back, because a corpse that walks is a better reason to keep my eyes open than his being naked is a reason to shut them.
I focus all my attention on the body.
"You're bleeding," I say flatly.
There’s a large gash on his shoulder, where the bark caught him, but it’s already knitting shut.
"I’m fine."
He's not looking at me. He's looking at the thing, and his face is serious in a way I didn’t think he was capable of.
No smirk. None of the usual arrogance.
"This is wrong."
"You think?" I ask sarcastically.
"Not just this thing. The smell. Under the rot."
I've been choking on the rot. I push past it.
And there it is.
The same wrongness that was carved into the birch.
I study the thing we killed.
I’ve seen enough dead to know the stages of decomposition.
This didn't die Tuesday with a cute phone in its pocket.
"It's old," I say. "Been dead a long time."
Dax goes still.
"The ones going missing," he says slowly. "They're disappearing alive."
"Yeah."
"So this isn't one of them."
"No."
And there it sits in the leaves between us.
Somebody's stealing the living off the edges of town.
And somebody's been out here digging up the dead.
We don't know yet if it's the same somebody.
Three weeks I believed the scariest thing in these woods to be him.
Turns out I wasn't aiming high enough.
Dax"That was nine. You said ten."Bex glares at me over the loaded bar like I robbed her personally."You're cheating me out of reps, coach.""I would never.""You lost count."I did lose count. Somewhere around six."Reset your grip and pull. Chest up. There. That's ten. Ish."She racks it, disgusted, and stalks off to find someone who'll pay attention.Fair. My head's not in it.My head's on my office couch, seven hours ago, a hunter coming apart with my name in his mouth.Ours, the wolf says, smug as a cat in sunlight. They should know.Not today, buddy.They’ll find out anyway. Wolves are terrible at secrets. It’s one of our best qualities.Yeah, well, human-me's not exactly setting records either.Best night of our life, the wolf says, sprawled fat and smug behind my ribs. You're welcome. I told you to keep him.You told me to bite him. Not the same thing.Details.The whole gym still smells like him.Like us.My scent all over a Hunter, his all over me, neither of us slept and
DaxThere's cum cooling on my stomach, a hunter breathing slow against my throat, and I'm lying here grinning at my own ceiling like a man with a head injury.Best night of my life, hands down. It's not even a contest.Noah hasn't said anything in five minutes.He's not asleep, either. I can tell from the way he's holding his shoulders, all that careful stillness, like if he stays quiet enough the last hour will agree to take itself back.Good luck with that.My couch kept the receipts.Ours, the wolf says, and for once he isn't shouting.He's sprawled out fat and smug somewhere behind my ribs, basking like he personally won a war.Keep him. Don't let him walk out.That's the one thing I can't promise you, buddy.Because the wolf already wanted more than this.When I had my teeth at his throat he wanted to finish it, the forever way, the no-take-backs way, and I'm the bastard who slammed that door in his face.The wolf will be complaining about when he’s done being smug and sated, but
NoahOne inch in and I already know I'm done for.Not in a way I'll ever say out loud.Out loud I'm not saying anything, because if I open my mouth right now the things that come out are probably going to embarrass me for the rest of my natural life.I had no idea it would feel this good.He's holding still. An inch of him stretching me open, and the rest of him shaking with the effort of not moving."Breathe," he says again, voice rough as gravel. "I've got you."I don't need him to have me. I need him to stop treating me like I'll crack."I'm a hunter, Dax. I've been stabbed and nearly killed more times than I can remember. Move.""You've never been stabbed by my cock."Arrogant asshole.It is a very nice cock though.Even thinking those words are giving me pre-PTSD.He sinks in another inch and the burn whites out the smart reply I had loaded.A month ago, I was trying to kill him.Hunting him with a crossbow and silver-tipped arrows. Feeling not the slightest hesitation about taki
DaxHe told me he'd put me through the wall.Some optimistic part of me is hoping he tries.We're a tangle on the mats he disinfected not long ago, both of us naked, both of us long past the point where stopping is a word either of us still owns, and Noah Hunter is fighting me for the top like the loser gets executed.Let him win, the wolf says, which is not the advice I expected from him. Let him think he can overpower us. Then take it back.Smartest thing he’s said in twenty years.I give Noah an inch.He takes it like a gift, drives a thigh up between mine, and for one bright second he's got my wrists pinned and triumph all over his stupid gorgeous face."There," he breathes. "That's more like it.""Is it?"I let him keep it.Let him feel like king of the mountain for exactly as long as it takes to hook a heel behind his knee and roll us so hard the air leaves him in a grunt."That's more like it," I agree, settling my weight down where it belongs.He bucks.I ride it.He gets a fo
Noah"You smell different."Dax says it from the front desk where he’s closing out the till.I’ve just finished disinfecting the mats and mopping the floor. I’m about to start cleaning the weights.Gym's been closed for an hour.Blinds down, doors locked, last member long gone, just me and Dax doing the closing routine.Things have been weird between us for the past four days.Since I came here after breaking things off with Heidi.I haven’t seen her around, which is a relief.The heartbreak is still there, so’s the mourning for what we lost, but I feel lighter too.Lying to her every day and knowing I was deceiving her weighed on my conscience heavily.Dax was surprisingly comforting after the fact, and he hasn’t made a single move to touch me since.He’s not even flirting, which I’m perversely missing."Fascinating," I tell him, pretending not to care."It is."I feel him looking at the back of my neck like a hand laid flat there."There used to be this sharp green note under your n
DaxTwo days.He's gone dark on me for two days and the wolf is climbing the walls of my skull about it.Find him, he keeps saying, pacing. Something's wrong. Go and find what's ours.He's not yours, I tell him, racking weights nobody left out, just to have something to do with my hands.He's a hunter with a complicated life and a phone he's allowed to ignore.He never ignores it. He hasn’t been to work. Find him.The wolf has a point.Noah Hunter answers his phone by the second ring like a man waiting for the world to end, and for two days my texts have gone into a hole.I've checked the thing eleven times since the eight o'clock class.I'm aware of how that makes me look.I've decided not to think about it.The gym's empty and everything’s tidied away.The last stragglers cleared out an hour ago.I should lock up and go home and stop hanging around like an idiot.The door opens and every thought I've ever had walks straight out of my head.It's him. The wolf knew before the latch ev
NoahThree miles from where you should be standing.The asshole could have at least given me a direction.Fortunately, I’ve learned to trust my instincts.Hunters don’t have any inherent magic, but our senses are more developed than those of ordinary humans.So here I am.Three miles out from the N
DaxThe wolf wants to turn around.He's wanted to turn around since I cleared the fence, and he isn't being quiet about it, because quiet isn't a thing he owns.He just keeps shoving the same word into the back of my skull like a toddler with a doorbell.Ours.Ours, ours, ours."He's a hunter," I t
DaxThe thing's in pieces at our feet and my body's still waiting for round two.I never come down off a kill clean. My blood's still up, ears still straining, every muscle still voting to hit something else.I don’t think it’s a werewolf thing. It’s an adrenaline thing.So when the wolf decides to
DaxFor the last hour I've been telling myself I'm only out here to keep the idiot from getting himself killed.It's a good lie.Responsible.Very Alpha.The kind of thing my father would've said with a straight face right before going off and doing exactly what he wanted.Truth is, I caught his tr







